Finally get Ly's ass out of the house. And we went shoppping~ And of course I was late again so I gotta treat them Dou hua! Its okay ^^, I havent treat them anything in a while. Since I got some money now, might as well treat them something simple.
And we went Bugis and shooop =D! We were walking, walking, walking. I didnt see anything I really liked. Then finally I saw THAT RED SHOE! I was like wooooooot! STOP! THIS SHOP THIS SHOP! And I bought it. Now I dont know what to wear with it <_<.
I bought a tee, shoe and a jean. =D Then we walked to Paradiz for Pool and went Discussion. Same stuffs. Same peoples. Mmm its really a boring night tho. And Darren sent me home and and he gave me a watch! Tho I would rather prefer watches that rock but still its sweet.
And next week its Xy's bf birthday. Py and guys said they would go too! Weeeeeeee at least it wouldnt be so boring. More people that im cool with to drink with me. It would be so awesome. (= And Py said Lets wear the same colour! LOL I CHOOSE BROWN RAWR! Kkz Im out.
Alipin - Shamrock
Deuce.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Saturday, November 11, 2006
The killers - When you were young
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Woke up at 6pm lol I KNOW! And went to supper at 515. After that we walked Py home and realised that someone was stalking us all this while. LOL and were like playing along with him. Hang around for around 2hours and hes still following us.
Then finally I and YT went to stalk him INSTEAD LMFAO! And he was like WTF? And he kept walking and walking. Then around some corner we lost him ;[ so sad. No more fun.
Went to Yt house til 3am plus then I decided to go home. And here I am now.
Deuce.
P.S WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU
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Woke up at 6pm lol I KNOW! And went to supper at 515. After that we walked Py home and realised that someone was stalking us all this while. LOL and were like playing along with him. Hang around for around 2hours and hes still following us.
Then finally I and YT went to stalk him INSTEAD LMFAO! And he was like WTF? And he kept walking and walking. Then around some corner we lost him ;[ so sad. No more fun.
Went to Yt house til 3am plus then I decided to go home. And here I am now.
Deuce.
P.S WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU
Friday, November 10, 2006
Woot went to work. Well the first day of work wasnt that badd. But it was still boring. I got 40$ at the end of the day. I was like soooooo glaad. And and PY and LY came to find meeeeeee I was like AWWW so sweeet of them (:
Then we went shopping after that. While I was trying on the clothes I heard the song To be with you - Mr Big playing. Daayumm I LOVE THIS SONG! I love how the song reminds me of a person. I love how the song reminds me of the joy and laughter. I love how the song reminds me of the love we had. (:
Alrighttt im out.
My heart your hands - From first to last
Deuce.
Then we went shopping after that. While I was trying on the clothes I heard the song To be with you - Mr Big playing. Daayumm I LOVE THIS SONG! I love how the song reminds me of a person. I love how the song reminds me of the joy and laughter. I love how the song reminds me of the love we had. (:
Alrighttt im out.
My heart your hands - From first to last
Deuce.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
Everywhere I go, you go, my dear
And whatever is done by only me, is your doing, my darling
I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world, for, beautiful, you are my world
My true, here is the deepest secret no one knows
Here is the root of the root
And the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky
That you called life
Which grows higher than the soar can hold
A mind can hide
Is the wonder of whats keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart.
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
Everywhere I go, you go, my dear
And whatever is done by only me, is your doing, my darling
I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world, for, beautiful, you are my world
My true, here is the deepest secret no one knows
Here is the root of the root
And the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky
That you called life
Which grows higher than the soar can hold
A mind can hide
Is the wonder of whats keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart.
Uhh okay, the previous post had been officially deleted and saved as draft.
After thinking thru a couple of times, I felt bad and remorseful for saying I shouldnt had said. When I post that, I was tripping so I dont really mean it. I felt sorry for those harsh things I said.
I still love him. I still do.
After thinking thru a couple of times, I felt bad and remorseful for saying I shouldnt had said. When I post that, I was tripping so I dont really mean it. I felt sorry for those harsh things I said.
I still love him. I still do.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Heres something I leeched from PY's blog.
