Sometimes i wish i could die without me making an effort to do it.
I wish i could fall from a height of 50 level without asking a taxi driver to go to this building.
I wish one day I could be drunk and emotional to make it all happen.
Im so sick of it all, so sick and tired.
Everyone just die including me.
Fuck all of you. Fuck this world and make believe God. And all people who thinks shit.

Everything started from the cheating. The way I have shown you massive attention last year was from the insecurities from the cheatings. The way i decided to change was from the cheating. The way I care about you more than myself, was because of the cheating.

The excuses you gave was because of my behaviour last year. But I guess I paid back twice the amount from your cheatings and the way you treated me this whole year. I am free of guilt now. Free of obligations.

September 9

I can see, I cant tell.
I am no fool.
You had your chances.
But do you deserve two?

What is love when trust is gone?
What is respect when there's none for himself?
Now, there's only time for more.
I am only finding back myself.