It struck me like a sudden wind when he said he like me. I didnt expect that. I mean what do you expect from someone like him? Well. I dont know. It really seems like a facade to cover up what I really feel about him. I dont like it. I really dont. Tho sometimes I always say its my favourite sin. But no, I really dont like it. I dont worth a 50 bucks. Thats what I said to myself. But do others see it that way? No.
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Really glad we talked again. And again. And again. Really miss all those chats. It really hit me when you said we have something in common. We both hate school. And I added in, "But we wanna study." Its really sad. I dont know if I did saw the look on your face. But, I saw a reflection. Can I just stop regressing?
We laugh indoors - Death cab for cutie
Lates.
Monday, March 12, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
EDITS: I saw Xiong the chef on friday at CWP! HE COULDNT REGONISE ME! I looked at him. He was like, why this girl looking at me. Then I walked pass him. For a few seconds, I turned, and he turned. He was like "EH?" I yelled at him, "YOU FORGOT ME?!!" Hes like, *Smiles*
Went to Swensen's with my Sis and Dad today. Mmmm =D
I AM lazy to blog these few days. So yeh I guess will just stop here!
Apology - Alesana
Lates.
Went to Swensen's with my Sis and Dad today. Mmmm =D
I AM lazy to blog these few days. So yeh I guess will just stop here!
Apology - Alesana
Lates.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
The Malay.
O....kay. Lets start with.
Friday, March 09.
Woke up early in the morning to help my granny carry groceries home. At least I've gotten something out of it! I threw three packets of kinder brano and a CNC ice cream into the basket. My granny was VERY happy that i followed her to NTUC. She was talking talking talking nonstop the whole journey and smiling so widely like a "laughing buddha". Went out with YT. Bought a bag and regretted as usual. I should have bought that brown one. Tho i was very reluntant to buy a bag. I saw SOO many shoes on OFFER. So tempted to buy them. And i want a contact lens. Sick of the old geeky look. Complained the whole day of the heat and pain on my foot.
BBQ party for Lee Yun's birthday. We waited for PY to arrived at Vista park. A figure appeared at the corner of my eyes, asking for a lighter. I looked at them, two Malay guys. Mmmm okay.
After they lighted their ciggies, one guy said, "Hey you looked familiar."
Me: "Mmm you dont looked familiar."
*Thinking at the same time, bad pick-up line*
Him: "Oooo you isit at that 630 coffee shop? That time your Dad with you right?"
Me: "OOo I remembered!"
The coffeeshop at my house, downstairs. A year ago, a new Malay food store opened for business. Whenever I went down with my dad to eat, I always noticed that store's owner. He was sooo cute and its rare to see young adults selling food at the hawker center. He always have his friends come over to the coffee shop to slack. And SUDDENLY, theres so many Malays at 630. And that guy I met yesterday, is one of his friend that always saw me eating there.
Kay, the BBQ was kind of boring.
Friday, March 09.
Woke up early in the morning to help my granny carry groceries home. At least I've gotten something out of it! I threw three packets of kinder brano and a CNC ice cream into the basket. My granny was VERY happy that i followed her to NTUC. She was talking talking talking nonstop the whole journey and smiling so widely like a "laughing buddha". Went out with YT. Bought a bag and regretted as usual. I should have bought that brown one. Tho i was very reluntant to buy a bag. I saw SOO many shoes on OFFER. So tempted to buy them. And i want a contact lens. Sick of the old geeky look. Complained the whole day of the heat and pain on my foot.
BBQ party for Lee Yun's birthday. We waited for PY to arrived at Vista park. A figure appeared at the corner of my eyes, asking for a lighter. I looked at them, two Malay guys. Mmmm okay.
After they lighted their ciggies, one guy said, "Hey you looked familiar."
Me: "Mmm you dont looked familiar."
*Thinking at the same time, bad pick-up line*
Him: "Oooo you isit at that 630 coffee shop? That time your Dad with you right?"