Always try to help a friend in need [Check]
Believe in yourself [I often tried, but yet..]
Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes [Used to]
Study hard [Uhh study... what?]
Give lots of kisses [To whom yo?]
Laugh often [Check ;D]
Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number [Nuuuu! ITS A JUST A NUMBER!]
Always try to see the glass half full [Check, well most of the times]
Meet new people, even if they look different to you [Not checked, not commented]
Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless [Check]
Take lots of naps.. [Check check check! I sleep my life away when I get the chance]
Be weird whenever you have the chance [Fucking check! I AM weird! ;D]
Love your friends, no matter who they are [Check!]
Don't waste food [Check! You know thats how I roll]
RELAX [Check]
Take an occasional risk [Check, used to, still do]
Try to have a little fun each day. [Check, tho I dont really get the fun but I did try.]
Work together as a team [Not checked, not commented]
Share a joke with friends [Check]
Fall in love with someone.....and say "I love you" often [Check, still loving you..]
Express yourself creatively [Yar O_o my hair says it all]
Be conscious of your appearance [Check, overly done. >.>]
Always be up for surprises [Check, im always down for suprises but whos gonna?]
Love someone with all of your heart [Check, still do]
Share with friends [Check]
Watch your step [Dayum, im a clutz]
There is always someone who loves you more than you know [O there is?]
Exercise to keep fit [Check, just started ;P]
Live up to your name [Used to, its screwed up now]
Seize the Moment [Check]
Hold on to good friends; they are few and far between [Check, still trying]
Indulge in the things you truly love [Mmmm]
Cherish every Sunday [Whats so special bout Sundays?]
At the end of the day... PRAY [Naah i rather pass that. As I say, people turn to god when they are hopeless.]
And smile at least once a day! [Check (:]
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Ive been waiting, seems like you dont care anymore. Not even a fuckin reply. I havent even recieved that letter you 'sent' two weeks ago. Dayum, I think its really over. Like a bottle filled with memories, thrown out to the sea.. The word "Trust" is really vanishing. The word "Love" slowly fades in.
The songs.. The "we used to".. The place.. The tree.. The Gonyrun.. The Chittling and Chattlings.. The hats.. The pets.. The smiles.. The laughters.. and the tears.. The starting of each days.. and the endings.. Sexy love.
Be strong girl, I love you my boy.
Always try to help a friend in need [Check]
Believe in yourself [I often tried, but yet..]
Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes [Used to]
Study hard [Uhh study... what?]
Give lots of kisses [To whom yo?]
Laugh often [Check ;D]
Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number [Nuuuu! ITS A JUST A NUMBER!]
Always try to see the glass half full [Check, well most of the times]
Meet new people, even if they look different to you [Not checked, not commented]
Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless [Check]
Take lots of naps.. [Check check check! I sleep my life away when I get the chance]
Be weird whenever you have the chance [Fucking check! I AM weird! ;D]
Love your friends, no matter who they are [Check!]
Don't waste food [Check! You know thats how I roll]
RELAX [Check]
Take an occasional risk [Check, used to, still do]
Try to have a little fun each day. [Check, tho I dont really get the fun but I did try.]
Work together as a team [Not checked, not commented]
Share a joke with friends [Check]
Fall in love with someone.....and say "I love you" often [Check, still loving you..]
Express yourself creatively [Yar O_o my hair says it all]
Be conscious of your appearance [Check, overly done. >.>]
Always be up for surprises [Check, im always down for suprises but whos gonna?]
Love someone with all of your heart [Check, still do]
Share with friends [Check]
Watch your step [Dayum, im a clutz]
There is always someone who loves you more than you know [O there is?]
Exercise to keep fit [Check, just started ;P]
Live up to your name [Used to, its screwed up now]
Seize the Moment [Check]
Hold on to good friends; they are few and far between [Check, still trying]
Indulge in the things you truly love [Mmmm]
Cherish every Sunday [Whats so special bout Sundays?]
At the end of the day... PRAY [Naah i rather pass that. As I say, people turn to god when they are hopeless.]
And smile at least once a day! [Check (:]
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Ive been waiting, seems like you dont care anymore. Not even a fuckin reply. I havent even recieved that letter you 'sent' two weeks ago. Dayum, I think its really over. Like a bottle filled with memories, thrown out to the sea.. The word "Trust" is really vanishing. The word "Love" slowly fades in.
The songs.. The "we used to".. The place.. The tree.. The Gonyrun.. The Chittling and Chattlings.. The hats.. The pets.. The smiles.. The laughters.. and the tears.. The starting of each days.. and the endings.. Sexy love.
Be strong girl, I love you my boy.
My sweat smells like the fragrance of my body shampoo. Mmmm smells like My Secret Wish ^_^
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Still finding no courage. I wish i wish i wish! >_<
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PY! Gimme your mousie pwease =(
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People always says, lifes too short, enjoy all you can. But people really meant, lifes too long and boring, gotta have fun to pass the time.
-
Note to self : Somethings still not settled.
Im so tired of everything
You and your mind has to say
Leave me? Love me?
Love me? Leave me?
Feelings drowned by the constant waves of goodbye
Emotions welled up from the battles we had
Dangerous minds can kill, you know
It only takes two
I want to know where the story is
What to tell, what to know
Leave me or love me
Love me? Or leave me?
I keep on holding onto the things that want to slip away.
I want to be with you
but I suppose Ill wait for another day.
When the rain has left me dry…
I love you like youd never know.
In good time Ill disappear
In the midmorning I wont be here
But Ill be in your lost memory
I may come back
Or I may not
Ill never see you again just like you wanted
I never seen you smile
Ill never hear you laugh
So Ill never hear or see these things
Until I decide to come back
But until that fateful morning
Ill keep you in my dreams
To see you as youll always be to me
Hoping you wont forget me
And to see you smile
And to hear you laugh
Ill always be a distant memory
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Still finding no courage. I wish i wish i wish! >_<
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PY! Gimme your mousie pwease =(
-
People always says, lifes too short, enjoy all you can. But people really meant, lifes too long and boring, gotta have fun to pass the time.
-
Note to self : Somethings still not settled.
Im so tired of everything
You and your mind has to say
Leave me? Love me?
Love me? Leave me?
Feelings drowned by the constant waves of goodbye
Emotions welled up from the battles we had
Dangerous minds can kill, you know
It only takes two
I want to know where the story is
What to tell, what to know
Leave me or love me
Love me? Or leave me?
I keep on holding onto the things that want to slip away.
I want to be with you
but I suppose Ill wait for another day.
When the rain has left me dry…
I love you like youd never know.
In good time Ill disappear
In the midmorning I wont be here
But Ill be in your lost memory
I may come back
Or I may not
Ill never see you again just like you wanted
I never seen you smile
Ill never hear you laugh
So Ill never hear or see these things
Until I decide to come back
But until that fateful morning
Ill keep you in my dreams
To see you as youll always be to me
Hoping you wont forget me
And to see you smile
And to hear you laugh
Ill always be a distant memory
Monday, November 06, 2006
Rant rant rant.
Woke up at about 2pm today. When I was lying on my bed, I thought it was like 5pm cause it was so dark.
And call on my girls, asked if they wanna catch The gudge2.
Met up with Ly first. Before that while I was waiting for her, a guy ask me for donation to some charity or something. And I was like I got no money yo o.o And I was thinking, dude I just donated a 400$ to some poor ass boss. -_-
Then went to bough the tixs and we saw Xh and her bf. Haha watching the same movie. Then blah blah blah.
O..k And the movie was ok. The audience was fly as fuck. Like SI-RY-ERS-LY! Okay not really but the audience is tight WITHOUT all those talkings. All they gotta do is scream. Made it thrilling enough. Like everytime, EVEEEERYTIME the lady and that blue lil boy appeared, HALF the cinema is filled with screams. -_- Tho I enjoyed the audience, but it really got annoying as it continues. >_> Thats like so drama.
What the hell is wrong with the world and the next generation. But really, kids these days are so tiny and small. o_o One of these years to come, people will be drawfs. And movies will scare the shit outa them. And one day muslims will be taking over. Not that im racist or whatever, but really I did notice that there are alot muslims. But hey! I like Malays, Id rather have a Malay bf than a Chinese one.
Alright im out.
Deuce.
Woke up at about 2pm today. When I was lying on my bed, I thought it was like 5pm cause it was so dark.
And call on my girls, asked if they wanna catch The gudge2.
Met up with Ly first. Before that while I was waiting for her, a guy ask me for donation to some charity or something. And I was like I got no money yo o.o And I was thinking, dude I just donated a 400$ to some poor ass boss. -_-
Then went to bough the tixs and we saw Xh and her bf. Haha watching the same movie. Then blah blah blah.
O..k And the movie was ok. The audience was fly as fuck. Like SI-RY-ERS-LY! Okay not really but the audience is tight WITHOUT all those talkings. All they gotta do is scream. Made it thrilling enough. Like everytime, EVEEEERYTIME the lady and that blue lil boy appeared, HALF the cinema is filled with screams. -_- Tho I enjoyed the audience, but it really got annoying as it continues. >_> Thats like so drama.
What the hell is wrong with the world and the next generation. But really, kids these days are so tiny and small. o_o One of these years to come, people will be drawfs. And movies will scare the shit outa them. And one day muslims will be taking over. Not that im racist or whatever, but really I did notice that there are alot muslims. But hey! I like Malays, Id rather have a Malay bf than a Chinese one.
Alright im out.
Deuce.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
I read my bottom post. And I remember when I was young, I once dreamt of that guy I felt so happy and blissful with. Tho I couldnt see his face or who he is. It just feels so right.
Remember this song?
Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I can not get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I dont find your hand
Was it wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between
Some day I just keep pretending
That youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
Then I realize its just what
Its just what might have been.
Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you...
Remember this song?
Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I can not get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I dont find your hand
Was it wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between
Some day I just keep pretending
That youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
Then I realize its just what
Its just what might have been.
Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you...
AWWW Thats like the sweeetest thing Ive heard in this few months. After I heard it from my sis I was like im so gonna post it right now. So here I am.
Sir told sis, its a pity she just left like that. And Steve told sis, yar shes so quiet and everything. We misses her.
OMG I felt soo warm after hearing that. Now I regretted leaving =/
Sir told sis, its a pity she just left like that. And Steve told sis, yar shes so quiet and everything. We misses her.
OMG I felt soo warm after hearing that. Now I regretted leaving =/
Well, today i finally DID went out. -_-! I cant believe I cope the whole day at home the last two weeks. I still.. kinda feel weird around people. Yar around peoples, REEEAL peoples. O gawd im so self consious >_> God I hate it.
I had a long talk with my mom when I woke up. Talks about me being sooo self consious. And about my little depression im having. =_= I just cant find any reason to love myself. Talks about me staying at home all the time. Talks about going back to school. Talks about @#$!@#$. Had another talk with my mom again a sec ago. Ffuck. =( Hate myself. *Pulls hair*
Its like something that I really want and I cant find any courage to go for it.
Then I was sooooo late. Were suppose to meet at 7pm at Bugis. Im like showering at 7.15pm. And it takes about 45mins to reach Bugis from here. Lmao I was rushing like a muthafucker. And friggin a, I saw `N on the train <_< He was like my first crush HAHA. But he was so mean to me back then. So I was like, Shit! *Trying to hide myself* And I wouldnt look at that direction the WHOLE friggin ride. LMAOO wth jeees! My neck was so dayum numb XD
Finally reached Bugis. They were eating and they are quite finished so I just had a drink. Notice I havent ate anything since I woke up. Actually I havent ate anything except a Bao till NOW. Which is morning 7.08am. Okay.. Heres the highlight of the day. Fuckin annoying gay immature Jw wanted to meet me. So I was okay, meet me at the end of Bugis village. Then LMAO when we reached there, he hid behind the stalls LOL I WAS LIKE THE FUCK IS THAT BUTTERD DOING?! What a retard seriously. He sayin wanted to meet me and all that shit and punkt out in the end. And this is not enough, he even STALKED us when we walked away. HAHAHA what a punk ass loser. Then we walked all the way to Paradiz to play billiard. Okay and that bitch ass joined in finally. And I was like, WHY THE HELL DID YOU HIDE JUST NOW?! >_> And hes sayin some lame excuses.
