A sudden change of plan decided.
To my parent's heart of apprehension and disappointment, sorry.

The women, the negro, the knife.

The drunkard stupor.

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My home, Aldebaran. Love the music, feels so nice to listen to it again with the sounds of the river. And.... ;] Im HAPPY! For the first time.

Baiiiee
P.S Miss this word sweetie.

HAHAHA FUNNY SHIT AS HELL! I wish i was there to witness it. Imma laugh til tears drop.
"NO PORK AR ONE MORE TIME PORK I CALL THE POLICE!"

Ciao.
P.S Pause my song and listen to this shit.

WEEEEEEEEE! Guess what! The song that ive been waiting for is up for download. Sheesh I waited for like more than 6months for that song? Couldnt find anywhere to download that song back then. Its finally up for download now. ;]

And I will kiss you forever,
Lips of silence, my favourite endeavour.
Feel my arms wrapped around you,
Falling into the ocean of virtue.

Tenativa favorita - 16th avenue
Deuce.

Yay yay yay happy happy (:
Nothing you should know about. =x
Love the memories.

Damn regret - The red jumpsuit apparatus
Baiiee.
With smiles.

Been studying Biology today. Makes me wonder, why theres so little chapters. Only one more chapter, im done for Sec 4's bio. I flipped thru the Pure Biology textbook I bought when I was Sec3 back then out of curiousity and interest. Was like, DAMN theres so much things to learn in that book than in my Sec 4 elective Bio. I should do notes from the Pure bio text, to make sure I dont miss out anything I need to learn.

Social studies is whack. Ive been going thru the whole chapter and I felt that theres no important point to remember. Giving up? Not yet.

POA, still doing bad.

Chinese, dont even think about it. ;]

E-maths, still... trying to make sense.

Went out with J.A yesterday. It was fun. I always wonder why do we quarrel everytime. Different thinking I suppose. Charactor differences maybe? But always after spending time together, the liking grows.
We watched Apocalypto at CWP. Love the movie! Reminds me of my fantasy of living in the forest when I was 14. Har har. Play in the forest, drinks at the river, reproduce, look after kids. Ahh the life. Study's out.
Walked to Vista Point, had a drink. He watched soccer. Im there talking to myself. Ha ha jking nah.
Pretty late, walked to my block, sat at the chair at the void deck, facing the greeny grass and had cold wind blowing at our face. So nice, I love the coldness. On the other hand, J.A was shivering like a girl LOL. But yaa obviously with the name J.A. The funniest thing that happen yesterday, like how J.A was saying, "So romantic suddenly you said,"'my Daddy plays Red Alert'"." LOL He kept laughing whenever I said that. No idea why. Is it sooo funny? Whats so funny about my dad playing red alert?? ITS TRUE YO! Hmhp.
Started to rain, even colder. He said,"I have to pee." Reminds me, I have to pee too. Ran together in the rain, went to my house to pee. HE RAN SO FUNNY! Hes like, *Running and yelling 'so cold so cold'* Like some mad guy running around in the wild.
Will end here.

Every reason to - From autumn to ashes
Ciao.

Wee spent whole night chatting with, Attreya, pickles and kuants. LOL Havent feel this good chatting to people in game since RO. ;] Funny pointless talks.
Broke my record, combo x21. Jeez.

Must have run all day - Glassjaw
Baiee.

May 29 is... End Of The Middle Ages Day. Nice.
"The devil has put a penalty on all things we enjoy in life. Either we suffer in health or we suffer in soul or we get fat."
-
Im not trying to say that my usage of the English language is perfect, but at least I have the decency to leave it alone and not fill it with shit.

I get very annoyed with people who abbreviate every fucking word in their text messages, even words like "to" are abbreviated to the letter "t". Whats the fucking point? Youre only saving yourself one letter. In about twenty years time the kids at school wont be able to spell anything unless they can abbreviate it and their parents wont be able to help because they will have spent the last two decades abbreviating everything themselves. I have friends who send me messages that look more like fucking Morse-Code and it takes so long to figure out what they have said that my phones battery goes flat. My replies to these messages are never polite, in fact I dont have the decency to abbreviate the profanities. I like to tell them in plain old English to throttle themselves or violate each other with traffic cones.