Me: "OOo I remembered!"
The coffeeshop at my house, downstairs. A year ago, a new Malay food store opened for business. Whenever I went down with my dad to eat, I always noticed that store's owner. He was sooo cute and its rare to see young adults selling food at the hawker center. He always have his friends come over to the coffee shop to slack. And SUDDENLY, theres so many Malays at 630. And that guy I met yesterday, is one of his friend that always saw me eating there.
Kay, the BBQ was kind of boring.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
The PRO?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUNNY SHIT! Was bored as hell. Went into the nooby zone with my nooby hair with the nooby clothing with the NOOBY LOOK. Look what happened in the end.
AHHHHHHHH IM SOO LONELY HAHAHAHA! Everyone ran off........... Thats so sad and depressing! Im tearing of laughters. Annoying tho. Thanks for filling my boredom.
AHHHHHHHH IM SOO LONELY HAHAHAHA! Everyone ran off........... Thats so sad and depressing! Im tearing of laughters. Annoying tho. Thanks for filling my boredom.
The myth.
My mom said, "If nothing seems to help, I think you ought to seek everything you need from spiritual."
I was like, "Hell no! Nuh uh! Not gonna happen okay so just drop it."
Shes been going on and on about that. She EVEN told me to follow my granny to some buddism [not sure if I spell it right, i dont bother to check either]talk, if I really dont like the sound of church.
Errr no? No thank you? What? Go follow her and talk to a bunch of grannies? Nuuuh. One is already really enough for me to handle =]
No, seriously. I am not interested in god and I dont think it is interested in me either. Period. I dont need help from something I dont believe in.
Ugly betty is a goooood show. Far more better than The pursuit of HappYness. Really.
I learnt so much, much more in this show than that movie.
Should really listen to them talk. Lots of quotes is really touching.
I was really thinking about myself in this show. Betty's sister. Seems like we are similiar to a different extent.
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Text extracted from the book, "When a child kills: Abused Children Who Kill Their Parents" - By Paul Mones
Kids who kill their parents are usually peaceful and have parents that are very private and secretive. Mones found that these children have a low self-opinion of themselves and react only after suffering abuse silently, usually after years of trying unsuccessfully to please their parents. According to Mones, when these children fight back, they strike when their abuser is vulnerable. The crimes tend to be characterized by overkill, instead of one bullet being fired at the abuser, the child will shoot the abuser over and over again. Mones believes that when a parent is murdered, it is their fault.
Mmm, interesting. Okay I should exit "Crimelibrary" now before I get all paranoid and freak myself out at this point of the night. Yes that always happens.
A boy brushed red.. Living in black and white - Underoath
Lates.
I was like, "Hell no! Nuh uh! Not gonna happen okay so just drop it."
Shes been going on and on about that. She EVEN told me to follow my granny to some buddism [not sure if I spell it right, i dont bother to check either]talk, if I really dont like the sound of church.
Errr no? No thank you? What? Go follow her and talk to a bunch of grannies? Nuuuh. One is already really enough for me to handle =]
No, seriously. I am not interested in god and I dont think it is interested in me either. Period. I dont need help from something I dont believe in.
Ugly betty is a goooood show. Far more better than The pursuit of HappYness. Really.
I learnt so much, much more in this show than that movie.
Should really listen to them talk. Lots of quotes is really touching.
I was really thinking about myself in this show. Betty's sister. Seems like we are similiar to a different extent.
-
Text extracted from the book, "When a child kills: Abused Children Who Kill Their Parents" - By Paul Mones
Kids who kill their parents are usually peaceful and have parents that are very private and secretive. Mones found that these children have a low self-opinion of themselves and react only after suffering abuse silently, usually after years of trying unsuccessfully to please their parents. According to Mones, when these children fight back, they strike when their abuser is vulnerable. The crimes tend to be characterized by overkill, instead of one bullet being fired at the abuser, the child will shoot the abuser over and over again. Mones believes that when a parent is murdered, it is their fault.
