Trish-I never stop believing. ^_~

Daniel-You never stop thinking. ~_^

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles

In our eyes are mirror images and when

We kiss they're perfectly aligned

And I have to speculate that God himself

Did make us into corresponding shapes like

Puzzle pieces from the clay

And true, it may seem like a stretch, but

Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled

Head when you're away when I am missing you to death

When you are out there on the road for

Several weeks of shows and when you scan

The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great

Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say

But everything looks perfect from far away,'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your

Machine but the persistent beat it sounded

Thin upon listeningAnd that frankly will not fly.

You will hear

The shrillest highs and lowest lows with

The windows down when this is guiding you home

We chatted for 8 hrs yesterday ^_~

I wub Dan de dum Dan de bum ~

Methy Meth ~ Danny dan ~ <333

Heey beautiful, when you receive this, im probably in the fifth dream, ya know me Lol ;D wells, im sorries i wasn't there when you msg me, but i was at school T___T sigh, i know it sucks ass, but remembers i <3 ya /kis talk to ya when possible [<3] *huggles trish and never lets go*
well im going to schoool now, if it makes you feeel better

^_____________^

He say the sweetest thing evur ;DD!!!!!!!!!!!!

I COULDNT STOP SMILING! OMFG! I WUB JUUU ^0^

*Stretches and yawns*

Just wokkkke up X_x Omg and Meth's sleeping already ;( I waited for him to wake up yesterday night but I went to sleep halfway thinking I coulda see him today but hes asleep >_> pifff

No one wants to go out today. And hmm everyone got a stead to company them during the boredest time of their life. And now IM SO SO SO BORED. >:(

Luna is up. And suprisingly I didnt lag one bit. Maybe its the once in a long time thingy ;O
Lili told meh Zephyrx was looking for me earlier on. I wonder Oo; But bleh Luna is boring O_o..

Actually its getting more and more boring. Rig is like changing somehow. Friends missing. Many got together. But hmm iono.

Went for that crappy interview. Were almost late LMAO. Three lazy girls xD. And yea I doubt shes gonna call either ;O But it need black pants which I find it almost too troublesome and Im afraid I wouldnt want to work that kinda job cause I dont got black pants and I dont wanna buy ;( Then went for a manicure or however you spell that. I just wub the colour xD Looks goth ;D Bought a lil baggy and Im almost broke. >_>

Well when I came home, hes gonna sleep. The past few days were also like that. We rarely talk now ;(

And today was like, xh and ken, xy and jw, py and yl. Im like ... ;( Im so envious of them ;
But I just wanted Methy Meth :Wub: When can I be as xing fu as them? ;D
Im still waiting for the days of happiness. But honestly, I dont look at guys anymore. I dont seems as interested in guys like I do last time. Cause everything I do I only think of him. I dont give a crap about other guys nemore ;O!! But It may seems a lil too impossible I just hope the day will come ><;; ... As he promised >_>...

But I still wouldnt believe xPP

Nothing much happened today...

Were spose to go for a job interview but were late ;O So we went shopping xPP
O well just gotta go for that interview tomorra. Its the last day of it so DONT BE LATE AGAIN. !
And... I havent sleep ;O SHEESH I KNOW I HAVE TO SLEEP SOON OR ELSE I WILL BE LATE ;O
But I wanna wait for Meth tho ><;;

And Rig got Nico's stuffs ;O!! And zephyrx is gonna come back. But he dont need to snob me so much.
I wouldnt care. I really wouldnt care. I was gonna quit anyway. I just wanna work and stuff. And enjoy you know.
Do what I should do. Do what humans should. Do what girls do.

I knooww that game its like my life. My everyday thing. My memories. My friends. My precious friends.
But gah. I lag so much and Iunno if anyone is gonna hook me up. So bleh. Imma just work and get some money.

Iunno if my mum is gonna gimme moneh for those fees. I hope yar she will. But likely.... iono ><;

Seriously, Iono what do I really want now. But I know something that I want. Is to hangout with Meth *Wink wink*
O well I will worry about stuffs like this later on. ;People sucks.

I dont like how the Destiny and Serenity peoples are saying Holy = Nubs. Dude I lvled my H.aco without changing it into a H.priest until Im max and when the rates isnt 1000x YET. And the rates is like 500x which is so near to Seren. So did you ever do that? Fucking newbs dont know a thing. And yo man dont generalise us. I so wanna see how the serenity community is gonna be so take over by us 'the nubs' ;] Just you wait mofos.

