HEN XING GU AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Mom: "Dont landed yourself in IMH."
Fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no.
Stop talking to me

HEN XING GUUUUUUUUUUU
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I WANT A JOB.

Life's no good without a dedication.

YINGTING! Tempted me for Fish and Co. And omg, the portion is so huge! The waiter is cute. I wanna work there =[! But its so embarassing to ask after dining there.
I used to be able to finish that kind of portion. ;] But now, wasting food means nothing to me only because its gonna be out as soon as I zoomed into the Ladies. Tho I felt most of it are out, IM STILL GONNA WORK IT OUT.

We shopped around AMK hub and I craved for the Milk Ice thing. But, the auntie said the delivery man is not here yet and they have no stock. She want me to leave my number and she will call when the stocks have arrived. I bought the Milk Ice soon after a while. She didnt noticed.
We were on the train already, the auntie texted me this.
"小姐﹐你的Milk Ice 來了"
And you all know, I suck at Chinese. YT WAS TRYING TO FOOL ME! She insisted that I typed the word "Auntie" in Chinese. I didnt know there is and she insisted there is.
And so, I was a fool. I typed,
"安提﹐ 我已經買了."
I think that women is gonna be effin MAD. SI YING TING!


Picture taken when YT is SHITTING.


This is the pic where YT scream in disgust and agony. Because I took pictures wherever I go. NYAH.





Shes trying to act retarded.











I like you, im attracted to you. Do you like me too?
Or are you just another fraud. Are you just another pimp?

My darkest hour - Scary kids scaring kids
Lates.
P.S Lets get wasted TONIGHT!

Ocean avenue.

DOES ANYONE REMEMBER THIS SONG?!

IF I COULD FIND YOU NOW THINGS COULD GET BETTER
WE COULD LEAVE THIS TOWN AND RUN FOREVER
LET THE WAVES CRASH DOWN AND TAKE ME AWAY! <3

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love... But mostly you're looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are 68% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Err WH-WHAT? Your kidding me jees.

MAN, I need a companion to get wasted with. I need to job to get wasted.
Im hating every minute of sobriety! ;x

PMS

My PMS includes,

.Mood-related symptoms: depression, anger, irritability
.Decreased concentration
.Insomnia
.Food cravings [I hate this one the most]
.Clumsiness

I dont have cramps. Is that a good thing?
I got a question girls, how long does the PMS last? After the menses is over?
Im sorry if im being too open in my blog. You know im damn straight.

-

"Professional wrestling superstar Chris Benoit killed his wife and 7-year-old son before hanging himself from his weight machine."

From Np.

Im more dedicated to my notepad than the blog now. That leaves my blog with nothing to read.

I used the paint my nails dark red, now I paint it bright.
I hope it'd stay bright all the time.
It was there to remind myself every single day, what exactly am I working for and why am I working for. To prompt myself everyday to do what I set out to.

The route to sucess consists of consistency and persistency.
My individual attributes cancel both of them out. =/

Its rather appalling to have negative thoughts in my mind again. I was only happy for two weeks.

The weight control thing is really getting to my head.

How would you react when someone popped the big question, "Will you marry me?"

Would you please kiss me with your eyes closed?
If im just bad news, then your a liar. If you could slit my throat, with one last breathe I apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

It seems that I am falling back again. Wtf is this. Manic episode? Eff that.
And no i wont let myself fall right back to the start. I had already come this far.
Come on Trish.

How to deal when I give up almost immediately.
How do I deal with my great ambitions that I hold.

Boobs.

There is really something I need to say.

Me: "Everyone love my boobs."
Xy: "Everyone love free stuffs."

We were eating at some Hong Kong resto. The manager himself, served us personally.
He took our order, and plain water there costs 40 cents each. He said, "Its okay, the water is on the house." After our dinner, he gave us a 10% discount on our bill.
I WONDER WHY. *Chuckles*

Fall away - The fray
Night.
P.S I dont wanna work tomorrow.
P.P.S GAWD DAMN! Im having constipation. EVACUATE EVACUATE.

Uncle Kenneth.