Mmm, interesting. Okay I should exit "Crimelibrary" now before I get all paranoid and freak myself out at this point of the night. Yes that always happens.
A boy brushed red.. Living in black and white - Underoath
Lates.
The district sleeps tonight.
"Its like when the city stops, theres this silence and everything sparkles."
I NEED the last episode of Ugly Betty! Im soooooooo in suspense.
And theres only 17 episode ;[ Im gonna miss Betty!
And of course, Daniel Meade. Soooo cute.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
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Heh, just reminising. I always dig in the past. Its just cause i have nothing better and useful to do. ;P
I miss the hatties I used to make.
The word, "Alde steps, Alde steps."
Gonyrun <3
Amatsu
Aldebaran
Louyang
Those BGMs bring back memories. Good ones only. Its weird how memories only bring back the good ones.
I cant seems to feel any of the bad ones. The negative ones. Its only the happy ones I am feeling.
Its a pity I lost the reeeaally really old screenies. When it all started. You got no idea how much screenies I have now and you got no idea how much I feel for this so called 'phenomenon'. A great lovely experience. Okay i should stop, now i sounded like an addict. --;
Ahh man. I might just go back and start some new memories. ;]
Be fugly.
Wee. I dont need to catch every series of Ugly Betty on Sundays anymore. I got the full episode on download! Nyah! Its really touching. Another show of a strong personality. I WISH I WAS THEM. Why is it so hard to be strong for me?
"Snow is a magical blanket. It hides whats ugly and make everything beautiful."
"Snow is a magical blanket. It hides whats ugly and make everything beautiful."
Monday, March 05, 2007
Cant stand cocky people. Excuse me. Dont have to ask us wtf is jy? What is liao? What is la? If you cant stand our AZN language, then please STFUGTFO. Get out of this AZN server. We dont want you here.
If you think you are so perfect in your english then wtf is "thats all people stupid is say" WTF is that?! O please yous a joker. Get out.
Dont wait - Dashboard confessional
Bai.
If you think you are so perfect in your english then wtf is "thats all people stupid is say" WTF is that?! O please yous a joker. Get out.
Dont wait - Dashboard confessional
Bai.
They come and go.
Lots of people thought I am weird. In taste, behaviour or w.e.
Friends asked why am I attracted to Malays instead of Chinese. Couldnt give them a sure answer til then.
I might have the answer now.
Its prolly because, when I was young, I was infatuated with a Malay guy sitting next to me in class everyday. But he migrated to Indonesia. He was the sweetest thing in my childhood memory. ;D
The likings, personal behaviour, individual charactor, is nurtured, formed or 'created' from the period when you are borned till early teens.
So yea. The creation of Trish. Tee hee.
Karma Chameleon - Culture club
Deuce.
P.S Kinda miss all those chattings.
Friends asked why am I attracted to Malays instead of Chinese. Couldnt give them a sure answer til then.
I might have the answer now.
Its prolly because, when I was young, I was infatuated with a Malay guy sitting next to me in class everyday. But he migrated to Indonesia. He was the sweetest thing in my childhood memory. ;D
The likings, personal behaviour, individual charactor, is nurtured, formed or 'created' from the period when you are borned till early teens.
So yea. The creation of Trish. Tee hee.
Karma Chameleon - Culture club
Deuce.
P.S Kinda miss all those chattings.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
The search.
Pursuit of happYness. A short conclusion, Happiness = Accomplishment.
To know that you CAN do it. He pushed on at the edge of giving up. When everything is against him. When there seems no more hope left.
At that very moment, I may be thinking, theres nothing more I can do, i failed. But no, he pushed on, and do everything to make it happen.
The spoiled scanner, being homeless, sleeping in the toilet with every depressing emotions.
He was so afraid that the door would open.
He was so afraid that their ONLY place to spend the night is lost. To lose it.
The part where I cried, is when he said,
"Maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue. And maybe we can actually never have it no matter what."
