You bastard. Why cant you face me.
FACE ME YOU BASTARD.
Stop running away from me.
Your so a loser.
Your just gonna run away from it.
Your so heartless...
You dont need to delete me on your msn.
Why would you do that?
You want to forget me.
You want to erase me forever...
Please dont do that.
Please remember me...
Thats all I ever wanted from you.. BUT YOU JUST GOTTA DO THAT TO ME.
Your just a jerk off my head.
What did you said to me when i was drunk.
What were those. You liar.
JERK.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Bleh. Went out with xh, py,ly and xy today.
I realise that, I dont got much to talk with them anymore...
I realise that, I talk more with friends on the net than real life friends and thats the truth.
I gets confident when im online cause im like the top in the game. But on the other hand, Im such a failure in the real world. I refuse to open up. I couldnt raise my head up. I cant find a place for me out there... GAH W/E.
And today in the foodcourt, I heard someone singing seven years by saosin. Then Im like EH?! SAOSIN! Hes like shocked looking at me, im like shocked looking at him. Were like thinking the same thoughts, thinking Eh? You know this song too huh.
Hahaha xD Cause in Singapore, songs from new, not famous bands is not heard here. And especially rock bands, not played in radios here in Singapore. So were shocked with each other that we knew the song.
I hope Singapore have more varieties of stations >_>
I realise that, I dont got much to talk with them anymore...
I realise that, I talk more with friends on the net than real life friends and thats the truth.
I gets confident when im online cause im like the top in the game. But on the other hand, Im such a failure in the real world. I refuse to open up. I couldnt raise my head up. I cant find a place for me out there... GAH W/E.
And today in the foodcourt, I heard someone singing seven years by saosin. Then Im like EH?! SAOSIN! Hes like shocked looking at me, im like shocked looking at him. Were like thinking the same thoughts, thinking Eh? You know this song too huh.
Hahaha xD Cause in Singapore, songs from new, not famous bands is not heard here. And especially rock bands, not played in radios here in Singapore. So were shocked with each other that we knew the song.
I hope Singapore have more varieties of stations >_>
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Jeez I dreamt of him again :/
I was in his room. And were drinking? I think.
Then I saw his msn. He msg "Anything for you :D" to another person...
Then I kept drinking more.
Then I forgot what happen lmao.
Then he walked away and I shouted, "I know your a player"
He looked at me saying "Im not focusing all on me anymore." And throw w/e thats on his hand on the table and turn away and walked off.
I was hurt and i begged him to come back. I saw him thru the gap of the door and he looked at me and shaked his head and his gone.
Wow bad dreams. I want something good please >_>
I was in his room. And were drinking? I think.
Then I saw his msn. He msg "Anything for you :D" to another person...
Then I kept drinking more.
Then I forgot what happen lmao.
Then he walked away and I shouted, "I know your a player"
He looked at me saying "Im not focusing all on me anymore." And throw w/e thats on his hand on the table and turn away and walked off.
I was hurt and i begged him to come back. I saw him thru the gap of the door and he looked at me and shaked his head and his gone.
Wow bad dreams. I want something good please >_>
Friday, April 28, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Mmm. Just came home..
I left him a msg. He.. didnt reply me...
Or didnt bother to read...
Im like fine. Thats like the only thing i can do..
As you said, you cant really do anything about it from there.
True story..
But at LEAST I did bother to try...
What hurts me the most is you didnt even bother to.
That tells me that, I dont matter to you at all.
Do I even cross your mind??
Please please please show me you still care.
You said you still loves me. Lots.
Please show it that I aint just dreaming.
Please show me that what you said is true.
From here I can do lots for you.
I can do everything to improve my life. :[
Tell me you want me back.
I... even smile happily to smile to myself when I thought of sending you an ipod nano with letters and pictures...
Cause I wanted something REAL for you..
Until now.. I still didnt dump that thinking away.
Now I realise, you dont feel me.
I aint that real to you.
Leave me a msg...
I left him a msg. He.. didnt reply me...
Or didnt bother to read...
Im like fine. Thats like the only thing i can do..
As you said, you cant really do anything about it from there.
True story..
But at LEAST I did bother to try...
What hurts me the most is you didnt even bother to.
That tells me that, I dont matter to you at all.
Do I even cross your mind??
Please please please show me you still care.
You said you still loves me. Lots.
Please show it that I aint just dreaming.
Please show me that what you said is true.
From here I can do lots for you.
I can do everything to improve my life. :[
Tell me you want me back.
I... even smile happily to smile to myself when I thought of sending you an ipod nano with letters and pictures...
Cause I wanted something REAL for you..
Until now.. I still didnt dump that thinking away.
Now I realise, you dont feel me.
I aint that real to you.
