O Bruno , eu metei as saudades!! *Sobs*
Vc nunca vem em linha falar-me!
Vc prometeu... ;(((
Dynasty e muito MUITO chatoooooooo.
Minhas amigas sairam do k3ro... Deixando me sozinho ://
Eu nao feliz................. ;(((
Lastly, vc e doceee <3333333!
Eu te amo, meu lindoooooooo amor.
-Beijoosssssss
Monday, May 29, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Friday, May 26, 2006
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Omfg. I got moooore than 600+ songs on my winamp now. Lmao! I forget when's the last time I check them but I remember it was 300+ only. Lmao lmao! I just couldnt get enough ;((
OMFG BRUNO IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. Hes sooo sweet >_<
Everyone drifted after kaz3ro. He still show gratitude and care. ;((
How sweet and how sad. O well :]
OMFG BRUNO IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. Hes sooo sweet >_<
Everyone drifted after kaz3ro. He still show gratitude and care. ;((
How sweet and how sad. O well :]
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Friday, May 19, 2006
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Does anyone remember.... how that red bull thingy was a bug. Every kill gives you a level.
Anyone remember how we used to fight to log on when theres capped at 600 players.
Anyone remember how...................... ;(
Every private server has an end. K3ro is not as popular as before but it had its glory times.
Anyone remember how we used to fight to log on when theres capped at 600 players.
Anyone remember how...................... ;(
Every private server has an end. K3ro is not as popular as before but it had its glory times.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Aww ffffuuck. I was suppose to go swimming but didnt cause I lost my swimsuit >_>
And im like imagining the cool water and the weather is sooo hot.
ANYWAYS, sorry Mark. Really am. Really really am.
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"Just dont read the word 'mouse' and 'toss'."
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"Then dont listen, put your hands on your ears and hum. "Lalalalallaa" Over and over again."
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Every one in their lives will do at least one sin.
Sin = Death, fear, shame
Therefore everyone dies.
And im like imagining the cool water and the weather is sooo hot.
ANYWAYS, sorry Mark. Really am. Really really am.
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"Just dont read the word 'mouse' and 'toss'."
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"Then dont listen, put your hands on your ears and hum. "Lalalalallaa" Over and over again."
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Every one in their lives will do at least one sin.
Sin = Death, fear, shame
Therefore everyone dies.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
"The Mixed Tape"
This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
And I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I'm cutting through you track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
And where are you now?
And where are you now?
And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With my own fingers
This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
And I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I'm cutting through you track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
And where are you now?
And where are you now?
And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With my own fingers
Email email wheres your email ;D
Mmm I didnt block you, well, Im just feeling bad and I didnt want to talk atm.
Im sorry but I didnt know how to get this to ya. So you prolly would think I aint sorry at all.
Im still waiting for that chance to live with chu. ;D
You must know that I still wanna see your cutey face.
And we are not over yet. Its just were not yet at that point atm. Its not you its me.
Im sorry. Cause prolly I aint over him yet.
I wanna watch the Da vinci code with chu. ;(
Lol, he said, "Jeez I got no one to watch with, none of them are smart enough to understand it and they will spoil the movie when they go "' Wtf this movie sucks, I dont get it."' I soo wanna watch that movie >.>."
Funny one. Then I go like, "I wanna watch that movie too >_> But I got no friends. LOL."
Which is worst haha.
Neways, I dont think the blog would stay on forever. I feel like printing out every entry of it and saving it preciously because :
"And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope they'll never fade
Glowing embers lie across the sky"
Mmm I didnt block you, well, Im just feeling bad and I didnt want to talk atm.
Im sorry but I didnt know how to get this to ya. So you prolly would think I aint sorry at all.
Im still waiting for that chance to live with chu. ;D
You must know that I still wanna see your cutey face.
And we are not over yet. Its just were not yet at that point atm. Its not you its me.
Im sorry. Cause prolly I aint over him yet.
I wanna watch the Da vinci code with chu. ;(
Lol, he said, "Jeez I got no one to watch with, none of them are smart enough to understand it and they will spoil the movie when they go "' Wtf this movie sucks, I dont get it."' I soo wanna watch that movie >.>."
Funny one. Then I go like, "I wanna watch that movie too >_> But I got no friends. LOL."
Which is worst haha.
Neways, I dont think the blog would stay on forever. I feel like printing out every entry of it and saving it preciously because :
"And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope they'll never fade
Glowing embers lie across the sky"
Monday, May 15, 2006
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Omfg. This movie roxzors. Requiem for a dream.
A movie worth to watch.
Its creepy and saaad to see how people ruin their lives like that. :/
It left me crying in the end. Iono.. I just felt so sad.
They ended... like
1 - An arm amputated.
2 - Suffering in jail and guiltyness.
3 - Mental hospital.
4 - Alone, forcing herself to prostitution.
Its just so... sad.
A movie worth to watch.
Its creepy and saaad to see how people ruin their lives like that. :/
It left me crying in the end. Iono.. I just felt so sad.
They ended... like
1 - An arm amputated.
2 - Suffering in jail and guiltyness.
3 - Mental hospital.
4 - Alone, forcing herself to prostitution.
Its just so... sad.
Some memories I wouldnt wanna forget. I wanna get every pieces of memories here.
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"ROF"
"L"
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"What a mo"
"Ron"
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Our goldmine?
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Me:"My head hurts when im shaking my head."
Him:"Headache?"
"Yea I guess so. Maybe when I shake my head, my brain shakes too, thats why it hurts."
"Yea maybe. Prolly when you gets a headache, your brain loses fluid, so it knock against your skull. O_+"
"Yea. So i keeps shaking my head now to hear if theres any sound."
"Haha keep shaking."
"I THINK I HEAR A SOUND! YES I HEAR MY BRAIN!"
"LOL"
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"And the funny thing is, everything but watches... Haunted watches? O_+"
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"Please tell me I look gangsta."
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:Drunk:
"Actually you do look gangsta, I just said you dont."
"HAHA! Glad your drunk today :] *Screenshots*"
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"O....k, Im trying not to pick that all up."
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"I dont know how to forget."
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"Cool, were talking about farts."
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"I LOOK WHAT?"
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"Soquid."
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"/blush?"
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<3333
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"ROF"
"L"
-
"What a mo"
"Ron"
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Our goldmine?
-
Me:"My head hurts when im shaking my head."
Him:"Headache?"
"Yea I guess so. Maybe when I shake my head, my brain shakes too, thats why it hurts."
"Yea maybe. Prolly when you gets a headache, your brain loses fluid, so it knock against your skull. O_+"
"Yea. So i keeps shaking my head now to hear if theres any sound."
"Haha keep shaking."
"I THINK I HEAR A SOUND! YES I HEAR MY BRAIN!"
"LOL"
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"And the funny thing is, everything but watches... Haunted watches? O_+"
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"Please tell me I look gangsta."
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:Drunk:
"Actually you do look gangsta, I just said you dont."
"HAHA! Glad your drunk today :] *Screenshots*"
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"O....k, Im trying not to pick that all up."
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"I dont know how to forget."
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"Cool, were talking about farts."
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"I LOOK WHAT?"
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"Soquid."
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"/blush?"
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<3333
Friday, May 12, 2006
Champagne Supernova is our song <3
Too many things happen at a go. I cant remember >_<
But I wanna get everything down so I wouldnt forget the good times <3
And AND everything is going back, its gonna start alll over again X_x Im like.. BAH. Who cant stop a pimp ;] Just taking a step a time then.
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"Pigs. Hahahhahahaha your afraid of pigs."
"No not pigs. Its boars. BOARS."
"HAHAHHAHAHA PIGS YOUR AFRAID OF PIGS."
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Dont wanna hurt Mark.
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Marvin? Nyubs? Maryubs? Imma call joo Mary ;D
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You made me blush.
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P.s - Your cute when your drunk <3
Too many things happen at a go. I cant remember >_<
But I wanna get everything down so I wouldnt forget the good times <3
And AND everything is going back, its gonna start alll over again X_x Im like.. BAH. Who cant stop a pimp ;] Just taking a step a time then.
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"Pigs. Hahahhahahaha your afraid of pigs."
"No not pigs. Its boars. BOARS."
"HAHAHHAHAHA PIGS YOUR AFRAID OF PIGS."
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Dont wanna hurt Mark.
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Marvin? Nyubs? Maryubs? Imma call joo Mary ;D
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You made me blush.
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P.s - Your cute when your drunk <3
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
RAWR!
The weather is sooooooo fucken hot! I havta bring my fan out from my bedroom to the living room. Like Omagawd.
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And I fucken hate the Serenity-tards.
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I love Haku and our quiz madness!!
LOL
Sir ernest rutherford is the first person who split atom.
DAMNIT IM SMART. LMAO
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Me : Say you want me.
Mark : OMG TRISH I WANT YOU BAD, YOUR SO IRRESISTABLE.
LMAOOO~~~~
!!!!!!
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Snydes : Why were you fired from the cake shop?
ME : Cause I touched and poked all the cakes.
The weather is sooooooo fucken hot! I havta bring my fan out from my bedroom to the living room. Like Omagawd.
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And I fucken hate the Serenity-tards.
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I love Haku and our quiz madness!!
LOL
Sir ernest rutherford is the first person who split atom.
DAMNIT IM SMART. LMAO
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Me : Say you want me.
Mark : OMG TRISH I WANT YOU BAD, YOUR SO IRRESISTABLE.
LMAOOO~~~~
!!!!!!
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Snydes : Why were you fired from the cake shop?
ME : Cause I touched and poked all the cakes.
Monday, May 08, 2006
LOL
Lovely pweettyy Angie, would you please buy me my noodle soup? Pwetty pwease ;D
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WOOT Eugene is back from Auckland LOL! Weeeeeeeh~
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Snydes : Dirty panties
haha
hahahahaha
Me: hahahahha
Snydes: haha
Me:Dirty panties...
haha haha
Snydes: haha dirty panties
hahah ... haa... .... ha ha ha
ok enough..
haaha haa
Me: ok
haa ha ha... ha.... ha
Lovely pweettyy Angie, would you please buy me my noodle soup? Pwetty pwease ;D
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WOOT Eugene is back from Auckland LOL! Weeeeeeeh~
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Snydes : Dirty panties
haha
hahahahaha
Me: hahahahha
Snydes: haha
Me:Dirty panties...
haha haha
Snydes: haha dirty panties
hahah ... haa... .... ha ha ha
ok enough..
haaha haa
Me: ok
haa ha ha... ha.... ha
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Freaking A. Im back to my normal life .__.