Yesterday was a sin. Today is the punishment. No food for today.

Yesterday night, Uncle Kenneth called. I told my mom to tell him that I have made improvements! I was really glad to let him know that.

Letter from Uncle Kenneth.

Hallo Ah mei, how are you? Hope you are coping well.

I heard you are starting your work on Monday. It is a very good start. You have improved compared to a month back. That is excellent progress!

Remember to hang on to your job. Your development points are leading yourself and improving your socila skills.

In 3 month's time, you should be taking your N levels. Pass it so that you can take your O levels. These set the foundation for you to take you CAT (Certfied Accounting Technician). The good school offering CAT is FTC Kaplan. Check out the weblink http://www.ftckaplan.com.sg/

I have given the same advice to your sister. You can study alongside with her when she takes her ACCA classes.

I am taking my CFA (Certfied Financial Analyst) exam in Dec. If you pass your N level this year, let me know. I will send you a box of chocolate.

Take care and best of luck.

Cheers.

Ken

The ground folds - Senses fail
Later.
P.S Im just enjoying whatever that comes my way now. I do not ask for more.

They are just so appalling. Even the finest one varies like a fortune wheel taking its turn.

-6 days.

That hoe.

What woke me up this morning.
Hokkien: "AH MEI AR! Le eh ka ching hor lang kgua eh ar?!"
English: "GIRL! Is your ass for show?!"
My mom laughed. My granny laughed.
To that, I woke up laughing.
Now why would my granny say that? I didnt bath yesterday after drinking and slept with my dress on. In the morning, the dress was up all the way to my face.


Its pretty obvious that im the one with the most dorky faces.

Are we legal yet? YES WE ARE!




Now what the hell was I doing?



I wished it was weeds.



The camwhores.



I TOLD YOU I NEED A TEETHWHITENING! Eff the smoking stains.



Cant see.



Cant see.



Cant see.

The euphoria I derived from being anti-sobriety is gonna cost me.

Yesterday was hell loads of fun!
So, the girls was left with Michelle, XH and me, apart from the XY's group.
A WHOLE LOTS of guys were added in. They were all XH's friends. I mean it was fun tho I dont know them. There were like 11 including us?
I was going from table to table! XY's table was so far away from us. Another reason, to get more Chivas from XY. HAHA. And I thought I drank alot.
And there were cute guys.
Michelle, me, Guy #2, cute guy #1 took the same cab home.
I was getting no comfort with the rocky ride. The spinning in my head was getting out of control.
Cute guy #1's arm were across me at the door. I hugged his arms. The spinning stops. LOL.
Cute guy #1 sent me home. YAY.

Bai.
P.S And now, I am thinking, why am I left with only two sticks of ciggie? WHO STOLE MY CIGGIE!
P.P.S SOMEONE STOLE MY "RICOLA" BOX. Ffff.

Me: I dreamt of bliging on food with chilli. I dreamt of people telling me fat in my dreams. I dreamt of a song and I kept humming it after I woke up. (Its the song on my blog now)
Mom: I means your subconsious is telling you your hungry. *Laughs*

*?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!*

Ya my mom laughed. She kept laughing.

Getting better from depression was like that. Missing dimensions popped back up. Plain old normal days tasted crisp and delicious. And then there were the bittersweet replays, when I traveled through the previous months and years, and counted all I’d misheard, misfelt, and missed. Depression isn’t noble or interesting; it’s monotonous, self-absorbed misery that leaves little room for art or kindness or other people.

I’m back, I wanted to shout last spring, that hunched crone was a changeling, not me! I wanted to learn how to get better without running from the site of misery; how to return to people who hadn’t realized I’d been away. I would have liked some scars to point to, to explain my absence. It was shocking, in a way, this drug-borne proof that I’m an animal, washed with chemical tides, turning seasons, light, and food into moods. When you reduce my suffering to a curable disease; to symptoms, postures, and intonations, I’m no longer especially special. All those causes for my sadness fluttered down like snotty Kleenex.