*Prays for no more laggyness for meh*

Holy and Trinity will be deleted.
Im just worried about my stuffs. ZephyrX havent even replyed me yet. I bet he just find me irritating :O But he already quitted like for so long. Whats the use if he keeps all those donations thingy to himself for?

Another thing is that my com lags like hell. And I cant even lvl sometimes cant even move. How can I continue playing?? T____T!! I will be so missing from all the fun. Everyone is gonne be so together like finally and I aint. X_x This is sad. Gah Iunno what else can I do. X___________x

Will I be in the new memories or will I ever be a part of it? Will I cease to exist ever again?

I'll put my hope forward ^____^

*Take a deeeep breathe*
*Breath out heavily*

ZOMG!! MY FEEET HURRRTTSSS LIKE A MUDAFUKA X_x Been shopping for two days straight with that high heels and its like I havent been out for like a few months and I suddenly wear that heels. It suuuure hurts.

They can hear me complaining for the whole day without stopping. Zomg X_x... Anyways Im happee ^.~

Anyways yea.. David is kinda sad that I snob him 24/7 Well I didnt mean to but I dont know why or how hes gotten irritating to me. Prolly the once in a month thingy ;O But yea X_x Hes hurt. But gah w/e.

And yar im happy about something. When im back, everyone is out there for me :] I know I havent been contacting you guys for a hella long time. Im sorry and I swear I will get back to you guys' life on the track ;D

Alllllll I need now is a job to help me stay away from the com xP Cause without moneh I wont go out. I wont go out equals to stay in front of the com 24/7. So yar gimme a job pweasssee X_x

And o I dont think my mum will be supposting my schooling fees. What a fag. Dont you want me to study?! ?!!
?!! You biotch :O Riiight w/e. I will try to think of ways then O_o.. Or not... Gah. I dont care. Imma take a step at a time ><;;

Meh im bored. Angie's asleep and I got no one to talk to T_T. How sad... Wakkeee uppp Angiiee wakeee uppppp :]
Hun read my msg *Wink wink*

LMAO I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO MYSELF FOR ONE WHOLE HR :O Im that sad LMAO Naaaahh I aint. Im just too bored :O I aint emo dude. -_-!!

Aiiiiight. Gonna shower despite my hurting feeet X_x Lates peeps.

...

Disappointing..
Fine act like I dont care at all. Ask Rig. Were all worried for ya. Now you got scammed. I didnt breathe a word to you cause I dont wanna be like spoiling your relationship with her. And hell.. Snydes : 'IF YOU CARED YOU WOULD TOLD ME SOMETHING!'
YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS. Ask Rig. I told him everything man. Stfu you dont know how disappointed I was. You acted like I dont even care like I dont treat you as a friend. Stfu.

I got my pay. >>;;

Meep ._.

*Yawns* Still feeling grouchy x_X

Still thinking about yesterday ><;;
Iunno what happen that I totally snob David, Haku and Meth. >_> Gah. Prolly just because of what Bruno says.

*Gasps* Ron just pmed me... ... ... o.o ... =o

Bah. Watched Date movie with Xy and her friends. Was seriously hilarious lmfao. Was like fack I couldnt stop laughing.

Alphy sold the house. He said my commission is not gonna be less than 500$. Couldnt be better = ]

Just watched final destination 3 too. O_O wtf man wtf. Its soooo gross. Buttaa I wubb it grrosss. xPP

Gonna go to a job agency with Xy on tuesday. And Alphy made a bet that I couldnt save up to 3k in 6months. Psh. How mean. >>;;

And I'll prolly take up a course in July. Yea and claro, all my friends were like = O *GASPS* *Pinch* wow... I aint dreaming. Rofl those fags really amuse meh. I WUB JOO FUCKTARDS = ]

Hmm.

Sooooo... What should I do next? O_o.. No idea?

*Thinks*

*Sings*
Im sorry for the person I became
Im sorry that I took so long for me to change

Ops =X

Dang it. Someone gimme a fucken job pweeasee. -_-!!

I still remember the first time I seen juu. You were talking to Steve. Then you were like oh hi. I always think your a funny, cool and 'wow' kind of guy. :) Months pass and were calling each other Jie jie and Di di <3 You were younger than me by a year. And I always tease you for being skinnee after seeing juu =) Your the only one that I really talk to for all these months.

I never knew how much I meant to you until that day that I decided to move on. Yea you cried. My heart hurts so bad and im so touch at the same time. I dont know how we gotten so close. And I never knew how much I love you until that day.

And I knew you never let me leave alone. You know Di di, Jie jie really loves you so much. I want this to last. And I so want to hug you. I seriously do. I hope you feel the same way I do.