Wasnt same tho.
Snydes was pissed today >_<
Freaking nyubs. Omg im like "stop all this drama and get over it."
And snydes was like " heres the deal, either get over what I said or quit."
Lmao. ITS LAME. RETARDED.
Freaking a, it was just a joke and he just have to make a big fuss.
Fucken drama. Spoilt everyone's day ;O
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Mmm Alden. Haha ;3
Tea?! Poison?! I just kissed my pig ;O
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Mark : You there? Trish baby? Baby Trish? Haha This is getting funny.
Trish : LMAO ok im back. .__. You there? Mark baby? Baby Mark? HAHAHAHHA
Fine ! I see how this is. Now im back and your gone.
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Hahaha. "I have a good mommy."
"I have a bad daddy."
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Hope is all I've left.
Theres no blame for how our love did slowly fade.
Now its gone, its like it wasnt there at all.
And here I rest, where disappointment and regret, collide.
Lying awake at night.
Wasnt same tho.
Snydes was pissed today >_<
Freaking nyubs. Omg im like "stop all this drama and get over it."
And snydes was like " heres the deal, either get over what I said or quit."
Lmao. ITS LAME. RETARDED.
Freaking a, it was just a joke and he just have to make a big fuss.
Fucken drama. Spoilt everyone's day ;O
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Mmm Alden. Haha ;3
Tea?! Poison?! I just kissed my pig ;O
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Mark : You there? Trish baby? Baby Trish? Haha This is getting funny.
Trish : LMAO ok im back. .__. You there? Mark baby? Baby Mark? HAHAHAHHA
Fine ! I see how this is. Now im back and your gone.
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Hahaha. "I have a good mommy."
"I have a bad daddy."
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Hope is all I've left.
Theres no blame for how our love did slowly fade.
Now its gone, its like it wasnt there at all.
And here I rest, where disappointment and regret, collide.
Lying awake at night.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
"Dont go wasting your emotions, lay all your love on me.
Dont go sharing your devotions, lay all your love on me."
Lmao Mark. You made me tried to play Gunbound again >_>
Its like THREE fucken years I havent touch Gunbound.
And fuck it, the moment I tried to play my com keeps crashing on me >_<
I so wanna squeeze it to death :/
Haha aint lagging today, so I happily went RO-ing. xP
But meh, only gain so little levels >_<
It suck ass. Aww and Teri got a job ;(
Wont be able to see her on much again. Buuu huuuu on that >_<
Ron came online today. Im like, RON? O_O. Hes like, TRISH? O_O
Hahaha. Havent seen him for a long time. Memories <3
Guess hes moving on too. Everyone is moving on except me :/
David, Zhao, Ron, Danny, Rig, Angie, Hsu, Amish, Legos, Max, Koala lol, Pachu, Alex, West, those dutch boys S2, Teri, Steve, Gus, Juan, Henry, Nike >.> , ABLI and those BRAZILIANS. Etc etc
All moved on. EXCEPT ME. ALLLLLLLLLLL EXCEPT ME.
I could do a head count >_>
Omg >_<
Everyone is asking the same questions when they saw me.
Hey sup, your working now? Studies?
Same ans >_<
No.... I aint doing nothing.
Ok fuck that >_>
Dont go sharing your devotions, lay all your love on me."
Lmao Mark. You made me tried to play Gunbound again >_>
Its like THREE fucken years I havent touch Gunbound.
And fuck it, the moment I tried to play my com keeps crashing on me >_<
I so wanna squeeze it to death :/
Haha aint lagging today, so I happily went RO-ing. xP
But meh, only gain so little levels >_<
It suck ass. Aww and Teri got a job ;(
Wont be able to see her on much again. Buuu huuuu on that >_<
Ron came online today. Im like, RON? O_O. Hes like, TRISH? O_O
Hahaha. Havent seen him for a long time. Memories <3
Guess hes moving on too. Everyone is moving on except me :/
David, Zhao, Ron, Danny, Rig, Angie, Hsu, Amish, Legos, Max, Koala lol, Pachu, Alex, West, those dutch boys S2, Teri, Steve, Gus, Juan, Henry, Nike >.> , ABLI and those BRAZILIANS. Etc etc
All moved on. EXCEPT ME. ALLLLLLLLLLL EXCEPT ME.
I could do a head count >_>
Omg >_<
Everyone is asking the same questions when they saw me.
Hey sup, your working now? Studies?
Same ans >_<
No.... I aint doing nothing.
Ok fuck that >_>
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
ZomgwtfzorssfasdfiasuflkasjfsaZORS~!
I've been using this blog for about two years O___________O
I wonder when is this blog gonna just blow up on me. Lmao xD
Alden <3 I guess only RO addicts understand how I feel now.
So I dont really talk to real life peoples O__________O
Ok, Im weird but w/e. Thanks Alden >_<
I see how this is. You even deleted me on myspace. You heartless crap.
"I actually feel lucky to have you to love me."
Lmao.... Take your shit back.
I've been using this blog for about two years O___________O
I wonder when is this blog gonna just blow up on me. Lmao xD
Alden <3 I guess only RO addicts understand how I feel now.
So I dont really talk to real life peoples O__________O
Ok, Im weird but w/e. Thanks Alden >_<
I see how this is. You even deleted me on myspace. You heartless crap.
"I actually feel lucky to have you to love me."
Lmao.... Take your shit back.
Heee heee
Know whattt
im just gonna drink my life away like you said..
as a matter of fact im drunk right now ;]
EU SOU BEBEDO ;] bruno stills remmeber me
he even emailed to me
but u.. choose to hurt me again and agian
stop lying to me
you lied to me again and again
i wanted to sream
but no one hears me
your just there moving on
but im staying in my misery
i just scream but no one can hear
not you not my family not my friends
im gonna fill my glass to brim
blind..................................
my hands.. finger is bleeding
where is he
can i get
anyone , anyone at all
bittersweet
no
just bitterneess
snap imma go puke and sleep
Know whattt
im just gonna drink my life away like you said..
as a matter of fact im drunk right now ;]
EU SOU BEBEDO ;] bruno stills remmeber me
he even emailed to me
but u.. choose to hurt me again and agian
stop lying to me
you lied to me again and again
i wanted to sream
but no one hears me
your just there moving on
but im staying in my misery
i just scream but no one can hear
not you not my family not my friends
im gonna fill my glass to brim
blind..................................
my hands.. finger is bleeding
where is he
can i get
anyone , anyone at all
bittersweet
no
just bitterneess
snap imma go puke and sleep
Monday, May 01, 2006
But things cant be perfect.
All the time, that i know.
Sometimes we just have to let some things go.
I will not say one word,
Ill just hang around.
I wont annoy you at all,
When you move out, Ill stay .
Until im thrown away,
But then it wont matter.
I promise to stop now.
Letting go is my life,
I'll be on my way.
All the time, that i know.
Sometimes we just have to let some things go.
I will not say one word,
Ill just hang around.
I wont annoy you at all,
When you move out, Ill stay .
Until im thrown away,
But then it wont matter.
I promise to stop now.
Letting go is my life,
I'll be on my way.
`Trish ? says:
tell him to unblock me on msn and stop running away and face me
??a???ss.. says:
daniel says this, "grow some balls, and move on"
? `Trish ? says:
im not even clinging on to you I just want to end it the right way and you said to talk to me back then but til now not a single msg but instead you deleted me on msn
? `Trish ? says:
after the day that i got drunk
??a???ss.. says:
"it's fonny how people don't know when it's over"
? `Trish ? says:
then why cant we stay as friend >_>
??a???ss.. says:
because, it's better if we forget each other hahahaha silly girl, move on
? `Trish ? says:
rofl as easy as it said like what you said back then, ok fine if thats it
You know what? I aint even sad about it now.
Im done with banging my fist and crying.
And comeon be a man and face me.
You cant even end it properly.
You cant even face me. Your just running away from it by deleting me on msn.
So sup with those harsh words.
I AINT EVEN CLINGING ON TO YOU MAN.
So stop with the assumptions thingy.
You think that I couldnt forget about you so you just wanna delete me eh.
Haha your so wrong then. Cause im just sad/pissed with the fact that ITS ME WHO DO THOSE DUMPING.
Not the other way round. So im happy now that its you who couldnt forget about me ^_^
So you need to delete me and say those harsh stuff to make yourself even miserable.
Anyways, thanks for alll :]
Im glad and I couldnt be better. Period.
tell him to unblock me on msn and stop running away and face me
??a???ss.. says:
daniel says this, "grow some balls, and move on"
? `Trish ? says:
im not even clinging on to you I just want to end it the right way and you said to talk to me back then but til now not a single msg but instead you deleted me on msn
? `Trish ? says:
after the day that i got drunk
??a???ss.. says:
"it's fonny how people don't know when it's over"
? `Trish ? says:
then why cant we stay as friend >_>
??a???ss.. says:
because, it's better if we forget each other hahahaha silly girl, move on
? `Trish ? says:
rofl as easy as it said like what you said back then, ok fine if thats it
You know what? I aint even sad about it now.
Im done with banging my fist and crying.
And comeon be a man and face me.
You cant even end it properly.
You cant even face me. Your just running away from it by deleting me on msn.
So sup with those harsh words.
I AINT EVEN CLINGING ON TO YOU MAN.
So stop with the assumptions thingy.
You think that I couldnt forget about you so you just wanna delete me eh.
Haha your so wrong then. Cause im just sad/pissed with the fact that ITS ME WHO DO THOSE DUMPING.
Not the other way round. So im happy now that its you who couldnt forget about me ^_^
So you need to delete me and say those harsh stuff to make yourself even miserable.
Anyways, thanks for alll :]
Im glad and I couldnt be better. Period.
??a???ss.. says:heyy?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:o_o?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:heys
??a???ss.. says:lol
??a???ss.. says:uhh
??a???ss.. says:u deleted trishie
????a???ss.. says:on ur msn list o.o?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:why is she asking?
??a???ss.. says:shes hurt?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:blah, me no care
??a???ss.. says:
??a???ss.. says:ur a bad man
??a???ss.. says:lol?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:good
??a???ss.. says:=O
??a???ss.. says: i got a question for milk?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:what am i gonna have her there for? so she can look back?
??a???ss.. says:fiber helps take out fat and all that rite??