It’s been more than a year since I got sick, and months since I got better. Every day I think of the scientists who mashed up rat brains to create the drugs that brought me back to life, and I’m grateful. And I wish more people could shuck that hollow shell.

The nasty transaction.

SHOPPING SPREE!

1 top from WAREHOUSE - $89.00
1 pair of heels from PRIMAVERA - $49.00
3 dresses from MANGO - $91.00

So happy! *Smile smile smile*
Okay, MANGO was fucking crowded. I bought two dresses with the same design but different colour. WHAT?! Booya. This is what I call impulsive buying. JUST BECAUSE the crowd is too huge. It gave me a feeling of "there is no time left". When I came out of MANGO, I heaved a huge sigh and said,"That was so much fun."
And yes, squeezing with a bunch of girlies, desperately trying to grab something, anything. Cause, ITS THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES! GEES.

And I saw an awesome white dress from WAREHOUSE. I didnt get that tho I could have.
=[ its $112. After five hours, im still telling myself, "Get out of my mind, fucking white dress."

We drove to Geylang to have TimSum! Cant forget the prawn rolls thingy.
And theres nothing I could do but to let it stay in my stomach. Tomorrow I have to compensate my SINS! No food and jog my ass off. Self control girl.

Nyah my collections of heels.








Nights.
P.S WHITE DRESS! CRYS.

To the end?

Har har. I call it Karma.
The only place im escaping from, comes all the way back to me in the end.
Appointed examination centre: Si Ling Secondary School.
Eff. How scary is that.

The second place I have been avoiding all my life, still, returns to the beginning.
It really felt that my life evolves around Hougang. Eventually, I still make it there.

My mom told me, she had noticed the changes.
To that, im good. Im fine. Just the hear one person tell me that.
Assurance.

I can tell - Saosin
Morning.
P.S My piece of advise, Kwang. Seek professional help from a psychiatrist. I know your confused. This is my sincere piece of word.

GOD I WANNA GO SHOPPING DAMNIT.

54.

I want to......... laugh, at how easy to the familiar ranting of "Oh i wanna lose weight but it wont go awaaayyyeeee!"
HAHAHA down to 54 in less than a WEEK. Im so proud proud proud of myself. Something to live for everyday.

Bought a $30 contacts. I AM SO MAD at myself for listening to the salesperson. Its not like im indecisive, its just because of her effort and so i bought it. Simple but FOOLISH. This is so maddening.

Today was a productive day. Thats all I can blog.

Rooftop - Lost prophets
Chaw.
P.S Everyone I come across, take me as a fucking ride.
P.P.S I still wanna laugh about how easy it is to lose weight. Go away flabs.

w880i

My sis just bought a W880i. Althought I didnt really like it but I still feel happy for her.
Just sitting here, sipping on Earl's grey tea, listening to my playlist, I feel somewhat satisfying. Its cool, lifes good.

And they call this tragedy - Alesana
Nights.

Bulimia

Its not like im doing this for anyone's sake. My insecurities are like a time bomb and I guess this time, I wanted to end it once and for all. I was so desperate.
And now, im am getting so into and so addicted to it, throwing the fact that it ruin my health away. Im beginning to fret, to feel guilty and uncomfortable of leaving just a little amount of food in my body, althought 90% of it are out.
-
I want to befriend my Dad's young malay friend. LOL. I think, it isnt the first time I saw him.

Sway - Lost prophets
Late.

If one day, I really do succeed. I will be really proud of myself. Just because I took a tougher and longer route in life.

Always - Bon Jovi

Sis: You know when I listened to this song Always - Bon Jovi in the morning on your phone just now, I looked at Lan's picture and felt sad for you. I almost even cry when listening them sing this verse, "Its been raining since you left me, now im drowning in the flood".
Me: Really? Wow. I once dedicated this song to him on my blog when I was still with J.
Sis: Does Lan knows?
Me: I dont think so... =/ Shit you just gotta make me think of him again.
Sis: But I dont like him. He made you sad.
Me: Well, but everytime when I thought of him, its the happy times that are there. I cant remember anything sad. I almost cant find any flaws on him.