Leave me a msg...
Ok. I dont wanna start this post with 'Just another hate site'.
Haha ok now what I just read concern any of the social sites. Like Friendster, Myspace, Facebook.
And Myspace have the most population than any of the social sites.
So... he just gotta flame it.
http://moneydick.com/wordpress/2006/04/23/science-of-myspace/
Ok.
How can you even called it a scientific research? Its just a bunch of opinions and searches and assumptions to indicate that myspace failed.
1- You see quotes like 'Im going to kill myself'. Have you even tested it? Do you even know if they ARE actually doing it?
2- Im rick james bitch. Haha this is funny. Ok yar I agree that jokes that have been going too long will gets irritating and even annoying. But I still hears it all the time.
3- Ok. This caught my attention. Because what really pissed me off is when people dont know how to spell. I dont know why but its like they either dont learn english or they are just a blob that couldnt even type well.
PeOpLe WhO tYpE LiKe ThIs ShOuLd GeT a LyfE.
n wads wost. ii c shoo many peoples spelling shiz liik thiis n i wonder iif they even speak liike tt in real lyfe. iit ish soo fuckn annoying. eu should go learn som learn engliish.
If you really speak like that in real life then your a complete retard.
And people who spams this "lol" aka laughing out loud which is totally pointless, cause if you have got nothing to say then just get your ass off. Probably due to the influence retardation on the net. I dont even understand why is people adding stuffs like "lol(s)" Is there such need for plural? No reason thing...
Sometimes it really gets on my nerve.
Some egs which I find really funny.
Theres one random pinoy who call out to Danny(Trepitation. Not Meth)
Pinoy: "ei"
Danny:"ei doesnt starts with a sentence."
Pinoy: "ei noh no kill me"
Danny:"In German ei means egg. What are you trying to impline. Are you calling me an egg?"
This is so fucking hilarious.
Theres another situation in which I was there.
Pinoy:"Warp me from dragons plz."
Me:"Warp you from dragons? Ok. Get to the dragons first then if you insist."
Hahaha funny shit.
4- 'Luv' Its funny how they love the person when they couldnt even tell them "I love you" Instead, "I luv you"
And its even funnier that Im actually crying over stuffs like this when I actually do it myself.
5- I hAtE mY pArEnTs CaUsE tHeY wOuLdNt AlLoW mE tO pAiNt My WaLlS bLaCk AnD sLeEp In A cOfFiN. (Total sacasism.)
6- Ads. Ok. I find this totally unnescesory. They need those to keep Myspace 'living'.
7- Checking out your friendster with all those 'Epileptic' shits is seriously gay.
And you dont really wanna get a date in myspace. Or if you do, you should really thank myspace for finding you an emo, stalker, perv, pedopiles, etc etc.
'Its funny how with all the problems the world faces, all the hate groups like the KKK, all the cults the world has, all the oppresive governments that rule the world, etc. We pick a fight with myspace.'
I agree..
"when will you do a research about Friendster? "
I couldnt be more excited to read it.
And whats with those "Send to 10 of your friends if not you will die of blah blah blah." Thats just simply annoying and gay. Only those fucktards believed it.
And plus, superstitious is due to lack of educations and knowledges.
"What ___ are you" Quizzes.
Yo, I dont need a quiz to judge me so stfu.
One of the examples from one of all retards who lack of immaturity.
"i luv da space yo! wurd 2 ya motha! fo sheezy off da skeezy! yallz just dun no about diz mayn! wez kewla den joo! yallz wak! myspizase fo life! gunit! wurd mayn joo best recignise!!!! im cool cuz i use da space and i get all mah hose der! im da kewlest person ever!"
Jeez >_>
You call that 13375p34k.(Leetspeak)
And hell.. That was the longest rant for myspace I've ever read. It was eye-opening for me.
I totally enjoyed it. It was hilarious and brilliant. He deserve my applause.
... ... Im rick james bitch.
Haha ok now what I just read concern any of the social sites. Like Friendster, Myspace, Facebook.
And Myspace have the most population than any of the social sites.
So... he just gotta flame it.
http://moneydick.com/wordpress/2006/04/23/science-of-myspace/
Ok.
How can you even called it a scientific research? Its just a bunch of opinions and searches and assumptions to indicate that myspace failed.
1- You see quotes like 'Im going to kill myself'. Have you even tested it? Do you even know if they ARE actually doing it?
2- Im rick james bitch. Haha this is funny. Ok yar I agree that jokes that have been going too long will gets irritating and even annoying. But I still hears it all the time.
3- Ok. This caught my attention. Because what really pissed me off is when people dont know how to spell. I dont know why but its like they either dont learn english or they are just a blob that couldnt even type well.
