The BEST movie.

OH. MY. GOD. EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH THIS MOVIE!
ITS THE BEST BEST BEST MOVIE I EVER WATCHED IN THIS CENTURY.
SO AWESOME! HOORAY! BRING OUT THE BEST IN THE ANCIENT CHINESE WORLD!
I DONT MIND WATCHING FOR THE SECOND TIME, THE THIRD TIME!
IM SO GETTING THE DVD HAHA!

My family gets fed up listening to me nagging about the BEST movie again and again.







I really look like an auntie at home. HEEHEE.
Its okay, cause I have taken the role over my mum, if you girls get what I meant.
My family love my Thai Popiah! Or they are just giving me face.
My sis does all the wrapping, cause I can cook, I cant wrap.
LAU CAN COOK!

We girls should all go Sentosa someday...

P.S The mIRC idiots. The best entertainment of the night, is to crush someone's ego to some self-slothing idiot.
I seriously had some great laughs. Go find some sluts.

XOXO?

Whenever I have decisions to make, horoscope and tarot always seem to have something to say. Oh and I had subscribed for daily readings since sec 3.

It's hard for you to share your feelings today, because you may not be able to figure out how to state the truth without hurting someone you like. Your words are likely right on the mark and therefore can carry a lot of weight now. Ultimately, your intentions are good, but your execution may be lacking. It's best to start off slowly to see how others will react before impulsively blurting everything out all at once.


It may feel as if something is about to end -- and it is. We are at a seasonal shift as the Sun leaves buoyant Sagittarius to enter ambitious Capricorn, the first sign of winter. Here in the Northern hemisphere we may acknowledge the magic of these darkest days of the year and contemplate the hard work that lies ahead. Although we know what's coming, we can still relish in this last day of autumn with help from a lovely people-pleasing Libra Moon.

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Was at Downtown East yesterday.
Hell, we bought lots of cute, sexy PANTIES!
And i still hate China women.
I dreamt of them today too.
That just shows how much i hate them.

At 3am, XH and YT came for XO.
I honestly love XO.

I got my results back.
And I am very happy with it.

So, im back to single hood.
I wont give in until we both change and mature.
There are certain two different kinds of quarrels.
One jeopardise the relationship, the other makes the relationship stronger.
So til you grow out of your behaviour, mature, and takes yourself seriously, we wont be together.
Til I respect myself, value myself, be independent, mature, we wont be together.

If we are meant to be, then we would be strengthen by the wait.
Re-unite at the end or not?

For a lasting relationship, this is an obstacle we musnt avoid.
Even if we couldnt get over it, I dont regret.
Its because im serious, and so I made this decision.
And for the growth of this relationship.
I dont want it to stay stagnant and frustrating.
Or this relationship is just turning about in circles.
A vicious cycle. A vicious cycle always ends bad.


I passed my exams by God's grace.
Thank you my Lord, my Saviour.

Made Thai wraps for lunch today.
No picture taken, too ugly to be seen. Hehe.
But its still taste good tho too dry.

Im bored.

Yum Cha

My punishment of DA BAO.
I JUST GOTTA PUKE!



Yum cha today at Chinatown.
I will never forget the DA BAO!
AND THE ALMOND TEA!

YT and PY came over for guitar lesson.

Back to XO with my Dad.
Bye!

Boom!

I dont like buffets, you pay to stuff yourself.
And to enjoy the torture of the aftermath.
Your bloated stomach.



Nicky passed his guards course.
I went to his parade with his family.
It was cool. Especially those Jeep-like stuffs.
Pictures is at their side.
Will upload it soon.

His parents brought us for food.
To No Signboard Seafood!
Unhealthy meal.
I personally dont enjoy seafood.
And Nicky should learn to be more less camera shy.
And I should get braces.

Last christmas

This has always been my favourite seasonal song.
Therefore, enjoy!



Last christmas, I gave you my heart.
But the very next day, you gave it away.
This year, to save me from tears.
I gave it to someone special.

Escapee Tells of Horrors in North Korean Prison Camp

Click for the full story.

Making money. Saving money. Dating. Loving another human being. These are all strange concepts that Shin has struggled -- and largely failed -- to understand.

An unforgettable -- almost unfathomable -- chapter of that story is about the execution of his mother, who was hanged in 1996, on the same day Shin's only brother was shot to death. Both killings, Shin writes in his book, occurred at Camp No. 14 in a kind of public square, a place where he had seen many others executed.


