Jeez my daddy just bought another phone again. >_____>
One year change so many times but he just couldnt buy me one <_<

Hmm.
Thanks for taking every single hope from me.

Dont say forever if you dont mean it.

Meh im fine now.
Mom help me think thru.
Life isnt that bad after all.
I didnt realise i have become so pessimist.
One thing i fosho. I nearly suicide because of depression.
Second thing. Not only that, Danny made me miserable as well.

I dreamt of him twice today. The image was so clear.
I can feel him. >_<
I love him. That wont evur change.

All her friends ask why she can't sleep at night
All her family asking is she alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well all she's got to do is stop kiddin herself
She can only fool herself for so long

I never know just why you run so far away far away from me

No please :[
Dont let it end just like that.
My heart wouldnt let you go.
I love you Danny ='[

Oh hell no. I got so wasted last night X_x
They said I was blabbering shit on the net.
Mmm Rig told me Danny told him that he thought I was avoiding him.
I was likw wtf. I thought hes avoiding me >_>
Aw crap. We seriously gotta talk.
Like talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk SECKS talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk LOL
Just like what Rig says. Lmao.

Well Iono. I nearly cried. But blah w/e.
I dont want it to end like that.

I hate how things ended like *snap*

Suddenly I feel so alone in the world.
Whyy? Why do I feel that way? Without him my world isnt perfect.
Omg pls talk to me. Please.

OMG IM SORRY JUST TALK TO ME ._.
I dont know why am I even saying sorry.
I didnt fucken do shit. WHY ARE YOU EVEN TREATING ME LIKE THAT.

Or maybe I think too much O_o.
Just make me feel real please.

Whats wrong? .___.
Whys the distant?
Talk to me, tell me.
I love you...

Meh after seeing how people worry about their future and shit. Im like What about me?!
Hah fucken pwnt. I have to worry like thousand more than you guys.
Like will I evur find a job >.> And that course, and plus I dont even have an o' level cert. Or even a n' level cert. Man.. What are you worrying about? Your future is stable, is fixed. Everything has been left prepared for you.

Or will I be stuck in k3ro forever. Am I even real? Or am I just a game char inside a game. Am I just living in my world the whole while.

I cant see anything. My dark future...

Only you can make me real again. Please dont make me wait too long. ;-;

But even how dark the road is, I believe that god will leave a lil path for you to move on.

Daddy: Call him back. He called yesterday while you were asleep.
*Looks* ;O

Hi Gay ass fggt :] How are you doing? Your looking for meh?

Har har >_>
Yar I called back. He wanted to confirm with me some stuffs. Or was it an excuse to hurt me again.
Lmao I was like, why should I miss you? >;(
Look, I hate you so why dont you stay off.

Wee I finally woke up O_O
I swear yesterday was my worst day evur Zomg X_x
I was so so sick with flu and the worst thing is I dont got much tissues left and im like controling the whole while.
And were tired of course. When we reach the train they were like fall asleep immediately. Roflmao.
It was funny tho. Everyone in the train were like wtf this girls so tired. Hahaha. But im like trying not to sneeze. >_>
When I finally reach home im like, TISSUUEE !
Then T_______________T Paaaapaaaaa Im siiicck ;-;
Lmao.

Hmm while I showered yesterday, I thought of sending him something. Iono but I hope to get a job quickly.

I slept soooo soundly ^__________^
And of course I dreamt of you ;D

RAWR~
This is the first of this one year I've evur exercise. Man my legs literally SHIVERED.
I swear it reealleh shivered.

Before that, as usual we went for supper at 515. Then after hearing pearlyne saying those stuffs, I felt utterly disgusted AT THE BOY UPSTAIRS. Ewwweeeeeuuuuuu. *shudders* Imma puke at his face.
All he deserve is just some cyber sex with a girl with huge belly sitting in front of the com, one hand holding an oily fried chicken another hand thinking of Lee jun quan and masturbating.
Cause he cant get any real sex in life. And I bet cha he wont evuuuur.
Ewwweeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Wut a fggt.

Aight and we went night cycling after wards.
Rofl and the funniest thing is, while were waiting for ly to push the bike up, I was sooooooo soo so tired till my legs trembled and and I wanted to get out of the bike but but but my legs were like totally dead, and I literally fall on my arse. LMAO. But really I cant even stand.

Meh. Went to the coffee shop, was chatting stuffs in the past then suddenly a topic is brought up. ROFL I wasss uberly excited. So we went to yt house. BUT IN THE END THEY SLEPT.
I was like forcing yt to wake up then she made MEH SCREAM >_> My voice is like errrr granny? Now==;;

DANNY ! WHEEEREE AARRREE JOOOO ?! Im like bored right now. >_>
Those two lil piggies are still sleeping T______T
And my annoying nose is still being cracky. >;(
So meh.

And yea I cant use for long now ;(
Mehhhhhhh IM BORED T___________T!!!
Haha rofl And they have to go to a farm later. LMAO farm ==;;
Its goonnna be sooo hot there lol.

I wanna get out of my house later.
O wells.. Laters ;3

I believe in this world theres someone out there waiting for me.
I believe in this world theres two person meant to be waiting for each other.

I often dream, that the feelings we once shared will never be forgotten.
Maybe one day, you will think of 'Trish' and smile to the distant.

I know someday I will meet a special person and know hes the one im waiting for.
And we may or may not know that we've already passed each other in common situation.

In our life, and prolly some other suprising situations.
Your the one im waiting for.

-Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited then here-

Three Daniels.
One remains in the past.
One stays in the present.
The last one represents the future.

My only regrets is the present who would probably be in the future if the last one didnt came in.
Im sorry.

Sorry for everything and everyone.
This is all my cause for the pain.
I have all myself to blame.
I deserve this ending.
I see people leaving me.
Im hurt.
Im disappointed.
<3 Still.

Now I can say is -Yi wu suo you-

Kill me.

X_x
I woke up so late today that I couldnt have gone out >_>
Eff that.
Im so so so so bored. And I need moneh ._.

Pshh Im kinda pissed.
I dont have shit now and hes like totally snob us.
I was alll gonna say, 'Done with your eqs I see, done abit of sucking asses.'
And fine be like that. Im gonna come back someday. Fucken own joo. Your a newb without me.
Met with snydes yesterday. Missed how we used to have fun <3

Meth ^_^ I dreamt of joo.

Im all yours :)