LONG LIVE T3H CHICKEN FOLDOVER! Its always there when I neeeded it!
Long live teh chicken foldover~!
So nice of my mom to buy me food. Its like so rare. (:

Started off the day just fine, wasnt late for the first time.

AT break time, I got a suprising call from Kwang. He said hes at Vivo city to look for me at my shop. I was like W.t.F. Then we met for a few mins and I had to go. He said he wait for me til I knock off. I was like o.......k enjoy the four hours waiting (: LOL. But in the end when I knock off he said hes on the way home. So insincere. But I got a feeling he wanted to patch and start courting me again. Hmmmmmmmmm. Sweet revenge? (:

I was at the bus int and one auntie keep talking to me complaining how far is it to work here. I was like im further than you yo. And friggin a, the bus is infested with cockroaches. JEEZ HOW LONG THEY DIDNT CLEAN IT. So effin gross. I was so tense thru out the whole ride.

Kwang said he might find me again tomorrow.

P.S Miss Lan much.

Speaking about JunLong. We had know each other since sec 2. I wonder why all these years had past and he never chose me. Xy and Ly but not me... In fact I had been infatuated with him since Xy was his gf but he never looked at me. I can just stare at him behind my friends.

Ate three pieces of pizza just now AND I dont feel full at all. Maybe I was feeling good and happy for the first time. A glimpse of hope.

Kwang called me just now. He told me JunLong got someone he really likes. I was like Wow thats new. I was even shock when I heard the girl he likes is from a game. I was seeing another version of me. Well I really wish him luck. At least the girl he like is in Singapore too. Unlike me. The one I wanted is so far out of reach.
Kwang wanted to go out with me after my work tomorrow but Darren called me out too. I dont know if im even active to even go out that night.

Marvin and rara met up. Its so nice to hear that. They even got pictures. Whens the day that that will happen to me. I wanna spend my life with him.
Lili started dating too. Everyone is moving on so fast.

-Find happiness by yourself and not in others. Dont wait for others to give you happiness.

Sk-sk-sk-skip working todai =D
Finally I was able to have enough sleep.

When I came ol, Alvin was like hi.
I was like uh huh uh huh hi. He wanted to jio me for a movie. I was like naaah. Then he asked if I do have a bf. I said yup. Hes like why didnt you choose me. I was like thinking, why do I wanna have a bf that think about sex all the time? Then I just told him cause we dont talk anymore. Idiot and he started bragging saying hes been looking everywhere for me but he couldnt find me. What a moron i told him, you know my address duh. And I went back to sleep leaving him talking to himself there hahaha fag.

Funny break today. I went to buy food from that noodle stall then those aunties very talkative ask this ask that. So fun. Then I sat at a four-person table cause there were no more space left. One old man sat with me. I think his bored or something then he kept talking to me about his job, complaining complaining thru out the whole lunch >_> IM TRYING TO EAT MY FOOD YO. But I complain together with him ;P Then I help Gene bought her food. Shes soooo lazy to walk out of the shop >_>
Another funny thing. I hadnt much sleep and I was like blur blur. Then I NEARLY walked into the gents >_> Friggin shit so embarassing. I was like WOOPS >_> Cia sway la.
Then I was chatting the whole day with that part time girl. We were like planning to quit together and find another job together LOL Buttttt of course with Dann.

While I was taking my bus home from Woodlands int. Guess who I saw! Three orange colour uniform, Bala, Satheya and Vinoth LOL I was like BALA! Hes like soooo happy to see me HAHAHA. Then Vinoth and Satheya was there teasing and singing >_> hahaha so miss them (:
Fun guys.

Yesterday passes fast. My new hobby : Standing at the entrance, watching and smiling at cute onlookers walking past.
Hope I can last. Dont break down.
Talked to Lan yesterday =]

Found something that is seriously hilarious.
I was doing my shopping anddd I found something that fits XY.
http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/store/product.jsp?FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=2534374302025502&PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524442148274&bmUID=1160416595604

=))

And and I fergot to add.

While I was working, I was standing there spacing out. Then I realise someone walking pass was staring at me for a long time then I turn and saw my ex, DANN LOL!
He was like, FUCK YOU! YOU FOUND A JOB ALREADY! You said you wait for me and we go look for a job together! Hahahahahaha thats not exactly the words. What a small world =D
I was like eh?? You come vivo city walk also ar.

Then when I reach home he called and we chatted a while. Whew its a long time =D
Then he said how I used to be anti social back then. LOL i love to talk about the past, its always funny to talk about. I told him, not used to be. I am STILL anti social now! Its been three - four years and we are still good friends =) Thats really rare. Miss him =D
Somehow reminds me of the song Cool-by gwen stefani.

P.S Im gonna quit that job after a month and lets go find a job together =D At least theres someone to talk to while working LOL somemore both full-time. HA HA

This song is so me.

