_____________________________________________ Just listening to the voices...

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

A sudden change of plan decided.
To my parent's heart of apprehension and disappointment, sorry.

The women, the negro, the knife.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

The drunkard stupor.
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My home, Aldebaran. Love the music, feels so nice to listen to it again with the sounds of the river. And.... ;] Im HAPPY! For the first time.

Baiiiee
P.S Miss this word sweetie.



HAHAHA FUNNY SHIT AS HELL! I wish i was there to witness it. Imma laugh til tears drop.
"NO PORK AR ONE MORE TIME PORK I CALL THE POLICE!"

Ciao.
P.S Pause my song and listen to this shit.

Monday, January 29, 2007

WEEEEEEEEE! Guess what! The song that ive been waiting for is up for download. Sheesh I waited for like more than 6months for that song? Couldnt find anywhere to download that song back then. Its finally up for download now. ;]

And I will kiss you forever,
Lips of silence, my favourite endeavour.
Feel my arms wrapped around you,
Falling into the ocean of virtue.

Tenativa favorita - 16th avenue
Deuce.
Yay yay yay happy happy (:
Nothing you should know about. =x
Love the memories.

Damn regret - The red jumpsuit apparatus
Baiiee.
With smiles.
Been studying Biology today. Makes me wonder, why theres so little chapters. Only one more chapter, im done for Sec 4's bio. I flipped thru the Pure Biology textbook I bought when I was Sec3 back then out of curiousity and interest. Was like, DAMN theres so much things to learn in that book than in my Sec 4 elective Bio. I should do notes from the Pure bio text, to make sure I dont miss out anything I need to learn.

Social studies is whack. Ive been going thru the whole chapter and I felt that theres no important point to remember. Giving up? Not yet.

POA, still doing bad.

Chinese, dont even think about it. ;]

E-maths, still... trying to make sense.

Went out with J.A yesterday. It was fun. I always wonder why do we quarrel everytime. Different thinking I suppose. Charactor differences maybe? But always after spending time together, the liking grows.
We watched Apocalypto at CWP. Love the movie! Reminds me of my fantasy of living in the forest when I was 14. Har har. Play in the forest, drinks at the river, reproduce, look after kids. Ahh the life. Study's out.
Walked to Vista Point, had a drink. He watched soccer. Im there talking to myself. Ha ha jking nah.
Pretty late, walked to my block, sat at the chair at the void deck, facing the greeny grass and had cold wind blowing at our face. So nice, I love the coldness. On the other hand, J.A was shivering like a girl LOL. But yaa obviously with the name J.A. The funniest thing that happen yesterday, like how J.A was saying, "So romantic suddenly you said,"'my Daddy plays Red Alert'"." LOL He kept laughing whenever I said that. No idea why. Is it sooo funny? Whats so funny about my dad playing red alert?? ITS TRUE YO! Hmhp.
Started to rain, even colder. He said,"I have to pee." Reminds me, I have to pee too. Ran together in the rain, went to my house to pee. HE RAN SO FUNNY! Hes like, *Running and yelling 'so cold so cold'* Like some mad guy running around in the wild.
Will end here.

Every reason to - From autumn to ashes
Ciao.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Wee spent whole night chatting with, Attreya, pickles and kuants. LOL Havent feel this good chatting to people in game since RO. ;] Funny pointless talks.
Broke my record, combo x21. Jeez.

Must have run all day - Glassjaw
Baiee.
May 29 is... End Of The Middle Ages Day. Nice.
"The devil has put a penalty on all things we enjoy in life. Either we suffer in health or we suffer in soul or we get fat."
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Im not trying to say that my usage of the English language is perfect, but at least I have the decency to leave it alone and not fill it with shit.

I get very annoyed with people who abbreviate every fucking word in their text messages, even words like "to" are abbreviated to the letter "t". Whats the fucking point? Youre only saving yourself one letter. In about twenty years time the kids at school wont be able to spell anything unless they can abbreviate it and their parents wont be able to help because they will have spent the last two decades abbreviating everything themselves. I have friends who send me messages that look more like fucking Morse-Code and it takes so long to figure out what they have said that my phones battery goes flat. My replies to these messages are never polite, in fact I dont have the decency to abbreviate the profanities. I like to tell them in plain old English to throttle themselves or violate each other with traffic cones.