PeOpLe WhO tYpE LiKe ThIs ShOuLd GeT a LyfE.
n wads wost. ii c shoo many peoples spelling shiz liik thiis n i wonder iif they even speak liike tt in real lyfe. iit ish soo fuckn annoying. eu should go learn som learn engliish.
If you really speak like that in real life then your a complete retard.
And people who spams this "lol" aka laughing out loud which is totally pointless, cause if you have got nothing to say then just get your ass off. Probably due to the influence retardation on the net. I dont even understand why is people adding stuffs like "lol(s)" Is there such need for plural? No reason thing...
Sometimes it really gets on my nerve.
Some egs which I find really funny.
Theres one random pinoy who call out to Danny(Trepitation. Not Meth)
Pinoy: "ei"
Danny:"ei doesnt starts with a sentence."
Pinoy: "ei noh no kill me"
Danny:"In German ei means egg. What are you trying to impline. Are you calling me an egg?"
This is so fucking hilarious.
Theres another situation in which I was there.
Pinoy:"Warp me from dragons plz."
Me:"Warp you from dragons? Ok. Get to the dragons first then if you insist."
Hahaha funny shit.
4- 'Luv' Its funny how they love the person when they couldnt even tell them "I love you" Instead, "I luv you"
And its even funnier that Im actually crying over stuffs like this when I actually do it myself.
5- I hAtE mY pArEnTs CaUsE tHeY wOuLdNt AlLoW mE tO pAiNt My WaLlS bLaCk AnD sLeEp In A cOfFiN. (Total sacasism.)
6- Ads. Ok. I find this totally unnescesory. They need those to keep Myspace 'living'.
7- Checking out your friendster with all those 'Epileptic' shits is seriously gay.
And you dont really wanna get a date in myspace. Or if you do, you should really thank myspace for finding you an emo, stalker, perv, pedopiles, etc etc.
'Its funny how with all the problems the world faces, all the hate groups like the KKK, all the cults the world has, all the oppresive governments that rule the world, etc. We pick a fight with myspace.'
I agree..
"when will you do a research about Friendster? "
I couldnt be more excited to read it.
And whats with those "Send to 10 of your friends if not you will die of blah blah blah." Thats just simply annoying and gay. Only those fucktards believed it.
And plus, superstitious is due to lack of educations and knowledges.
"What ___ are you" Quizzes.
Yo, I dont need a quiz to judge me so stfu.
One of the examples from one of all retards who lack of immaturity.
"i luv da space yo! wurd 2 ya motha! fo sheezy off da skeezy! yallz just dun no about diz mayn! wez kewla den joo! yallz wak! myspizase fo life! gunit! wurd mayn joo best recignise!!!! im cool cuz i use da space and i get all mah hose der! im da kewlest person ever!"
Jeez >_>
You call that 13375p34k.(Leetspeak)
And hell.. That was the longest rant for myspace I've ever read. It was eye-opening for me.
I totally enjoyed it. It was hilarious and brilliant. He deserve my applause.
... ... Im rick james bitch.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Man wtf..
Im like ffffuuuuck.
I kept having you in my dreams everyday.
And its getting weirder and stronger each day.
Its so freaky sometimes.
I forget the other day's dreams but I remember this one so clearly.
Kz.. We were out. Kwang, Danny, me, xh, dad, peiyin, yingting, huini or some others that i forgot.
And then kwang and I were together so was like wtf... And I was talking all the time with Danny. And Danny is getting moodier each time. And I think he like some other girls. And Kwang.. I broke up with him and he couldnt stop haressing me. And my dad.. was helping him. And I even think that my dad was him. Then py, hn, xh, I went into some shopping mall. And py totally snob xh and me. So xh and I went into some sushi restaurant to eat. And I pity my dad cause I thought he was kwang then I snob him. So I let my dad come eat too.
Then suddenly, blah blah blah we were on a bus and it crash like a rollercoster. Then.... my... dad... was injured. T_____________T
I dont know what happen after that.
Then I pm Danny on msn. He was like im a cheater and a liar. Think before you want me. He said that to me. And hes getting freakier and moodier.
Wow... thats about it.
Weird dreams keeps coming...
Im like ffffuuuuck.
I kept having you in my dreams everyday.
And its getting weirder and stronger each day.
Its so freaky sometimes.
I forget the other day's dreams but I remember this one so clearly.
Kz.. We were out. Kwang, Danny, me, xh, dad, peiyin, yingting, huini or some others that i forgot.
And then kwang and I were together so was like wtf... And I was talking all the time with Danny. And Danny is getting moodier each time. And I think he like some other girls. And Kwang.. I broke up with him and he couldnt stop haressing me. And my dad.. was helping him. And I even think that my dad was him. Then py, hn, xh, I went into some shopping mall. And py totally snob xh and me. So xh and I went into some sushi restaurant to eat. And I pity my dad cause I thought he was kwang then I snob him. So I let my dad come eat too.
