WOOT! PAUL TWOHILL! BRING BACK THE PUNK FUCKING LIFESTYLE!
I will love ya for influencing TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN. S2!

I will just hide away, pretending I have my own life thingy going on.

Uh oh its more than 600+ Wrong count!

O Bruno , eu metei as saudades!! *Sobs*
Vc nunca vem em linha falar-me!
Vc prometeu... ;(((
Dynasty e muito MUITO chatoooooooo.
Minhas amigas sairam do k3ro... Deixando me sozinho ://
Eu nao feliz................. ;(((
Lastly, vc e doceee <3333333!
Eu te amo, meu lindoooooooo amor.

-Beijoosssssss

ewan ko kung bkit pero pagkausap kita masaya ako gusto ko lagi kita kausap kung pwede nga lang kasama pag nimimiss kita pumipikita lang ako para kahit sa panaginip makasama ka kahit di ka maniwala kahit masyado pang maaga gusto ko pa ding sabuihin mahal na kita

AWW Sweetie ;3

Uh oh... Mom bitch at me for puking all over the floor last night ;PPP

THANKS! FOR THE WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!
Jocelyn, Liyun, xiaohui, Peiyin, Liyan and Xueying ^_^!!

Happy happy XD

OMFG! <333!!
After having a pleasant suprise by Madafaka, I saw Marius de Romando!! That cool br! Omfg and then I saw Cloudstrella! Then raffy AND JONSHE!
And they reform Zanarkard Abe's! Its like reuniting! That is my first guild EVUR when i first started Holy. Omfg I love you all.

Awww T_T So sweet.
Went to Dynasty today and, freakin a, I saw this char named "Madafaka N Viora"
Im like OMG you still remembers me even tho im in Luna. Thats like so sweeet AWW ;_;

We keep saying "one day" to make ourselves feel better. But in fact, its not gonna happen.

W/E!
ANYWAYS, no cravings for sushis nemore psh that. I need hokkien meeeee ;(

Omfg. I got moooore than 600+ songs on my winamp now. Lmao! I forget when's the last time I check them but I remember it was 300+ only. Lmao lmao! I just couldnt get enough ;((

OMFG BRUNO IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. Hes sooo sweet >_<
Everyone drifted after kaz3ro. He still show gratitude and care. ;((
How sweet and how sad. O well :]

DENIED

BRING BACK MY LAST AUTUMN.

Ehh.. Went to Peiyin's bday party two days ago. Happee birthday Peiyin!

K3ro is like the core of our friendship. Without it, everything fades. :/
Im disappointed and pain as well.
Well, in any case, bye. Good luck in your life.

Another step in my life.

I hate myself. :[
David..... Ron....................
David............................
I always regretted.
Now I miss chu.

Does anyone remember.... how that red bull thingy was a bug. Every kill gives you a level.
Anyone remember how we used to fight to log on when theres capped at 600 players.
Anyone remember how...................... ;(

Every private server has an end. K3ro is not as popular as before but it had its glory times.

Aww ffffuuck. I was suppose to go swimming but didnt cause I lost my swimsuit >_>
And im like imagining the cool water and the weather is sooo hot.

ANYWAYS, sorry Mark. Really am. Really really am.
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"Just dont read the word 'mouse' and 'toss'."
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"Then dont listen, put your hands on your ears and hum. "Lalalalallaa" Over and over again."
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Every one in their lives will do at least one sin.
Sin = Death, fear, shame
Therefore everyone dies.

"The Mixed Tape"
This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of

I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of

And I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I'm cutting through you track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
And where are you now?
And where are you now?
And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With my own fingers

Email email wheres your email ;D
Mmm I didnt block you, well, Im just feeling bad and I didnt want to talk atm.
Im sorry but I didnt know how to get this to ya. So you prolly would think I aint sorry at all.

Im still waiting for that chance to live with chu. ;D
You must know that I still wanna see your cutey face.
And we are not over yet. Its just were not yet at that point atm. Its not you its me.
Im sorry. Cause prolly I aint over him yet.

I wanna watch the Da vinci code with chu. ;(
Lol, he said, "Jeez I got no one to watch with, none of them are smart enough to understand it and they will spoil the movie when they go "' Wtf this movie sucks, I dont get it."' I soo wanna watch that movie >.>."
Funny one. Then I go like, "I wanna watch that movie too >_> But I got no friends. LOL."
Which is worst haha.

Neways, I dont think the blog would stay on forever. I feel like printing out every entry of it and saving it preciously because :
"And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope they'll never fade
Glowing embers lie across the sky"

In You and I there's a new land

Angels in flight.

My sanctuary. My sanctuary yeah.

Where fears and lies melt away.

Music inside what's left of me.

What's left of me now.

Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
The view from our last summer...
We trace the sun across the sky

"Jeepers"
"Creepers"

Hahaha god rice? Your godly rice is so gdly.

"Wookies?"

HAHAHA LMAO
EXPEL REASON :
HAKU - BOOOOOOOOOOBBBS
HAKU - BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBBS
Persis - She really is a mole.
HAKU - BOOOOOOOOOBS

Guild notice :
Stop kicking each other. Haha haku got man boobs.