Cries of the past - Underoath
New medicine - Dead poetic
Ciao.

Attreya! Audi buddy! <3~ Gonna go for a week =/ No more party buddy. *Crys*
Glad people still remembers me at bbgRO.
-
Its either give up or not. I wish i had the determination my mom had. I wish im as strong as my sis. Im so a weakling, NUO FU! I scold myself everyday, why cant i have that normal life. Why cant I see things differently? Why cant i stay constant in my thinkings? Hate me, pls.

I dont feel very receptive today - Underoath
Deuce.

Woo RO, its good to be back.

The original one of My heroine would be better than the Acoustic one. Mmm.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE
WHYYYYYYY SO NICEEEEEEEEEE?!?!?!

I HATE YOU SONY! PIFFF! EFFIN AFFFFFFFFFFFF! I HATE SONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *CRYS*
SONY BITCH YOU BROKE MY HEART! I HATE YOU GO AWAY! GO AWAAAAAYYYY!

1. Underoath
2. Saosin
3. From first to last
4. From autumn to ashes
5. Armor for sleep
6. Escape the fate
7. Silverstein
8. Senses fail
9. The used
10. Avenged sevenfold

What was the first song you ever heard by 6?
The ransom or was it As Im falling down.

What is your favorite album of 2?
Self-titled EP

What is your favorite lyric that 5 has sung?
Hum lots.
"i will not say one word
ill just hang around
i wont annoy you at all
when you move out ill stay
until im thrown away
but then it wont matter"

"But thats not why Im here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
Im miserable up here without you"


How many times have you seen 4 live?
Never evur came to SG.

What is your favourite song by 7?
My heroine, smile in your sleep, giving up

What is a good memory you have considering the music of 10?
Mmm, have listen to them since I started RO. Two years ;]

Is there a song of 3 that makes you sad?
Prolly Emily, thats the only song that sounds sad.

What is your favourite lyric that 2 has sung?
"I saw the places he once promised the world and a dozen roses."
Definately any lyrics off them.


What is your favourite song by 9?
Noises and kisses, Let me bleed, The taste of ink. Grown out of The Used tho.

How did you get in to 3?
Dont remember... some rock media. Note to self was the first song i heard.

What was the first song you heard by 1?
Might be, Reinenting your exit or Its dangerous business walking out your front door.

What is your favourite song by 4?
No trivia, Miligram smile.


How many time have you seen 9 live?
Never ever came to SG. >.>

What is a good memory you have concerning 2?
Mmm. RO.

Is there a song of 8 that makes you sad?
Prolly The ground folds(acoustic) or Slow song.
The ground folds's intro is pretty good, but the moment he sings, it spoils it o.o just doesnt fit.

What is your favourite album of 5?
What to do when you are dead.

What is your favourite lyric that 3 has sung?
From first to last. Mmm, their lyrics doesnt stand out. Their song lack of emotions haa.

What is your favorite song by 1?
Everything ;] Dont ask me to choose thats unfair.

What is your favorite song of 10?
Uhh, Chapter four, unholy confession, seize the day, I wont see you tonight part1

How many times have you seen 8 live?
Never....

What is your favorite album of 1?
All. ;]

What is a great memory you have concerning 9?
"Blue and yellow"

What was the first song you heard by 8?
Lady in a blue dress.

Circa survive, veerry alternative.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, Ill tell you my friend, one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
It hung heavy on the tree above your head

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me; Ill set you up against the stars

Gloria,
We lied, we cant go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
And there is discord in the garden tonight

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

I cut the arrow from your neck
Stretched you beneath the tree
Among the roots and babys breath
I covered us with silver leaves

Love this song, so indie.

And he said he missed me.

I used to say, im watching people going on with their lives. So what am I gonna do with mine?

I cant even manage my life. I aint worth to have a life.

So when I scream this song baby, lets forget the world.
Block me out til eternity.

Was reading my blog, my favourite crying past. October-November.

"[ Maybe its love but its like you said "Love is like a role that we play"
But I believe in you so much, I could die for the words that you say.
-
And going back wont feel the same if we arent staying

Going back to get away after everything has changed

Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?

