Shocked? I guess you dont know me that well as I thought you would.

Shocked? I guess you dont know me that well as I thought you would.

Ok ok... You've got to stop man, you really gotta stop.... You are right pissing me off... Yea i admit im sorry i once talk about your future... But yo really gotta stop yo another version of fucking me... yea yer got it damn right fucking me... Whats so great about it? Yea yo can street talk all da way if yo want but it gonna sound whack. Yo not a true fan at all. Yo do not like his music yo just like his person. He gonna feel insulted and annoyed. So do not insult him by annoucing that yo a fan.... ... ... Are yo a dyke??? I would really want to have the answer to this insulting qn... Yo keep talking about yer homies and others and what exactly are you heading? Yo just wants ppl to ask you. 'Hey Who is that?''Why is that?''What happen?''Izit to the extend of 143?' Yo are just so naive. Yea U dont even know what is love. Sympathy? nah...

And blah blah blah fucking blah...

Im sorry mama...

Fuck it! I hate this house this family! Why am i born in this kinda family! This is the lousier family I ever guessed! I hate it i hate it i hate it! Why cant i have a perfect fanily?! If they decided to treat me like this then y bother to send me to this world! Change your charactor man! You are starting to piss me off! If you want to be like this dont blame me if i have grown up and be the same way that u do! You are so damn fcking calculative! I've never met anyone like this ever ever ever ever! You are so over! Im so amazed i can find such rare species still here... You totally hit and broke my nerves!

Thank you. Yo have just betray my trust. =)

The night was whack! Far from what i had expected! I shoulda listen to muh dad! A waste trip... In the end?! I had the runs! LAO SAIIIIII!!!! LOL. Luckily got xh acc me to toilet here and there... And luckily they went home already if not they sure complain me so troublesome... heeh... A trail of unwise and unlucky desicions... and the cigarette is taken by xy... damnit no more to smoke... Nth to brood over about already...

While i was surfing the web today... i spot an article which rose my interest more in strange phenomenon and psycology... I finally know the magician's secret and how he mislead and misdirect us... People with intelligence will be easily baffled by the magicians and small kids will see through his trick more easily than people with in telligence because people with intelligence will use their mind and through the theory and why is it possible.. but kids will use the power of their eyes and see where the coins have gone... They will not be misdirected easily because they do not have the basic knowledge to think through.
I have read another article on the phenomenon of synchronicity. Im amazed by those incidents of chances which people thought it was god which helped them through... The real reason or theory, no ones knows...

Haiz! Ytd and today was my fucking mock exam.. I guess i did not do very well ya? I just hope that god could enlighten me and change my fucking charactor of extreme laziness.. damn! So i can study hard enough.. The english paper 1 compo I did it halfway... I did not want to do it at first so i slept throughout then all of a sudden two teachers came to disrupt my world.. Then they kept forcing me to think of something ter write! So when i finally got a good one I havent finish the fucking bell rang. damnit!

After school we hang around outside sch then something fly into muh eyes and got tuck in there.. then fuck! My eyes was like burning! Then michelle walk past she call out then i couldnt answer her cause it was damn pain! Thz fer xy keep waiting fer until i finally dig that fucking dust out...

And i totally forget all about conselling! I suppose to meet her at 2.30pm but i stay in sch till 4.. Now i have to meet her at 5.30pm... damn... Im so so beaten...

Wookiez... Now i needa get ready ter go...
Ps: I still fucking think shes a fucking dyke...