*Sniffs*
Grr my nose is annoying >;(
Me me have flu for weeks ;(

Neways, just came back from yt's house. Before that I was still editing the blog and she called then I was like Alt-f4. Go showerrr weeee SUPPER TIMEH. Tho I wasnt really hungry but but I love to go out on a cold night <3

Those six girls just came back from shopping. I actually wanted to go with them earlier on but I dont wanna go any where far without my contacts. Rofls.

Then those girls wanted to play bball then I was like okok I'll just listens to my mp3 then ;3 Then its like late and the cops says were disturbing the neighbourhood. And I was like *Hides ciggies* ;O Then we went away sitting at the roadside LMAO. Then we walked to Tekong and continued playing. Then I continued listening ;3 But looking around I saw a flashlight thru the darkness and I looked clearly its those cops again ;O!!! Im like COPS !! Then were all like RUNN RUNNN !! ROFL !! It was fun ;3

Then all went home. Yt and I walked around the park. Sitted on those benches and reminising. Talking about stuffs. We were tired so we slowly walked towarsd Yt's house. And we heard cat crying. Its was so loud and eerie O_O And I was like kinda freaked out. But but but LOL YT GONE ALLL FREAKY AND SHE KEPT HOLDING MY ARMS LMAO LMAO LMAO !! Then I went to her house after that. We lied down in the darkness blabbering craps. LMAO was fucken hilarious. I was wondering why her Dad isnt disturbed by us ;3 And sheesh my flu came again. Then I wanted to go home.

I walked on the cold, long, dark and empty road. ;3 I wub the coldness and the emptyness <3 Listening to my lil mp3 while I stroll down the road. Its relaxing and Im just all thinking about Meth <3

Then behind me a cab asked me where I wanted to go and its late. Im like oh my house is just down there. Hes like insisting I take his ride. So o well fine. Well I know peoples of all sorts and I know what do I have to do. So yea as I expected we chatted for a while then I left and thanked him again.

^____^

Hmm I was wondering why Haku is asking me about Meth ==;;
He said someone asked him and wouldnt tell me who.
And people overheard me and Meth's convo. Im like wtf kaypo ;O!!!

Kz I think I will be waitin to reach home <3
Lates.

>_>..

Kz its like that. Yt pm me asking me if i wanna go have supper. Then I was thinking hmm fine I have to buy ciggies neways. Then I abandon everything I have to do :O. Quickly go shower cause I just woke up. Then I get ready everything. Then when I called her she then told me that they already order. Meaning : They aint waiting at all. Kz it means no one expect me to come at all. Why bother asking then ;O Then I have to change everything again >_>
Nar thats why I dont like going to nearby places. Cause It aint near to meh ;O Cause Its always like when I reach for 10mins everyone need to go. So I rather go town then 'chilling' around.
Gah w/e havta go 888 later.

The feelings seems so real ;D

*Sighs*
K3ro has became worst than I expected. Even tho I dont lag nemore but ... >.> Kz I admit I depend on gods. Well who dont if that person once played for a year with a huge supply of gods. But blah w/e. It aint mines neways.

I guess Riggy has found his new home too ^_^
Snydes is happily playing in the pk server.
David... Iono. He said once if I stop he would too. But I havent spoke to him since some unexpected turns of events.
Lili, Ross, Lucas and Danny plus peoples from trinity are all together with Thong, Steve, ZephyrX and the peoples from Holy. Thats actually what I wish to happen. But.. as I said, I didnt expect ZephyrX... >_>
Heh and koala is happily being GM on Snow's server.
And the Brs <3 Pk server too. Never forget any of juu.
Bruno : ) Nao espera me. Eu sairam do K3ro ^_^
Nico ^_^ Hope you dont got bored of Luna. Lmao.
Hsu havent talk to me since ;O!!
I guess this phenomenon stops here.

*Sighs*
Thank you all once again. : ) Im glad to have met any of joo.

Thank you for bringing me memories ;D Im still active in the forums ^_~
And I never regretted.

Daniel <3 Im still waiting ^_^
Im always waiting.
Either for you to wake up or even for you reaching home. And your arrival :]
I never stops waiting.

Daniel- then, i'll just snatch u from ur house cuz ur mine Lol put Daniel's property all over you ^_~

^________^ Muah!



Daniel-My Shining Star-I never stop thinking ~_^
and I wont stop working

Trish [[[ I never stop believing ^_~
And I wont stop waiting

Trish-I never stop believing. ^_~

Daniel-You never stop thinking. ~_^

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles

In our eyes are mirror images and when

We kiss they're perfectly aligned

And I have to speculate that God himself

Did make us into corresponding shapes like

Puzzle pieces from the clay

And true, it may seem like a stretch, but

Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled

Head when you're away when I am missing you to death

When you are out there on the road for

Several weeks of shows and when you scan

The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great

Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say

But everything looks perfect from far away,'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your

Machine but the persistent beat it sounded

Thin upon listeningAnd that frankly will not fly.

