A P2 QUESTION THAT I CANT SOLVE!
HELP!



Oh and this is the biggest banana ive ever seen in my life.

I just love kittens to death!
I will come back for you!
Soon...

From XH blog

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

The year is ending. Finally.
This year had been a much terrible year for me. Okay partially. (Reckon that many of you too)
From Jan to October.
September had been a life of a party animal.
Which definately something that I'll miss.

But this year has marked the beginning of my growth.
Definately gained alot this year.
But for some people, growth are still stagnant.
And for some others, loss is in their year.

7 Jan will be the day I die.
Why? My o levels results will be out!
Dont be excited for me, because im not!
Hopefully next year would be a much better year.

New year's resolution?
This year resolution havent yet been fulfilled.
Will talk about it by the time when im definately gonna fulfil them.
Kind of pointless to list them, you know.

Fear of intimacy.

Deliberate withholding of personal information is probably fear of intimacy.
Withdrawing when others talk about their thoughts and feelings.
Protecting yourself often reveals fear of intimacy.
Critical of yourself or others is fear of intimacy.
Feelings of anger or discomfort when others voice their thoughts and opinions show a fear of intimacy.
Not caring about knowing others deep feelings and emotions is an indication of wanting to avoid intimacy.
Feeling threatened whenever you think that someone is going to ask you about private matters is another sign of fear of intimacy
Often show less affection towards their loved ones and pretend to be 'over-practical' in life.
Obsessing over the imperfections allows you to avoid really being "in" the relationship.

This is a case of "it is better not to have loved at all than to have lost… Both partners may never come to see this "relationship dance" or one or both may and make change.

I really adore my new student!
He reminds me of a classic example of a fat kid cartoon.
The one with round face and slit, tiny eyes.
SO CUUUUUUUUTE!

WHO WILL GO WITH ME TO THE POLYS' OPEN HOUSE?!?!




P.S Cant wait for the plans and gigs to happen.
P.P.S Peacefulness isnt a stimuli.

Oh and this year feels a little weird.
Does it happen when one gets older, one doesnt feels the festive spirit anymore?
In any case, Merry Christmas, still.
And a Happy New Year.

If your not a fan of Xiao Long Bao, never go to Crystal Jade's buffet.
Steamboat with the girls was great nevertheless.
Late nights and funny talks.
We should have more healthy habits.
Healthy living healthy life.

And I decided to stop clubbing for a period of, say, 1 month.
My bodys acting reeeally weird these few days.
Alcohol does bad.

So how should / do I live?

I cant wait for the new year,
its the mark of a new beginning, a new life.
A door to walk straight out of my past.

So how should I live it?

Or rather, how should I party it?!?!

Its time to be strong.
To be determine, which never been in my dictionary.
But this time, to make it right.

To make it right for him, for her, for my family.

Im still just so afraid.
Of disappointments from myself.

Hopefully I can resume everything soon...

I am seriously leaving tracks everywhere.
Speaking of which, I miss Shih Lin's chicken.

I cant stop.
You dont, I wont.

This is, good bye.
I am leaving you in the list of just one of them.
Your, -ordinary.

P.S Cant believe I saw you at power house tonight!

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories theyre haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never wouldve worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didnt want us to burn out
I didnt come here to hold you, now I cant stop

I want you to know that it doesnt matter
Where we take this road someones gotta go
And I want you to know you couldnt have loved me better
But I want you to move on so Im already gone

Im already gone, already gone
You cant make it feel right when you know that its wrong
Im already gone, already gone
Theres no moving on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that youll find another
That doesnt always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldnt keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go


Horoscope a few weeks ago said,
to end up in an expected result in love.
Unexpected indeed.
I became apathetic to everyone.
Haha. What a joke.

I miss feeling bliss, so when can I get it?
I miss feeling in love.

Kind of saddening actually.
We were once happy.
Now its just empty.
And I see you through.

And it goes like this.
I started coughing.
Then my Dad.
Then my Mom.
POOR MUMMY!! =[
Shes so sick now.

Pardon my lifeless post.
I HAVE NO LIFE NOW.
Apart from clubbing.
Which is no life too.

Need stimulant ;(
Need a job.