December fades. Where had our dreams, love and passion gone to? Everything about Decemeber means nothing anymore.
-Alone in december

I want something consistent in my life.

I used to make the light shine for you
The sun has left my sky
Velvet walls surround my sorrows
Ive sacrificed my pride

Giving up on me
Youre giving up on me

Ive laid myself to sleep tonight
I know youve played out everything in your mind
and now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay through thick and thin with me

Youre giving up on me

And when you feel the pain
Im wishing I could stay
How can I say I love you back?
You never made me happy

I know youll never change
I wont be good enough for you
I know youll make it through
Ill never be around to see