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:i don't talk to her?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:No, fiber only helps u to poop and built strong bones
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:tell her to stop telling everyone about it, im sick of this and only want for her to forget me move on with her life, i don't care anymore period?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:because sometimes u just gotta things let go that's all
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:no no no no no, fucking shit, people should stop getting into this, she needs to have more character, what the fuck, getting everyone involved, fucking imature
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:she needs to grow some balls if she wants to survive in life
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:cuz this is the beggining it gets tougher once ur older
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:once u leave ur house, u see u don't have a job, no parents there to help you, and your bills are chocking u
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:then u need to grow some balls
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:o_o?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:heys
??a???ss.. says:lol
??a???ss.. says:uhh
??a???ss.. says:u deleted trishie
????a???ss.. says:on ur msn list o.o?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:why is she asking?
??a???ss.. says:shes hurt?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:blah, me no care
??a???ss.. says:
??a???ss.. says:ur a bad man
??a???ss.. says:lol?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:good
??a???ss.. says:=O
??a???ss.. says: i got a question for milk?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:what am i gonna have her there for? so she can look back?
??a???ss.. says:fiber helps take out fat and all that rite??
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:i don't talk to her?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:No, fiber only helps u to poop and built strong bones
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:tell her to stop telling everyone about it, im sick of this and only want for her to forget me move on with her life, i don't care anymore period?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:because sometimes u just gotta things let go that's all
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:no no no no no, fucking shit, people should stop getting into this, she needs to have more character, what the fuck, getting everyone involved, fucking imature
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:she needs to grow some balls if she wants to survive in life
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:cuz this is the beggining it gets tougher once ur older
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:once u leave ur house, u see u don't have a job, no parents there to help you, and your bills are chocking u
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:then u need to grow some balls
Sunday, April 30, 2006
You bastard. Why cant you face me.
FACE ME YOU BASTARD.
Stop running away from me.
Your so a loser.
Your just gonna run away from it.
Your so heartless...
You dont need to delete me on your msn.
Why would you do that?
You want to forget me.
You want to erase me forever...
Please dont do that.
Please remember me...
Thats all I ever wanted from you.. BUT YOU JUST GOTTA DO THAT TO ME.
Your just a jerk off my head.
What did you said to me when i was drunk.
What were those. You liar.
JERK.
FACE ME YOU BASTARD.
Stop running away from me.
Your so a loser.
Your just gonna run away from it.
Your so heartless...
You dont need to delete me on your msn.
Why would you do that?
You want to forget me.
You want to erase me forever...
Please dont do that.
Please remember me...
Thats all I ever wanted from you.. BUT YOU JUST GOTTA DO THAT TO ME.
Your just a jerk off my head.
What did you said to me when i was drunk.
What were those. You liar.
JERK.
Bleh. Went out with xh, py,ly and xy today.
I realise that, I dont got much to talk with them anymore...
I realise that, I talk more with friends on the net than real life friends and thats the truth.
I gets confident when im online cause im like the top in the game. But on the other hand, Im such a failure in the real world. I refuse to open up. I couldnt raise my head up. I cant find a place for me out there... GAH W/E.
And today in the foodcourt, I heard someone singing seven years by saosin. Then Im like EH?! SAOSIN! Hes like shocked looking at me, im like shocked looking at him. Were like thinking the same thoughts, thinking Eh? You know this song too huh.
Hahaha xD Cause in Singapore, songs from new, not famous bands is not heard here. And especially rock bands, not played in radios here in Singapore. So were shocked with each other that we knew the song.
I hope Singapore have more varieties of stations >_>
I realise that, I dont got much to talk with them anymore...
I realise that, I talk more with friends on the net than real life friends and thats the truth.
I gets confident when im online cause im like the top in the game. But on the other hand, Im such a failure in the real world. I refuse to open up. I couldnt raise my head up. I cant find a place for me out there... GAH W/E.
And today in the foodcourt, I heard someone singing seven years by saosin. Then Im like EH?! SAOSIN! Hes like shocked looking at me, im like shocked looking at him. Were like thinking the same thoughts, thinking Eh? You know this song too huh.
Hahaha xD Cause in Singapore, songs from new, not famous bands is not heard here. And especially rock bands, not played in radios here in Singapore. So were shocked with each other that we knew the song.
I hope Singapore have more varieties of stations >_>
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Jeez I dreamt of him again :/
I was in his room. And were drinking? I think.
Then I saw his msn. He msg "Anything for you :D" to another person...
Then I kept drinking more.
Then I forgot what happen lmao.
Then he walked away and I shouted, "I know your a player"
He looked at me saying "Im not focusing all on me anymore." And throw w/e thats on his hand on the table and turn away and walked off.
I was hurt and i begged him to come back. I saw him thru the gap of the door and he looked at me and shaked his head and his gone.
Wow bad dreams. I want something good please >_>
I was in his room. And were drinking? I think.
Then I saw his msn. He msg "Anything for you :D" to another person...
Then I kept drinking more.
Then I forgot what happen lmao.
Then he walked away and I shouted, "I know your a player"
He looked at me saying "Im not focusing all on me anymore." And throw w/e thats on his hand on the table and turn away and walked off.
I was hurt and i begged him to come back. I saw him thru the gap of the door and he looked at me and shaked his head and his gone.
Wow bad dreams. I want something good please >_>
Friday, April 28, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Mmm. Just came home..
I left him a msg. He.. didnt reply me...
Or didnt bother to read...
Im like fine. Thats like the only thing i can do..
As you said, you cant really do anything about it from there.
True story..
But at LEAST I did bother to try...
What hurts me the most is you didnt even bother to.
That tells me that, I dont matter to you at all.
Do I even cross your mind??
Please please please show me you still care.
You said you still loves me. Lots.
Please show it that I aint just dreaming.
Please show me that what you said is true.
From here I can do lots for you.
I can do everything to improve my life. :[
Tell me you want me back.
I... even smile happily to smile to myself when I thought of sending you an ipod nano with letters and pictures...
Cause I wanted something REAL for you..
Until now.. I still didnt dump that thinking away.
Now I realise, you dont feel me.
I aint that real to you.
Leave me a msg...
I left him a msg. He.. didnt reply me...
Or didnt bother to read...
Im like fine. Thats like the only thing i can do..
As you said, you cant really do anything about it from there.
True story..
But at LEAST I did bother to try...
What hurts me the most is you didnt even bother to.
That tells me that, I dont matter to you at all.
Do I even cross your mind??
Please please please show me you still care.
You said you still loves me. Lots.
Please show it that I aint just dreaming.
Please show me that what you said is true.
From here I can do lots for you.
I can do everything to improve my life. :[
Tell me you want me back.
I... even smile happily to smile to myself when I thought of sending you an ipod nano with letters and pictures...
Cause I wanted something REAL for you..
Until now.. I still didnt dump that thinking away.
Now I realise, you dont feel me.
I aint that real to you.
Leave me a msg...
Ok. I dont wanna start this post with 'Just another hate site'.
Haha ok now what I just read concern any of the social sites. Like Friendster, Myspace, Facebook.
And Myspace have the most population than any of the social sites.
So... he just gotta flame it.
http://moneydick.com/wordpress/2006/04/23/science-of-myspace/
Ok.
How can you even called it a scientific research? Its just a bunch of opinions and searches and assumptions to indicate that myspace failed.
1- You see quotes like 'Im going to kill myself'. Have you even tested it? Do you even know if they ARE actually doing it?
2- Im rick james bitch. Haha this is funny. Ok yar I agree that jokes that have been going too long will gets irritating and even annoying. But I still hears it all the time.
3- Ok. This caught my attention. Because what really pissed me off is when people dont know how to spell. I dont know why but its like they either dont learn english or they are just a blob that couldnt even type well.
PeOpLe WhO tYpE LiKe ThIs ShOuLd GeT a LyfE.
n wads wost. ii c shoo many peoples spelling shiz liik thiis n i wonder iif they even speak liike tt in real lyfe. iit ish soo fuckn annoying. eu should go learn som learn engliish.
If you really speak like that in real life then your a complete retard.
And people who spams this "lol" aka laughing out loud which is totally pointless, cause if you have got nothing to say then just get your ass off. Probably due to the influence retardation on the net. I dont even understand why is people adding stuffs like "lol(s)" Is there such need for plural? No reason thing...
Sometimes it really gets on my nerve.
Some egs which I find really funny.
Theres one random pinoy who call out to Danny(Trepitation. Not Meth)
Pinoy: "ei"
Danny:"ei doesnt starts with a sentence."
Pinoy: "ei noh no kill me"
Danny:"In German ei means egg. What are you trying to impline. Are you calling me an egg?"
This is so fucking hilarious.
Theres another situation in which I was there.
Pinoy:"Warp me from dragons plz."
Me:"Warp you from dragons? Ok. Get to the dragons first then if you insist."
Hahaha funny shit.
4- 'Luv' Its funny how they love the person when they couldnt even tell them "I love you" Instead, "I luv you"
And its even funnier that Im actually crying over stuffs like this when I actually do it myself.
5- I hAtE mY pArEnTs CaUsE tHeY wOuLdNt AlLoW mE tO pAiNt My WaLlS bLaCk AnD sLeEp In A cOfFiN. (Total sacasism.)
6- Ads. Ok. I find this totally unnescesory. They need those to keep Myspace 'living'.
7- Checking out your friendster with all those 'Epileptic' shits is seriously gay.
And you dont really wanna get a date in myspace. Or if you do, you should really thank myspace for finding you an emo, stalker, perv, pedopiles, etc etc.
'Its funny how with all the problems the world faces, all the hate groups like the KKK, all the cults the world has, all the oppresive governments that rule the world, etc. We pick a fight with myspace.'
I agree..
"when will you do a research about Friendster? "
I couldnt be more excited to read it.
And whats with those "Send to 10 of your friends if not you will die of blah blah blah." Thats just simply annoying and gay. Only those fucktards believed it.
And plus, superstitious is due to lack of educations and knowledges.
"What ___ are you" Quizzes.
Yo, I dont need a quiz to judge me so stfu.
One of the examples from one of all retards who lack of immaturity.
"i luv da space yo! wurd 2 ya motha! fo sheezy off da skeezy! yallz just dun no about diz mayn! wez kewla den joo! yallz wak! myspizase fo life! gunit! wurd mayn joo best recignise!!!! im cool cuz i use da space and i get all mah hose der! im da kewlest person ever!"