Everything has changed

Do you remember that? ]"
-
"I know youll never change
I wont be good enough for you
I know youll make it through
Ill never be around to see"

I miss my long hair.


I miss my rockness.


I miss those emoness/gothicness. LOL.

His? Mine?



MINE!



Retake for the 999999999 times >.>

Ahh today many amazing scores.
Party party combo 13! 104 perfect, GEES. Total 337k!
Dance flower, 68 perfect, 245k.
Christmas party, 91 perfect.

At least music helpes me thru.
So when I scream this song baby, lets forget the world.
Block out til eternity.

Supper.
Met YT first and walked together to 515. YT's great idea. Picked up an iron from the streets and brought it to supper. Made me acted out some stupid stuffs with the iron. Best idea, green tea all over my hair and head. >_> Haha funny tho. Went home, shower. Went out again. Accompany him to 888 eat. But I didnt eat. Then sat his bike go "dou feng". Just reached home.

Feel so useless, oh so useless. I wish I had some GOOD genes from my parents. My sis had the hardworking, determination. Me lazy and useless. What?
Death is the easiest way out.


Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and youve had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep it strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

So a day when youve lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Right back what is wrong
We move along

Party combo 10. Record! AASDF. ;] I might have RedDeceitThe3rd. =)

I was suprised, Jinwei still calls me. And not at the right time again. He always calls at times when im in the middle of something. Disrupt my game. Lost. >_> Always made me irritated. I dislike him from the start. Its kinda obvious by my verbal abuse towards him at my earlier post.

This is how I felt.

Silhouettes above the cradle hold me down
They wont let me go the wrong way
My mother taught me all the fables, told me how
In the end all the sinners have to pay
But...

I dont wanna live like my mother
I dont wanna let fear rule my life
And I dont wanna live like my father
I dont wanna give up before i die

He worked so hard his bones are breaking
He wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling
His good intentions leave me shaking, show me how
I dont ever want to end up like he did

Hee hee. Went out with J.A today. So happy finally can see him. Busy man. ;[
So sad when he had to go. *She bu de* Loving him more as each day comes. Hes so nice hes so nice hes so nice ;]


Hands down - Dashboard confessional
Bai.

Yay! Alphy wanna buy me 610i! Must wait til my bday tho ;[ still long. Imma persuade him to gimme advance bday present. Muahaha. At the same time... imma persuade my Dad to buy. See who buy it first =D

So disappointing my Dad. Always dont keep his promise. Since many months ago, promised to buy my 610i until now. And he told me, go work part-time, buy yourself. If I have the time to, I will. Now that I have gone back school, do you think I still have the time to work? But yeh, I surely have the time to work if I dont do self-studys and revisions. Like, fine i go work and flung my exams. >_>

I wish i was born in some rich family. /...

TeeVee.
Lates.

Went lunch with YT today at 888. Then stroll towards Fragrant wood, wanted to get that bicycle tire but nah. Sat at bball court watch people play bball. Chatted with YT. Talked about Secondary life.

I miss my original sec school life. ;[ Everyday IF im in school, we would wait for recess to come, once the bell goes, we rush to meet other friends for recess. 9 of us, walked down from the toilet to the canteen together. Then last to go up after recess, always be us. Goes to class from the hall. YT and I always 'sent' them back to the express class first then slowly stroll back to our NA class. O the glory days. ;P Our fights with Molelee. And all the other nonsense.

Now? A weird lone ranger. School now passes so slowly so uneasily for me. I keep telling myself not to give up. But somehow I know I eventually will.

Ciao.

Freaking nightmare.
The whole nightmare isnt about chasing and running. Its about killing and torturing and ampulating. Everything, bloody gore. I remembered the part, that girl cut off their fingers alive. The finger flew out towards me. Blood rushing out, splatting everywhere.
I woke up. Headache never seems to ease. Couldnt get back to sleep because of the headache and the disturbing nightmare. I felt the heat in my head.

I think its better now.

The acoustic song - The red jumpsuit apparatus
Deuce.