Then suddenly, blah blah blah we were on a bus and it crash like a rollercoster. Then.... my... dad... was injured. T_____________T
I dont know what happen after that.
Then I pm Danny on msn. He was like im a cheater and a liar. Think before you want me. He said that to me. And hes getting freakier and moodier.
Wow... thats about it.
Weird dreams keeps coming...
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Man I wish Haku could stop being like Michelle LOL Just giving an example :X
Hes like no I cant tell. Geebus. Just tell meh you mofo. Im like fine dont tell me, you damn liar. Then hes like fine... Then the next day hes like, hey... msges me when your back I got something to tell ya. Then Im like hey... sup. Then he went offline.
... >_> Annoying chubbyness. Rofl. Meh I dont care what he said to him. :/
Even IF I do care, so? Cause it will be only me who cares.
Will you evur look far into the distance and say my name...?
Hes like no I cant tell. Geebus. Just tell meh you mofo. Im like fine dont tell me, you damn liar. Then hes like fine... Then the next day hes like, hey... msges me when your back I got something to tell ya. Then Im like hey... sup. Then he went offline.
... >_> Annoying chubbyness. Rofl. Meh I dont care what he said to him. :/
Even IF I do care, so? Cause it will be only me who cares.
Will you evur look far into the distance and say my name...?
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
Well..
Sorry for dragging you into my misery.
Sorry that I aint real at all.
Sorry for all my rants of life.
Sorry that I just have to pour out all my misery on you.
Sorry you that you just couldnt figure that out earlier.
Sorry that im drunk.
Sorry that I couldnt manage my life well enough.
Sorry Im the only thing in your life that isnt perfect.
Sorry that I couldnt really be in your life.
Sorry that I gonna just drink my life away.
Sorry that you just didnt realise that this is just me.
Sorry that you didnt know that I aint that perfect.
Sorry that you just have to tell me those sweetest thing.
Sorry that I just couldnt help falling madly in love with you.
Sorry that I just couldnt be there.
Sorry that Im just a burden.
Sorry that ...
Sorry for all my cause.
Sorry for dragging you into my misery.
Sorry that I aint real at all.
Sorry for all my rants of life.
Sorry that I just have to pour out all my misery on you.
Sorry you that you just couldnt figure that out earlier.
Sorry that im drunk.
Sorry that I couldnt manage my life well enough.
Sorry Im the only thing in your life that isnt perfect.
Sorry that I couldnt really be in your life.
Sorry that I gonna just drink my life away.
Sorry that you just didnt realise that this is just me.
Sorry that you didnt know that I aint that perfect.
Sorry that you just have to tell me those sweetest thing.
Sorry that I just couldnt help falling madly in love with you.
Sorry that I just couldnt be there.
Sorry that Im just a burden.
Sorry that ...
Sorry for all my cause.
Omg...
This sucks so bad... Danny just broke up with me... ;-;.......
He never know how miserable I am. You can literally hear me screaming and crying from my room.
O yes and Gin gin moore gin. I finished up that whole bottle of Gin by myself : ]
Im alll alone in my home. No ones gonna stop me now.
He he I was freaking drunk at 1.30pm. Thats so fucked up.
Those tears just wont leave my eyes. : [
Im lucky enough that the kitchen knife aint that sharp ;(
All it did was make a dent in my flesh :/
I tried to find anyone... Anyone at all...
Not on the net, not anywhere real.
Net life is fucked up. My real life is fucked up too.
I guess everything is screwed up for me.
Nothing evur works out just fine.
I thought this is magic finally. But he just have to crash it.
Man.. what can i say. And I was saying shit to him when I was drunk. O_O
Meh I couldnt remember but I read the chat log history. Zomg. I bet hes heart broken ;(
But Iono maybe he dont even care at all...
I puked all over my bed. Lmao thats screw up.
I felt so sick when i woke up. O I forgot I havent ate anything since i drink.
So so sick.
This sucks so bad... Danny just broke up with me... ;-;.......
He never know how miserable I am. You can literally hear me screaming and crying from my room.
O yes and Gin gin moore gin. I finished up that whole bottle of Gin by myself : ]
Im alll alone in my home. No ones gonna stop me now.
He he I was freaking drunk at 1.30pm. Thats so fucked up.
Those tears just wont leave my eyes. : [
Im lucky enough that the kitchen knife aint that sharp ;(
All it did was make a dent in my flesh :/
I tried to find anyone... Anyone at all...
Not on the net, not anywhere real.
Net life is fucked up. My real life is fucked up too.
I guess everything is screwed up for me.
