Lmao that lil bitch. Hes like hi im bored. Im like W/e its your problem.
"No imma make it your problem."
"You cant."
"O yes I can"
"Try me"
"I AM TRYING but you aint doing NOTHING HA HA!"
"O_o dude, of course i aint doing anything. Its your problem."
"Yes it is, cause if im bored im gonna bug you and bug you and bug you."
"Yea... see if i care"
"You do care"
"O yea? You really think so eh"
"Aww you do care <3"
"Lol w/e if thats what makes you happy."

LMAOO pwnt Hes not ever gonna talk to me again THANK GOD.

Omagawd server's down. And zhao is being an ass on MSN ~~;

I'll make you care that I am running here without you. But the truth is.. its pointless. You dont care.

Tell me all about you. Tell me what are you hiding. You dont feel me. Im serious, you aint.

What are you hiding from me? Your friendster acc and locked access..

LOL MARYY SO KAWAII <3333333

Secksi accent po =)))

BRAZILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

JAPAN EH UM LIXO! E TRASHED! Ronaldoooo :))

LOL Lan thats the first time you evur said that. ;P

"Trish, can i try your wing for a "second"?"
Yo why dont you just ask me "Trish, can I scam your wing?"

MARYY OMFG
I just watched joo *coughsD.I.Ycoughs*
"Im still on that thing last night. So fcking good."
RAWR

Marvin Dempsey Lee Leong!
"Your Trish Lau Leong now" LMFAOOOOO LAWL!

Underoath ! I LOVE THIS BAND!
Mmm Boston-Augustana.. Friggin good.

I want a job. I need liqour now.
Now.
Now.
NOW.

Mm wtf been drinking for a week.. x_x
My throat friggin hurtzors.
Anyways, Mark, you cant diss me with your bragging. I aint even pissed. I find it absolutely hilarious. What are tryna prove man. That I made a bad choice? Then you really have proved to meh that i've made the right choice d00d.

I hate myself for being sooo unsocialable. x_x
*Envious of her*

Mary and Lan. O_o... Wtf .. eh

Lol nice try I still owns you THO!

Ken : Mama i want milk
Me : No milk, you finished it all, its dry now.

Ken : Ok fine i be your dada. Want milk?
Me : Dada got man boobs. Dada is gay. I dont want gay milk. :(

LAWWWLLLLLL! LMFAO PWNTZORS

,,,, nice way to say hi. -_-

"I'll be missing you by P.daddy"

Mary... ^_^ Thanks I had a wonderful night.

"Kiss me like you meant to"

"Stare at me pls"

"This time this place
Misused mistakes
too long too late
who was i to make you wait
jus one chance just one breath
just in case theres just one left
cause you know you know you know

i love you
ive love you all along
and i miss you
from far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you be with me and you never go
stop breathing if i dont see you anymore."

"im too late.. too late."

"Dont.. dont cry pls.."

LOL I and andrew were both watching that comedy and im like where your at?
"gay indians?"
"Gays indians."
ROFL SO HILARIOUS. People was like... hey dont be racist!

Aw BG that fake chinese and Ken!! Jehu! And aww blacklist so cuutey.

I seen Lan ^_^

And anyways screw the real world again. Im WILL not ever try to return. Fuck it ^_^.

P.S I LOVE THIS LAUGHTER "AHIHIHIHI"

Wew. Just came home from work. Omagosh its sooo tiring. I swear I would friggin quit the job the next day, still considering.

But after coming home from work, of course im tired and i dont feel like doing anything and feeling bad mood. Then these guys really cheered me up LOL. AWWWW SO CUUTE.

