Gratitude

Thank you for all that youve done.
Thank you for all the capacity you have generously shown me.
Thank you for all the promises youve fulfilled.
Thank you for all the security and assurance youve gave me.
Thank you for the courage youve gave me because you know I lack of it.
Thank you so much. Thank you.
Thank you for being you.
All of me... I give to you..
Even the darkest part of my heart.
I love you, Ryan Yiap Zhan Hong.

"Everything so blurry and everyone's so fake... you could be my someone, you could be my scene. You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene.  I wonder what your doing, imagine where you are..  can you take it all away?"

Your the only one thats real to me..

Life #4

So many words unspoken.
So many thoughts scattered.
Is life that meaningless?
You learn, you work, you explore, and then you give rise to the next generation, you teach them the way of life and then, you die.
I cant.
I dont belong here.
And I dont  want  to belong here..

I want you for the rest of my life

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The used-to weekly affair

Guess where?

-deine

The thought of it, a sip of it gets my bones aching for it.
As self destructive as ever.


I wish I was materialistic.
Materialistic people have the drive.
What drives me?

What makes me tick?
What makes me feel?
What makes me passionate?
Bound to be apathetic... #intp