Nothing evur works out just fine.
I thought this is magic finally. But he just have to crash it.
Man.. what can i say. And I was saying shit to him when I was drunk. O_O
Meh I couldnt remember but I read the chat log history. Zomg. I bet hes heart broken ;(
But Iono maybe he dont even care at all...
I puked all over my bed. Lmao thats screw up.
I felt so sick when i woke up. O I forgot I havent ate anything since i drink.
So so sick.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Meh im fine now.
Mom help me think thru.
Life isnt that bad after all.
I didnt realise i have become so pessimist.
One thing i fosho. I nearly suicide because of depression.
Second thing. Not only that, Danny made me miserable as well.
I dreamt of him twice today. The image was so clear.
I can feel him. >_<
I love him. That wont evur change.
Mom help me think thru.
Life isnt that bad after all.
I didnt realise i have become so pessimist.
One thing i fosho. I nearly suicide because of depression.
Second thing. Not only that, Danny made me miserable as well.
I dreamt of him twice today. The image was so clear.
I can feel him. >_<
I love him. That wont evur change.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Oh hell no. I got so wasted last night X_x
They said I was blabbering shit on the net.
Mmm Rig told me Danny told him that he thought I was avoiding him.
I was likw wtf. I thought hes avoiding me >_>
Aw crap. We seriously gotta talk.
Like talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk SECKS talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk LOL
Just like what Rig says. Lmao.
Well Iono. I nearly cried. But blah w/e.
I dont want it to end like that.
They said I was blabbering shit on the net.
Mmm Rig told me Danny told him that he thought I was avoiding him.
I was likw wtf. I thought hes avoiding me >_>
Aw crap. We seriously gotta talk.
Like talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk SECKS talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk LOL
Just like what Rig says. Lmao.
Well Iono. I nearly cried. But blah w/e.
I dont want it to end like that.
Monday, April 17, 2006
Suddenly I feel so alone in the world.
Whyy? Why do I feel that way? Without him my world isnt perfect.
Omg pls talk to me. Please.
OMG IM SORRY JUST TALK TO ME ._.
I dont know why am I even saying sorry.
I didnt fucken do shit. WHY ARE YOU EVEN TREATING ME LIKE THAT.
Or maybe I think too much O_o.
Just make me feel real please.
Whyy? Why do I feel that way? Without him my world isnt perfect.
Omg pls talk to me. Please.
OMG IM SORRY JUST TALK TO ME ._.
I dont know why am I even saying sorry.
I didnt fucken do shit. WHY ARE YOU EVEN TREATING ME LIKE THAT.
Or maybe I think too much O_o.
Just make me feel real please.
Meh after seeing how people worry about their future and shit. Im like What about me?!
Hah fucken pwnt. I have to worry like thousand more than you guys.
Like will I evur find a job >.> And that course, and plus I dont even have an o' level cert. Or even a n' level cert. Man.. What are you worrying about? Your future is stable, is fixed. Everything has been left prepared for you.
Or will I be stuck in k3ro forever. Am I even real? Or am I just a game char inside a game. Am I just living in my world the whole while.
I cant see anything. My dark future...
Only you can make me real again. Please dont make me wait too long. ;-;
But even how dark the road is, I believe that god will leave a lil path for you to move on.
Hah fucken pwnt. I have to worry like thousand more than you guys.
Like will I evur find a job >.> And that course, and plus I dont even have an o' level cert. Or even a n' level cert. Man.. What are you worrying about? Your future is stable, is fixed. Everything has been left prepared for you.
Or will I be stuck in k3ro forever. Am I even real? Or am I just a game char inside a game. Am I just living in my world the whole while.
I cant see anything. My dark future...
Only you can make me real again. Please dont make me wait too long. ;-;
But even how dark the road is, I believe that god will leave a lil path for you to move on.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Daddy: Call him back. He called yesterday while you were asleep.
*Looks* ;O
Hi Gay ass fggt :] How are you doing? Your looking for meh?
Har har >_>
Yar I called back. He wanted to confirm with me some stuffs. Or was it an excuse to hurt me again.
Lmao I was like, why should I miss you? >;(
Look, I hate you so why dont you stay off.
*Looks* ;O
Hi Gay ass fggt :] How are you doing? Your looking for meh?
Har har >_>
Yar I called back. He wanted to confirm with me some stuffs. Or was it an excuse to hurt me again.
Lmao I was like, why should I miss you? >;(
Look, I hate you so why dont you stay off.
Wee I finally woke up O_O
I swear yesterday was my worst day evur Zomg X_x
I was so so sick with flu and the worst thing is I dont got much tissues left and im like controling the whole while.
And were tired of course. When we reach the train they were like fall asleep immediately. Roflmao.
