Deal with your issues.
Sigh.

He popped the question yesterday night.
It was sweet, but not enough.
Lets give it a little more time, shall we?

I need some time.
I need some space.
I need a vast peaceful source.
I need a getaway.
To think about, to reflect, what had happened this month and whats in the future.
Because Im feeling kind of messy about how I am living my life right now.

After tonight!

=]...

This blog is dead.
Because the author find no point in blogging anymore.

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Because your not like me, who can smile and forgive.
Maybe your just a transition of life.
Maybe, maybe.

Why do I always carry a hope for you, when I meant nothing more to you.
Because I do not meant a thing.

It doesnt matter from now.

For the past.

A leap of faith I could not take.
A promise that I could not make.

My ashtray heart.

We were alone before we met.
No more forlorn than one could get.
How could we know we had found treasure.
How sinister and how correct.

Kind of depressing, knowing how early and young people started learning music.
I wish I had the opportunity too.

No matter how much time you spent training on your left hand, it would be still weaker than your right hand that you use every single minute of your daily life.

With or without diseases, I still live once.
With or without misery, I still live once.
With or without integrity, I still live once.
With or without wisdom, I still live once.
Life, is meant to be meaningful and fulfilled the way you want it to.
Some want a life full of righteousness.
Some want wisdom.
Some couldnt care less.
Some wants fame and power.
Some wants a luxurious life.

I want, freedom.
Freedom for individuality.
Freedom for wisdom.
Freedom for integrity.
Freedom for thoughts.
Freedom for the bad and the good.

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I realised I could spend my whole day with music.
Playing music, learning music.
It is INDEED my passion.

The great thing about piano is that it doesnt hurt like fuck when you practise on it the whole day.
Guitar, it hurts bad with a few hours limit. HAHA!
I can switch both whenever I want!!
LIFES JUST GREAT!!

I feel so much rejuvenated and fulfilled!