Jeez >_>
You call that 13375p34k.(Leetspeak)
And hell.. That was the longest rant for myspace I've ever read. It was eye-opening for me.
I totally enjoyed it. It was hilarious and brilliant. He deserve my applause.
... ... Im rick james bitch.
Haha ok now what I just read concern any of the social sites. Like Friendster, Myspace, Facebook.
And Myspace have the most population than any of the social sites.
So... he just gotta flame it.
http://moneydick.com/wordpress/2006/04/23/science-of-myspace/
Ok.
How can you even called it a scientific research? Its just a bunch of opinions and searches and assumptions to indicate that myspace failed.
1- You see quotes like 'Im going to kill myself'. Have you even tested it? Do you even know if they ARE actually doing it?
2- Im rick james bitch. Haha this is funny. Ok yar I agree that jokes that have been going too long will gets irritating and even annoying. But I still hears it all the time.
3- Ok. This caught my attention. Because what really pissed me off is when people dont know how to spell. I dont know why but its like they either dont learn english or they are just a blob that couldnt even type well.
PeOpLe WhO tYpE LiKe ThIs ShOuLd GeT a LyfE.
n wads wost. ii c shoo many peoples spelling shiz liik thiis n i wonder iif they even speak liike tt in real lyfe. iit ish soo fuckn annoying. eu should go learn som learn engliish.
If you really speak like that in real life then your a complete retard.
And people who spams this "lol" aka laughing out loud which is totally pointless, cause if you have got nothing to say then just get your ass off. Probably due to the influence retardation on the net. I dont even understand why is people adding stuffs like "lol(s)" Is there such need for plural? No reason thing...
Sometimes it really gets on my nerve.
Some egs which I find really funny.
Theres one random pinoy who call out to Danny(Trepitation. Not Meth)
Pinoy: "ei"
Danny:"ei doesnt starts with a sentence."
Pinoy: "ei noh no kill me"
Danny:"In German ei means egg. What are you trying to impline. Are you calling me an egg?"
This is so fucking hilarious.
Theres another situation in which I was there.
Pinoy:"Warp me from dragons plz."
Me:"Warp you from dragons? Ok. Get to the dragons first then if you insist."
Hahaha funny shit.
4- 'Luv' Its funny how they love the person when they couldnt even tell them "I love you" Instead, "I luv you"
And its even funnier that Im actually crying over stuffs like this when I actually do it myself.
5- I hAtE mY pArEnTs CaUsE tHeY wOuLdNt AlLoW mE tO pAiNt My WaLlS bLaCk AnD sLeEp In A cOfFiN. (Total sacasism.)
6- Ads. Ok. I find this totally unnescesory. They need those to keep Myspace 'living'.
7- Checking out your friendster with all those 'Epileptic' shits is seriously gay.
And you dont really wanna get a date in myspace. Or if you do, you should really thank myspace for finding you an emo, stalker, perv, pedopiles, etc etc.
'Its funny how with all the problems the world faces, all the hate groups like the KKK, all the cults the world has, all the oppresive governments that rule the world, etc. We pick a fight with myspace.'
I agree..
"when will you do a research about Friendster? "
I couldnt be more excited to read it.
And whats with those "Send to 10 of your friends if not you will die of blah blah blah." Thats just simply annoying and gay. Only those fucktards believed it.
And plus, superstitious is due to lack of educations and knowledges.
"What ___ are you" Quizzes.
Yo, I dont need a quiz to judge me so stfu.
One of the examples from one of all retards who lack of immaturity.
"i luv da space yo! wurd 2 ya motha! fo sheezy off da skeezy! yallz just dun no about diz mayn! wez kewla den joo! yallz wak! myspizase fo life! gunit! wurd mayn joo best recignise!!!! im cool cuz i use da space and i get all mah hose der! im da kewlest person ever!"
Jeez >_>
You call that 13375p34k.(Leetspeak)
And hell.. That was the longest rant for myspace I've ever read. It was eye-opening for me.
I totally enjoyed it. It was hilarious and brilliant. He deserve my applause.
... ... Im rick james bitch.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Man wtf..
Im like ffffuuuuck.
I kept having you in my dreams everyday.
And its getting weirder and stronger each day.
Its so freaky sometimes.
I forget the other day's dreams but I remember this one so clearly.
Kz.. We were out. Kwang, Danny, me, xh, dad, peiyin, yingting, huini or some others that i forgot.
And then kwang and I were together so was like wtf... And I was talking all the time with Danny. And Danny is getting moodier each time. And I think he like some other girls. And Kwang.. I broke up with him and he couldnt stop haressing me. And my dad.. was helping him. And I even think that my dad was him. Then py, hn, xh, I went into some shopping mall. And py totally snob xh and me. So xh and I went into some sushi restaurant to eat. And I pity my dad cause I thought he was kwang then I snob him. So I let my dad come eat too.
Then suddenly, blah blah blah we were on a bus and it crash like a rollercoster. Then.... my... dad... was injured. T_____________T
I dont know what happen after that.
Then I pm Danny on msn. He was like im a cheater and a liar. Think before you want me. He said that to me. And hes getting freakier and moodier.
Wow... thats about it.
Weird dreams keeps coming...
Im like ffffuuuuck.
I kept having you in my dreams everyday.
And its getting weirder and stronger each day.
Its so freaky sometimes.
I forget the other day's dreams but I remember this one so clearly.
Kz.. We were out. Kwang, Danny, me, xh, dad, peiyin, yingting, huini or some others that i forgot.
And then kwang and I were together so was like wtf... And I was talking all the time with Danny. And Danny is getting moodier each time. And I think he like some other girls. And Kwang.. I broke up with him and he couldnt stop haressing me. And my dad.. was helping him. And I even think that my dad was him. Then py, hn, xh, I went into some shopping mall. And py totally snob xh and me. So xh and I went into some sushi restaurant to eat. And I pity my dad cause I thought he was kwang then I snob him. So I let my dad come eat too.
Then suddenly, blah blah blah we were on a bus and it crash like a rollercoster. Then.... my... dad... was injured. T_____________T
I dont know what happen after that.
Then I pm Danny on msn. He was like im a cheater and a liar. Think before you want me. He said that to me. And hes getting freakier and moodier.
Wow... thats about it.
Weird dreams keeps coming...
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Man I wish Haku could stop being like Michelle LOL Just giving an example :X
Hes like no I cant tell. Geebus. Just tell meh you mofo. Im like fine dont tell me, you damn liar. Then hes like fine... Then the next day hes like, hey... msges me when your back I got something to tell ya. Then Im like hey... sup. Then he went offline.
... >_> Annoying chubbyness. Rofl. Meh I dont care what he said to him. :/
Even IF I do care, so? Cause it will be only me who cares.
Will you evur look far into the distance and say my name...?
Hes like no I cant tell. Geebus. Just tell meh you mofo. Im like fine dont tell me, you damn liar. Then hes like fine... Then the next day hes like, hey... msges me when your back I got something to tell ya. Then Im like hey... sup. Then he went offline.
... >_> Annoying chubbyness. Rofl. Meh I dont care what he said to him. :/
Even IF I do care, so? Cause it will be only me who cares.
Will you evur look far into the distance and say my name...?
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
Well..
Sorry for dragging you into my misery.
Sorry that I aint real at all.
Sorry for all my rants of life.
Sorry that I just have to pour out all my misery on you.
Sorry you that you just couldnt figure that out earlier.
Sorry that im drunk.
Sorry that I couldnt manage my life well enough.
Sorry Im the only thing in your life that isnt perfect.
Sorry that I couldnt really be in your life.
Sorry that I gonna just drink my life away.
Sorry that you just didnt realise that this is just me.
Sorry that you didnt know that I aint that perfect.
Sorry that you just have to tell me those sweetest thing.
Sorry that I just couldnt help falling madly in love with you.
Sorry that I just couldnt be there.
Sorry that Im just a burden.
Sorry that ...
Sorry for all my cause.
Sorry for dragging you into my misery.
Sorry that I aint real at all.
Sorry for all my rants of life.
Sorry that I just have to pour out all my misery on you.
Sorry you that you just couldnt figure that out earlier.
Sorry that im drunk.
Sorry that I couldnt manage my life well enough.
Sorry Im the only thing in your life that isnt perfect.
Sorry that I couldnt really be in your life.
Sorry that I gonna just drink my life away.
Sorry that you just didnt realise that this is just me.
Sorry that you didnt know that I aint that perfect.
Sorry that you just have to tell me those sweetest thing.
Sorry that I just couldnt help falling madly in love with you.
Sorry that I just couldnt be there.
Sorry that Im just a burden.
Sorry that ...
Sorry for all my cause.
Omg...
This sucks so bad... Danny just broke up with me... ;-;.......
He never know how miserable I am. You can literally hear me screaming and crying from my room.
O yes and Gin gin moore gin. I finished up that whole bottle of Gin by myself : ]
Im alll alone in my home. No ones gonna stop me now.
He he I was freaking drunk at 1.30pm. Thats so fucked up.
Those tears just wont leave my eyes. : [
Im lucky enough that the kitchen knife aint that sharp ;(
All it did was make a dent in my flesh :/
I tried to find anyone... Anyone at all...
Not on the net, not anywhere real.
Net life is fucked up. My real life is fucked up too.
I guess everything is screwed up for me.
Nothing evur works out just fine.
I thought this is magic finally. But he just have to crash it.
Man.. what can i say. And I was saying shit to him when I was drunk. O_O
Meh I couldnt remember but I read the chat log history. Zomg. I bet hes heart broken ;(
But Iono maybe he dont even care at all...
I puked all over my bed. Lmao thats screw up.
I felt so sick when i woke up. O I forgot I havent ate anything since i drink.
So so sick.
This sucks so bad... Danny just broke up with me... ;-;.......
He never know how miserable I am. You can literally hear me screaming and crying from my room.
O yes and Gin gin moore gin. I finished up that whole bottle of Gin by myself : ]
Im alll alone in my home. No ones gonna stop me now.
He he I was freaking drunk at 1.30pm. Thats so fucked up.
Those tears just wont leave my eyes. : [
Im lucky enough that the kitchen knife aint that sharp ;(
All it did was make a dent in my flesh :/
I tried to find anyone... Anyone at all...
Not on the net, not anywhere real.
Net life is fucked up. My real life is fucked up too.
I guess everything is screwed up for me.
Nothing evur works out just fine.
