Went to walk around in KPO and out we go.
Why?! FULL HOUSE AT 8PM ONLY.
Its the high life.
Its the beautiful life.
They say, the ugliest people around is either they are lazy or they are poor.
I totally agree this time.
Why?
80% of the crowd in KPO looks like some celebrity of sorts.
Men and females. SO FUCKING GORGEOUS!
Its a visual orgasm.

Still, I dont think I fit in with such a crowd.
Such high life, such tight constrain.
My soul cant seems to breath.
Because freedom is my soul.
Everyone seems to be tightly concerned about their behaviours.
One thing that I like about this crowd, is that they look damn smart.
Looks + Brains kind of people. Who knows? Haha.
Tho my friend said I blend in damn well with the crowd.
I think my soul does not. I wouldnt be happy.
I think I fit in at the bar with a bunch of rockers and musicians doing crazy stuffs. Haha!

Still, it was a great experience being there.
I dont mind going there again but not my regular hangout.
We went to Cold Hard Beer next.
I LOVE IT!
Its more like my kind of place.
Guns and Roses, Nirvana playing in the background with beer.
Ahh. Awesome.

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a star,
In somebody else's sky, but why, why, why can't it be,
can't it be mine?

-

She dreams of color, she dreams of red.
-

Your light's reflected now, reflected from afar.
We were but stones, your light made us stars.


Such a powerful verses.
Pearl Jam has recently became my inspiration.

Something that i need to get when I have a job.
In case I forget.

1. Acoustic
2. Cheap ass keyboard
3. Get inked
4. Piercings

P.S I found my inspiration. :D

I respect what I do, what I chose.
I respect my mind and my soul.
To me, thats that.
I know you do care, but the only thing that hurts is that the closest dont understand but judge.
I dont care about how he say nor view me.
But you.

All in all,
I accept you as you.
But what about you?

Addicted to Taylor Swift.
SO PREEEEEETTYYY!

Oh my oh my.
Lets say a big welcome to FUN AND FAME!!
Im looking forward to every Sunday now!
People! Please stay. =]

DYING DYING DYING DYING DYING DYING DYING DYING LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I dont know wtf happened yesterday.
JIE JIE YOUR FLAMING LAMBO KILL ME!

Cancer is a scary and really terrible illness to get.
I am determine to quit smoking this time.
After watching that part, I am very very very afraid of Cancer.
Fuck.

You can put the blame on me for how imperfect your life is, when things go wrong.
Responsibilities? None.

I need another hair therapy. =[

PLEASE DISFIGURE ME SOMEONE!!!
I HATE MY HAIR NOWWWWW
IT IS SO NOT ME!
I DONT EVER EVER WANNA PLAY THE GUITAR ANYMORE
I DONT WANNA BE SEEN WITH A GUITAR I QUIT!!
My sis says, i really look like her MEI MEI now, so cute!
DONT EVER USE CUTE TO DESCRIBE ME.
I STILL HAVE JAMMING THIS WEEK!
I AM NOT GOING TO PLAY!
FFFFFuck.
how am i suppose to start school.
how am i suppose to face my pursuers.
how am i suppose to go club looking like a cute kiddo.
damnit.

No more a lady. Just a little girl.
sdrasldhj1@$!@$!QWEAD!@@#$

Everything passes, everything changes, just do what you think you should.

I wanna go KL!
I wanna go the broad grassland!
I wanna go somewhere free!
I wanna take a fucking vacation before school starts godamnit!
At least before school starts. =]
I wanna be as free as possible before im tied down to a commitment.

"If you wanna eat the forbidden fruit, do it without regrets."
"But because of that, we are human aint it?"

If you like calligraphy, who would bother about the arts of literature.
If you like espresso, who would bother about the aroma of the finest coffee.
If you put the best ones in your heart, it doesnt matter how many choices are out there.

Because even if the whole world doesnt give me a second chance, I know, God has already given me the second chance.
And im brewing with excitement already!
THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING!!
=D=D=D=D

Cant wait to see a rockstar Drew Barrymore.
Always love that kind of image.

How do you put rock and glamorous together?

-

Suddenly, I miss... Phantom of the Opera.
That settings, that voice, that mask, that mysteriousness.
No one can beat the power of curiosity.

Sigh, and I still have a few last words for you.

The prank is suppose to be ours,
but how come the joke is on us instead?!?!?!?
HAHAHAHAHA pathetic.