You will hear

The shrillest highs and lowest lows with

The windows down when this is guiding you home

We chatted for 8 hrs yesterday ^_~

I wub Dan de dum Dan de bum ~

Methy Meth ~ Danny dan ~ <333

Heey beautiful, when you receive this, im probably in the fifth dream, ya know me Lol ;D wells, im sorries i wasn't there when you msg me, but i was at school T___T sigh, i know it sucks ass, but remembers i <3 ya /kis talk to ya when possible [<3] *huggles trish and never lets go*
well im going to schoool now, if it makes you feeel better

^_____________^

He say the sweetest thing evur ;DD!!!!!!!!!!!!

I COULDNT STOP SMILING! OMFG! I WUB JUUU ^0^

*Stretches and yawns*

Just wokkkke up X_x Omg and Meth's sleeping already ;( I waited for him to wake up yesterday night but I went to sleep halfway thinking I coulda see him today but hes asleep >_> pifff

No one wants to go out today. And hmm everyone got a stead to company them during the boredest time of their life. And now IM SO SO SO BORED. >:(

Luna is up. And suprisingly I didnt lag one bit. Maybe its the once in a long time thingy ;O
Lili told meh Zephyrx was looking for me earlier on. I wonder Oo; But bleh Luna is boring O_o..

Actually its getting more and more boring. Rig is like changing somehow. Friends missing. Many got together. But hmm iono.

Went for that crappy interview. Were almost late LMAO. Three lazy girls xD. And yea I doubt shes gonna call either ;O But it need black pants which I find it almost too troublesome and Im afraid I wouldnt want to work that kinda job cause I dont got black pants and I dont wanna buy ;( Then went for a manicure or however you spell that. I just wub the colour xD Looks goth ;D Bought a lil baggy and Im almost broke. >_>

Well when I came home, hes gonna sleep. The past few days were also like that. We rarely talk now ;(

And today was like, xh and ken, xy and jw, py and yl. Im like ... ;( Im so envious of them ;
But I just wanted Methy Meth :Wub: When can I be as xing fu as them? ;D
Im still waiting for the days of happiness. But honestly, I dont look at guys anymore. I dont seems as interested in guys like I do last time. Cause everything I do I only think of him. I dont give a crap about other guys nemore ;O!! But It may seems a lil too impossible I just hope the day will come ><;; ... As he promised >_>...

But I still wouldnt believe xPP

Nothing much happened today...

Were spose to go for a job interview but were late ;O So we went shopping xPP
O well just gotta go for that interview tomorra. Its the last day of it so DONT BE LATE AGAIN. !
And... I havent sleep ;O SHEESH I KNOW I HAVE TO SLEEP SOON OR ELSE I WILL BE LATE ;O
But I wanna wait for Meth tho ><;;

And Rig got Nico's stuffs ;O!! And zephyrx is gonna come back. But he dont need to snob me so much.
I wouldnt care. I really wouldnt care. I was gonna quit anyway. I just wanna work and stuff. And enjoy you know.
Do what I should do. Do what humans should. Do what girls do.

I knooww that game its like my life. My everyday thing. My memories. My friends. My precious friends.
But gah. I lag so much and Iunno if anyone is gonna hook me up. So bleh. Imma just work and get some money.

Iunno if my mum is gonna gimme moneh for those fees. I hope yar she will. But likely.... iono ><;

Seriously, Iono what do I really want now. But I know something that I want. Is to hangout with Meth *Wink wink*
O well I will worry about stuffs like this later on. ;People sucks.

I dont like how the Destiny and Serenity peoples are saying Holy = Nubs. Dude I lvled my H.aco without changing it into a H.priest until Im max and when the rates isnt 1000x YET. And the rates is like 500x which is so near to Seren. So did you ever do that? Fucking newbs dont know a thing. And yo man dont generalise us. I so wanna see how the serenity community is gonna be so take over by us 'the nubs' ;] Just you wait mofos.

*Prays for no more laggyness for meh*

Holy and Trinity will be deleted.
Im just worried about my stuffs. ZephyrX havent even replyed me yet. I bet he just find me irritating :O But he already quitted like for so long. Whats the use if he keeps all those donations thingy to himself for?

Another thing is that my com lags like hell. And I cant even lvl sometimes cant even move. How can I continue playing?? T____T!! I will be so missing from all the fun. Everyone is gonne be so together like finally and I aint. X_x This is sad. Gah Iunno what else can I do. X___________x

Will I be in the new memories or will I ever be a part of it? Will I cease to exist ever again?

I'll put my hope forward ^____^

*Take a deeeep breathe*
*Breath out heavily*

ZOMG!! MY FEEET HURRRTTSSS LIKE A MUDAFUKA X_x Been shopping for two days straight with that high heels and its like I havent been out for like a few months and I suddenly wear that heels. It suuuure hurts.