I thought this is magic finally. But he just have to crash it.
Man.. what can i say. And I was saying shit to him when I was drunk. O_O
Meh I couldnt remember but I read the chat log history. Zomg. I bet hes heart broken ;(
But Iono maybe he dont even care at all...
I puked all over my bed. Lmao thats screw up.
I felt so sick when i woke up. O I forgot I havent ate anything since i drink.
So so sick.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Meh im fine now.
Mom help me think thru.
Life isnt that bad after all.
I didnt realise i have become so pessimist.
One thing i fosho. I nearly suicide because of depression.
Second thing. Not only that, Danny made me miserable as well.
I dreamt of him twice today. The image was so clear.
I can feel him. >_<
I love him. That wont evur change.
Mom help me think thru.
Life isnt that bad after all.
I didnt realise i have become so pessimist.
One thing i fosho. I nearly suicide because of depression.
Second thing. Not only that, Danny made me miserable as well.
I dreamt of him twice today. The image was so clear.
I can feel him. >_<
I love him. That wont evur change.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Oh hell no. I got so wasted last night X_x
They said I was blabbering shit on the net.
Mmm Rig told me Danny told him that he thought I was avoiding him.
I was likw wtf. I thought hes avoiding me >_>
Aw crap. We seriously gotta talk.
Like talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk SECKS talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk LOL
Just like what Rig says. Lmao.
Well Iono. I nearly cried. But blah w/e.
I dont want it to end like that.
They said I was blabbering shit on the net.
Mmm Rig told me Danny told him that he thought I was avoiding him.
I was likw wtf. I thought hes avoiding me >_>
Aw crap. We seriously gotta talk.
Like talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk SECKS talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk LOL
Just like what Rig says. Lmao.
Well Iono. I nearly cried. But blah w/e.
I dont want it to end like that.
Monday, April 17, 2006
Suddenly I feel so alone in the world.
Whyy? Why do I feel that way? Without him my world isnt perfect.
Omg pls talk to me. Please.
OMG IM SORRY JUST TALK TO ME ._.
I dont know why am I even saying sorry.
I didnt fucken do shit. WHY ARE YOU EVEN TREATING ME LIKE THAT.
Or maybe I think too much O_o.
Just make me feel real please.
Whyy? Why do I feel that way? Without him my world isnt perfect.
Omg pls talk to me. Please.
OMG IM SORRY JUST TALK TO ME ._.
I dont know why am I even saying sorry.
I didnt fucken do shit. WHY ARE YOU EVEN TREATING ME LIKE THAT.
Or maybe I think too much O_o.
Just make me feel real please.
Meh after seeing how people worry about their future and shit. Im like What about me?!
Hah fucken pwnt. I have to worry like thousand more than you guys.
Like will I evur find a job >.> And that course, and plus I dont even have an o' level cert. Or even a n' level cert. Man.. What are you worrying about? Your future is stable, is fixed. Everything has been left prepared for you.
Or will I be stuck in k3ro forever. Am I even real? Or am I just a game char inside a game. Am I just living in my world the whole while.
I cant see anything. My dark future...
Only you can make me real again. Please dont make me wait too long. ;-;
But even how dark the road is, I believe that god will leave a lil path for you to move on.
Hah fucken pwnt. I have to worry like thousand more than you guys.
Like will I evur find a job >.> And that course, and plus I dont even have an o' level cert. Or even a n' level cert. Man.. What are you worrying about? Your future is stable, is fixed. Everything has been left prepared for you.
Or will I be stuck in k3ro forever. Am I even real? Or am I just a game char inside a game. Am I just living in my world the whole while.
I cant see anything. My dark future...
Only you can make me real again. Please dont make me wait too long. ;-;
But even how dark the road is, I believe that god will leave a lil path for you to move on.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Daddy: Call him back. He called yesterday while you were asleep.
*Looks* ;O
Hi Gay ass fggt :] How are you doing? Your looking for meh?
Har har >_>
Yar I called back. He wanted to confirm with me some stuffs. Or was it an excuse to hurt me again.
Lmao I was like, why should I miss you? >;(
Look, I hate you so why dont you stay off.
*Looks* ;O
Hi Gay ass fggt :] How are you doing? Your looking for meh?
Har har >_>
Yar I called back. He wanted to confirm with me some stuffs. Or was it an excuse to hurt me again.
Lmao I was like, why should I miss you? >;(
Look, I hate you so why dont you stay off.
Wee I finally woke up O_O
I swear yesterday was my worst day evur Zomg X_x
I was so so sick with flu and the worst thing is I dont got much tissues left and im like controling the whole while.
And were tired of course. When we reach the train they were like fall asleep immediately. Roflmao.
It was funny tho. Everyone in the train were like wtf this girls so tired. Hahaha. But im like trying not to sneeze. >_>
When I finally reach home im like, TISSUUEE !
Then T_______________T Paaaapaaaaa Im siiicck ;-;
Lmao.
Hmm while I showered yesterday, I thought of sending him something. Iono but I hope to get a job quickly.
I slept soooo soundly ^__________^
And of course I dreamt of you ;D
I swear yesterday was my worst day evur Zomg X_x
I was so so sick with flu and the worst thing is I dont got much tissues left and im like controling the whole while.
And were tired of course. When we reach the train they were like fall asleep immediately. Roflmao.
It was funny tho. Everyone in the train were like wtf this girls so tired. Hahaha. But im like trying not to sneeze. >_>
When I finally reach home im like, TISSUUEE !
Then T_______________T Paaaapaaaaa Im siiicck ;-;
Lmao.
Hmm while I showered yesterday, I thought of sending him something. Iono but I hope to get a job quickly.
I slept soooo soundly ^__________^
And of course I dreamt of you ;D
Friday, April 14, 2006
RAWR~
This is the first of this one year I've evur exercise. Man my legs literally SHIVERED.
I swear it reealleh shivered.
Before that, as usual we went for supper at 515. Then after hearing pearlyne saying those stuffs, I felt utterly disgusted AT THE BOY UPSTAIRS. Ewwweeeeeuuuuuu. *shudders* Imma puke at his face.
All he deserve is just some cyber sex with a girl with huge belly sitting in front of the com, one hand holding an oily fried chicken another hand thinking of Lee jun quan and masturbating.
Cause he cant get any real sex in life. And I bet cha he wont evuuuur.
Ewwweeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Wut a fggt.
Aight and we went night cycling after wards.
Rofl and the funniest thing is, while were waiting for ly to push the bike up, I was sooooooo soo so tired till my legs trembled and and I wanted to get out of the bike but but but my legs were like totally dead, and I literally fall on my arse. LMAO. But really I cant even stand.
Meh. Went to the coffee shop, was chatting stuffs in the past then suddenly a topic is brought up. ROFL I wasss uberly excited. So we went to yt house. BUT IN THE END THEY SLEPT.
I was like forcing yt to wake up then she made MEH SCREAM >_> My voice is like errrr granny? Now==;;
DANNY ! WHEEEREE AARRREE JOOOO ?! Im like bored right now. >_>
Those two lil piggies are still sleeping T______T
And my annoying nose is still being cracky. >;(
So meh.
And yea I cant use for long now ;(
Mehhhhhhh IM BORED T___________T!!!
Haha rofl And they have to go to a farm later. LMAO farm ==;;
Its goonnna be sooo hot there lol.
I wanna get out of my house later.
O wells.. Laters ;3
This is the first of this one year I've evur exercise. Man my legs literally SHIVERED.
I swear it reealleh shivered.
Before that, as usual we went for supper at 515. Then after hearing pearlyne saying those stuffs, I felt utterly disgusted AT THE BOY UPSTAIRS. Ewwweeeeeuuuuuu. *shudders* Imma puke at his face.
All he deserve is just some cyber sex with a girl with huge belly sitting in front of the com, one hand holding an oily fried chicken another hand thinking of Lee jun quan and masturbating.
Cause he cant get any real sex in life. And I bet cha he wont evuuuur.
Ewwweeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Wut a fggt.
Aight and we went night cycling after wards.
Rofl and the funniest thing is, while were waiting for ly to push the bike up, I was sooooooo soo so tired till my legs trembled and and I wanted to get out of the bike but but but my legs were like totally dead, and I literally fall on my arse. LMAO. But really I cant even stand.
Meh. Went to the coffee shop, was chatting stuffs in the past then suddenly a topic is brought up. ROFL I wasss uberly excited. So we went to yt house. BUT IN THE END THEY SLEPT.
I was like forcing yt to wake up then she made MEH SCREAM >_> My voice is like errrr granny? Now==;;
DANNY ! WHEEEREE AARRREE JOOOO ?! Im like bored right now. >_>
Those two lil piggies are still sleeping T______T
And my annoying nose is still being cracky. >;(
So meh.
And yea I cant use for long now ;(
Mehhhhhhh IM BORED T___________T!!!
Haha rofl And they have to go to a farm later. LMAO farm ==;;
Its goonnna be sooo hot there lol.
I wanna get out of my house later.
O wells.. Laters ;3
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
I believe in this world theres someone out there waiting for me.
I believe in this world theres two person meant to be waiting for each other.
I often dream, that the feelings we once shared will never be forgotten.
Maybe one day, you will think of 'Trish' and smile to the distant.
I know someday I will meet a special person and know hes the one im waiting for.
And we may or may not know that we've already passed each other in common situation.
In our life, and prolly some other suprising situations.
Your the one im waiting for.
-Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here-
I believe in this world theres two person meant to be waiting for each other.
I often dream, that the feelings we once shared will never be forgotten.
Maybe one day, you will think of 'Trish' and smile to the distant.
I know someday I will meet a special person and know hes the one im waiting for.
And we may or may not know that we've already passed each other in common situation.
In our life, and prolly some other suprising situations.
Your the one im waiting for.
-Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here-
Monday, April 10, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Pshh Im kinda pissed.
I dont have shit now and hes like totally snob us.
I was alll gonna say, 'Done with your eqs I see, done abit of sucking asses.'
And fine be like that. Im gonna come back someday. Fucken own joo. Your a newb without me.
Met with snydes yesterday. Missed how we used to have fun <3
Meth ^_^ I dreamt of joo.
I dont have shit now and hes like totally snob us.
I was alll gonna say, 'Done with your eqs I see, done abit of sucking asses.'
And fine be like that. Im gonna come back someday. Fucken own joo. Your a newb without me.