I LOOK WHAT?

Hahahha Just love that one.

We
WE
are werid.

Maybe their weird but we WE are definately werid.

"You guys are weird X_x"
"No NO. We WE are werid."

Omfg. This movie roxzors. Requiem for a dream.
A movie worth to watch.
Its creepy and saaad to see how people ruin their lives like that. :/
It left me crying in the end. Iono.. I just felt so sad.
They ended... like
1 - An arm amputated.
2 - Suffering in jail and guiltyness.
3 - Mental hospital.
4 - Alone, forcing herself to prostitution.

Its just so... sad.

Some memories I wouldnt wanna forget. I wanna get every pieces of memories here.
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"ROF"
"L"
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"What a mo"
"Ron"
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Our goldmine?
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Me:"My head hurts when im shaking my head."
Him:"Headache?"
"Yea I guess so. Maybe when I shake my head, my brain shakes too, thats why it hurts."
"Yea maybe. Prolly when you gets a headache, your brain loses fluid, so it knock against your skull. O_+"
"Yea. So i keeps shaking my head now to hear if theres any sound."
"Haha keep shaking."
"I THINK I HEAR A SOUND! YES I HEAR MY BRAIN!"
"LOL"
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"And the funny thing is, everything but watches... Haunted watches? O_+"
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"Please tell me I look gangsta."
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:Drunk:
"Actually you do look gangsta, I just said you dont."
"HAHA! Glad your drunk today :] *Screenshots*"
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"O....k, Im trying not to pick that all up."
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"I dont know how to forget."
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"Cool, were talking about farts."
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"I LOOK WHAT?"
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"Soquid."
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"/blush?"
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<3333

Champagne Supernova is our song <3

Too many things happen at a go. I cant remember >_<
But I wanna get everything down so I wouldnt forget the good times <3

And AND everything is going back, its gonna start alll over again X_x Im like.. BAH. Who cant stop a pimp ;] Just taking a step a time then.
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"Pigs. Hahahhahahaha your afraid of pigs."
"No not pigs. Its boars. BOARS."
"HAHAHHAHAHA PIGS YOUR AFRAID OF PIGS."
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Dont wanna hurt Mark.
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Marvin? Nyubs? Maryubs? Imma call joo Mary ;D
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You made me blush.
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P.s - Your cute when your drunk <3

RAWR!

The weather is sooooooo fucken hot! I havta bring my fan out from my bedroom to the living room. Like Omagawd.
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And I fucken hate the Serenity-tards.
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I love Haku and our quiz madness!!
LOL
Sir ernest rutherford is the first person who split atom.
DAMNIT IM SMART. LMAO
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Me : Say you want me.
Mark : OMG TRISH I WANT YOU BAD, YOUR SO IRRESISTABLE.
LMAOOO~~~~
!!!!!!
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Snydes : Why were you fired from the cake shop?
ME : Cause I touched and poked all the cakes.

LOL
Lovely pweettyy Angie, would you please buy me my noodle soup? Pwetty pwease ;D

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WOOT Eugene is back from Auckland LOL! Weeeeeeeh~

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Snydes : Dirty panties
haha
hahahahaha
Me: hahahahha
Snydes: haha
Me:Dirty panties...
haha haha
Snydes: haha dirty panties
hahah ... haa... .... ha ha ha
ok enough..
haaha haa
Me: ok
haa ha ha... ha.... ha

Sad reality...
Wish everything was real. :/

No more hanging onto shit. (:

YES MORE MEMORIES ;3!!!!

Freaking A. Im back to my normal life .__.
Wasnt same tho.
Snydes was pissed today >_<
Freaking nyubs. Omg im like "stop all this drama and get over it."
And snydes was like " heres the deal, either get over what I said or quit."
Lmao. ITS LAME. RETARDED.
Freaking a, it was just a joke and he just have to make a big fuss.
Fucken drama. Spoilt everyone's day ;O

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Mmm Alden. Haha ;3
Tea?! Poison?! I just kissed my pig ;O

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Mark : You there? Trish baby? Baby Trish? Haha This is getting funny.
Trish : LMAO ok im back. .__. You there? Mark baby? Baby Mark? HAHAHAHHA
Fine ! I see how this is. Now im back and your gone.

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Hahaha. "I have a good mommy."
"I have a bad daddy."

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Hope is all I've left.

Theres no blame for how our love did slowly fade.
Now its gone, its like it wasnt there at all.
And here I rest, where disappointment and regret, collide.
Lying awake at night.

"Dont go wasting your emotions, lay all your love on me.
Dont go sharing your devotions, lay all your love on me."