Before he was taken to the square and ordered to watch them die, Shin said, he had spent seven months in an underground cell, where guards used torture to force him to talk about a supposed "family conspiracy" to escape from the camp.

Since his mother hadn't told him about such a plan, Shin said, he was startled to hear of it. His torturers also surprised him by telling him, for the first time, why he and his family were in the camp. Two of his father's brothers had collaborated with South Korea during the Korean War and then fled to the South, the guards told him. His father was guilty because he was the brother of traitors. Shin was guilty because he was his father's son.

As for the escape plan of his mother and brother, Shin knew nothing. Still, the guards wanted a confession.

As described in the book, they built a charcoal fire. Shin was stripped of his clothes. Ropes were tied to his arms and legs and secured to the ceiling of the cell. He was dangled over the fire. When he writhed away from the flame, a guard pierced his gut with a steel hook to hold him in place. He lost consciousness.

Shin recovered in a cell with the help of a sickly older man who gave him half his food ration. Months later, when Shin walked out of the underground cell to the public square, he was joined by his father.

"When I saw that place, I thought my father and I would be executed," Shin said in the interview.

Instead, to his surprise, he became a spectator. His mother and brother were brought to the square.

Watching his mother being hanged, Shin recalls, he was relieved it was her, not him.

"I felt she deserved to die," he said. "I was full of anger for the torture that I went through. I still am angry at her."

Nine years later, Shin escaped. He was working in the camp's garment factory with an older prisoner who had seen the outside world and wanted to see it again. When they were collecting wood in a mountainous corner of the camp on Jan. 2, 2005, the two ran to an electrified barbed-wire fence. His friend got hung up and died in the fence; Shin stepped on his body and managed to get through.

"I could afford little thought for my poor friend and I was just overwhelmed by joy," he writes of his first moments beyond the fence.

He broke into a nearby house, where he stole clothes and rice. He sold some of the rice for cash and made his way north to the border with China. There, he bribed guards with cigarettes and ran across the frozen Tumen River. Shin says he is still amazed that he got out.


"I think God was helping me," he said.

Here in South Korea, Shin sometimes goes to church on Sundays. "I go to the church, but I don't really understand the words or the concepts," he said.

The concept of forgiveness is especially difficult for him to grasp. In Camp No. 14, he said, to ask for forgiveness was "to beg not to be punished."

I nearly cried reading it.
Shin is fortunate, very.
Did he ever thought that, what if his friend's body wasnt there for him to step on?
When live is at stake, who could really afford to think of one another.
Thats how humans are.
Selfish and ignorant.
Sometimes I really fear...

I absolutely love the appearance of Liu Yi Dao in The Little Nyoya.
Thus, my favourite charactor is Liu Yi Dao.

My very first piece of music arrangement.
ACCOMPLISHMENT!
I havent even learn arrangement.
But at that moment, I just needed to learn that piano piece.
So I arranged it in a way guitar can play it too!
Im lovin it.

My mouse stopped working.
Its an inside problem, I guess.

Just another manic monday oh ohh~

Honey & Clover - Dramatic (Piano Solo Ver) - Hayashi Yuuzou




Forever my cute friend.

Went cycling with my sis at ECP.
It was relaxing but sadly I dont feel burnt out because of the faulty bicycle.
Off from the cities and the buildings.

Those lil annoying bitches.
Suffering from schizophrenic attacks and delusions.
Void of...?
We all should play MGS, period.

This time, Uncle Kenneth came from London.
He didnt bring back any chocolates for us this time but.........
he brought THIS!



Better than chocolates. Know what im thinking?? Hehe.

Qouted from my sis.

ytd nick came to our hse jus to visit trish.
like aft a long tiring day at camp.
he is such a sweet guy who love trish. i can see tat.

Well, maybe he didnt want to go through the trouble of looking for a new girl while he's at camp, ya?
Sigh, its hard to be my boyfriend.
Maybe I expect too much from him, or I hate the fact that im dependant on him.
Why cant I see that he love me?
Why is it so hard for me to realise that he loves me.
To truely love him, I need to pull away from him first.

The memories felt like a fleeting dream.

o!`

Its just a matter of music quality vs music leisure.

Sure thing, Pop is catchy, fun and enjoyable.
I do enjoy it once in a while.
I listened to it all the time in Primary school.
But its actually all the same thing.
If you realised, the music structure is all kind of similar.
Long term listening? Not really.