Met with snydes yesterday. Missed how we used to have fun <3
Meth ^_^ I dreamt of joo.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
*Sniffs*
Grr my nose is annoying >;(
Me me have flu for weeks ;(
Neways, just came back from yt's house. Before that I was still editing the blog and she called then I was like Alt-f4. Go showerrr weeee SUPPER TIMEH. Tho I wasnt really hungry but but I love to go out on a cold night <3
Those six girls just came back from shopping. I actually wanted to go with them earlier on but I dont wanna go any where far without my contacts. Rofls.
Then those girls wanted to play bball then I was like okok I'll just listens to my mp3 then ;3 Then its like late and the cops says were disturbing the neighbourhood. And I was like *Hides ciggies* ;O Then we went away sitting at the roadside LMAO. Then we walked to Tekong and continued playing. Then I continued listening ;3 But looking around I saw a flashlight thru the darkness and I looked clearly its those cops again ;O!!! Im like COPS !! Then were all like RUNN RUNNN !! ROFL !! It was fun ;3
Then all went home. Yt and I walked around the park. Sitted on those benches and reminising. Talking about stuffs. We were tired so we slowly walked towarsd Yt's house. And we heard cat crying. Its was so loud and eerie O_O And I was like kinda freaked out. But but but LOL YT GONE ALLL FREAKY AND SHE KEPT HOLDING MY ARMS LMAO LMAO LMAO !! Then I went to her house after that. We lied down in the darkness blabbering craps. LMAO was fucken hilarious. I was wondering why her Dad isnt disturbed by us ;3 And sheesh my flu came again. Then I wanted to go home.
I walked on the cold, long, dark and empty road. ;3 I wub the coldness and the emptyness <3 Listening to my lil mp3 while I stroll down the road. Its relaxing and Im just all thinking about Meth <3
Then behind me a cab asked me where I wanted to go and its late. Im like oh my house is just down there. Hes like insisting I take his ride. So o well fine. Well I know peoples of all sorts and I know what do I have to do. So yea as I expected we chatted for a while then I left and thanked him again.
^____^
Hmm I was wondering why Haku is asking me about Meth ==;;
He said someone asked him and wouldnt tell me who.
And people overheard me and Meth's convo. Im like wtf kaypo ;O!!!
Kz I think I will be waitin to reach home <3
Lates.
Grr my nose is annoying >;(
Me me have flu for weeks ;(
Neways, just came back from yt's house. Before that I was still editing the blog and she called then I was like Alt-f4. Go showerrr weeee SUPPER TIMEH. Tho I wasnt really hungry but but I love to go out on a cold night <3
Those six girls just came back from shopping. I actually wanted to go with them earlier on but I dont wanna go any where far without my contacts. Rofls.
Then those girls wanted to play bball then I was like okok I'll just listens to my mp3 then ;3 Then its like late and the cops says were disturbing the neighbourhood. And I was like *Hides ciggies* ;O Then we went away sitting at the roadside LMAO. Then we walked to Tekong and continued playing. Then I continued listening ;3 But looking around I saw a flashlight thru the darkness and I looked clearly its those cops again ;O!!! Im like COPS !! Then were all like RUNN RUNNN !! ROFL !! It was fun ;3
Then all went home. Yt and I walked around the park. Sitted on those benches and reminising. Talking about stuffs. We were tired so we slowly walked towarsd Yt's house. And we heard cat crying. Its was so loud and eerie O_O And I was like kinda freaked out. But but but LOL YT GONE ALLL FREAKY AND SHE KEPT HOLDING MY ARMS LMAO LMAO LMAO !! Then I went to her house after that. We lied down in the darkness blabbering craps. LMAO was fucken hilarious. I was wondering why her Dad isnt disturbed by us ;3 And sheesh my flu came again. Then I wanted to go home.
I walked on the cold, long, dark and empty road. ;3 I wub the coldness and the emptyness <3 Listening to my lil mp3 while I stroll down the road. Its relaxing and Im just all thinking about Meth <3
Then behind me a cab asked me where I wanted to go and its late. Im like oh my house is just down there. Hes like insisting I take his ride. So o well fine. Well I know peoples of all sorts and I know what do I have to do. So yea as I expected we chatted for a while then I left and thanked him again.
^____^
Hmm I was wondering why Haku is asking me about Meth ==;;
He said someone asked him and wouldnt tell me who.
And people overheard me and Meth's convo. Im like wtf kaypo ;O!!!
Kz I think I will be waitin to reach home <3
Lates.
Monday, April 03, 2006
>_>..
Kz its like that. Yt pm me asking me if i wanna go have supper. Then I was thinking hmm fine I have to buy ciggies neways. Then I abandon everything I have to do :O. Quickly go shower cause I just woke up. Then I get ready everything. Then when I called her she then told me that they already order. Meaning : They aint waiting at all. Kz it means no one expect me to come at all. Why bother asking then ;O Then I have to change everything again >_>
Nar thats why I dont like going to nearby places. Cause It aint near to meh ;O Cause Its always like when I reach for 10mins everyone need to go. So I rather go town then 'chilling' around.
Gah w/e havta go 888 later.
Kz its like that. Yt pm me asking me if i wanna go have supper. Then I was thinking hmm fine I have to buy ciggies neways. Then I abandon everything I have to do :O. Quickly go shower cause I just woke up. Then I get ready everything. Then when I called her she then told me that they already order. Meaning : They aint waiting at all. Kz it means no one expect me to come at all. Why bother asking then ;O Then I have to change everything again >_>
Nar thats why I dont like going to nearby places. Cause It aint near to meh ;O Cause Its always like when I reach for 10mins everyone need to go. So I rather go town then 'chilling' around.
Gah w/e havta go 888 later.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
*Sighs*
K3ro has became worst than I expected. Even tho I dont lag nemore but ... >.> Kz I admit I depend on gods. Well who dont if that person once played for a year with a huge supply of gods. But blah w/e. It aint mines neways.
I guess Riggy has found his new home too ^_^
Snydes is happily playing in the pk server.
David... Iono. He said once if I stop he would too. But I havent spoke to him since some unexpected turns of events.
Lili, Ross, Lucas and Danny plus peoples from trinity are all together with Thong, Steve, ZephyrX and the peoples from Holy. Thats actually what I wish to happen. But.. as I said, I didnt expect ZephyrX... >_>
Heh and koala is happily being GM on Snow's server.
And the Brs <3 Pk server too. Never forget any of juu.
Bruno : ) Nao espera me. Eu sairam do K3ro ^_^
Nico ^_^ Hope you dont got bored of Luna. Lmao.
Hsu havent talk to me since ;O!!
I guess this phenomenon stops here.
*Sighs*
Thank you all once again. : ) Im glad to have met any of joo.
Thank you for bringing me memories ;D Im still active in the forums ^_~
And I never regretted.
Daniel <3 Im still waiting ^_^
Im always waiting.
Either for you to wake up or even for you reaching home. And your arrival :]
I never stops waiting.
K3ro has became worst than I expected. Even tho I dont lag nemore but ... >.> Kz I admit I depend on gods. Well who dont if that person once played for a year with a huge supply of gods. But blah w/e. It aint mines neways.
I guess Riggy has found his new home too ^_^
Snydes is happily playing in the pk server.
David... Iono. He said once if I stop he would too. But I havent spoke to him since some unexpected turns of events.
Lili, Ross, Lucas and Danny plus peoples from trinity are all together with Thong, Steve, ZephyrX and the peoples from Holy. Thats actually what I wish to happen. But.. as I said, I didnt expect ZephyrX... >_>
Heh and koala is happily being GM on Snow's server.
And the Brs <3 Pk server too. Never forget any of juu.
Bruno : ) Nao espera me. Eu sairam do K3ro ^_^
Nico ^_^ Hope you dont got bored of Luna. Lmao.
Hsu havent talk to me since ;O!!
I guess this phenomenon stops here.
*Sighs*
Thank you all once again. : ) Im glad to have met any of joo.
Thank you for bringing me memories ;D Im still active in the forums ^_~
And I never regretted.
Daniel <3 Im still waiting ^_^
Im always waiting.
Either for you to wake up or even for you reaching home. And your arrival :]
I never stops waiting.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Friday, March 31, 2006
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home
They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,'come down now,' but we'll stay...
I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listeningAnd that frankly will not fly.
You will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Heey beautiful, when you receive this, im probably in the fifth dream, ya know me Lol ;D wells, im sorries i wasn't there when you msg me, but i was at school T___T sigh, i know it sucks ass, but remembers i <3 ya /kis talk to ya when possible [<3] *huggles trish and never lets go*
well im going to schoool now, if it makes you feeel better
^_____________^
He say the sweetest thing evur ;DD!!!!!!!!!!!!
I COULDNT STOP SMILING! OMFG! I WUB JUUU ^0^
well im going to schoool now, if it makes you feeel better
^_____________^
He say the sweetest thing evur ;DD!!!!!!!!!!!!
I COULDNT STOP SMILING! OMFG! I WUB JUUU ^0^
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
*Stretches and yawns*
Just wokkkke up X_x Omg and Meth's sleeping already ;( I waited for him to wake up yesterday night but I went to sleep halfway thinking I coulda see him today but hes asleep >_> pifff
No one wants to go out today. And hmm everyone got a stead to company them during the boredest time of their life. And now IM SO SO SO BORED. >:(
Luna is up. And suprisingly I didnt lag one bit. Maybe its the once in a long time thingy ;O
Lili told meh Zephyrx was looking for me earlier on. I wonder Oo; But bleh Luna is boring O_o..
Actually its getting more and more boring. Rig is like changing somehow. Friends missing. Many got together. But hmm iono.
Just wokkkke up X_x Omg and Meth's sleeping already ;( I waited for him to wake up yesterday night but I went to sleep halfway thinking I coulda see him today but hes asleep >_> pifff
No one wants to go out today. And hmm everyone got a stead to company them during the boredest time of their life. And now IM SO SO SO BORED. >:(
Luna is up. And suprisingly I didnt lag one bit. Maybe its the once in a long time thingy ;O
Lili told meh Zephyrx was looking for me earlier on. I wonder Oo; But bleh Luna is boring O_o..
Actually its getting more and more boring. Rig is like changing somehow. Friends missing. Many got together. But hmm iono.
