Meh im fine now.
Mom help me think thru.
Life isnt that bad after all.
I didnt realise i have become so pessimist.
One thing i fosho. I nearly suicide because of depression.
Second thing. Not only that, Danny made me miserable as well.

I dreamt of him twice today. The image was so clear.
I can feel him. >_<
I love him. That wont evur change.