MAN I LOVE THE GUILD -GET BACKERS-
Before that, cause Ken was like, Jirah wants you blah blah blah. Then I said I heard lan's voice ^_^ hes like wanna hear him too? Im like OKAYYY. Im soo interested to know how filipinos sounds like. Then omagawd, the whole getbackers guidl know each other and they play in the same shop. THATS LIKE SO COOL! Then were voicing and LOL im like how do you laugh like this ahihihihi. THEN OMAGAWD SO CUUUTE. They sang, they laughed they shout they are sooo funny and cuute. I totally love them. And I swear imma fucking go to Manila some day ;3

'aopweruityjk.fnluksgfa;uhruipawh'iadhaousfhuopqhwo !@#!%(@$%*!#*@%*@($_

IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU
FUCKYOUMOMANDDAD
ISINCERELYHATETHEM
PLSDIEIDONTCAREIFIEVURHADAMOMORDADCAUSEIRATHERBEINTHISWORLDINTHIS'FAMILY'CAUSEITAINTONE
FUCKYOUGUYSTOHELLWITHYOU

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH

I hate you Mom.

Ha ha ha. That comedy by Russell Peter is sooooooo fucken hilarious. Im like LMFAO thru out the whole comedy! I love the part about how canadian cuss like donkeys. That is sooo "LOL"

I hate how I gain only one level a day. I swear I fucken hate mai com. I got like soo many chars more I wanna remake. Viora, Hera, Ambrose these three main ones. x_x And now im stuck on my sinx. Only sinx. I so wanna smack my com hard. Pwease pwease pwease let me get a new com pwease.

I want a job ._. and that school.
My mom is a moron. Period.

Err my granny said something to me which i find it highly annoying but when I think back its rather funny tho. She said, "if your uncle call looking for your mom, and shes not home, tell him that shes not home, if shes home let her answer the call." Wtf?! Im like DER! Obviously I know. >.> Like im not retarded or something.

Just watched Omen and the ending sucks. I jumped a couple of times tho. Its good, its good but the ending just ruin it.

I havent been in pvp for like months and today theres a war in the pvp room. Lili told meh bout it im like woah I gotta check it out. Andrew was like hell yea! WAAARRR! Ha, its RM and renaissance and a couple of gay guilds that cheats. Im soo laggy most of the times and i couldnt do nothing. I was soo pissed. I soo wanna join in the war and help the RMs but meh, lag owns me. I hate mai com. I used to hate the RMs but bleh its the past. They are cool now cause they are like the only original Holy guild left. I, of course gonna support Holy. And plus Lan is in there (:

Friggin a, in less than four hours theres like three and more scammers tried to scam me >_>

Bastard... I aint dumb aight. What a dumbass.

And that fucker even tryna impersonate Bruno. Nice try tho. See you again, I hope not.
He even asked "Who are you?" LMFAO?! How could he not know who am I.. Then im like what guild are you from? Hes like "I forgot, I quitted." ~_~
I havent seen anyone dumb like that. Then Im like playing along with him. Ok hi w/e liar. Hes like no I'm really bruno. Im like wheres your gods and stuffs then? He said, wait i go take.
When he said that, im already laughing my ass out. When he came back, he show me his gods. Im like "HAHAHHAHA BUSTED! YOU GAVE ME YOUR GODS REMEMBER?!" LMFAO. WHAT A TURD.
Then he go like, return me my gods. I say dood! Those dont even belongs to you, liar. Then he go like ORIOLA SCAM ME spamming all around pront. ~~;
Fucktard.. Then im like, go on msn or speak some portugues, before you getting anything from me. I seriously hate these turds.

Im sooo excited! I will be writing that letter soon :)

*EDITED*

Friday, June 09
Jocelyn gave me FIVE ding ding tang and xh didnt gave me one! NOT EVEN ONE! PSH! And Liyun gave me two ding ding tang!

o_o;; Laurie said shes gonna transfere her shit onto dynasty and she asked if I wanna transfere with her too. Im like errr... I gave them all to snydes and some to Steve. Its awdward to get them back >.> But I want some of my gods in dynasty ;(
And plus I dont wanna depend on others.