Went for that crappy interview. Were almost late LMAO. Three lazy girls xD. And yea I doubt shes gonna call either ;O But it need black pants which I find it almost too troublesome and Im afraid I wouldnt want to work that kinda job cause I dont got black pants and I dont wanna buy ;( Then went for a manicure or however you spell that. I just wub the colour xD Looks goth ;D Bought a lil baggy and Im almost broke. >_>
Well when I came home, hes gonna sleep. The past few days were also like that. We rarely talk now ;(
And today was like, xh and ken, xy and jw, py and yl. Im like ... ;( Im so envious of them ;
But I just wanted Methy Meth :Wub: When can I be as xing fu as them? ;D
Im still waiting for the days of happiness. But honestly, I dont look at guys anymore. I dont seems as interested in guys like I do last time. Cause everything I do I only think of him. I dont give a crap about other guys nemore ;O!! But It may seems a lil too impossible I just hope the day will come ><;; ... As he promised >_>...
But I still wouldnt believe xPP
Well when I came home, hes gonna sleep. The past few days were also like that. We rarely talk now ;(
And today was like, xh and ken, xy and jw, py and yl. Im like ... ;( Im so envious of them ;
But I just wanted Methy Meth :Wub: When can I be as xing fu as them? ;D
Im still waiting for the days of happiness. But honestly, I dont look at guys anymore. I dont seems as interested in guys like I do last time. Cause everything I do I only think of him. I dont give a crap about other guys nemore ;O!! But It may seems a lil too impossible I just hope the day will come ><;; ... As he promised >_>...
But I still wouldnt believe xPP
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Nothing much happened today...
Were spose to go for a job interview but were late ;O So we went shopping xPP
O well just gotta go for that interview tomorra. Its the last day of it so DONT BE LATE AGAIN. !
And... I havent sleep ;O SHEESH I KNOW I HAVE TO SLEEP SOON OR ELSE I WILL BE LATE ;O
But I wanna wait for Meth tho ><;;
And Rig got Nico's stuffs ;O!! And zephyrx is gonna come back. But he dont need to snob me so much.
I wouldnt care. I really wouldnt care. I was gonna quit anyway. I just wanna work and stuff. And enjoy you know.
Do what I should do. Do what humans should. Do what girls do.
I knooww that game its like my life. My everyday thing. My memories. My friends. My precious friends.
But gah. I lag so much and Iunno if anyone is gonna hook me up. So bleh. Imma just work and get some money.
Iunno if my mum is gonna gimme moneh for those fees. I hope yar she will. But likely.... iono ><;
Seriously, Iono what do I really want now. But I know something that I want. Is to hangout with Meth *Wink wink*
O well I will worry about stuffs like this later on. ;People sucks.
Were spose to go for a job interview but were late ;O So we went shopping xPP
O well just gotta go for that interview tomorra. Its the last day of it so DONT BE LATE AGAIN. !
And... I havent sleep ;O SHEESH I KNOW I HAVE TO SLEEP SOON OR ELSE I WILL BE LATE ;O
But I wanna wait for Meth tho ><;;
And Rig got Nico's stuffs ;O!! And zephyrx is gonna come back. But he dont need to snob me so much.
I wouldnt care. I really wouldnt care. I was gonna quit anyway. I just wanna work and stuff. And enjoy you know.
Do what I should do. Do what humans should. Do what girls do.
I knooww that game its like my life. My everyday thing. My memories. My friends. My precious friends.
But gah. I lag so much and Iunno if anyone is gonna hook me up. So bleh. Imma just work and get some money.
Iunno if my mum is gonna gimme moneh for those fees. I hope yar she will. But likely.... iono ><;
Seriously, Iono what do I really want now. But I know something that I want. Is to hangout with Meth *Wink wink*
O well I will worry about stuffs like this later on. ;People sucks.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
I dont like how the Destiny and Serenity peoples are saying Holy = Nubs. Dude I lvled my H.aco without changing it into a H.priest until Im max and when the rates isnt 1000x YET. And the rates is like 500x which is so near to Seren. So did you ever do that? Fucking newbs dont know a thing. And yo man dont generalise us. I so wanna see how the serenity community is gonna be so take over by us 'the nubs' ;] Just you wait mofos.
*Prays for no more laggyness for meh*
*Prays for no more laggyness for meh*
Holy and Trinity will be deleted.
Im just worried about my stuffs. ZephyrX havent even replyed me yet. I bet he just find me irritating :O But he already quitted like for so long. Whats the use if he keeps all those donations thingy to himself for?
Another thing is that my com lags like hell. And I cant even lvl sometimes cant even move. How can I continue playing?? T____T!! I will be so missing from all the fun. Everyone is gonne be so together like finally and I aint. X_x This is sad. Gah Iunno what else can I do. X___________x
Will I be in the new memories or will I ever be a part of it? Will I cease to exist ever again?
I'll put my hope forward ^____^
Im just worried about my stuffs. ZephyrX havent even replyed me yet. I bet he just find me irritating :O But he already quitted like for so long. Whats the use if he keeps all those donations thingy to himself for?
Another thing is that my com lags like hell. And I cant even lvl sometimes cant even move. How can I continue playing?? T____T!! I will be so missing from all the fun. Everyone is gonne be so together like finally and I aint. X_x This is sad. Gah Iunno what else can I do. X___________x
Will I be in the new memories or will I ever be a part of it? Will I cease to exist ever again?
I'll put my hope forward ^____^
Saturday, March 25, 2006
*Take a deeeep breathe*
*Breath out heavily*
ZOMG!! MY FEEET HURRRTTSSS LIKE A MUDAFUKA X_x Been shopping for two days straight with that high heels and its like I havent been out for like a few months and I suddenly wear that heels. It suuuure hurts.
They can hear me complaining for the whole day without stopping. Zomg X_x... Anyways Im happee ^.~
Anyways yea.. David is kinda sad that I snob him 24/7 Well I didnt mean to but I dont know why or how hes gotten irritating to me. Prolly the once in a month thingy ;O But yea X_x Hes hurt. But gah w/e.
And yar im happy about something. When im back, everyone is out there for me :] I know I havent been contacting you guys for a hella long time. Im sorry and I swear I will get back to you guys' life on the track ;D
Alllllll I need now is a job to help me stay away from the com xP Cause without moneh I wont go out. I wont go out equals to stay in front of the com 24/7. So yar gimme a job pweasssee X_x
And o I dont think my mum will be supposting my schooling fees. What a fag. Dont you want me to study?! ?!!
?!! You biotch :O Riiight w/e. I will try to think of ways then O_o.. Or not... Gah. I dont care. Imma take a step at a time ><;;
Meh im bored. Angie's asleep and I got no one to talk to T_T. How sad... Wakkeee uppp Angiiee wakeee uppppp :]
Hun read my msg *Wink wink*
LMAO I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO MYSELF FOR ONE WHOLE HR :O Im that sad LMAO Naaaahh I aint. Im just too bored :O I aint emo dude. -_-!!
Aiiiiight. Gonna shower despite my hurting feeet X_x Lates peeps.
*Breath out heavily*
ZOMG!! MY FEEET HURRRTTSSS LIKE A MUDAFUKA X_x Been shopping for two days straight with that high heels and its like I havent been out for like a few months and I suddenly wear that heels. It suuuure hurts.
They can hear me complaining for the whole day without stopping. Zomg X_x... Anyways Im happee ^.~
Anyways yea.. David is kinda sad that I snob him 24/7 Well I didnt mean to but I dont know why or how hes gotten irritating to me. Prolly the once in a month thingy ;O But yea X_x Hes hurt. But gah w/e.
And yar im happy about something. When im back, everyone is out there for me :] I know I havent been contacting you guys for a hella long time. Im sorry and I swear I will get back to you guys' life on the track ;D
Alllllll I need now is a job to help me stay away from the com xP Cause without moneh I wont go out. I wont go out equals to stay in front of the com 24/7. So yar gimme a job pweasssee X_x
And o I dont think my mum will be supposting my schooling fees. What a fag. Dont you want me to study?! ?!!
?!! You biotch :O Riiight w/e. I will try to think of ways then O_o.. Or not... Gah. I dont care. Imma take a step at a time ><;;
Meh im bored. Angie's asleep and I got no one to talk to T_T. How sad... Wakkeee uppp Angiiee wakeee uppppp :]
Hun read my msg *Wink wink*
LMAO I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO MYSELF FOR ONE WHOLE HR :O Im that sad LMAO Naaaahh I aint. Im just too bored :O I aint emo dude. -_-!!
Aiiiiight. Gonna shower despite my hurting feeet X_x Lates peeps.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
...
Disappointing..
Fine act like I dont care at all. Ask Rig. Were all worried for ya. Now you got scammed. I didnt breathe a word to you cause I dont wanna be like spoiling your relationship with her. And hell.. Snydes : 'IF YOU CARED YOU WOULD TOLD ME SOMETHING!'
YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS. Ask Rig. I told him everything man. Stfu you dont know how disappointed I was. You acted like I dont even care like I dont treat you as a friend. Stfu.
I got my pay. >>;;
Disappointing..
Fine act like I dont care at all. Ask Rig. Were all worried for ya. Now you got scammed. I didnt breathe a word to you cause I dont wanna be like spoiling your relationship with her. And hell.. Snydes : 'IF YOU CARED YOU WOULD TOLD ME SOMETHING!'
YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS. Ask Rig. I told him everything man. Stfu you dont know how disappointed I was. You acted like I dont even care like I dont treat you as a friend. Stfu.
I got my pay. >>;;
Monday, March 13, 2006
Meep ._.
*Yawns* Still feeling grouchy x_X
Still thinking about yesterday ><;;
Iunno what happen that I totally snob David, Haku and Meth. >_> Gah. Prolly just because of what Bruno says.
*Gasps* Ron just pmed me... ... ... o.o ... =o
Bah. Watched Date movie with Xy and her friends. Was seriously hilarious lmfao. Was like fack I couldnt stop laughing.
Alphy sold the house. He said my commission is not gonna be less than 500$. Couldnt be better = ]
Just watched final destination 3 too. O_O wtf man wtf. Its soooo gross. Buttaa I wubb it grrosss. xPP
Gonna go to a job agency with Xy on tuesday. And Alphy made a bet that I couldnt save up to 3k in 6months. Psh. How mean. >>;;
And I'll prolly take up a course in July. Yea and claro, all my friends were like = O *GASPS* *Pinch* wow... I aint dreaming. Rofl those fags really amuse meh. I WUB JOO FUCKTARDS = ]
*Yawns* Still feeling grouchy x_X
Still thinking about yesterday ><;;
Iunno what happen that I totally snob David, Haku and Meth. >_> Gah. Prolly just because of what Bruno says.