In the afternoon, poa sucks.
At night, poa is pretty fun. ;P

My head is boiling. I think my brain can fry an egg. When I rolled my eyes up, my eyes hurt so much. >.>
Holiday tomorrow AGAIN? Heck yea.

The yearning, its getting stronger
Im dumb, i hope you like me too
Youre two tables away, you could see me mezmerised
I want to talk to you but im so scared
Before i never cared, infatuation's never there
But now its killing me

I wonder whats the both of them are doing now.

The price of Cds and vcds/dvds are decreasing. People dont even buy Cds now.
Even Fms, I dont listen to them.

Bury your head - Saosin
Kthxbai.
P.S I want to lead a colourful life and die young.

"I think im sick."
"Your sick everyday la."

Then I hope I fall sick and die. Cause thats normal to you. And thats whats been happening everyday. Stupid fuck.

Now Im in your basement
Im laying low to keep out of your way
I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I have my own routine now
Im keeping busy in my own way
Im learning ways to not feel
Like Im down here forever

I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I hope you know that Im down here
Just for you

I sang a song to you through the floor
To reach you upstairs
I thought I heard you call out for more
I know thats crazy
Im pretty sure that Im lost again
It wont get through to you
I wont get through
I think I wont get through

Im gonna close my mouth now
You dont need more noise in your life
I miss you more than you know
But I know time makes you move on


The lights are off
And Im lost again

I believe this song is better. Not from Sony. ;]
-
The best way to ruin your life.

Schools worst today. Had flu for the whoole day. Couldnt concentration in class. Felt so sleepy too. And the air-con so effin cold. I didnt bring a jacket. Made my flu worst. I kept sneezing without stop. I HATE flu. I rather have coughs.

Met YT, LY, PY and Pearlyne for lunch today. Pearlyne went to reborn her hair. Flat flat tho. Then they went to the cinema and I went home. Annoying flu ruining my day. On bus 912, saw Hashima. Shes like, eh? You in Si Ling Sec now? Then blah blah blah blah blah, talk talk talk. Came down the bus, saw Wei Jun, hes like, EH? Finally go back study?
Wtf? Everyone had the same question.

Headache, flu. Tomorrow, holiday. ;]

All I taste today is whats her name - From autumn to ashes
Deuce.

Cant believe no one recognise this music on my blog. Dont you guys find it familiar?
Its the freaking song thats been playing on Sony walkman commercial.

Helped my sis change a new skin. I actually find it nicer than mines. The picture on her blog is one of the graphic i found. Hee hee, gave her a suprise with the Sony logo on my name ;]

Went out with my sis today. She bought me a wallet! Yay so happpy.
my sis.

Ciao.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Sony walkman commercial is not in the Viewers choice. STILL GONNA VOTE THO! VC18 VOTE FOR SONY!
I sony.

My mom threw away my fav blanket. =[ I used it since when my grand-grand mom died! It had my smell on it ;P

Went out with J.A today. Funny day. Yesterday, we were still fighting. In the morning, im still a little mad. But im glad today we ARE happy.
"Penguin"! Hmph. Normally, when a girl falls down, the guy WILL either be concern or try to ACT concern. But no! He stood there laughing. LOL. But thats what I like about you ;P

Martell cancelled.

Reject yourself - Killswitch Engage
Deuce.
Much s.
P.S You know what that means. ;]
P.P.S I mean, you know what means. ;P

I attraction.

I the rain.
I my long commute.
I the company.
I it loud.
I shopping.
I to unwind.
I being a substitute.
I working late.
I losing myself.
I missing the last bus home.

Im officially IN LOVE with alll Sony walkman phone commericial.
Love the music they played, love the way they present the commercial.
It IS registered in my mind. Everytime the commercial is on, I ZOOM from my computer to the TeeVee! Just <3 the Sony commercial ;]
I love missing the last bus.
I love walking home alone.
Something I remembered from the early commercial from Sony if im not wrong.
The things they said is so so true. I <3 walking home alone at the cold, empty night.

Yay for Martell tomorrow! ;]

Face down - The red jumpsuit apparatus
Inlovewiththeredjumpsuitapparatus;]
Lates.