I'd say Classic is interesting.
The amazing things they did with their instruments,
rather than just the beats and vocal melody.
Do you even hear that now?

I dont discriminate.
Its just a matter of being exposed and being liberal to it all.

Love the genre, love the roots.

MGS4

Best stealth game ever, apart from Assasin's Creed.

What annoys me the most is the forever-going cutscenes.
The longest mission briefing. And the ending was great.
Best ending I had from a game.
And I thought it marks the end of MGS.
It took me three days to beat the game.
Im gonna play it the second time with a perfect playthrough.
Bye!

P.S They SHOULD make a MGS movie. Ha.

My neck.

I have decided not to expect and commit.
Therefore...
After lesson, Nick treated me to Sakae Sushi.
So nice of him.
No where to go,
we went down to Centerpoint to meet up with his Dad.
I still cant believed I actually drank the last mouth of Green Tea from his mouth.
And I got free Haagen Daz ice cream!
Havent taste that in ages.
Thus, we sat at the side street lapping happily our ice cream.
And then he have to leave for camp.
Whereas, I went to look for the girls.
Tim-sum then Coffee Bean, 515 and home.
Oh! And YT took a summon meant for the bike and I left the summon on another's bike along the way home. ;]


This is what I am somehow determine to get.
Either one of them or all of them.



P.S OH and ya, teacher lent me his MGS4!

Mindless.

Will you, wont you, be the one I've always known.

The hearts in India plunged into a state of shock.
Things like these.. what do I say?
Stupefaction? NOT.
Dismay? NOT.
Apathetic to it all.

After studying crimelibrary for years,
faces of death everywhere.
Dont even have to carry a reason for it all.
The hidden darkest mind of humans, its intriguing.

R.Satisfaction, low.

From Orchard to Bugis. Loves.

Lazy to type ;p
Back to my animes!

P.S No one wants to hire me because of my Sec 2 hair. Boohoo.

Hair loss.

BEFORE



AFTER




Tell me your opinion please.
I can clearly see a difference.
This hair makes my chin so much slimmer.

But honestly, when I got out of the salon,
i was fuming with rage.

I kept ranting on and on about,
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!
I FELT LIKE I WAS FUCKING BALD!

I never had so little hair on my head before.
My hair was always rich with volume,
now its been layered to nothing.

But okay, im accepting it. ;D
If it doesnt suits me, I guess there's no point pursuing it.

-

I'm suspecting my five senses' features are corrupted.
Too many problems they gave me.

Eyes,
easy irritable, soften redden, itchiness almost every night, too sensitive.
That's why I've never been able to wear contact lenses frequently, stably. =[

Nose,
same condition as eyes, except that it does not redden.
Sneezing to even a single speck of dust.

Mouth,
dryness, lip's peeling, cracking at the sides.
I always look like some clown.
It peels until my lips look like its extending at its sides, you see.

Ears,
YT claims there could be too much ear shit.
But naw, nothing's happening to my ear. Whew!

Skin,
Dryness. Scales? Something like that.

-

I swore, the next paycheck I get, it would be skincare, facial products.
I shouldnt have neglected them too much. I've never spent a cent on them at all. I can even see my pores.

No more splurging on guitar gadgets, games ANYMORE!

-

Monday, January 07, 2008
Job please.

New year's resolution. (Oh finally)

-Reach 52kg.(Half done. ;D!! I was 60kg, now im 55kg!)
-Lesser binge eating. (DONE)
-6 sticks of cigarette a day. (Of course.... not yet done.)
-O levels. (N levels.)
-Learn guitar guitar guitar! (DONE)

Five is enough for me. And I need a friggin job.

I have already decided on my first New Year's resolution.
-Is to quit smoking.
The irony of this resolution appearing on last year's too.
I had it.

And it seems like I need a 'friggin job' every a few times of the year aye?
I am a professional job hopper.
And no, I am not ashame of it, neither proud of it.
It's just me.

P.S Should I hammer down my two front teeth?
P.P.S I thought it was cute. ;D

Loving you needs alot of courage from within.
I couldnt lean too near.

I HATE MY BLOOODY CHEEEEENA HAIR NOW!
URGH URGH URHG!
I WANNA FORWARD TIME!
I WANT MY HAIR BACK!
CHEENA CHEENA CHEENA!
BLOODY CHEENA!
CONDEMN THOSE WHO CREATE THIS STYLE.
Its so totally not me.