*Gasps* Ron just pmed me... ... ... o.o ... =o
Bah. Watched Date movie with Xy and her friends. Was seriously hilarious lmfao. Was like fack I couldnt stop laughing.
Alphy sold the house. He said my commission is not gonna be less than 500$. Couldnt be better = ]
Just watched final destination 3 too. O_O wtf man wtf. Its soooo gross. Buttaa I wubb it grrosss. xPP
Gonna go to a job agency with Xy on tuesday. And Alphy made a bet that I couldnt save up to 3k in 6months. Psh. How mean. >>;;
And I'll prolly take up a course in July. Yea and claro, all my friends were like = O *GASPS* *Pinch* wow... I aint dreaming. Rofl those fags really amuse meh. I WUB JOO FUCKTARDS = ]
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Friday, March 03, 2006
I still remember the first time I seen juu. You were talking to Steve. Then you were like oh hi. I always think your a funny, cool and 'wow' kind of guy. :) Months pass and were calling each other Jie jie and Di di <3 You were younger than me by a year. And I always tease you for being skinnee after seeing juu =) Your the only one that I really talk to for all these months.
I never knew how much I meant to you until that day that I decided to move on. Yea you cried. My heart hurts so bad and im so touch at the same time. I dont know how we gotten so close. And I never knew how much I love you until that day.
And I knew you never let me leave alone. You know Di di, Jie jie really loves you so much. I want this to last. And I so want to hug you. I seriously do. I hope you feel the same way I do.
Jie jie wants you to know that, where ever I go, your always in my mind. What ever I do I will always think of Di di and his jokes <3
You left this feeling here inside me.
Its a beautiful day.
Now I'll be ok now that your not away.
Yesterday was a terrible day.
Now that your here im ok.
Cause youuu dont knoow
How much I
I need you pleaseee dont gooo.
Your so wonderful
This I swear
This I know.
You oh you
Every single thing you do
Im so proud of you
What you do
When you do the things you do
Thats so you.
Thank youuu for being there for me. Even tho this few days had been so bad for me.
Thank yuu thank yuu thank yuuuu. Im feeling so much better now when your here <3
DAVID, I WILL ALWAYS BE WITTHH YUUUU <333
I never knew how much I meant to you until that day that I decided to move on. Yea you cried. My heart hurts so bad and im so touch at the same time. I dont know how we gotten so close. And I never knew how much I love you until that day.
And I knew you never let me leave alone. You know Di di, Jie jie really loves you so much. I want this to last. And I so want to hug you. I seriously do. I hope you feel the same way I do.
Jie jie wants you to know that, where ever I go, your always in my mind. What ever I do I will always think of Di di and his jokes <3
You left this feeling here inside me.
Its a beautiful day.
Now I'll be ok now that your not away.
Yesterday was a terrible day.
Now that your here im ok.
Cause youuu dont knoow
How much I
I need you pleaseee dont gooo.
Your so wonderful
This I swear
This I know.
You oh you
Every single thing you do
Im so proud of you
What you do
When you do the things you do
Thats so you.
Thank youuu for being there for me. Even tho this few days had been so bad for me.
Thank yuu thank yuu thank yuuuu. Im feeling so much better now when your here <3
DAVID, I WILL ALWAYS BE WITTHH YUUUU <333
Thursday, March 02, 2006
I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel what it's like to be new 'Cause in my head there's a Greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here
And I cannot guess what we'll discover
When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain
And I do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you than I hope it takes me too
So Brown Eyes I'll hold you near 'cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel what it's like to be new 'Cause in my head there's a Greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here
And I cannot guess what we'll discover
When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain
And I do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you than I hope it takes me too
So Brown Eyes I'll hold you near 'cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
Monday, February 27, 2006
eh Its been only two days quitting and I miss k3ro already. I gave my account to Bruno. And when the next day I logon. =O All my gods are gone. And he seems dont wanna talk to me at all. I prolly trust the wrong guy >.> Fine w/e. I just pray for the next wipe then =/
David is having tution now ;( And wow his home is bigggg and niceee. I wanna gooooo ;_; And now Iono what to do with my life either.. o.o Meep ._.
This is so screwed up. Meh. I prolly go emo >_> jokes...
Gah. Just havta take a step at a time I guess =
David is having tution now ;( And wow his home is bigggg and niceee. I wanna gooooo ;_; And now Iono what to do with my life either.. o.o Meep ._.
This is so screwed up. Meh. I prolly go emo >_> jokes...
Gah. Just havta take a step at a time I guess =
Thursday, February 09, 2006
>_>....
I seriously honestly hate RMs.
Wtf we used to pwnt their arse back then.
Now moved to Trinity or even quitted.
Fuck now im left alone in fucken Holy.
Well not alone but they barely comes on.
Fucken teaming up on me.
Cause they cant pwnt arse without teaming.
Ha ha 5424135124 vs 1.
What do you call that?
>.> random numbers...
Well got nufing to say neways w/e.
Im moving to Trinity.
Fucken pinoys can snatch Holy do w/e they one.
Well hope you guys rot there.
Quote of the day : I officialy annouced Holy is now a pinoy server.
I seriously honestly hate RMs.
Wtf we used to pwnt their arse back then.
Now moved to Trinity or even quitted.
Fuck now im left alone in fucken Holy.
Well not alone but they barely comes on.
Fucken teaming up on me.
Cause they cant pwnt arse without teaming.
Ha ha 5424135124 vs 1.
What do you call that?
>.> random numbers...
Well got nufing to say neways w/e.
Im moving to Trinity.
Fucken pinoys can snatch Holy do w/e they one.
Well hope you guys rot there.
Quote of the day : I officialy annouced Holy is now a pinoy server.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Just had a looong good chat with David =3 I guess thats how people are... I never know how Hsu is before the wipe. I guess this wipe really change many things but one good thing it shows how really people are.. In the end it all dont matters to me.. Cause i know your that ungrateful. U can as well throw our memories away. I bet you dont even remember who was with you when u lost faith. Lost faith and motivation. I really thought how good how strong our friendship were. But in the end I lost it so easily. Even tho you dont realise it. Its already slipping away from you. I wants to tell u that dont regret it when im gone.. It will then shows u whos helping u all the while.
Bleh It wouldnt matters no more. Im just gonna stay useless for bit until I get my new laptop. Just sits around and chat. Or go global. =\ thX David.. Your like the only person I really talk to.. And the Nicole will be getting a piece of me when im back ;S Your feeling me ? =3 You betta..
Bleh It wouldnt matters no more. Im just gonna stay useless for bit until I get my new laptop. Just sits around and chat. Or go global. =\ thX David.. Your like the only person I really talk to.. And the Nicole will be getting a piece of me when im back ;S Your feeling me ? =3 You betta..
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Errr.... Ya I havent been here in a while... Umm err so what had happened. Lemme think..
Ya Previously... I had a buddy who made a girl char but shes a guy.. And uhh he created a guild named sinful angels. I was soo fucken loyal to him. Cause hes ma best best buddy. <33 I made the guild known to everyone. And uhh ya the one piece *Shakes head* Fucken cheaters... Lazy to type out the whole story. But ya the whole flame war was started by meeehh !! Bwahahhah Was all mee. Yea so now everyone is hating them, pwning them whenever they could in pvp.
http://d2190.servadmin.com/invision/index.php?showtopic=6953&hl=
Check tha flame war... ;D
Ya and shiroi which was the sub gm there was my friend and he join our guild.. So uhh he kinda abuse his power a lil and helped us during woe. And things got big the renaisance create a fuss at the forums.. So we disband the guild. I encourage hsu all the way. And we create another guild. Which was Sadistic Desire. Which pwnt one piece again.
And yea finally the wipe comes. We kept switching servers and couldnt just decide where to go. And i wanted to stay in Holy. I told zephyr to put his credits there. But in the end Hsu was somehow mad at me. Then i had to go back to Trinity. And left Zephyr alone there T_T And I was laggging so bad after this wipe. So uh I started working to get a new laptop. :S Im gonna donate i think too. But im not sho tho. Cause the server sucks really bad after this wipe. They nurfed so much stuff which i didnt like. Im hating it actually. Sinx dont pwnt so much nemore. :
Hmmm.. Caught up with the rest of my friends and yea... Im trying to get back my life.. Xy did contact me but not as much as before, of cos... So yea.. Fill in pretty much so uh im out.. Lata ;P
Ya Previously... I had a buddy who made a girl char but shes a guy.. And uhh he created a guild named sinful angels. I was soo fucken loyal to him. Cause hes ma best best buddy. <33 I made the guild known to everyone. And uhh ya the one piece *Shakes head* Fucken cheaters... Lazy to type out the whole story. But ya the whole flame war was started by meeehh !! Bwahahhah Was all mee. Yea so now everyone is hating them, pwning them whenever they could in pvp.
http://d2190.servadmin.com/invision/index.php?showtopic=6953&hl=
Check tha flame war... ;D
Ya and shiroi which was the sub gm there was my friend and he join our guild.. So uhh he kinda abuse his power a lil and helped us during woe. And things got big the renaisance create a fuss at the forums.. So we disband the guild. I encourage hsu all the way. And we create another guild. Which was Sadistic Desire. Which pwnt one piece again.
And yea finally the wipe comes. We kept switching servers and couldnt just decide where to go. And i wanted to stay in Holy. I told zephyr to put his credits there. But in the end Hsu was somehow mad at me. Then i had to go back to Trinity. And left Zephyr alone there T_T And I was laggging so bad after this wipe. So uh I started working to get a new laptop. :S Im gonna donate i think too. But im not sho tho. Cause the server sucks really bad after this wipe. They nurfed so much stuff which i didnt like. Im hating it actually. Sinx dont pwnt so much nemore. :
Hmmm.. Caught up with the rest of my friends and yea... Im trying to get back my life.. Xy did contact me but not as much as before, of cos... So yea.. Fill in pretty much so uh im out.. Lata ;P
Monday, December 05, 2005
Sinful roxxors!! I wub ma guild <3 them =".="!" request ="P">:3 And today we pwnt them porings asses! Sinful totally roxxors. This is the first time i've seen sinful soo alive. And im so proud of them I wub you guys <3 And zeph's back then I have to return his gods soon. TT Cant be strong nemore.. Booo Oh wells just find a way to donate =P
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