So grab this statement
And read between the lines
Im walking on an edge
Thats how I stay alive
I need a fix now
The pills I have to take
It helps me live a lie
and blinds all my mistakes

Before I die
I will have seen it all
The mountains I have climbed
Help me enjoy the fall

Oh the webs you weave
We are caught in the fame
The passions dead
The life you've lead
Has drown in your shame

Oh the webs I weave
I am caught in this game
My passions dead
The life I've lead
Has drowned me in vain

So paint my portrait
The colours of my life
And the untold stories are painted in black and white
I can hear the footsteps
That follow to my pulse
This paranoia has haunted me like a ghost


Its only the second week of school and I couldnt stand it anymore. Mmm I cant adapt to the changes. I used to have so much freedom.
Mmm waste of time. >_>

Hero heroine - Boys like girls
Iwonttrytopilosophise
Ciao.

Walk past my grave in the dark tonight
Saw the stone and the note you left for me
to answer your question i just had to leave
I just had to leave

But thats not why im here
I came out here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long
I want to find you so bad, to let you know im miserable up here without you

Found my way back in the dark tonight
Couldn't wake up, not right next to you
I traded forever to just hear you say the sound of my name

But thats not why im here
I came out here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long
I want to find you so bad, to let you know im miserable up here without you

Dont believe that its better when you leave everything behind
Dont believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die

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Happy us!






Me trying to act retarded ;P



Acting dumb again.



YingTing's PIG LEG! "Zhu jiao"



Final group pic.



Lastly, thanks for the dinner! Love you ALL.

Havent been able to post my thoughts, feelings, day out these few days. Not because of time, its just because, i dont actually know why I hasnt been able to open up to my blog properly nowadays. Anyways, ciao, leave a tag ;]

Memory - Sugarcult
Sogetbackbackbacktowherewelasted
JustlikeIimagineIcouldneverfeelthisway.
Lates.

Happy birthday YT!
Happy birthday Pearlyne!

Celebrated YT bday at Sembawang yesterday. Met up at the shuttle bus point.
And was imitating LY's action, she got mad and kicked me LOL HER SLIPPER SNAP HAHAHA! She gotta drag her feet around the place, YT and I was imitating the way she walks. She went to buy a shoe. Went up to some thai resto. After dinner, we were so creating a scene there. YT was throwing cake everywhere. LUCKILY, everyone stinks except me (:
Sat 962 to fragrant, chat chat.
XY's bf came to fetch her. Went to LY house. Regretted! We decided to go home.
Poor me, waited waited waited. 912 still didnt come. Realised that theres no bus anymore. Took cab home.

I hate the look of disappointment on my parents face. I can almost picture it in my mind everyday.
Once I made a mistakes, it never stops.
My big mistake, sec 4 2004.
Til now. Am I right to go back to school?
I cant help feeling so useless.

Franklin - Paramore
Doyourememberthetimewhenweweresoalive?
Iwontgetusedtobeinggone.
Bai.

Schools tomorrow. =/

Kill
Break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you
Your killing me, killing me

Mm wtf. A guy called and asked me "Are you horny?" I was like wtf. Who gave you my number? Fuck off man and stop calling.
I wonder who hates me so much.

Its just the fourth day of school. Why I felt its like the thousand days of school.

Went out with Justina today. MADE ME WAITED FOR AN HOUR! So angry. Walked walked walked alone, so bored, went to smoke, walked to the escalator on top of Citylink. Waited for him there. Hmhp! Before that, Danny called. He said he was at Admiralty. I was like AWW im at Marina! Got time meet up again ya! Then Justina finally came! HMHP! Then yayyy bought a top for me from Topshop. So happeee.

Before that, i was trying on which colour i wanted. BUT THEN HE NEVER STAND THERE SEE FOR ME! Then walked walked walked, went back choose again. I told him to stand there dont move. Haha. Then i chose an orange colour one. Mmm purple is nice too =[

Then we went to Vista to have supper with my friends. Blah blah blah, went to bball court, YT and LY play bball. We sit there talk talk. Then sit at fitness corner talk talk. After that ahem, went home.