Jie jie wants you to know that, where ever I go, your always in my mind. What ever I do I will always think of Di di and his jokes <3

You left this feeling here inside me.

Its a beautiful day.
Now I'll be ok now that your not away.
Yesterday was a terrible day.
Now that your here im ok.

Cause youuu dont knoow
How much I
I need you pleaseee dont gooo.

Your so wonderful
This I swear
This I know.

You oh you
Every single thing you do
Im so proud of you
What you do
When you do the things you do
Thats so you.

Thank youuu for being there for me. Even tho this few days had been so bad for me.
Thank yuu thank yuu thank yuuuu. Im feeling so much better now when your here <3

DAVID, I WILL ALWAYS BE WITTHH YUUUU <333

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel what it's like to be new 'Cause in my head there's a Greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here

And I cannot guess what we'll discover
When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain

And I do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you than I hope it takes me too
So Brown Eyes I'll hold you near 'cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

eh Its been only two days quitting and I miss k3ro already. I gave my account to Bruno. And when the next day I logon. =O All my gods are gone. And he seems dont wanna talk to me at all. I prolly trust the wrong guy >.> Fine w/e. I just pray for the next wipe then =/

David is having tution now ;( And wow his home is bigggg and niceee. I wanna gooooo ;_; And now Iono what to do with my life either.. o.o Meep ._.

This is so screwed up. Meh. I prolly go emo >_> jokes...

Gah. Just havta take a step at a time I guess =

My Sinx. 250

My Creator. 220

My Priest. 250

My Gypsy. 220

My Pally. 250

>_>....

I seriously honestly hate RMs.
Wtf we used to pwnt their arse back then.
Now moved to Trinity or even quitted.
Fuck now im left alone in fucken Holy.
Well not alone but they barely comes on.
Fucken teaming up on me.
Cause they cant pwnt arse without teaming.
Ha ha 5424135124 vs 1.
What do you call that?
>.> random numbers...
Well got nufing to say neways w/e.
Im moving to Trinity.
Fucken pinoys can snatch Holy do w/e they one.
Well hope you guys rot there.

Quote of the day : I officialy annouced Holy is now a pinoy server.

Just had a looong good chat with David =3 I guess thats how people are... I never know how Hsu is before the wipe. I guess this wipe really change many things but one good thing it shows how really people are.. In the end it all dont matters to me.. Cause i know your that ungrateful. U can as well throw our memories away. I bet you dont even remember who was with you when u lost faith. Lost faith and motivation. I really thought how good how strong our friendship were. But in the end I lost it so easily. Even tho you dont realise it. Its already slipping away from you. I wants to tell u that dont regret it when im gone.. It will then shows u whos helping u all the while.

Bleh It wouldnt matters no more. Im just gonna stay useless for bit until I get my new laptop. Just sits around and chat. Or go global. =\ thX David.. Your like the only person I really talk to.. And the Nicole will be getting a piece of me when im back ;S Your feeling me ? =3 You betta..

Errr.... Ya I havent been here in a while... Umm err so what had happened. Lemme think..

Ya Previously... I had a buddy who made a girl char but shes a guy.. And uhh he created a guild named sinful angels. I was soo fucken loyal to him. Cause hes ma best best buddy. <33 I made the guild known to everyone. And uhh ya the one piece *Shakes head* Fucken cheaters... Lazy to type out the whole story. But ya the whole flame war was started by meeehh !! Bwahahhah Was all mee. Yea so now everyone is hating them, pwning them whenever they could in pvp.

http://d2190.servadmin.com/invision/index.php?showtopic=6953&hl=
Check tha flame war... ;D

Ya and shiroi which was the sub gm there was my friend and he join our guild.. So uhh he kinda abuse his power a lil and helped us during woe. And things got big the renaisance create a fuss at the forums.. So we disband the guild. I encourage hsu all the way. And we create another guild. Which was Sadistic Desire. Which pwnt one piece again.

And yea finally the wipe comes. We kept switching servers and couldnt just decide where to go. And i wanted to stay in Holy. I told zephyr to put his credits there. But in the end Hsu was somehow mad at me. Then i had to go back to Trinity. And left Zephyr alone there T_T And I was laggging so bad after this wipe. So uh I started working to get a new laptop. :S Im gonna donate i think too. But im not sho tho. Cause the server sucks really bad after this wipe. They nurfed so much stuff which i didnt like. Im hating it actually. Sinx dont pwnt so much nemore. :
Hmmm.. Caught up with the rest of my friends and yea... Im trying to get back my life.. Xy did contact me but not as much as before, of cos... So yea.. Fill in pretty much so uh im out.. Lata ;P