Itazura na kiss.

Jikan Yo Tomare - AZU featuring Seamo

The Green Praying Mantis. Kung fu style!

A huge praying mantis just appeared in my house, on a wall just right behind me.
It was green and 2.5 inch of length.
IT IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE SEEN ONE!
I was fansinated, althought not very willing to chase it away, I had to ask my Dad to do it, its very disturbing to have it right behind me.

I felt very guilty and conscience disturbed after having it in a plastic bag. (Its still alive.) I had to set him free by cutting a small hole on the plastic bag and throw it out the window, it should by then crawl out by itself.

Althought Im not a very superstitious person, as many known me as, I still felt very discomposed by its appearence. I checked the signs on the internet, many had said, its a sign of good luck and fortune, but do not harm it or it will change the wheels of luck.

I did not felt likewise though.
The feeling it gave me was like, like something is gonna change real soon. Something's gonna happen for real. Good or bad happening I do not know. But I do know that something's gonna change forsure. As though telling me something... and surely I regretted chasing it out in a rude mannering.

I had moth and other insects appearing at my house but this is something else.

Lets hope for the best. Gambatte gambatte!

One week of worries free.

I dont take pictures much anymore, I dont know why. But this is it.





Nothing much happened the past few days.
Just that we got quite lucky after a change of mindset.
How lucky, we were able to get the Orange Crush 15w.
How lucky, we got two amp without selling off mine.
How lucky, we were able to jam together at my place.
How lucky, Sensei taught me my favourite tune.
How lucky, Sensei's gonna teach me the Naruto - The Raising Fighting Spirit.
I am gonna improve so much from that song alone.

Im just gonna summarise. Thats all I do these days. Men dok seh =p
Went ice skating with Nick.
Bought three tops from Cortefiel at Raffles. Two for him one for me.
Watched the Sounds of Bells. Ran away during interactive time HAHA.
And some stuffs.

I am determine to get this.

I.Want.More!

MISSES ALL! <3 Hugs hugs loves loves!

S.I.M

Cant get a job anywhere?
Stressing out about your future?
Do not worry, do not fret.

SIM, Singapore Institute of Management.




























































VACANCY DEFINATELY!

ARENA, ATTICA, ZOUK!

More pictures on the next post!
We got some camwhores over here, but its not me! ;]

This is the first time, I dont have anything to say here.

The updates.

I left my job.
Farewell to...
The kids, Daniel and Brightman.


The poor turtle.


DON AND CHAN!


More pictures! P.S Sorry Don, DONT HAVE YOUR PICTURES IM SO SORRY! DONT EMO KAY!

Handsome Chan...


UGLY CHAN HAHAHAHHA




Nick's Bday gift + my bday's gift.



Equals = Happy us!

My handsome BF.


What else is happening?
First.
My granny was admitted to the hospital a week ago.
Fell in the bus.
Had to stay in the hospital for a week.

Second.
I have a low moral value boss.
Unappreciative boss.
Bias boss.
Ill-treating boss.
And probably had adultry boss.

Third.
Finally saw my cousins.
Havent had a good catch up with them.

Fourth.
I found a job thanks to PY. Thanks!

Fifth.
I have all the time in the world now.

Bye now.

I love you Nicholas.

"ON the last day of training in Brunei, he died."
-Newsasia.
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
The blog of a girl whose BF died in NS training.

I cried for 30mins and still counting, just by looking at the guy in NS uniform and with the music playing.
I cant help but think of Nick.
Flashbacks of many events, the pain Ive caused him, and the sadness I brought him.
I am going to cherish every moment with him and love him with all that I have.
I am sorry for everything I have done previously.
I dont know. I just felt depressingly sad for her.

P.S And XH says, "I will miss my wild friend."

Nicholas Ooi Jing Wen.

Amazingly, I could still find time for this.
Im suprise at the pace im going.
Switching jobs(havent started looking), studies, the sudden guitar pressure im having right now(NO TIME NO TIME!), and another personal major devastating event happening.
With all the things happening right now, im suprise I can cope.
I could have just quit it all like what I am before.
I am but stronger.
I thought I couldnt do it without you by my side but im wrong and I thank God for the strength.
My Lord, I need your blessings.

Hopefully, by next year, I could regard my actions responsibly.
Right now I need to press on.

Lastly.
WHAT.THE.FUCK IS BFF?! WHAT IS IT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!?!?!
I DONT CARE WHO ARE YOU! I DONT CARE IF HE TOLD YOU TO CALL HIM THAT!
HE.IS.MY.BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
I GOT 44 MORE Fs THAN YOU! I win.
Okay im acting like a 6 year old kiddo.
Just fooling around.

P.S I am still not coming to terms with it.
P.P.S I dunno why the heading is his name. Ha.

My boyfriend.

1)Basics

His age:
- 20

How many months are you apart:
- 14 months

How long have you been together:
- 10 - 11 months.

How Long did you know each other
before you got together?:
- Two weeks or lesser.

What physical features attracted you
to him first?:
- The way he carries himself, his eyes and smile.

Eye color:
- Brown near black.

Hair color:
- Jet Black.

Hair style:
- The NS hair. Booew. Ha!

Normal Outfit:
- Jeans and Tee.