Somehow, I regretted going back to school. I know I shouldnt. x_x Can I just ignore and forget the world? I am too lazy to face all this problems. >_>

Sing it loud to drown out the feeling.

A decade under the influence - Taking back sunday
Dontletitgotoyourhead.
Deuce.

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Hair after shower =[



(:

Weeeeeeeee new hair do! Short short, cut off my long hairness (:
Will put up picxys later ;P

Met YT at 4.30pm. Went to AMK, cut my hair. I was filled with unsureness tho. Afraid it would turn out bad. But! Its good. At least I think so.

Dragged around till 9+ then LY and PY. For like 30mins after, we went home. Quite boring but satisfying ;P

The diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
Lalala.
Lates.

Read the 'Today' paper today.
"Why should non-smokers sit in our smoking zone when WE the smokers cant sit in their non-smoking zone?"
So so true.

Mmm The Taste of Ink brings memories.

(: I still miss you.

No trivia - From autumn to ashes
Savoureverymomentofthis.
Aslongasyouralive,hereiam.
Ciao.

eykausdgz'X

Im already so stressed up in school, friggin Mom KEEEP adding more anger and stress. Seriously I KNOW what to do.

I hate my form teacher. That indian woman. I find all indian WOMEN are sooo discriminative. Somehow i feel that shes trying to make me feel sooo left out in class. Like SI-REEEE-YERS-LEEEEE! She EVERYTIME short of one paper, table, form, card, calander, time table, or whatever stuffs thats needed to be given out. Save it girl. Im not gonna be intimidated by you.

Shooot, POA i missed 14 chapters. How to catch up?!?!

Theres only 5 chinese in the class out of 32. o_o But its okay, I look like Malay anyway, IF I get darker.

Im gonna cut my hair =D yippee. Thats what I decided. Prolly go cut it later.

No friends, still. I SHOULD OPEN UP SERIOUSLY. For some reason I cant.

Last time - Typecast
Lates.
P.S School still sucks.

Just woke up. Interesting night yesterday.

Monday, Jan 01.

Played audition in the afternoon, then asked YT wanna go out? Unexpectedly, everyone are going. Today considered as an unlucky-lucky day. Was waiting for LY to come, took out a ciggarette, smoked, finished, threw it on the floor. And AS I turned around, two person walked towards me, they show me their dunno what pass. And prepared to fine me 200$ LOL I was like wth? Then after that he said, "Wheres the cigarette butt? Pick up and throw away." I was like, "But you fined me, I still throw away for what?" Then he said, " No no, im giving you a chance." HENG AR! Wtf man. 200$ I could buy lots of stuffs man.

Finally LY came, went to The cathay, buy Death note2 tickets. Decided so long, what to eat for lunch. "PEPPER LUNCH!" "Anything." "Anything." "Food court." FINE food court (: Went to play pool after lunch. Saw some cute guy ;P Watched movie after that.

Death note 2 was nice but the ending........... TWO IMPORTANT CHARACTOR DIE. So... like so... sad. Like no meaning. But w.e decided to go home after that. At the MRT, LY, YT and me decided to go supper. OK!

After supper, LY went home. Me and YT roam around the streets. Laid down on the basketball court to look at stars. No stars, but really, its only clouds and moon. Decided to drink, went to buy some alcohol. Found a playground to chill at. YT had a call of nature. Went to Vista to pee. Walked back to the playground. People taken our place. Went to another playground.

SO NOISY! This one Indian family was laughing, shouting, talking so LOUDLY. Then YT gave a stupid idea. "Wanna call the police?" LOL was like okok!
*Dialed 999* "Hello? I wanna make a complaint of a resident in blk 585. Im trying to get some sleep! Blah blah blah blah blah.."
Heard the police came, AFTER THE POLICE CAME, THERE WERE NO NOISE SUDDENLY! HAHA.
We were like, giggling over there.

My turn for call of nature. Friggin YT keeeep disturbing me. Finally reached her house, pee, walked home.

And, so nice of YT, treat me movie and supper. ;P

This is war - Smile empty soul
Ifyoulovepeanutyou'llloveskippy.
Bai.
P.S I hate peanuts.