Cries of the past - Underoath
New medicine - Dead poetic
Ciao.
Attreya! Audi buddy! <3~ Gonna go for a week =/ No more party buddy. *Crys*
Glad people still remembers me at bbgRO.
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Its either give up or not. I wish i had the determination my mom had. I wish im as strong as my sis. Im so a weakling, NUO FU! I scold myself everyday, why cant i have that normal life. Why cant I see things differently? Why cant i stay constant in my thinkings? Hate me, pls.

I dont feel very receptive today - Underoath
Deuce.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Thursday, January 25, 2007

The original one of My heroine would be better than the Acoustic one. Mmm.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007















OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE WHY SO NICE
WHYYYYYYY SO NICEEEEEEEEEE?!?!?!

I HATE YOU SONY! PIFFF! EFFIN AFFFFFFFFFFFF! I HATE SONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *CRYS*
SONY BITCH YOU BROKE MY HEART! I HATE YOU GO AWAY! GO AWAAAAAYYYY!
1. Underoath
2. Saosin
3. From first to last
4. From autumn to ashes
5. Armor for sleep
6. Escape the fate
7. Silverstein
8. Senses fail
9. The used
10. Avenged sevenfold

What was the first song you ever heard by 6?
The ransom or was it As Im falling down.

What is your favorite album of 2?
Self-titled EP

What is your favorite lyric that 5 has sung?
Hum lots.
"i will not say one word
ill just hang around
i wont annoy you at all
when you move out ill stay
until im thrown away
but then it wont matter"

"But thats not why Im here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
Im miserable up here without you"


How many times have you seen 4 live?
Never evur came to SG.

What is your favourite song by 7?
My heroine, smile in your sleep, giving up

What is a good memory you have considering the music of 10?
Mmm, have listen to them since I started RO. Two years ;]

Is there a song of 3 that makes you sad?
Prolly Emily, thats the only song that sounds sad.

What is your favourite lyric that 2 has sung?
"I saw the places he once promised the world and a dozen roses."
Definately any lyrics off them.


What is your favourite song by 9?
Noises and kisses, Let me bleed, The taste of ink. Grown out of The Used tho.

How did you get in to 3?
Dont remember... some rock media. Note to self was the first song i heard.

What was the first song you heard by 1?
Might be, Reinenting your exit or Its dangerous business walking out your front door.

What is your favourite song by 4?
No trivia, Miligram smile.


How many time have you seen 9 live?
Never ever came to SG. >.>

What is a good memory you have concerning 2?
Mmm. RO.

Is there a song of 8 that makes you sad?
Prolly The ground folds(acoustic) or Slow song.
The ground folds's intro is pretty good, but the moment he sings, it spoils it o.o just doesnt fit.

What is your favourite album of 5?
What to do when you are dead.

What is your favourite lyric that 3 has sung?
From first to last. Mmm, their lyrics doesnt stand out. Their song lack of emotions haa.

What is your favorite song by 1?
Everything ;] Dont ask me to choose thats unfair.

What is your favorite song of 10?
Uhh, Chapter four, unholy confession, seize the day, I wont see you tonight part1

How many times have you seen 8 live?
Never....

What is your favorite album of 1?
All. ;]

What is a great memory you have concerning 9?
"Blue and yellow"

What was the first song you heard by 8?
Lady in a blue dress.
Circa survive, veerry alternative.
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, Ill tell you my friend, one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found
Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
It hung heavy on the tree above your head

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me; Ill set you up against the stars

Gloria,
We lied, we cant go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
And there is discord in the garden tonight

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

I cut the arrow from your neck
Stretched you beneath the tree
Among the roots and babys breath
I covered us with silver leaves

Love this song, so indie.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Sunday, January 21, 2007

I used to say, im watching people going on with their lives. So what am I gonna do with mine?

I cant even manage my life. I aint worth to have a life.

So when I scream this song baby, lets forget the world.
Block me out til eternity.