Its just something I kept in my heart. I stored it well. I had stop reminiscing just because I am so familiar with it. Whenever, wherever, I will still smile by the tune of To be with you - Mr B.I.G. I hope your happy. I hope you would think of me sometimes and smile to the days. To the 500 witherless roses.
To the best man.

Miraculously, he came online after my sis and I finished our talks. The song of Always was playing. And no, we didnt talk.

-

Days like these, I appreciate.

Waking to my sis's ramblings about her bad dreams and talking to her while im half asleep and finally laughing so loudly and couldnt get back to sleep. Listening to the cadence of the birds singing. Be the first to wake up and have a hot tea, listening to those assuring music while waiting for the rest of the family, one by one yawning as they sat in the living room. Greeting each of them morning as they smile gratefully. Bidding my granny a cheerful goodbye as she went for her morning walks. Talks and laughters would start to blend in when my eyes glow with thankfulness.

This simple bliss I refused and failed to realise in my younger years.

20 hour drive - The red jumpsuit appratus
Baiiee.
P.S Would you have had asked me out for dinner if I didnt msg you? But im done with it. This will all goes away quickly.
P.P.S In this state that im in, without a proof of at least a cert of intellectual, I still think that im good enough for Poly. Well its sad. Its a pity for me to go to a waste. I guess ive met my criteria but not theirs.

Not good enough for you.
Not Good Enough For Truth Or Cliche

Drunk and single in NYC.

"Truth is, no matter how much I deny it or pretend otherwise, I am a woman. Biology programmed me to be obsessive compulsive about the men who sleep with me in my bed. It’s my instinct to find the most burly man to provide for me and my brood and to make him stick around and rear our children. Make him stop playing Johnny Appleseed, sharing himself with the rest of the species. "

-

"But life lesson:

If something requires too much effort, you're forcing it. Let it go and get something else because hands down, when its the right fit, the ease and comfort of the process will let you know.

The same lesson can be applied to relationships, job searches and even sex."

-From Shannon.

Discussion.

Yesterday night.

XY called me at 9pm telling me to come down to Discussion at 10+. I was like shit, why so last minute. I reached at 10.30. Stood outside 7-11 waited for her for FREAKING 1 HOUR. Pissed off. BUT there was a group of MALAY skateboarders. OMG. D: One of them was called chris. They were so funny.

Finally. I saw the bartender when Im sober. STILL CUTE. I keep telling XY Shit I finally got him off my mind why did you bring me to look at him again. AHH. And we kept giggling about it. Bartender Meng was too busy didnt get to talk to him, only once or twice when he came to talk.

Something incredible. WE SAW AH YI BAO YU. I was like SHIT DOES HE RECOGNISE US?!?! He used to go HP very often. *AHEM* Its still funny.
The night I was so tipsy. I was okay until I decided to go over to the other table to play drinking games with that guy whom I and XY stole two packs of cig from when he was drunk few months ago ROFL. I kept losing, its fine. Call it karma.

Alphy didnt fetch me home. He was asleep. Omg the cab fare. -_- I need a job. Its not like last time when I had Darren to sent me home everytime I go Discussion without paying. HAHA.

Still it was a funny night. Especially when we saw Ah yi bao yu.

Chivas.

Sorry girls I didnt make it to Sentosa. Well its kind of DEPRESSING looking at nutrients-deprived people. Okay I know im being cynical. BUT YA it is demoralising. But dont worry! There will be next time soon ;]

Saw Jia wei at Hougang. HE COULDNT RECOGNISED ME! Its nothing suprising either. I met a primary school friend who told me I kept changing all the time. I think its my hair LOL. I love doing obvious changes to my hair. From very long hair to SHORT to shoulder length to SHORT to very long and SHORT again. Seems like I love short hair more.
Tell me to get over my new hair, NO I WONT AND I CANT. Get over telling me to get over my hair. I look like a real chinese now.

Seth dragged me out of the house yesterday night. You know how expensive adult fares are now. -_-! I miss the 45cents days. Rys lost his wallet AGAIN. When was the last time I heard this familiar line. Two days ago? Jees.

