Blah.

Yesterday.
Drinking at YT's house. As usual, mahjong session, leaving me to drink.
Went out to smoke. YT and YJ joined. Their only motive was to get me drunk.
Went home at 4am.

Today.
Worked PM shift.
What a suprise. Ryan came to look for me when I was having my break. You came at the right time!
After break, Justin came to look for me. Sorry cant talk to you.

I find it so hard to be myself in the eyes of many.
What should my next moves be?
Why cant I stop thinking if im being weird? Aff.