_____________________________________________ Just listening to the voices...

Thursday, January 08, 2009

ZZZZZZZ.

I woke up the next day,
BRUISES ALL OVER!

And oh! I love mambo.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Nothingness.








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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Precious.

I have such great friends, family and boyfriend.
They, my precious, I will keep it.

Before I swore to do anything, I need to have a job.
NOTE: I nearly typed, "I have to need a job."
Different meaning.
Totally.

City of angel.

Oh god, he's delicious.



THIS IS WHAT MY SIS DID TO THE BATHROOM! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!




City of Angel or City of Evil.
Which do you prefer?!






YT said,"I didnt hear you speak about him til now."
For more than a year, I didnt talked about him at all.
Love is a magical thing...

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Pictures.

I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT MY MOUSE!
Today we spend the night at YT's again.
Impromtu steamboat.
I got tricked!

And the overdued pictures.






YT stop showing your ass!








Nick whats wrong with your eyes!



Friday, January 02, 2009

Im the weakest.

Your the only guy who can make me feel so weak in your eyes, the only thing that I could do is put up a white flag and surrender.
Sometimes I thought, walking away is easier than surrendering; to not think of it, to not care about it.
But you caught me in the palms of your hand, all I could do is struggle and surrender.
Tell me baby, why am I the weakest in your eyes, your touch...

Sorry guys for the overdued pictures.
I will update when I get a new mousie.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

And, people are having fun playing with my feelings. Tsk tsk.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 not Goodbye yet.

Everyone had penned down their last thoughts of the year.
I havent.
My every end-of-the-year was either full of bliss and excitement or either full of sorrow and sadness.
This year was a different one.
This year left me speechless.
I am going to go through it like how I did last year.

All the beautiful things that happened and the worst.
Welcome 2008 again.


1. I have gotten over him without any scars.
2. I had N* piggyrided me over the island at Sentosa.
3. I have worked at Mint Cafe.
4. I had the most touching Valentine's Day.
5. I enrolled for O level and didnt got a place.
6. I nearly believe in love.
7. I met an old friend.
8. I got my first electric guitar.
9. I have forgiven.
10. My first meal at Sakura.
11. He's* first day in Army.
12. I used to say, "I rather spend time having fun than worrying."
13. I blushed at the sight of N* wearing the uniform.
14. I have made new friends.
15. My sister started her first day at work at the hospital.
16. I worked at Playcraft.
17. I clubbed.
18. I used to say, "Future together, life together."
19. N* created suprises for me.
20. I got my first PS3.
21. I had fun on my birthday.
22. I did things out of conduct.
23. I had faded from his view once.
24. I let God into my life.
25. I fell in love again.
26. PSP for presents.
27. I left Playcraft.
28. I have done shoppings for N*.
29. I have yearn for another fate with the mysterious guy.
30. My mom got into NanYang Poly.
31. I have earned a closer bonding with my girls.
32. N* and I have drifted.
33. N* passed his guards course.
34. I passed my N levels.
34. I cooked.
35. We are still drifting.
36. I have loved.
37. I have been disappointed badly.
38. I have been touched.
39. I have let it go.
40. I have reminisced.
41. I have changed.
42. I have learnt.

My new year's resolution.
1. I am going to find a job.
2. I am going to reduce my intake of cigarettes.
3. I am going to enroll for O levels.
4. I am going to be stronger.

A new year, a new start.
Lets hope for a start over for us.

Some words are still hard to say.
This distance, this crack, these doubts can never be mend. Can it?
Every turn, change a situation.
Which turn to make, it better not be too late.
Given the last choice, the last chance, what would you do?
I've already knew.
I have reached a decision.

P.S I have my resolve, to forget 2008.

Monday, December 29, 2008

L.I.F.E #3

My newly formatted com, rocks.
Life had been a blast these few days.
I really need a job to get my life back.
My real life back.

Everyone, in their life, theres been thousands of critical moments in their life, where one subconsiously have to make a decision. They might not even know it is happening when things go too fast. But at the end, they would look back wondering if what they did was right. At the end, they would either feel accomplished, happy, blissful or even remorseful, regrets, stress, goal-less.
Our life would be like a river, here and there, theres a few channels breaking out. A path for us to choose. But without our knowing, we had already choosen a path. When we see a dead-end, without even knowing, we turn back towards the main channel, to continue the flow.

My life right now, is just like that.
Where everything is just hectic.
Theres definately some mysterious energy going on around about.
Without exactly knowing whats there to choose from, I bet, I already had made a choice, subconsiously doing it.
A turning point.
I dont know whats there in the future.
I dont know who will be there in the future.
And I definately dont know how am I in the future,
lets just pray and leave it to God.
Pray that every single channel, I do not sway.
That every channel, I make the right turn.
And the strength to go on.

P.S I love the changes I have made.
P.P.S I have to adapt to my single life.