It was funny tho. Everyone in the train were like wtf this girls so tired. Hahaha. But im like trying not to sneeze. >_>
When I finally reach home im like, TISSUUEE !
Then T_______________T Paaaapaaaaa Im siiicck ;-;
Lmao.
Hmm while I showered yesterday, I thought of sending him something. Iono but I hope to get a job quickly.
I slept soooo soundly ^__________^
And of course I dreamt of you ;D
I swear yesterday was my worst day evur Zomg X_x
I was so so sick with flu and the worst thing is I dont got much tissues left and im like controling the whole while.
And were tired of course. When we reach the train they were like fall asleep immediately. Roflmao.
It was funny tho. Everyone in the train were like wtf this girls so tired. Hahaha. But im like trying not to sneeze. >_>
When I finally reach home im like, TISSUUEE !
Then T_______________T Paaaapaaaaa Im siiicck ;-;
Lmao.
Hmm while I showered yesterday, I thought of sending him something. Iono but I hope to get a job quickly.
I slept soooo soundly ^__________^
And of course I dreamt of you ;D
Friday, April 14, 2006
RAWR~
This is the first of this one year I've evur exercise. Man my legs literally SHIVERED.
I swear it reealleh shivered.
Before that, as usual we went for supper at 515. Then after hearing pearlyne saying those stuffs, I felt utterly disgusted AT THE BOY UPSTAIRS. Ewwweeeeeuuuuuu. *shudders* Imma puke at his face.
All he deserve is just some cyber sex with a girl with huge belly sitting in front of the com, one hand holding an oily fried chicken another hand thinking of Lee jun quan and masturbating.
Cause he cant get any real sex in life. And I bet cha he wont evuuuur.
Ewwweeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Wut a fggt.
Aight and we went night cycling after wards.
Rofl and the funniest thing is, while were waiting for ly to push the bike up, I was sooooooo soo so tired till my legs trembled and and I wanted to get out of the bike but but but my legs were like totally dead, and I literally fall on my arse. LMAO. But really I cant even stand.
Meh. Went to the coffee shop, was chatting stuffs in the past then suddenly a topic is brought up. ROFL I wasss uberly excited. So we went to yt house. BUT IN THE END THEY SLEPT.
I was like forcing yt to wake up then she made MEH SCREAM >_> My voice is like errrr granny? Now==;;
DANNY ! WHEEEREE AARRREE JOOOO ?! Im like bored right now. >_>
Those two lil piggies are still sleeping T______T
And my annoying nose is still being cracky. >;(
So meh.
And yea I cant use for long now ;(
Mehhhhhhh IM BORED T___________T!!!
Haha rofl And they have to go to a farm later. LMAO farm ==;;
Its goonnna be sooo hot there lol.
I wanna get out of my house later.
O wells.. Laters ;3
This is the first of this one year I've evur exercise. Man my legs literally SHIVERED.
I swear it reealleh shivered.
Before that, as usual we went for supper at 515. Then after hearing pearlyne saying those stuffs, I felt utterly disgusted AT THE BOY UPSTAIRS. Ewwweeeeeuuuuuu. *shudders* Imma puke at his face.
All he deserve is just some cyber sex with a girl with huge belly sitting in front of the com, one hand holding an oily fried chicken another hand thinking of Lee jun quan and masturbating.
Cause he cant get any real sex in life. And I bet cha he wont evuuuur.
Ewwweeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Wut a fggt.
Aight and we went night cycling after wards.
Rofl and the funniest thing is, while were waiting for ly to push the bike up, I was sooooooo soo so tired till my legs trembled and and I wanted to get out of the bike but but but my legs were like totally dead, and I literally fall on my arse. LMAO. But really I cant even stand.
Meh. Went to the coffee shop, was chatting stuffs in the past then suddenly a topic is brought up. ROFL I wasss uberly excited. So we went to yt house. BUT IN THE END THEY SLEPT.
I was like forcing yt to wake up then she made MEH SCREAM >_> My voice is like errrr granny? Now==;;
DANNY ! WHEEEREE AARRREE JOOOO ?! Im like bored right now. >_>
Those two lil piggies are still sleeping T______T
And my annoying nose is still being cracky. >;(
So meh.
And yea I cant use for long now ;(
Mehhhhhhh IM BORED T___________T!!!
Haha rofl And they have to go to a farm later. LMAO farm ==;;
Its goonnna be sooo hot there lol.
I wanna get out of my house later.
O wells.. Laters ;3
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
I believe in this world theres someone out there waiting for me.
I believe in this world theres two person meant to be waiting for each other.
I often dream, that the feelings we once shared will never be forgotten.
Maybe one day, you will think of 'Trish' and smile to the distant.