Lmao Mark. You made me tried to play Gunbound again >_>
Its like THREE fucken years I havent touch Gunbound.
And fuck it, the moment I tried to play my com keeps crashing on me >_<
I so wanna squeeze it to death :/

Haha aint lagging today, so I happily went RO-ing. xP
But meh, only gain so little levels >_<
It suck ass. Aww and Teri got a job ;(
Wont be able to see her on much again. Buuu huuuu on that >_<

Ron came online today. Im like, RON? O_O. Hes like, TRISH? O_O
Hahaha. Havent seen him for a long time. Memories <3
Guess hes moving on too. Everyone is moving on except me :/

David, Zhao, Ron, Danny, Rig, Angie, Hsu, Amish, Legos, Max, Koala lol, Pachu, Alex, West, those dutch boys S2, Teri, Steve, Gus, Juan, Henry, Nike >.> , ABLI and those BRAZILIANS. Etc etc
All moved on. EXCEPT ME. ALLLLLLLLLLL EXCEPT ME.
I could do a head count >_>

Omg >_<
Everyone is asking the same questions when they saw me.
Hey sup, your working now? Studies?
Same ans >_<
No.... I aint doing nothing.
Ok fuck that >_>

Nooooo Eugene went to Auckland ;-;
Teeheehee. Good luck with tha booty : ]
Muahahahha >D

Blah blah blah me no care too :D
Im over you.
But im sooo gonna show ya that it aint impposible
so yea ttyl : D

ZomgwtfzorssfasdfiasuflkasjfsaZORS~!
I've been using this blog for about two years O___________O
I wonder when is this blog gonna just blow up on me. Lmao xD
Alden <3 I guess only RO addicts understand how I feel now.
So I dont really talk to real life peoples O__________O
Ok, Im weird but w/e. Thanks Alden >_<

I see how this is. You even deleted me on myspace. You heartless crap.

"I actually feel lucky to have you to love me."
Lmao.... Take your shit back.

Mmm snap, migranes :/

Heee heee
Know whattt
im just gonna drink my life away like you said..
as a matter of fact im drunk right now ;]
EU SOU BEBEDO ;] bruno stills remmeber me
he even emailed to me
but u.. choose to hurt me again and agian
stop lying to me
you lied to me again and again
i wanted to sream
but no one hears me
your just there moving on
but im staying in my misery
i just scream but no one can hear
not you not my family not my friends

im gonna fill my glass to brim
blind..................................
my hands.. finger is bleeding

where is he
can i get
anyone , anyone at all
bittersweet
no
just bitterneess
snap imma go puke and sleep

What am I pretending for.
Why am I pretending.
I just have to say goodbye.

But things cant be perfect.
All the time, that i know.
Sometimes we just have to let some things go.

I will not say one word,
Ill just hang around.
I wont annoy you at all,
When you move out, Ill stay .
Until im thrown away,
But then it wont matter.

I promise to stop now.

Letting go is my life,
I'll be on my way.

`Trish ? says:
tell him to unblock me on msn and stop running away and face me
??a???ss.. says:
daniel says this, "grow some balls, and move on"
? `Trish ? says:
im not even clinging on to you I just want to end it the right way and you said to talk to me back then but til now not a single msg but instead you deleted me on msn
? `Trish ? says:
after the day that i got drunk
??a???ss.. says:
"it's fonny how people don't know when it's over"
? `Trish ? says:
then why cant we stay as friend >_>
??a???ss.. says:
because, it's better if we forget each other hahahaha silly girl, move on
? `Trish ? says:
rofl as easy as it said like what you said back then, ok fine if thats it


You know what? I aint even sad about it now.
Im done with banging my fist and crying.
And comeon be a man and face me.
You cant even end it properly.
You cant even face me. Your just running away from it by deleting me on msn.
So sup with those harsh words.
I AINT EVEN CLINGING ON TO YOU MAN.
So stop with the assumptions thingy.
You think that I couldnt forget about you so you just wanna delete me eh.
Haha your so wrong then. Cause im just sad/pissed with the fact that ITS ME WHO DO THOSE DUMPING.
Not the other way round. So im happy now that its you who couldnt forget about me ^_^
So you need to delete me and say those harsh stuff to make yourself even miserable.
Anyways, thanks for alll :]
Im glad and I couldnt be better. Period.

??a???ss.. says:heyy?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:o_o?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:heys
??a???ss.. says:lol
??a???ss.. says:uhh
??a???ss.. says:u deleted trishie
????a???ss.. says:on ur msn list o.o?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:why is she asking?
??a???ss.. says:shes hurt?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:blah, me no care
??a???ss.. says:
??a???ss.. says:ur a bad man
??a???ss.. says:lol?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:good
??a???ss.. says:=O
??a???ss.. says: i got a question for milk?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:what am i gonna have her there for? so she can look back?
??a???ss.. says:fiber helps take out fat and all that rite??
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:i don't talk to her?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:No, fiber only helps u to poop and built strong bones

«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:tell her to stop telling everyone about it, im sick of this and only want for her to forget me move on with her life, i don't care anymore period?
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:because sometimes u just gotta things let go that's all

«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:no no no no no, fucking shit, people should stop getting into this, she needs to have more character, what the fuck, getting everyone involved, fucking imature
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:she needs to grow some balls if she wants to survive in life
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:cuz this is the beggining it gets tougher once ur older
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:once u leave ur house, u see u don't have a job, no parents there to help you, and your bills are chocking u
«Ða???£» Row, Row, Row your boat gently down the stream... says:then u need to grow some balls