After billiard we went to Discussion. We walked again there. And ... >.> omg I dont know how to put this into words. Fucktard Jw. Okay I yelled at him. HAHA. That made me feel good. Seriously, I dont even know how to critisize him even further more. Gawd @#$@#$@# please STFU GTFO you punk ass gay retard stupid bitch moron stupid fuckin muthafucking fag stab yo ball in da ass cant make a dolla out of two cents cant get no hoe cuz yous a white ass busta. Err.. >.> Okay Im just prolly being mental and plus his all day annoyings.
Word out
Deuce.
I had a long talk with my mom when I woke up. Talks about me being sooo self consious. And about my little depression im having. =_= I just cant find any reason to love myself. Talks about me staying at home all the time. Talks about going back to school. Talks about @#$!@#$. Had another talk with my mom again a sec ago. Ffuck. =( Hate myself. *Pulls hair*
Its like something that I really want and I cant find any courage to go for it.
Then I was sooooo late. Were suppose to meet at 7pm at Bugis. Im like showering at 7.15pm. And it takes about 45mins to reach Bugis from here. Lmao I was rushing like a muthafucker. And friggin a, I saw `N on the train <_< He was like my first crush HAHA. But he was so mean to me back then. So I was like, Shit! *Trying to hide myself* And I wouldnt look at that direction the WHOLE friggin ride. LMAOO wth jeees! My neck was so dayum numb XD
Finally reached Bugis. They were eating and they are quite finished so I just had a drink. Notice I havent ate anything since I woke up. Actually I havent ate anything except a Bao till NOW. Which is morning 7.08am. Okay.. Heres the highlight of the day. Fuckin annoying gay immature Jw wanted to meet me. So I was okay, meet me at the end of Bugis village. Then LMAO when we reached there, he hid behind the stalls LOL I WAS LIKE THE FUCK IS THAT BUTTERD DOING?! What a retard seriously. He sayin wanted to meet me and all that shit and punkt out in the end. And this is not enough, he even STALKED us when we walked away. HAHAHA what a punk ass loser. Then we walked all the way to Paradiz to play billiard. Okay and that bitch ass joined in finally. And I was like, WHY THE HELL DID YOU HIDE JUST NOW?! >_> And hes sayin some lame excuses.
After billiard we went to Discussion. We walked again there. And ... >.> omg I dont know how to put this into words. Fucktard Jw. Okay I yelled at him. HAHA. That made me feel good. Seriously, I dont even know how to critisize him even further more. Gawd @#$@#$@# please STFU GTFO you punk ass gay retard stupid bitch moron stupid fuckin muthafucking fag stab yo ball in da ass cant make a dolla out of two cents cant get no hoe cuz yous a white ass busta. Err.. >.> Okay Im just prolly being mental and plus his all day annoyings.
Word out
Deuce.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
So whats the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have pass,
The weathers changed
Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry?
I did it all, all for you
Hoping you would see
Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched
Are we ready? Are we ready?
But you, you think about yourself
Only bout yourself
But what about...
Un-lonely nights
Romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away
You know me well, You know its wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It wont fool me, cause you already did
I did it all, all for you
Hoping you could see
Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched
Are we ready? Are we ready?
But you, you think about yourself
Only bout yourself
But what about...
Un-lonely nights
Romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away
The perfect dates
The sweetest kisses
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away
So whats the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have pass,
The weathers changed
Should I be sorry? Should I be sorry?
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Wow I havent slept yett and I dont feel at all tiring. Called the school bout enrolling mm gotta call back again. =D hope they accept me. Dayumm how the hell can I face those teachers when I did so much stuffs to them before. Hope they dont take out their revenge >.>
And I gotta gotta poop. Uhh wrong call, diarrhoea. Wtf
Peace
And I gotta gotta poop. Uhh wrong call, diarrhoea. Wtf
Peace
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