Lord give me your strength and wisdom!

Had fun nights ago.
Couldnt take much pictures cause my camera sucks.
Went to east coast for rollerblading and Tony's friend came along.
And at night went to Tony's friend house to BBQ.
GUESS WHAT. Another suprise. Didnt matter his car looks great in the first place but his house is a freaking three storey. Yes I was damn shocked and obviously someone like me, started acting like a sua ku in the house. "Wa wa waaaa!"
He has 4 cars in his garage WTF! @#$!@#%!@#%@#$^$
I keep exclaiming all the way from the ground floor to the roof. And we BBQ at the roof's balcony. Really nice ambience. You dont have to go out for a great ambience. Good right! God, I swore to achieve that by 35.
And another suprise. His GF is actually a celebrity!
Its just suprise after suprises.

That night it was just a dream.

Got alot to say. No time.

Celebrate through life cmon!

Ernies' 21st!!

Really enjoyable night at sis's 21st party!
I havent had that much fun in a while now.
Mini dance floor with great dim blue lightings and candles + great amplifier.
Nice contributors to alcohols. (Still got one martell + Chivas left. HEEHEE leave for other occasion :D!)
Fair amount of fun crowds to mix with.
Idiots that came to start a fight. What a party crasher! =/

I think the most enjoyable was the great people that I get to know!
Not much pictures cause everyone was just having too much fun to bother about the photos hur hur.
I really regretted forgetting about taking photos with people! =[

After the crowd was gone, the chill out session with just laughing and talking with just the 10 of us who stayed till dawn made me reeally missing the days when I was still working. Aww really cant wait to finish my O's.

Before getting ready for the night













After getting ready in the evening

And I did the four of us's makeup of the day. And Tada!
My pretty sister!

















What do you get when you couldnt cut through an ice cream cake??



A ROASTED/BBQ CAKE! FTW!







Nick and friends performing a song for Sis!

Happy early birthday wishes to PY!

Its was a fun night yesterday!
Needless to say, the thrill of sitting at the first front part of the car while YT's driving is like a thrill ride without safety HAHA!


I cant wait to work! I have nothing, absolutely nothing to wear anymore =[

Cant wait for tomorrow's partyyyyyyy!!!

Random.

It was a great week with Nick and my family.
My family celebrated the great mother's day at Crystal Jade.
The food was average but I love the look on my happy family.
Dad got my Mom a red carnation, and she was soooooooooo shy! Pushing it to us. Dad was kind of disappointed haha.
Nevermind that.

Oh and Nick went jamming without me. Angry angry angry! I thought we could progress together. That made me really disappointed.

Anddd I finally got my MAC products after 5 months spent without shopping. I was there in the first place with only the thoughts of buying eye shadow Carbon and one of the mineralize duo. But I added up buying Beauty Marked, Heat Element and Funtabulous from the Double Dazzle collection. Burnt a hole in my... piggy bank. The pig caught fire.

Boo I need to finish O level quick, swift and effective!

I reeaalised, I suck at socialising in different environments.
Why SO! I honestly dont understand.
Have to change, have to adapt. Boo. =/

Am apologetic for all the outings I missed!

Girls, I will see you soon!

Where have I been this few days?
Since Nick came back from Taiwan, I've been glued to him like tar on the roads this whole week.(What a description, I know.) Im sorry but I just cant help it! He dont get these holidays often you know.

So what did he got me from Taiwan?
When I freaking asked for a pair of heels, he got me these.
1. A box of condom.
2. Panties. (Not exactly, knickers.)
3. Tee shirts.
4. A pack of cigarette.
5. Nice food.

Although the sarcastic tone above, I LOVE IT STILL! So thoughtful of him, really. Except for the box of condom (which is pretty self-explanatory, who likes condoms?!!?) Haaaa I know what you girls are thinking. She nu ren.

Oh and I painted his room the whole day yesterday evening. My arms are aching and I should really get back to my jogging plan soon. Today.

Saturday.

Went Attica with Chin and sis. Like been ages since I stepped into that euphoric, brightly lit city. And I finally collected my VIP card and for that I saved $28 on the entrance fees. God, that's just so orgasmic.

AND ITS DAYS LIKE THIS I MISS.

I cant wait till I finally progress from this point.
I want to get my life back.
Work hard work hard now!

P.S Girls, how come no more late night supper session?!!?!
I honestly miss Little India's sour food.

P.P.S Another grieving incident happening in our neighbourhood. My neighbour just past away abruptly, a healthy person with no signs or symptoms. She was just in her 40s. Sad isnt it? Four young kids have to experience the pain of losing their love one.

P.P.P.S The funeral they held downstair, played acoustic while everyone sings harmoniously. I dont know the language but the tune was tear-jerking. Listening to them sing, clearly shows how much they miss her. ;[

I have to learn,
to find strength within myself and the Lord.
Not from external source, not from momentary gains.

This menstrual symptoms is affecting my daily life.
Sudden lost of drive and motivations.
Stress, anxiety and tensions.
How to get back my focus?
Fed up fed up fed up.

I have no more chemistry with chemistry.

Im stuck at the chapter,
FORMULAE, STOICHIOMETRY AND THE MOLE CONCEPT.

Anyone familiar with that?
Help meeeeeeee, im dying.

So cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute!

2cm by 2cm lard.
I ate lard. Fuck.

This is gonna be a long post.

I am very, very astound by the contents on the Singaporean forum.
This name is, SammyBoyForum

In this forum, men talk about their experiences and deals at Geylang, our very own famous Red Light District.

I, as people know me personally, am a very liberal person. I can accept people talking about their experiences and fantasies. Talking about how great or bad their services are, or talking about in detail what they do.

WHAT I absolutely CANNOT accept is that how immoral they as an individual are. Men in that forum, discriminate us ladies like some sex slave to serve them. By their language and tone, they speak so disrespectfully about the ladies there. You PAY for their services, they do their job. They are not made for you men alone. Clean your tongues well and talk with respect.

What really surprises me is most of the men who patronise the forum and the brothels are with wives or partners. I am very appalled and extremely disgusted by men in general.
Men, huge ego, small brain.
No wonder women are reigning in this society sooner or later. First thing, I tried very hard not to generalise for a very long time about men, but given what I've experienced and seen, I cant! I absolutely cant for this moment.

Like everything in their brains is just SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX WOMEN SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX. This kind of men, cant fulfil bigger things in life cause 90% of their life are filled with sex and craps. Sex is too powerful for them to surpass it. Sex for them is priority over the feelings of his loved ones and over his career and over his family.
Weak isnt it? Disgusting isnt it? Loser isnt it?
This, no one can respect.

Right now, I really believe a bigger men, put his moral and boundaries above all, even his families.

SOME even have the cheek to blame their wives when they gonna have an affair. They could even discuss on the forum on how to manage both wife and lover. And keep in mind that their tone are all 'in the matter of fact' tone. Like it is rightful of them and that it is justified.

No wonder even the China prostitute claims Singaporean men are stupid. Likewise they claimed, it is stupid for the prostitute to be fucked by them but on a larger scale, Singaporean men are even more stupid and brainless.

If men put their urge above their moral and boundaries, they are no different from a beast.

Would you like it so much if your father do this to your mother? Would you like it so much to catch your father in the act with a young girl, with the thought of your mother being back home alone and tired with all the housework? Tired with all the housework plus no attention and understandings of her husband who only complains about how fat she looks now and how undesirable she had become because of giving birth to YOU MEN.

Theres amazingly a good Samaritan in the forum.

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Originally Posted by swiftee
Hmm... after having the baby my wife spend most of the time looking after the baby and also working. 1 month the most "do" once or twice ( everytime she not interested to perform ) end up using my own hand 99% of the time. And she also become quite short temper maybe too much chasing n screaming at our over active kid.....

my wife and i also just had a kid... her screaming might be that she might be (might not) suffering from post-natal depression, and for some time now. seeing a doctor to dis-confirm it might be good. but i dont think so...

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I appreciate my wife giving me a baby. But with that her body also transform. No doubt, she is still slim. But can still see the stretch marks on the tummy and also the ugly C-section scar. The papayas definitely dont look that good anymore too. I believe many bros here with wife that given birth can attest to that. Some how it also affected my appetite. But sometime when i want sex she also dont give...

is she not the same woman u fell in love with and married??? stretch marks and c-section scars already made u turned off. what if she got older???

i dont know about u, but u know how much pain she went through to have your baby. that is the best affirmation of love from her and now u r going to discard it like trash!!!

my wife was plied with nourishments during her pregnancy and confinement by my mum. she still has those stretch marks, not to mention that she is now still stuck at 60kg when she was about 48kg before her pregnancy. yes, the boobies r now a bit out of shape and she's got a tummy. but i pay more attention to them more, spending more time on those areas and telling her that those r indications that she is a miracle. isnt giving birth to another human being a miracle??? yr wife is tired and suffers from diminished confidence and as her husband, instead of helping and reassuring her, here u r, thinking of fucking another woman...

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So sian all the time, got to endure her temper. Then came "S" she everything i wanted.
I realy felt like embarking on a "covert mission" but guilt, promise to myself n god. Damm this urge of mine

u know why yr wife is in such a bad mood??? she is so busy with your child... and yet u have time to go out gallivanting with other women!!! how about spending time to take yr child off her hands to let her rest??? then she would have time to go pamper herself, doll up a bit, do some slimming or just purely have a good rest. i m sure then, she wont be in such a bad mood. but not for u, i m sure u r too busy!!! busy with yr urge. i guess u r not ready to start a family... then why do it in the first place?

why m i so pissed with u, u might wonder... cos in yr post, u r defending yourself, trying to justify your tryst (which i know is certain to happen) by blaming it on yr wife... so with that, i hope that the stewardess turns out to be a case of glenn close in fatal attraction.








The passage in bold really bring tears to my eyes. Thats a man. A person who can truely call himself a MAN. All of them out there are just wimps.
The creator of that forum, I can confidently say its a man.

Oh and there's more post there that really boils my blood, just in case it melt my skin, I rest my case here.

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My boyfriend is in Taiwan now.
Last week we had an eventful week.

Sentosa with the girls.


Little India with the girls.


The doll N bought from New Zealand.



Our 'Mr B.I.G' we painted at East Coast.



My handsome BF, which hopefully is not the kind I hated above.