I predict that if I get a job now, I can go to Manila in four to five months. Still long ;((
and.. IM HUNGRY >_>

Trishie muses mushy (:

Weee
Mmmm py, xh, ly, michelle, joce, lyun and me went to eat dinner ^_^ Its was fun tho i spaced out most of the time lmao!(Lan^_^)
And OMGBBQZADSGASDFA I havent played ddr for like years and I couldnt catch up yesterday rofl xD
Its funny how michelle talked about that one girl that dont wash her hair. Im like wtfzors, grossed out.

And I was stuck outside yesterday >_>
I forget my keys and wtfzors I was sooooo tired plus hella bored and cold. x_x
And I knocked on the door till my knuckles go red and swollen, I was so pissed to tears.
Then I went downstairs for the air and scenery with my mp3 BUT OMGBBQZORSADFASDF IT WENT LOW BATT. Im like fffffffuuuck.

Neways I just wanna study. I really really wanna study T_T
I hope she would let me.

I wanna hear you laugh. ^_^

Wooooooot! Andrew got a girrllllfriiieeenndd!
Tho i felt kinda bitter o_o;;

Can you believe how a parent crash your hope?
Isnt a parent suppose to support you all the way?
I watched how one parent support her; financially and motivation and emotionally. Even tho its an unrealistic dream.
But what I wanted was simple. Far more simpler than that. All I wanted is to study.
I dont wanna go back to high school tho.
I have high confidence of what I'm doing now. I hate you, Mom.

I hate you, Mom. Wtf stop changing you mind. You already said you let me study, so stop fucking regret. And kept saying no money pay la. Fine, heres the deal. I loan those money from money from you. Once i work, TAKE IT ALL BACK.

Im so apathetic in my resentment.

Kung panaginip ka lang, ayaw ko nang magising pa
'Pagkat nadarama'y ligaya
Lahat ng naisin mo'y aking ibibigay
'Pagkat ikaw ay aking mahal

I wub this song o.o;;

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

Baby! Mahal na mahal kita Mushy kow ^_~

Lmao HAHAHA he still wants me back after calling me a hoe in front of Ayame. Rofl that fag sure changes fast.

AND AYAME <3
VERBAL PWNAGE! Love ya fer that.

Mark got owned badly. I actually pitied him. Poor boy.

IM ACTUALLY ENJOYING THE SCENE AND DRAMA ROFL.

I LOVE MY MUSHY! MINNEEES!

Just seen his myspace. So he replaced me with a guy named john. Im completely off his mind, completely off his heart. ^_^ Im glad.

Well actually, I still feel kinda bitter and sour. I wonder how he have been.

Did he find someone new to take over hes dream, the non reality one.

Will he evur forget me or have he already forgotten whos Trish.

Memories.

"Theres no blame for how our love did slowly fade,
Now its gone its like it wasnt there at all,
And here i rest, where disapointment and regret, collide."

You moved on, I should too.

"A little voice inside my head said don't look back
You can never look back
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but...
I can see you."

LMAO IM SOO A PIMP!
Its happening again >_>
And pwease, GIMME A JOB! = =

My wishlist
-A cute lil digital cam
-An iPod ;D
-A new compy! Plus new internet!
-Donations ;3 Muahaha

Mom had a fall last night. She was catching this cockroach and it flew, she panick and tripped and fall literally vertically backwards, hitting her head on the table first then on the floor. And i saw everything, its like in slow motion! But I couldnt do anything, I just stood there, stunned and screaming "mommy!" But thank gawd, after check up, shes fine. (:

Hello Lan (:

Stupid hypocrite.
Alex didnt get it right. You didnt change. Your originally like that.
Bye bye old friends. Bye bye saviour. Bye bye kind helpers.
Hello new friends. Hello cool ones.

"Smile thru the tears baby"

I miss...
I wish...
I will cherish everyone of you again if i had the chance..
Im sorry.

>_<
Felt so sad.
Today is my dad's last day at work.
Im worrying about my studies, highly expences and general stuffs.
Hes so old... T_T!