-

Everyones telling me,
as long as you got in,
its okay, its fine.
But to me, IT ISNT.
Because I can disappoint the whole world,
but not myself.

Well at least,
I am somewhere near my goal.
Not there yet,
but near.

P.S I got my own memories of my own chou bu la ji xiang gu tou to keep. =)
P.P.S My sis said, the club is always fun with me around.
Of course, we rock the place, dont we? Sexy babes? HEH.



Dont we all love blackie?!

But some things really cheered me up.
You again, thanks. =)

Humans and their idealistic world.
Sometimes, being skeptical and cynical is too, a virtue.
If life is a game, Id [Alt-F4] quit.

Before I do anything else.
I need to find the tallest building in singapore.
Talk to me after I jump.

I HATE HANGOVERS.
Lucky for 'Dalung''s shirt.
Or i'll be naked at the dancefloor.
HAHA! Its a crazy night.
Well, for me at least.

And im dying for episode 11 to be out!!
What time!?!?

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Lets throw this all away.
Because tomorrow will be a better day.

Still, it breaks my heart.

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.


Our innocence died the day you came from the airport.
It died during National Day.
It died the day I betrayed you.
It died the first time you hit me.
It died the day you knocked your head against the wall.
It died the first time you called me a slut.

From the first msg, you replyed, you have been playing with my heart, til the end of it. Thank you for giving me the courage. I have nothing to hide, nothing to lose now.
I was finally able to face myself. To listen to myself. I felt like I lifted a heavy burden off my chest. Its been so long.


I look forward to the endless possibilities of life.

Asshole. I wish to never see him again.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

Dragonfly girls are just too charming and pretty.
I wanna be like them!!
Sad songs are soothing for my soul.
Give me a chance to treat you like my king.

I hope he wont reply.
I hope he would be more cruel.
For this is my art of giving up.

Am grateful for my sexy drummer!

Sigh! Desperate is someone else's name now.

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Hi my sweetheart!
Faster come out!
I watched the latest for the second time just because I cant wait.
I just adore guys who cry.
So touching, so cute!

Theres a HDB flat at commonwealth that is 40 storey tall.
I was too tired to go up to look at the scenery, too bad.

-

Accomplished.
=D=D=D=D

-

Theres a picture I really like, but I was NOT ALLOWED to post it.
Huh? Dimgai?! Tell me why?!
So I CUT HALF. HMHP.

By loving me, means putting down your ego, destroying your pride and boundaries.
Im sorry for making you tired of loving me.
We are confused, two hearts are tired.
Too long, who do remember the warm that we had.
Ive finally gotten my closure, thanks.

Thank you Jeff for being there at my toughest period.
No complains no grudges.
Just a quiet companion, taking care of me... =)

Chinese songs start to make sense now.

Oh and.
P.S dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang~~~~
I FUCKIN LOVE THIS SERIES!!!!!!!

and I found a job. awesome.

The scarab beetle.

My favourite beetle since I was young flew into the house today, and I decided to find more infomation about this beetle that I love!
Its called the Scarab beetle.

Its weird i love this beetle so much yet it is said that beetle is an ill omen.
WHY so negative about the beetle.
=/
Isolation. Just like how bulldog is being isolated.

Let me show you all, what exactly Scarab beetle is.

All these are from the Scarab beetle family.
But I dont think these can be found in Singapore.
And yes! There is golden ones. Its real.








Okay lets welcome the Singapore beetle.























As unattractive as the people are.
LOL. But i love it.



WHY? Because of this beady eyes.



I realised I like insects with beady eyes.
Like lizards. They are cute!
Dont isolate them again.
And no, I dont like cockroaches.

I'd better stop looking for solutions when there is no cause nor problems anymore.

These few weeks had been fun for me.
New clicks new people.
Hopefully more of it will come.
And SEAB sent me a letter already.
ITS NEAR!!!

P.S I'd better stop my sinful pleasures... heh.

The typical 2 years and above couple.
Break up not because of something huge,
but some little quarrels here and there.
Life, how ionic.
Dont take it too seriously. ;]

Poor girl squatting at the entrance of the toilet peeing.
If we weren't there, she would be still squatting there burying herself in her pee and embarrassment.
Singaporeans, so typical.
While she peed, everyone took three huge steps back from her.
Really?!
Seriously?!
What is this.