I know someday I will meet a special person and know hes the one im waiting for.
And we may or may not know that we've already passed each other in common situation.
In our life, and prolly some other suprising situations.
Your the one im waiting for.
-Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here-
I believe in this world theres two person meant to be waiting for each other.
I often dream, that the feelings we once shared will never be forgotten.
Maybe one day, you will think of 'Trish' and smile to the distant.
I know someday I will meet a special person and know hes the one im waiting for.
And we may or may not know that we've already passed each other in common situation.
In our life, and prolly some other suprising situations.
Your the one im waiting for.
-Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here-
Monday, April 10, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Pshh Im kinda pissed.
I dont have shit now and hes like totally snob us.
I was alll gonna say, 'Done with your eqs I see, done abit of sucking asses.'
And fine be like that. Im gonna come back someday. Fucken own joo. Your a newb without me.
Met with snydes yesterday. Missed how we used to have fun <3
Meth ^_^ I dreamt of joo.
I dont have shit now and hes like totally snob us.
I was alll gonna say, 'Done with your eqs I see, done abit of sucking asses.'
And fine be like that. Im gonna come back someday. Fucken own joo. Your a newb without me.
Met with snydes yesterday. Missed how we used to have fun <3
Meth ^_^ I dreamt of joo.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
*Sniffs*
Grr my nose is annoying >;(
Me me have flu for weeks ;(
Neways, just came back from yt's house. Before that I was still editing the blog and she called then I was like Alt-f4. Go showerrr weeee SUPPER TIMEH. Tho I wasnt really hungry but but I love to go out on a cold night <3
Those six girls just came back from shopping. I actually wanted to go with them earlier on but I dont wanna go any where far without my contacts. Rofls.
Then those girls wanted to play bball then I was like okok I'll just listens to my mp3 then ;3 Then its like late and the cops says were disturbing the neighbourhood. And I was like *Hides ciggies* ;O Then we went away sitting at the roadside LMAO. Then we walked to Tekong and continued playing. Then I continued listening ;3 But looking around I saw a flashlight thru the darkness and I looked clearly its those cops again ;O!!! Im like COPS !! Then were all like RUNN RUNNN !! ROFL !! It was fun ;3
Then all went home. Yt and I walked around the park. Sitted on those benches and reminising. Talking about stuffs. We were tired so we slowly walked towarsd Yt's house. And we heard cat crying. Its was so loud and eerie O_O And I was like kinda freaked out. But but but LOL YT GONE ALLL FREAKY AND SHE KEPT HOLDING MY ARMS LMAO LMAO LMAO !! Then I went to her house after that. We lied down in the darkness blabbering craps. LMAO was fucken hilarious. I was wondering why her Dad isnt disturbed by us ;3 And sheesh my flu came again. Then I wanted to go home.
I walked on the cold, long, dark and empty road. ;3 I wub the coldness and the emptyness <3 Listening to my lil mp3 while I stroll down the road. Its relaxing and Im just all thinking about Meth <3
Then behind me a cab asked me where I wanted to go and its late. Im like oh my house is just down there. Hes like insisting I take his ride. So o well fine. Well I know peoples of all sorts and I know what do I have to do. So yea as I expected we chatted for a while then I left and thanked him again.
^____^
Hmm I was wondering why Haku is asking me about Meth ==;;
He said someone asked him and wouldnt tell me who.
And people overheard me and Meth's convo. Im like wtf kaypo ;O!!!
Kz I think I will be waitin to reach home <3
Lates.
Grr my nose is annoying >;(
Me me have flu for weeks ;(
Neways, just came back from yt's house. Before that I was still editing the blog and she called then I was like Alt-f4. Go showerrr weeee SUPPER TIMEH. Tho I wasnt really hungry but but I love to go out on a cold night <3
Those six girls just came back from shopping. I actually wanted to go with them earlier on but I dont wanna go any where far without my contacts. Rofls.
Then those girls wanted to play bball then I was like okok I'll just listens to my mp3 then ;3 Then its like late and the cops says were disturbing the neighbourhood. And I was like *Hides ciggies* ;O Then we went away sitting at the roadside LMAO. Then we walked to Tekong and continued playing. Then I continued listening ;3 But looking around I saw a flashlight thru the darkness and I looked clearly its those cops again ;O!!! Im like COPS !! Then were all like RUNN RUNNN !! ROFL !! It was fun ;3
Then all went home. Yt and I walked around the park. Sitted on those benches and reminising. Talking about stuffs. We were tired so we slowly walked towarsd Yt's house. And we heard cat crying. Its was so loud and eerie O_O And I was like kinda freaked out. But but but LOL YT GONE ALLL FREAKY AND SHE KEPT HOLDING MY ARMS LMAO LMAO LMAO !! Then I went to her house after that. We lied down in the darkness blabbering craps. LMAO was fucken hilarious. I was wondering why her Dad isnt disturbed by us ;3 And sheesh my flu came again. Then I wanted to go home.
