Oh hell no. I got so wasted last night X_x
They said I was blabbering shit on the net.
Mmm Rig told me Danny told him that he thought I was avoiding him.
I was likw wtf. I thought hes avoiding me >_>
Aw crap. We seriously gotta talk.
Like talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk SECKS talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk LOL
Just like what Rig says. Lmao.

Well Iono. I nearly cried. But blah w/e.
I dont want it to end like that.

I hate how things ended like *snap*

Suddenly I feel so alone in the world.
Whyy? Why do I feel that way? Without him my world isnt perfect.
Omg pls talk to me. Please.

OMG IM SORRY JUST TALK TO ME ._.
I dont know why am I even saying sorry.
I didnt fucken do shit. WHY ARE YOU EVEN TREATING ME LIKE THAT.

Or maybe I think too much O_o.
Just make me feel real please.

Whats wrong? .___.
Whys the distant?
Talk to me, tell me.
I love you...

Meh after seeing how people worry about their future and shit. Im like What about me?!
Hah fucken pwnt. I have to worry like thousand more than you guys.
Like will I evur find a job >.> And that course, and plus I dont even have an o' level cert. Or even a n' level cert. Man.. What are you worrying about? Your future is stable, is fixed. Everything has been left prepared for you.

Or will I be stuck in k3ro forever. Am I even real? Or am I just a game char inside a game. Am I just living in my world the whole while.

I cant see anything. My dark future...

Only you can make me real again. Please dont make me wait too long. ;-;

But even how dark the road is, I believe that god will leave a lil path for you to move on.

Daddy: Call him back. He called yesterday while you were asleep.
*Looks* ;O

Hi Gay ass fggt :] How are you doing? Your looking for meh?

Har har >_>
Yar I called back. He wanted to confirm with me some stuffs. Or was it an excuse to hurt me again.
Lmao I was like, why should I miss you? >;(
Look, I hate you so why dont you stay off.

Wee I finally woke up O_O
I swear yesterday was my worst day evur Zomg X_x
I was so so sick with flu and the worst thing is I dont got much tissues left and im like controling the whole while.
And were tired of course. When we reach the train they were like fall asleep immediately. Roflmao.
It was funny tho. Everyone in the train were like wtf this girls so tired. Hahaha. But im like trying not to sneeze. >_>
When I finally reach home im like, TISSUUEE !
Then T_______________T Paaaapaaaaa Im siiicck ;-;
Lmao.

Hmm while I showered yesterday, I thought of sending him something. Iono but I hope to get a job quickly.

I slept soooo soundly ^__________^
And of course I dreamt of you ;D

RAWR~
This is the first of this one year I've evur exercise. Man my legs literally SHIVERED.
I swear it reealleh shivered.

Before that, as usual we went for supper at 515. Then after hearing pearlyne saying those stuffs, I felt utterly disgusted AT THE BOY UPSTAIRS. Ewwweeeeeuuuuuu. *shudders* Imma puke at his face.
All he deserve is just some cyber sex with a girl with huge belly sitting in front of the com, one hand holding an oily fried chicken another hand thinking of Lee jun quan and masturbating.
Cause he cant get any real sex in life. And I bet cha he wont evuuuur.
Ewwweeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Wut a fggt.

Aight and we went night cycling after wards.
Rofl and the funniest thing is, while were waiting for ly to push the bike up, I was sooooooo soo so tired till my legs trembled and and I wanted to get out of the bike but but but my legs were like totally dead, and I literally fall on my arse. LMAO. But really I cant even stand.

Meh. Went to the coffee shop, was chatting stuffs in the past then suddenly a topic is brought up. ROFL I wasss uberly excited. So we went to yt house. BUT IN THE END THEY SLEPT.
I was like forcing yt to wake up then she made MEH SCREAM >_> My voice is like errrr granny? Now==;;

DANNY ! WHEEEREE AARRREE JOOOO ?! Im like bored right now. >_>
Those two lil piggies are still sleeping T______T
And my annoying nose is still being cracky. >;(
So meh.

And yea I cant use for long now ;(
Mehhhhhhh IM BORED T___________T!!!
Haha rofl And they have to go to a farm later. LMAO farm ==;;
Its goonnna be sooo hot there lol.

I wanna get out of my house later.
O wells.. Laters ;3

I believe in this world theres someone out there waiting for me.
I believe in this world theres two person meant to be waiting for each other.

I often dream, that the feelings we once shared will never be forgotten.
Maybe one day, you will think of 'Trish' and smile to the distant.

I know someday I will meet a special person and know hes the one im waiting for.
And we may or may not know that we've already passed each other in common situation.

In our life, and prolly some other suprising situations.
Your the one im waiting for.

-Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here-

Three Daniels.
One remains in the past.
One stays in the present.
The last one represents the future.

My only regrets is the present who would probably be in the future if the last one didnt came in.
Im sorry.

Sorry for everything and everyone.
This is all my cause for the pain.
I have all myself to blame.
I deserve this ending.
I see people leaving me.
Im hurt.
Im disappointed.
<3 Still.

Now I can say is -Yi wu suo you-

Kill me.

X_x
I woke up so late today that I couldnt have gone out >_>
Eff that.
Im so so so so bored. And I need moneh ._.

Pshh Im kinda pissed.
I dont have shit now and hes like totally snob us.
I was alll gonna say, 'Done with your eqs I see, done abit of sucking asses.'
And fine be like that. Im gonna come back someday. Fucken own joo. Your a newb without me.
Met with snydes yesterday. Missed how we used to have fun <3

Meth ^_^ I dreamt of joo.

Im all yours :)

*Sniffs*
Grr my nose is annoying >;(
Me me have flu for weeks ;(

Neways, just came back from yt's house. Before that I was still editing the blog and she called then I was like Alt-f4. Go showerrr weeee SUPPER TIMEH. Tho I wasnt really hungry but but I love to go out on a cold night <3

Those six girls just came back from shopping. I actually wanted to go with them earlier on but I dont wanna go any where far without my contacts. Rofls.

Then those girls wanted to play bball then I was like okok I'll just listens to my mp3 then ;3 Then its like late and the cops says were disturbing the neighbourhood. And I was like *Hides ciggies* ;O Then we went away sitting at the roadside LMAO. Then we walked to Tekong and continued playing. Then I continued listening ;3 But looking around I saw a flashlight thru the darkness and I looked clearly its those cops again ;O!!! Im like COPS !! Then were all like RUNN RUNNN !! ROFL !! It was fun ;3

Then all went home. Yt and I walked around the park. Sitted on those benches and reminising. Talking about stuffs. We were tired so we slowly walked towarsd Yt's house. And we heard cat crying. Its was so loud and eerie O_O And I was like kinda freaked out. But but but LOL YT GONE ALLL FREAKY AND SHE KEPT HOLDING MY ARMS LMAO LMAO LMAO !! Then I went to her house after that. We lied down in the darkness blabbering craps. LMAO was fucken hilarious. I was wondering why her Dad isnt disturbed by us ;3 And sheesh my flu came again. Then I wanted to go home.

I walked on the cold, long, dark and empty road. ;3 I wub the coldness and the emptyness <3 Listening to my lil mp3 while I stroll down the road. Its relaxing and Im just all thinking about Meth <3

Then behind me a cab asked me where I wanted to go and its late. Im like oh my house is just down there. Hes like insisting I take his ride. So o well fine. Well I know peoples of all sorts and I know what do I have to do. So yea as I expected we chatted for a while then I left and thanked him again.

^____^

Hmm I was wondering why Haku is asking me about Meth ==;;
He said someone asked him and wouldnt tell me who.
And people overheard me and Meth's convo. Im like wtf kaypo ;O!!!

Kz I think I will be waitin to reach home <3
Lates.

>_>..

Kz its like that. Yt pm me asking me if i wanna go have supper. Then I was thinking hmm fine I have to buy ciggies neways. Then I abandon everything I have to do :O. Quickly go shower cause I just woke up. Then I get ready everything. Then when I called her she then told me that they already order. Meaning : They aint waiting at all. Kz it means no one expect me to come at all. Why bother asking then ;O Then I have to change everything again >_>
Nar thats why I dont like going to nearby places. Cause It aint near to meh ;O Cause Its always like when I reach for 10mins everyone need to go. So I rather go town then 'chilling' around.
Gah w/e havta go 888 later.

The feelings seems so real ;D

*Sighs*
K3ro has became worst than I expected. Even tho I dont lag nemore but ... >.> Kz I admit I depend on gods. Well who dont if that person once played for a year with a huge supply of gods. But blah w/e. It aint mines neways.

I guess Riggy has found his new home too ^_^
Snydes is happily playing in the pk server.
David... Iono. He said once if I stop he would too. But I havent spoke to him since some unexpected turns of events.
Lili, Ross, Lucas and Danny plus peoples from trinity are all together with Thong, Steve, ZephyrX and the peoples from Holy. Thats actually what I wish to happen. But.. as I said, I didnt expect ZephyrX... >_>
Heh and koala is happily being GM on Snow's server.
And the Brs <3 Pk server too. Never forget any of juu.
Bruno : ) Nao espera me. Eu sairam do K3ro ^_^
Nico ^_^ Hope you dont got bored of Luna. Lmao.
Hsu havent talk to me since ;O!!
I guess this phenomenon stops here.

*Sighs*
Thank you all once again. : ) Im glad to have met any of joo.

Thank you for bringing me memories ;D Im still active in the forums ^_~
And I never regretted.

Daniel <3 Im still waiting ^_^
Im always waiting.
Either for you to wake up or even for you reaching home. And your arrival :]
I never stops waiting.

Daniel- then, i'll just snatch u from ur house cuz ur mine Lol put Daniel's property all over you ^_~

^________^ Muah!



Daniel-My Shining Star-I never stop thinking ~_^
and I wont stop working

Trish [[[ I never stop believing ^_~
And I wont stop waiting