They can hear me complaining for the whole day without stopping. Zomg X_x... Anyways Im happee ^.~

Anyways yea.. David is kinda sad that I snob him 24/7 Well I didnt mean to but I dont know why or how hes gotten irritating to me. Prolly the once in a month thingy ;O But yea X_x Hes hurt. But gah w/e.

And yar im happy about something. When im back, everyone is out there for me :] I know I havent been contacting you guys for a hella long time. Im sorry and I swear I will get back to you guys' life on the track ;D

Alllllll I need now is a job to help me stay away from the com xP Cause without moneh I wont go out. I wont go out equals to stay in front of the com 24/7. So yar gimme a job pweasssee X_x

And o I dont think my mum will be supposting my schooling fees. What a fag. Dont you want me to study?! ?!!
?!! You biotch :O Riiight w/e. I will try to think of ways then O_o.. Or not... Gah. I dont care. Imma take a step at a time ><;;

Meh im bored. Angie's asleep and I got no one to talk to T_T. How sad... Wakkeee uppp Angiiee wakeee uppppp :]
Hun read my msg *Wink wink*

LMAO I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO MYSELF FOR ONE WHOLE HR :O Im that sad LMAO Naaaahh I aint. Im just too bored :O I aint emo dude. -_-!!

Aiiiiight. Gonna shower despite my hurting feeet X_x Lates peeps.

...

Disappointing..
Fine act like I dont care at all. Ask Rig. Were all worried for ya. Now you got scammed. I didnt breathe a word to you cause I dont wanna be like spoiling your relationship with her. And hell.. Snydes : 'IF YOU CARED YOU WOULD TOLD ME SOMETHING!'
YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS. Ask Rig. I told him everything man. Stfu you dont know how disappointed I was. You acted like I dont even care like I dont treat you as a friend. Stfu.

I got my pay. >>;;

Meep ._.

*Yawns* Still feeling grouchy x_X

Still thinking about yesterday ><;;
Iunno what happen that I totally snob David, Haku and Meth. >_> Gah. Prolly just because of what Bruno says.

*Gasps* Ron just pmed me... ... ... o.o ... =o

Bah. Watched Date movie with Xy and her friends. Was seriously hilarious lmfao. Was like fack I couldnt stop laughing.

Alphy sold the house. He said my commission is not gonna be less than 500$. Couldnt be better = ]

Just watched final destination 3 too. O_O wtf man wtf. Its soooo gross. Buttaa I wubb it grrosss. xPP

Gonna go to a job agency with Xy on tuesday. And Alphy made a bet that I couldnt save up to 3k in 6months. Psh. How mean. >>;;

And I'll prolly take up a course in July. Yea and claro, all my friends were like = O *GASPS* *Pinch* wow... I aint dreaming. Rofl those fags really amuse meh. I WUB JOO FUCKTARDS = ]

Hmm.

Sooooo... What should I do next? O_o.. No idea?

*Thinks*

*Sings*
Im sorry for the person I became
Im sorry that I took so long for me to change

Ops =X

Dang it. Someone gimme a fucken job pweeasee. -_-!!

I still remember the first time I seen juu. You were talking to Steve. Then you were like oh hi. I always think your a funny, cool and 'wow' kind of guy. :) Months pass and were calling each other Jie jie and Di di <3 You were younger than me by a year. And I always tease you for being skinnee after seeing juu =) Your the only one that I really talk to for all these months.

I never knew how much I meant to you until that day that I decided to move on. Yea you cried. My heart hurts so bad and im so touch at the same time. I dont know how we gotten so close. And I never knew how much I love you until that day.

And I knew you never let me leave alone. You know Di di, Jie jie really loves you so much. I want this to last. And I so want to hug you. I seriously do. I hope you feel the same way I do.

Jie jie wants you to know that, where ever I go, your always in my mind. What ever I do I will always think of Di di and his jokes <3

You left this feeling here inside me.

Its a beautiful day.
Now I'll be ok now that your not away.
Yesterday was a terrible day.
Now that your here im ok.

Cause youuu dont knoow
How much I
I need you pleaseee dont gooo.

Your so wonderful
This I swear
This I know.

You oh you
Every single thing you do
Im so proud of you
What you do
When you do the things you do
Thats so you.

Thank youuu for being there for me. Even tho this few days had been so bad for me.
Thank yuu thank yuu thank yuuuu. Im feeling so much better now when your here <3

DAVID, I WILL ALWAYS BE WITTHH YUUUU <333

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel what it's like to be new 'Cause in my head there's a Greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here

And I cannot guess what we'll discover
When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain

And I do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you than I hope it takes me too
So Brown Eyes I'll hold you near 'cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere