Went for that interview. Its a multi something marketer. Still I dont like it. Its like that Alphy's job. Zzzzz.
But but that Nelson was so... o_o cute. He dont look like a Singaporean and he speaks Chinese. I dunno if hes a pure chinese but he dont look like one. Then after that I called Yt cause left so little people going for joces bbq. Then I asked her to confirm whos going then I wanted to asked Xy first if shes going but suddenly Yt says she aint going so we went to Amk.

Hes electricity still not up I guess. =(
I miss him. I hope hes safe.

What a weird day.
Its like somethings gonna happen to me. Something that will change my life or something that will change me.
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That stare i couldnt forget.
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Went to make my new specs and went to dinner at Woodlands centre with em sistaz.
On the way home on the bus, this one guy kept staring at me from the starting til the end of the ride.
His stare freaked me out. I was getting uncomfortable with that stare and of course I tried not to look but always accidentely looked into his eyes. And wtf? When I looked at him, he continued to stared. Its kinda creepy tho it takes my breath away. And its.. charming o_o Iono...
When he got off the bus.. I gave one last glance at him and i realised he was still staring as he got off the bus.
I cant forget his eyes.
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The unknown call, the unknown man and that unknown job.
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I was preapring to go out then I recieved this call from a guy telling me to go for a job interview. I was like thinking,"when did I call for an interview?" I havent read the classified to look for jobs yet. And the past few calls I gave, I gave them my name as Trish not Pei min. And he called saying, "Is this Peimin?" I was like yar? I asked him whats the job about and he said cause they have not enough manpower and they need someone to assist the manager and this will built a path for you for manager and executive something something. Then I was like, "uhhh I dont have an O'level or N'level cert O_o" He said nevermind nevermind its okay. Then he fix the time and place to meet. Then I was O...k.
At night he called again to confirm and he said he pick me up from the station.
I was this job is too good to be true. I was thinking is he a con-man or something. But that arouse my curiosity. Imma go tomorrow.

She said something very demotivating.
"As long as you dont drop out of school. If you leave the school you have no chance."
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I hope after time passes, our love will be still burning strong.
Your definately the one I wouldnt forget in my life.
I dont want any of these feelings to end. Last forever as long as my blood flows.
I love you.

Fucking pissed.
Wtf? He always do this to me. What am I to him? What do you treat me as?
Return to me soon my ass.
Lets see what excuse your gonna give me this time. "Sry I fell asleep" "Sry net is down"
Blach blah blah fucking blah.

P.S #$!#$@#$

So disappointed with my dad.
Wtf he only found that job and he worked for two days only and he tell me now, hes not gonna work already.
Fuck man. Wtf? Just tell me your lazy damnit.
And he just went to sleep. Fuck him.

Crazy night, crazy stuffs, crazy things. Happy US ^_^
I love you lots.

Deceit; deception...
O how I hate this word.
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We walked all the way home singing (:
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The week is planned out for me.
Wonder when can I go look for a school. zzzz
And will they even accept me?
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Could you even pretend that you want me

Sometimes i think im weird.
I realised I think alot. Maybe too much.

At the end, the thing that keeps me going wasnt you, its me.
I wish I could stay focus. Distractions always cut me off from what I persue.

Appreciate me pls.
I miss.. we were once happy.

P.S I need a drink, a man, or a massage. Or a drunkard massage from a man.

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. Thats how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

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You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

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When you were a kid, it was Halloween candy. You hid it from your parents and you ate it until you got sick. In college, it was the heavy combo of youth, tequila and well, you know. Good things aren't always what they seem. Too much of anything, even love, is not always a good thing.
How do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask... And when is it all just too much to bear?

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Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.

I watched Singapore Idol and I saw someone that looks like YuRen o_o
I wonder how he is.. THO hes friends and him was a dick.
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Im just hanging on to something I thought worth it.
Still holding on.

Im sorry but seeing you mad is so sexy.
Oh noes, forget chu!

Go away Mark, I aint attracted to you so cut your stupid lame jokes.

OMG that auntie is sooooooo naggy. She had to repeat everything she said three times. Do you think im retarded or something? OH HECK NO MORON. She even had to say the most common sense things. Like as if I wouldnt know that <_<
I wanna work alone soon! So my mp3 can be in use LOL gg ^_^

Ciao o.o

P.S FORGET CHU! ;D

Woot! Just came home from work and Darren invited me to drink again~ anddd I got so many reasons not to go BUT i want to drink! But stilllll im tired dont wanna take that long ass ride to Somerset. And XY's prolly still mad at me for stooding her up last night. Bah! Iono....

A video I leeched from PeiYin's blog. Lol check it out its hilarious.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=R9TA8NVCNyY

z0mg! Xy called and asked me to go HP! LOL I was like you wanna die, die yourself dont ask me along LOL
WTFFFFFFF I aint going! She said " wo men ke yi ZHONG CHU JIANG HU!" LOL Zhong chu jiang hu YOUR ASS! NO WAYYY stop persauding me to go that cause im NOT going there! Unless PY go along with me.
Hougang Plaza... hell of a place. Thousands places to choose in Singapore, she just have to chose there. LOL cant stop laughing when she said HP.

I wonder whats wrong with me and the old peoples. I get easily annoyed and irritated by whatever she does; walking, talking, ANYTHING. Shees, cant seems to do things faster.
Omg I need to reflect. Bad grand daughter I am.
I love my friends and my family.

Felt so lazy today. Abli txt me and we met at 8.30. Well it was fine. Tho it was kinda boring.
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Shit I skipped working out today and i feel fat tho i didnt eat much.
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Im tired of being so far away from him =[
I wanted more. I want to feel him, touch him, kiss him.
I wanna be able to hold him.
We need some help over here, God or Goddess. Tho I dont believe in you LOL

I am suffocating in your lies.
Dont you find this rather familiar?
"Im seeking for your attention blah blah blah"
"blah blah blah busy with school"

"Where did you go the past weeks since u didnt went to school?"
"I stayed home."

When you decided to stop lying and start talking to me with sinceres. With your heart not your ass.

You treat this as a joke?
You think this is fun? Is this a game to you? Are you just playing around with me?

You know when I recieved your msg, I just stare blankly at the ceiling with tears. I felt lifeless. I dont feel anything. I just stared and stared and stared with tears in my eyes.
What are you fooling. Why are you doing this to me?

I gave you my trust and yet you just gotta BETRAY it.


I think im going paranoia. Im seriously gonna have a mental breakdown someday. I cant handle it. Seriously.. I havent slept for two days and im still here.

P.S ARE YOU JUST PLAYING AROUND WITH ME? Answer it with your heart.
P.P.S When is this life gonna end?
P.P.P.S Abli coming to s'pore today. Was spose to call me later.
P.P.P.P.S Your still EVERYTHING to me. /Cries

Slept at 11pm today and woke up at 1.30pm.
They kept persuading me to go out but I refuse.
Then in the end I went out with my sis. Weeeeeeee Sakae Sushi buffet =D
Before that we went to watch Pulse. Z0mg its good. I love the suspense they gave us.
The ending wasnt that great. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY ENDINGS FROM MOST HORROR FILMS ARENT THAT GOOD. It always ruin the movie. But this movie is still nice because of the suspense they kept me.
I was so tense thru out the movie. Maybe i was just trying to be tense to make the movie look good or feel good. But seriously I couldnt relax either. I was so afraid I would mess my hair up.
Were spose to watch Devil wears prada too but in the end we didnt made it cause the movie was too late and we didnt wanna hang around CWP cause 1- were too full. 2- its too boring.

Uhh new wishlist?
-Whole series of Family guy DVDs o_o I wanted that like since last year?
-w810i FUCK
-More liqour
-Unlimited money ;D
-I wanna lose 30 pounds =(
-More songs
-An air tix <3


Best supper ever.
Never felt so belonging before since like last year; ever since i got addicted.
Never felt so belonging back to tha group of bitches ;D, to the world, the real world.

I ate Hokkien mee AGAIN at 515. God I swear im really gonna grow FAT again. With all these suppers and KFCs >_> LY NO MORE KFCS TOMORROW. Lets go Ajisen ramen =D!!!!!
Then we walked all the way to my house, jeez stop complaining about the distance LOL and we met Weijun on the way and he "sent us home". Or was it the otherway, he was too afraid of the dark.
And I watched movies all the way til now ;P

Caught myself thinking of the moments spent with you. I love you truely.
Nothing can stop us now. Distance wont be our obstacles.
Na na na~ I love youuu.

"Baby I dont know why its like that, but your just god damn sexy when your mad."

P.S Sis, dont feel so left out, I love you too! LOL
P.P.S I want liqour =[

Ehh everyone is working today. I dont got no money either.
Stay home nua =[
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I can only last for another week the most with the rest of my money.
What do i do after a weeeeek!
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Mom kept telling me to find a school.
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Supper later and they coming to my house.

I love you so much.
Im always gonna forgives you. I always do..
Forgive me too for my attitude.
I wanna be in your arms forever.