Blah.

Yesterday.
Drinking at YT's house. As usual, mahjong session, leaving me to drink.
Went out to smoke. YT and YJ joined. Their only motive was to get me drunk.
Went home at 4am.

Today.
Worked PM shift.
What a suprise. Ryan came to look for me when I was having my break. You came at the right time!
After break, Justin came to look for me. Sorry cant talk to you.

I find it so hard to be myself in the eyes of many.
What should my next moves be?
Why cant I stop thinking if im being weird? Aff.

AKU MALAYU!

Wee! 11 girls in the house tonight!
Why is it I am always the one bringing the liqour. And NO, not because i am the only alcoholic. HAHA.
SAD gotta sacrifice my Chivas. *CRYS*

Whos gonna buy another bottle of Chivas for me? ;D
Lets get wasted!

English Oral. I dont think I did very well.
Made some friends at the Oral. LOL What a small world I must say. That girl, Mas at the Oral asked, "Are you Trish?"
Yes how did you know?!
"Ohh you know Siti? She called just now and tell me you are having Oral at Siling sec. She said that girl that look like Malay but is Chinese and with black black eyeliner."
HAHAHAHA

Mas had gone for the interview at GAP TOO! Cant wait to work with her!

Funny shit at the Oral.
Lazy to organize my mind.

Friday, Sunday off. Ask me out!

I cant make time for my studies. Son of a AFF.
A waste of a genius sitting here.

My arm have the "arm" shape. FINALLY!

Genius?

And thank you too.

I tell myself everyday to get rid of those irrevelant fears.
Social anxiety? No more baby.

After so much we've gone thru, Justin, your still my friend.
And you owe me a treat ;] NOT A FEAST THO!
I miss having a pretty meal.
I still wanna learn dancing.

Bye.
P.S Im addicted to Lloyd. Im addicted to Get it shawty.

SITI! Lets go pierce lips together!
I havent been studying for two weeks.
Working's great.

I guess when the anger had been appeased, the hatred was never there.

I wanna learn dancing with my Di di!

Work's okay. Lots of cuties!

YINGTING You sure you wanna get drunk again. HAHA.

Dont you think we are really just waiting for something to happen?
Why not make it happen. Gees.

BABY PHOTOS!

I SAYS, "ROCK ON!"


















P.S I know I look like a boy. I thought I was a boy too when I was young.

7 July 2007

7/07/2007
Its my parent's annivesary. They celebrated it by eating Popiah and Rojak. Wtf?

I had YT kena fined 200$. Its a must to pay her back because its my responsibity.
I AM SORREH!
All of these taxes and fines are used for the "above-water-platform-thingy" for the NDP which I would never ever get to see or experience, for the gov's fun, joy and laughter, to make the poor civilians to pay. Hes fat ass have nothing to fret and bother about and just sit around here and there so he decided that it is fun to watch every pack of ciggie coming in and out.

Bought a dress from JB. Yingting says its a SM dress.

This week passes so fast. I ate and grew fat.

Oh ya, my uncle ordered two cakes online from Jack's place and delivered it to us.
Resisting temptations.

Night.

YAY for a job.
I say BOO to the usual suspects for pubbing!

4 hours love drive.

Errr fucking wow.
I spent 2 hours trying to sleep without music.
I spent another 4 hours trying to sleep with music.
I stared at the ceiling with opened eyes.
Another 1 hour with horror images in my head.
Fuck, *walks out of the room.*

In the 4 hours of music, I've learnt that,
Sony Erricson's stereo widening:
Bass - Softer
Drums - Softer
Vocals - Softer
Guitar - Stays the same.
The only good point is that stereo widening singles out the instrumental's individual. Just that the guitars and keyboards are more significant.
No thanks, no stereo widening for me thanks.
I still enjoy it once in a while tho.

If I would die, I would rather die of alcoholic intoxication.
If I would die, I dont wanna die suffering from dementia.
If I would die with dementia, I would rather die earlier without a full-blown serious dementia. I would rather die with my memories still intact than none at all.
Then It would be worth dying.

P.S LETS have fun with WHATEVER we do.
P.P.S Now i can positively say, I have changed. [Since my b-day.]
P.P.P.S And you know what? I think I am qualified to say this, "People need to stop being emo." HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
P.P.P.P.S Everyone is making this big thing about TRANSFORMER. But no, I am not gonna watch it since everyone is gonna.

IMEEM.

Pissed at IMEEM can. Disliked this fuss about piracy. What can a 30sec preview do.

My secret obsession.

Highlight of the day: I knocked my head and chest together at a "wall" while trying to run away from the cockroach. I know the group at the other table saw me making a joke of myself.

Indeed, my boobs have become smaller. I AM SO MISERABLE.

Look, look at my face. I secretly took a picture of myself.



Night.
P.S I am not a usable, portable and rechargable ITEM.

For RYAN'S info.

Century egg, also known as preserved egg, hundred-year egg, thousand-year egg and thousand-year-old egg is a Chinese cuisine ingredient made by preserving duck, chicken or quail eggs in a mixture of clay, ash, salt, lime, and rice straw for several weeks to several months, depending on the method of processing.
Thanks to wikipedia.
LOL.

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Like I said, my writing literacy isnt proportional to my verbal literal proficiency.
IM IN TREPIDATION FOR MY ENGLISH ORAL! Which is in two weeks or less.
Have to brush up, HAVE TO!
My disorganized mind, my disorganized trains of thoughts like a untangled ball of yarn contributes to my speech becoming a slur of retarded bullshits.

IMPORTANT: Ciggie prices have gone up, AGAIN...................................
.................................................... DOESNT CONCERNS ME HAHA.

Wish resign - Circa survive
Night.
P.S Same lyrics for ya. All at once - the fray.

The closure.

YAY FOR A JOB! Thanks to Xiao hui! Hope I can be working at GAP.
Dont worry I wont quit halfway de!

"In fasting, when there is an inadequate supply of glucose, the fats are oxidized to provide the energy for vital activities of the body."
I read that to my mom.
Mom: "I know. You think I dont know about BIO? I just dont want you to be so obsessive. The more knowledge you have, the more you tend to fall on the wrong path."

"We associate truth with convenience. With what most closely accords with self-interest and personal well-being or promises best to avoid awkward effort or unwelcome dislocation of life. We find highly acceptable what contributes most to self-esteem."

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Glad we talked, Lan. The final closure. There is finally a satisfying closure between us. I guess the only song that could describe the feeling is "Cool - Gwen Stefani" Always in my heart, Lan. ;]

Everytime I hear that chinese song by Tank, I think of him. I had always wanted a guy to sing for me and he is the only one who did, tho indirectly.
I had to remind myself. A player's a player fo life.

Nights.
P.S I am not asserting enough self-control this week.

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

ITS SO TRUE about the "You see the good in every person you date."
I dont really care about what rumours the person had.
Everyone deserves a chance.
Including all RACES. *Coughs*

I guess im enjoying the "come and go whenever you want" thing.
Come on, im still young. But in fact im in denial. I dont enjoy it, i hate it.

Effort gone to waste.

Bai.
P.S Oww, my gastric.

IKEA and GIANT with parents.

SORRY bad camera skills! =[




I know its rather outrageous but, im sorry! I never seen so many carrots before in my life!

Grocery with Pa and Ma.

We was waiting at the junction to cross.
Three Ladies walking past behind us chattering about the news, "Then hor the... the volcano plah plah plah."
My Mom looked at me for a second, and burst out laughing. My Pa laughed and I laughed. This became the joke of our day.
And we forced Ma to climb the stairs with the groceries with us. Because she doesnt have the keys home HAHA.

Coming home - John Legend
Later.

Shes wasted.

July 01.
A huge change in just one month. Im happy. Everyones happy.

Yesterday was a blast of madness.
Its funny how when I get to know someone, it always involves liquor.
I was just taking a break from YingTing's house, drinking and smoking alone at the stairway.
Two Indian guys walked past to the lift. Casual chat, they went down.
Then the guy came back and asked for my number and said, "Your the first Chinese girl I took a number from. Are you sure your Chinese? Mix?"
It might not be true that im the first Chinese girl, but it still a great compliment.
AND YES IM CHINESE! AND I DONT LOOK LIKE ONE WOOO HOOOO!
Im only elated when a non-chinese ask for my number ;]

Yingting's drunk. Im drunk.
I hate Bacardi GOLD+Baron.
Think I would prolly never touch Bacardi ever again. Chivas still fits me most.
Time to post YT's drunk pic. HAHA.








The narcissist. =]
Baiiee.
P.S Never see me again.
P.P.S What more can I ask from a pimp like him, with lack of sincerity?
P.P.P.S I got no real problems against homosexuals. Im fine with them.