How did you meet:
- At Jewel bar.

2)RELATIONSHIP STUFF

How serious is it:
- Serious serious.

Do your parents like him:
- Okay.

Do you trust him:
- Absolutely.

Would you share a toothbrush with him:
- I would, would he? =p

Does he let you wear his pants:
- Yep.

Do you have a shirt of his that you
sleep with?
- Er no.

Do you like the way he smells:
- YESSSS. I miss those Dunhill. And.. his manly smell. HA.

Can you picture having kids with him:
- Its gonna be a crazy family. The Adams Family~ Snap snap.

What bothers you the most about him:
- Quarrels like a girl.

Does he have a temper:
- Sometimes, and it gets scary.

Are you happy to be with him:
- Right now, yes.

Do you think you could do better:
- Maybe?

Does he embarrass you in public:
- He squeeze my fats in public.

Does he smoke or do drugs?:
- None.

Does he drink?:
- Social.

3)SOME OTHER STUFF

Does he have any piercings?:
- No

Does he have any scars that you know
of?:
- A bump on his head.

Is he a Party dude or Stay at home?:
- Stay at Home.

Is he Outgoing or Shy?:
- Shy. But outgoing to the close ones.

Does he love his mama?:
- Yup.

Would he hang out with you and YOUR
friends?:
- Yes if I want him to.

4)DOES HE

Sing?:
- Sometimes.

Call Other Girls?:
- YES BFF. BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!@#$

Wear boxers/briefs?
- Briefs.

END

EURO 2008 FUCK YEA.

Physics. S.I unit?

I am a Spontaneous Idealist (SI)

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. in another words, leave the shitty jobs to the others HA. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, too much compromising, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, suprise them again and again, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.


P.S I find it quite very true.

Destroy lives.

What a fun night!
Got a call from XH to have supper at Geylang.
Her friend Apple, drove us wildly through the roads.
I would say, I love her driving style. HA! Wild and crazy.
I have been there quite a number of times, but I have never seen quite a view like that! The ladies there were GORGEOUS!
They were like, "Pai pai chan." (They were all standing in line.)
And I NEVER seen so much prostitute at once in my life.
There were vietnamese, indonesian, taiwanese all countries LADIES HAHA.
I almost drool! Everywhere you turn you see ladies!
And most of them have the model figure, such a waste.
I was like, bulging eyes and opened mouth. I wish I was a guy HA.

And of course not forgetting those buff and sexy special operation police who raid those gambling dens. Like as if they care, they were back to business once they left. Ironic.

The pretty ladies, the pimps, the gambling dens, the SOCs?(The one with red beret).

-

Honestly, I havent had songs that captivate me in a long time.
Joe Satriani is my god.
Seriously, every song I first heard of his, took my breathe away.
I fell in love with his songs overnight.

P.S I dont want it I dont want it I dont want it.
Someone please hit me hard. Give me a minor accident.

My health, my body, my image.

If it really happens again, I would jump to my death.
I need exitement in my life, but not this kind.

Nothing.

Seriously I dont bother much about the sudden hiatus here.
I find no reason for my thoughts here anymore.
And I realised I could no longer go back on track.
If only I'd tried harder.
If only I am willing to try harder.
I could see the disappointed looks of everyone yet again, in my mind now.
Can someone show me the route?

Theres nothing more than a drunken night.
I miss my usual companion.

Theres a song I couldnt get rid off since the start of the year.
Its fairly said.

Mad World - Gary Jules.

"Lau dont cha."

The people at IT show, CHEEEE BYE!
-From Lau don chan.

No appreciation shown, only anger and blame.
Shitty pay shitty management.

Yes its an enjoyable place.
Lau Don Chan made it enjoyable.
Once its gone, I seriously cant think of anything that could replace them.

Honestly, its been 1hr 30mins and I MISS THEM ALREADY!
Hooray for work tomorrow.

P.S Its been a week without ___.

Your voice.

Forget it.
Lets just say its over.
Because of the things done and the things not done.
Theres just something missing.

The whole week of working. Cant wait. Yea! ...
I was thinking of a change of job scope soon.
Soon like as in a few months later.
Good money, great timing for me.
Shall see then.

A piece of nothing.

I know you made the effort.
I know your trying hard.
I just felt somewhat empty.
The feeling was indescribable yet negative.
I am afraid yet I am apathetic to it.
Is it gonna end like *snap*?

-

Right now, my life is staying stagnant again.
I dont want to be digressing, again.
I dont want the reflections of the past.
Just a few months back, it was great.
My life's progressing.
Somehow I lost the momentum.
I got to track my way back.
Give me strength, my Lord.

Please.

Theres a hollow in its stem.

Finally! I fall sick. Ever ever since my birthday celebration, I havent got enough rest. Dont ask me WHY. HA. This is what I call LIFE.
Im sick yes im sick, which leads me to feel even more healthy when im sick. It means im exhausted! And it also means im not even near to slacking anymore. JOY!
Sex And The City is brilliant. Thats the kind of life I seek baby.
Glamourous and promiscuous. Ha!
Im a free spirit! I know that.
Commitment? No, hunny.
The separation of The Team is closing in.
Ahh! I dont wanna think about the life at work without them.

Night.
P.S I lost all enthusiasm on all plans.