What hurts the most - Rascal flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Woke up late as usual. Heading to that dumbass habourfront =(
I see bitches.
Then break time I went to that food center and bought food for Aishah then that Malay guy said thank pretty girl, xie xie. I was like sooo cute LOL
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Was serving an "ah gua" today LMAO He/she/it was wearing a skirt sooooo short. I was actually praying that I dont see balls hanging out LMAO FTW. Gross out.
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STUPID BITCHES. Thinking I was new, snatching my customers eh. Fucking bitch.
I miss my aunties =[
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I chose to runaway but yet I wanted to stay.
I love you, say you love me too.

The man I wanted, never cares.
The man I dont need, cares too much.
Lifes so ionic.

Dont I deserve more? I know I do.
Do I worth your love at all?

Wth LOL I saw this video at py's blog.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOsnWWBeKLQ
FTW HAHAHAHA so sad i wasnt there =(

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BULLSHITTTT
Fuckin bs.

I want Bugis! I hate working at Habourfront ftw. IT SUCKS. Transfere me baccccccckkk I miss those aunties LOL.
Just hope the uniform come quuiicckkk =D Im only aiming for that LOL So sophisticated.

>.> stupid taxi abang. Just because i hitched a ride from him doesnt mean he have to bring me out. Friggin a, kept calling and txting me. I DONT WANNA GO OUT WITH A MARRIED MAN OKAY. Period.

Went to drink after work yest. Omagawdeeee im soo tired now =(
Darren so sweet brought me a peach yogurt when i finished work =D Yesss im working at Habourfront today. Got transfered out of Bugis. Its a new shop at Habourfront. Which means I prolly get my kewl uniform today =D!!!!!
They wear what they sell for their uniform! HOW KEWL IS THAT!
=D No hangovers no more. Im just hungry and my shoulder and feet ache.
I just ate three octopus balls yesterday for the whole day. Friggin flu made me so weak and i couldnt even eat. LOL but I went to drink of course. FOR A BOTTLE OF CHIVAS DUH.
And before we went Discussion they actually wanted to go some other places to drink but in the end we still ended up in Discussion. At around 2+ theres a fight RIGHT BESIDE ME. I was like so scare that he will push him over and i was so scare that a cup will fly over. But on the outside I was like enjoying the whole scene LMAO. Benny the bartender was sooo man z0mg. Stopped him from creating a scene.
Meh aight gotta go work now.
Ciao.
P.S I miss Lan =(

Seems like a thousand years had past.

Slept at 8am today and woke up at 4pm =D
Actually going out with Xy but in the end she went out with her bf i dont wanna be a light blub there so i didnt go in the end.
Then before that, LOL the boss called and fired me. I mean not really like " YOU ARE FIRED" Hes like " Come get your pay i found someone else for the job." Then I was like o........k
After a few mins, that job i went for interview months ago, called. And said im hired. I was like wtf.... I just lost a job and i get one almost immediately. How lucky is that. Lucky bastard... LOL
But its at Bugis seiyu =( So far. Spend one hour on a train/bus and i have to work 10 hours everyday =( like kinda worthless. Basic pay only 1k$. And i have to wear all black and i dont got black pants =( Have to wear my mum's. So gay.
Went for supper with them and laughed all the way home =D
Then while I was walking home, a taxi followed me and of course seeing the chance i hitched a ride from him. I know i know, im one of em hitchhikers whos aint afraid to get killed. But no one cares so why should I =D
Guess thats it. Lates.
*Prays* dont get fired anymore.

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When I was about to type, "his net is not back yet"
AND HE PMS ME ON YM. I was like OMG! OMAAAAGAWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Hes finally bacccckkk! I misss him sooo much =)
Hes back =)

He txted me yesterday =)
I felt so relief so good to hear from him again.

Sitting here all day thinking hows everything there. How is he. Is he doing good?
Im going crazy thinking about him.
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Didnt went to work again today. Frggn hangover. Prolly gonna get fired >_>
I want a 5-days job.
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They called me for dinner but I guess imma skip that. No more cash.

Just reached home from drinking. Darren and xy keep calling me to join them. So I was in the mood so I went to Discussion. And it was quite a fun nuight. Was wasnt quite drunk tho I was drinking the whole nioght. Lan finally txt me at around 1.15am. I saw his msg 20mins later. And he didnt reply me thru out =[
I miss him so much. Hope hes alright and ok. Darren was kinda drunk LOL we kept telling him to drink chivas NIC. =D Not my fault na na na~ Xy kept forcing me to drink LOL toooooooo bad I aint drunk YET =D Damn I miss drinking ;P
And the funny was.. The boss and his assistant was like "Do you have a job now? Do you wanna work here for us?" I was like, "You guys interviewed me before a year ago but no one called, so I guess I pass.," You passed me too a year ago =) now its my turn ;P
Darren sent me home to the lift and I waslike telling him to runaway from the cab. /gg "Keep waiting driver!~"
It was okay the night =)

I miss Lan =(
It feels like a thousand years had passed. I wanna see him so bad, I wanna talk to him so bad,.

AINT GOING TO WORK TOM WEEEE!