I walked on the cold, long, dark and empty road. ;3 I wub the coldness and the emptyness <3 Listening to my lil mp3 while I stroll down the road. Its relaxing and Im just all thinking about Meth <3
Then behind me a cab asked me where I wanted to go and its late. Im like oh my house is just down there. Hes like insisting I take his ride. So o well fine. Well I know peoples of all sorts and I know what do I have to do. So yea as I expected we chatted for a while then I left and thanked him again.
^____^
Hmm I was wondering why Haku is asking me about Meth ==;;
He said someone asked him and wouldnt tell me who.
And people overheard me and Meth's convo. Im like wtf kaypo ;O!!!
Kz I think I will be waitin to reach home <3
Lates.
Monday, April 03, 2006
>_>..
Kz its like that. Yt pm me asking me if i wanna go have supper. Then I was thinking hmm fine I have to buy ciggies neways. Then I abandon everything I have to do :O. Quickly go shower cause I just woke up. Then I get ready everything. Then when I called her she then told me that they already order. Meaning : They aint waiting at all. Kz it means no one expect me to come at all. Why bother asking then ;O Then I have to change everything again >_>
Nar thats why I dont like going to nearby places. Cause It aint near to meh ;O Cause Its always like when I reach for 10mins everyone need to go. So I rather go town then 'chilling' around.
Gah w/e havta go 888 later.
Kz its like that. Yt pm me asking me if i wanna go have supper. Then I was thinking hmm fine I have to buy ciggies neways. Then I abandon everything I have to do :O. Quickly go shower cause I just woke up. Then I get ready everything. Then when I called her she then told me that they already order. Meaning : They aint waiting at all. Kz it means no one expect me to come at all. Why bother asking then ;O Then I have to change everything again >_>
Nar thats why I dont like going to nearby places. Cause It aint near to meh ;O Cause Its always like when I reach for 10mins everyone need to go. So I rather go town then 'chilling' around.
Gah w/e havta go 888 later.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
*Sighs*
K3ro has became worst than I expected. Even tho I dont lag nemore but ... >.> Kz I admit I depend on gods. Well who dont if that person once played for a year with a huge supply of gods. But blah w/e. It aint mines neways.
I guess Riggy has found his new home too ^_^
Snydes is happily playing in the pk server.
David... Iono. He said once if I stop he would too. But I havent spoke to him since some unexpected turns of events.
Lili, Ross, Lucas and Danny plus peoples from trinity are all together with Thong, Steve, ZephyrX and the peoples from Holy. Thats actually what I wish to happen. But.. as I said, I didnt expect ZephyrX... >_>
Heh and koala is happily being GM on Snow's server.
And the Brs <3 Pk server too. Never forget any of juu.
Bruno : ) Nao espera me. Eu sairam do K3ro ^_^
Nico ^_^ Hope you dont got bored of Luna. Lmao.
Hsu havent talk to me since ;O!!
I guess this phenomenon stops here.
*Sighs*
Thank you all once again. : ) Im glad to have met any of joo.
Thank you for bringing me memories ;D Im still active in the forums ^_~
And I never regretted.
Daniel <3 Im still waiting ^_^
Im always waiting.
Either for you to wake up or even for you reaching home. And your arrival :]
I never stops waiting.
K3ro has became worst than I expected. Even tho I dont lag nemore but ... >.> Kz I admit I depend on gods. Well who dont if that person once played for a year with a huge supply of gods. But blah w/e. It aint mines neways.
I guess Riggy has found his new home too ^_^
Snydes is happily playing in the pk server.
David... Iono. He said once if I stop he would too. But I havent spoke to him since some unexpected turns of events.
Lili, Ross, Lucas and Danny plus peoples from trinity are all together with Thong, Steve, ZephyrX and the peoples from Holy. Thats actually what I wish to happen. But.. as I said, I didnt expect ZephyrX... >_>
Heh and koala is happily being GM on Snow's server.
And the Brs <3 Pk server too. Never forget any of juu.
Bruno : ) Nao espera me. Eu sairam do K3ro ^_^
Nico ^_^ Hope you dont got bored of Luna. Lmao.
Hsu havent talk to me since ;O!!
I guess this phenomenon stops here.
*Sighs*
Thank you all once again. : ) Im glad to have met any of joo.
Thank you for bringing me memories ;D Im still active in the forums ^_~
And I never regretted.
Daniel <3 Im still waiting ^_^
Im always waiting.
Either for you to wake up or even for you reaching home. And your arrival :]
I never stops waiting.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
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