I cried. I never see myself in the future with happiness.
"Don't ever let someone tell you, you can't do something. Not even me. You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you that you can't do it. You want something? Go get it. Period.".
I cried again. O the irony. Its rather like, people dont have to tell me that I cant do it. Cause I already said that to myself.
And the toilet scene was really heart wrenching. I cried because of the fear in him.
At the end, like I said before, it is all worth it.
HES THE MAN BABY, HES THE MAN!
I wish I had the determination that he had. Hes strong. Real strong.
Didnt really felt much inspiration from this movie tho. No inspiration to do some thinking.
Okay, maybe its just theres not much emotions in me today.
Chaw.
To know that you CAN do it. He pushed on at the edge of giving up. When everything is against him. When there seems no more hope left.
At that very moment, I may be thinking, theres nothing more I can do, i failed. But no, he pushed on, and do everything to make it happen.
The spoiled scanner, being homeless, sleeping in the toilet with every depressing emotions.
He was so afraid that the door would open.
He was so afraid that their ONLY place to spend the night is lost. To lose it.
The part where I cried, is when he said,
"Maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue. And maybe we can actually never have it no matter what."
I cried. I never see myself in the future with happiness.
"Don't ever let someone tell you, you can't do something. Not even me. You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you that you can't do it. You want something? Go get it. Period.".
I cried again. O the irony. Its rather like, people dont have to tell me that I cant do it. Cause I already said that to myself.
And the toilet scene was really heart wrenching. I cried because of the fear in him.
At the end, like I said before, it is all worth it.
HES THE MAN BABY, HES THE MAN!
I wish I had the determination that he had. Hes strong. Real strong.
Didnt really felt much inspiration from this movie tho. No inspiration to do some thinking.
Okay, maybe its just theres not much emotions in me today.
Chaw.
Friday, March 02, 2007
A sillhouette behind the rain.
In this dark room, even the sun is not gonna watch this apocalypse.
The words I keep reminding myself with everyday, every night, suddenly doesnt helps anymore at all. What could I do, what should I do.
Indulge.
Nyah! Dance flower, 89 PERFECTS!
Have seen one person getting 300k+ on "Dance flower", nearly reaching 400k. The max I could get for "Dance flower" is 280k, not even near to hers, tsk tsk. I HATE WINNERS! I wish i wish i wish I was her. Then, maybe, I might consider spending money on that game. Breaking my own principle. I dont pay to play!
CLICK TO ENLARGE.
Have seen one person getting 300k+ on "Dance flower", nearly reaching 400k. The max I could get for "Dance flower" is 280k, not even near to hers, tsk tsk. I HATE WINNERS! I wish i wish i wish I was her. Then, maybe, I might consider spending money on that game. Breaking my own principle. I dont pay to play!
CLICK TO ENLARGE.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Dont wait.
"This is a stolen -"
What does it mean? Does it actually meant something? I wish it did.
I got so much questions. And yet again I am confused.
I have given up. Will you even do something?
What does it mean? Does it actually meant something? I wish it did.
I got so much questions. And yet again I am confused.
I have given up. Will you even do something?
Now could I say, why should I? For a person who dont treasure. *Tsk tsk*
Sat there waiting for hours, but you didnt appear.
Everyday, im listening to these musics. Feeling every sound of it. Feeling every emotions in the song. Wondering, is there anyone out there can give me exact feeling the music gave. One did but just a passer by of my life.
Mmm. I indulge.
What sarah said - Death cab for cutie
P.S How disappointing to be talking on the phone with some other guys rather than your own.
Sat there waiting for hours, but you didnt appear.
Everyday, im listening to these musics. Feeling every sound of it. Feeling every emotions in the song. Wondering, is there anyone out there can give me exact feeling the music gave. One did but just a passer by of my life.
Mmm. I indulge.
What sarah said - Death cab for cutie
P.S How disappointing to be talking on the phone with some other guys rather than your own.
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