Taking 161 at night felt like going way back to sec3. XY told me, "You yao xiang yi qian zhe yang ar?" And I laughed. It definately worth the laugh thinking back.

ALPHY didnt managed to bring a bottle of Chivas back for me but I got a bottle of Bacardi instead. Actually, its all good tho I would have prefer Chivas more. I WANTED A BOTTLE OF CHIVAS FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY OKAY. But its cool, its fine. I go where ever the liqour is.

Hopesfall - Icarus
Later.
P.S I just thought he seems such a nice guy thats all.

EDIT: LOL
MSN
Alphy: Bought Chivas for you liao.

HAHAHHAHAH THIS IS SOOO FUCKING FLY. Chivas and bacardi <3
BITCH WANNA GET WASTED WITH ME!

IMEEM cut my song to a 30sec preview.

Can i just be something
Somewhere in your room
That you wont notice
Maybe ill be paper
Or books thrown on your floor
Move me when you want to
I'll live where you put me
In your VCR
If i become a cassette
Or on top of your computer
If thats where i would fit
Then so be it

I will not say one word
Ill just hang around
I wont annoy you at all
When you move out ill stay
Until im thrown away
But then it wont matter

-

Yesterday night, I had a blast. Me and my music. Its nights like these that make me wanna lose my mind and go crazy over music. Devouring every musical seemingly notes from every instruments which sounded ever so assuring in my ears. I looked out the window. Beyond the facade of the world, only music felt so true, so sincere.

Armor for sleep - Kind of perfect
Ciao.
P.S I be fine. I know you will make it through, I wont be around to see.

Thank you for pointing out my insecurities.

Uncle kenneth.

From my dearest successful uncle.

Hallo Ah mei, how are you?

How are you coping? Work / studies? Any luck?

Dont push yourself too much okay. Go slowly. The going is tough but you will succeed if you cross your own hurdle/barrier. I think you are not strong in your social skills leading to poor self esteem, low confidence and depression. I would encourage you to be open and communicative with your parents and sister. This helps to clear your head.

Previously, I went for phycologist sessions to help me cope with my depression. Actually, the sessions didnt help much though the phycologist was great. It all depends on your willpower to overcome your weaknesses / development points and you shouldnt be ashame of your development points. Everyone has it.

I hope this email ensourages you along your tedious journey into adult life. Remember you have a great family to rely on. You are still a teenager and have a whole life ahead of you! You have not missed the boat yet, trust me.

Take care and anything email me. I will give you a call sometime soon.

Cheers.

Ken

Drunk and Single in NYC.

"However, genius and creativity go hand in hand with madness, and I find that my observations on human behavior become more acute as I look outward to satisfy that emptiness that comes from a sun-devoid depression."
-Derived from Shannon.

Gift and curses.

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

She is the one, all that I wanted,
She is the one, and I will be haunted,
She is the one, this gift is my curse for now.

161

Something I thought of while staring at the greeneries.

"Entrap in a world filled with pairs of eyes of anguish that suffocate her, watching her every moves."
-Over self-consiousness.

-

A good reason to stop wearing glasses nor contacts. To block out the "red eyes".

Honestly, I havent exactly know what the hell am I doing.

I wish there was an acoustic version of Smashed into pieces - Silverstein. It would turn out awesome.

My dad's going to Vietnam for a few months. I WILL MISS HIM! CRYS.

November rain - Guns N roses
Laters.
P.S I still wanna go to Discussion to look at the bartender when im still SOBER.
P.P.S If you think you are wrongly accused, speak it up to me.

Please respect.

Leeched from XH.
Simple personality test.

Only the bold ones are right at the moment.

Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type

Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right
away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without
thinking through (sometimes foolishly).
Their weakness is they dont
listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a
conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their
straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

-

I am boiling mad now.
Excuse me? You have no least RESPECT for me.
You and me, drinking alone in your house? And? For? To repeat the same mistakes again?
Makes me feel that I am so fucking right to leave you. Jerk off my face.
Not everything can use sex as a solution dumbass.
You dont respect me as a girl, your out of my life. Not even friends.
So effin yup, kaythxbai.

L.I.F.E again.

Mom: At night, please face the mirror down on the table. Dont let it anyhow shine.
Me: Why? Your scareeee.
*Mom walks past behind me, to the storeroom.*
Me: Your scareee.
*Mom walks past behind me, to the living room.*
Me: Your scareeee.
Mom: What for I scare, just dont let it anyhow shine.
Me: Your scareeee.
*Mom walks away*
-
Felt mirthful and joy with life the past few weeks. Like finally, I got a L.I.F.E OGEES. Seems like every morning, Ive something to wake up to. Havent felt like this in a while. And friends have started to ask me out more and more. Its like saying hi to the world again. So, sisters! Ask me out ;] Dont let me indulge into the darkness again.

The taste of ink - The used
Bai.
P.S I havent miss the boat yet.

My sis went to Lin yu zhong concert yesterday.

Notebook please.

My eyes blurred through visions, beyond boundaries when the endless paintings of images spinned into a cyclone. I just stared through time and space.

Groups of people entered into my life.
A group that calls,"Grow up."
A group that sang and dance for you through the apocalypse.
A group that stung through sour teeth,"Your fat and ugly."
A group that just wanna have fun.
It doesnt matter what they did.
Let the ones whom is willing to, diffuse into you and your life.

Shit, wheres my notebook and pen?

The first step is always the hardest, yet the second one is much easier. I kept telling myself to get out of the fence. I never did.
But I did it this time. I was happy and glad. Sitting down with a group of strangers isnt one of my forte. Instead it is terrifying to me.
It gave my moral a huge boost, and I know that I am finally moving on. Not staying there stagnant anymore. I wanna keep moving on. Its a huge turn for me. It may sounds weird but YA. No more prozac? Tee hee.
But sometimes, I love sinking myself into depression and close the doors of the world. Being with myself. But its not always easy for me to reinstate my mood. It is instead, challenging. Dont trigger the bomb.

Do the best of what your conscience signals.

Cant dwell on the past and do something which isnt possible to make amends to.

I know, I know, these whole paragraph isnt contructive and organize. But Im sorry, my brain isnt a notebook. I cant remember what was processing in my mind if I dont get it down.

_

I dont got anything against Christianity or religion. I got something against Christians that neglect the meaning and reason of being a Christian. Just like my Granny. She is a Buddhist. She is a vegeterian. She never ask herself, why is she a vegeterian? She is eating vegetable blindly hurling out the fact of being peace at heart. Stuffs are not to be mentioned here but yes, she might as well eat meat.

Panadol for cold works like a wonder. I am obliged to trust the commercial.

Sorry for being so disorganized again.
_

Really been an eventful day. North south east west in a day. Yesterday 11am, went Tanjong pagar with Seth. Raffles place to Dobby ghaut. 5.30pm, met XY at City hall. Effin sales, no fitting for bras. Before going into the warehouse sales, we pondered about why are there no one carrying bags out. We got our answer when we left the warehouse sales. 11pm to Pasis Ris beach. 7.30am the next morning, reached home.

Fucking haircut. I HATE IT! Now I lost my Malay-looking style. EFF. This hair SUCKS. Usually I wouldnt mind what hair the hairstylist gave me, but it must be different than my previous haircut. Theres totally nothing different or unique to this hair except the front which I hate. I 100% felt that the hair is not 10cent worth. Wasted my 24$. Now im broke. When im broke, this is what imma do.
Im gonna ask the ones who didnt gave me presents and ask for a huge red packet.
First target, granny.

When I was young, I always played a game. I missed it and search it up.
Download Hotdog Vendor
ITS NOT SILLY ITS FUN OKAY. Hmhp.
-
When a person sings, he/she commute into a whole new person.

This girl is ruining her life. I pity her mom. =/

15 yr old girl had sex with 300 men.

Catch more of Maury's show. Some are funny some are outrageous. Girl who is afraid of pickles.

DIEGO LUNA <3

Nothing better.

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye

Happy used-to annivesary.

-01.06.06