The days that I truely miss.

My everydays and every-all-nighters with GAP clique.




Times with my oh-so-true girlies.



When he was still free like a bird.



Last Christmas. And my Sis.


And of course, I couldnt forget the days I spent in Austrian Prison.
Hell, kidding, I WISH!



I would get my hair black all over again.
The rich black hair I had. Its gone and over. Boo.
I wish I had thought over it even more carefully.
But hell, why would I regret. I can get it black whenever I want to.

All of you are in my heart.
And Ying Ting! Get done quickly with your A levels.

If you can change the past, what would you have changed?
I wouldnt, for events happen for a reason.

Better days ahead.

Goodbye to you.

Interesting stuffs. I find some connections in it.



Just finished writing in my notepad.
There are tonnes and millions of things that I should do and want to do.
Christmas is coming and of course, celebration is needed.
A reason to party thats it.
But I guess, this Christmas I wont get to spend it with you, unlike the last.
But we are going to celebrate it all the same right?
Just not on the day itself.
But well, it would do good. I can have fun with my girlies!

This month, guitar wasnt really my drive at all.
But I would find it back.

Had quite a chat with The Ex.
But for your own good, leave the girl.
She should learn.

I had some laughs this afternoon.
I was laughing away, talking to a scaled reptile, I would say.
To think that it would be so silly, so cute, so dumb of it to think that its something worth, when its really nothing.
To say something really stupid can really piss something off. Boo hoo.
I can say its really fun without even throwing a cent in.
But nah, the lonely reptile escaped.
I wasnt even laughing enough.

B.O.R.E.D

A sense of failure.
To be a failure.
These words will never appear in my mind.

Dont have the heart to seek for gold.
Though I wished for them to appear.





P.S Do you think we are still compatible?
P.P.S I have to do my hair. Soon.

I need a god damn job

I repeat.
I need a god damn job.

I know i know, look at the classified section, right?
Of course I know that. Im just lazy.
I would quit in a few months time anyway. Kidding.
Absolutely not kidding.
Hello, im a free spirit who lacks of responsibility.
The employer would be at loss.

Days were good, days were bad.
After the bad days, there were the good days.
Why worry?

How do I look like the past few days?



Halloween is scary.


I have great assets.



And oh yes, we are in the toilet.
But im not a lecher like what everyone's saying.

I love her.

Cinta Bertahan - Acha Septriasa

Kizuna - Kamenashi Kazuya

Even the keyboard we touched a sec ago, may not be the same keyboard we touch now.

I saw Jie Ming on the way home today.
I can see he hasnt change much physically.
Just grown taller.

We just said hi without stopping our path.
I guess my expression was full of questions and curiousity.
But that doesnt change the fact that we didnt stop to talk.
People dont talk now aye.
The world's gotten colder.
That much for sitting beside me in class.

-

I wonder what stays the same.

I wonder...

My mom is currently now a Nan Yang Poly student.

More more Jdrama!

IM IN LOVEEE!
Right now, I sounded like a high school girl having an idol frenzy. ZZZ.

-

Absolute boyfriend


Robot maker, Kronos Heaven, finally develops "Night Tenjo", the perfect male humanoid programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to his lover. The company chooses temp worker Izawa Riko to take part in a 5-day free trial. At first, Riko only sees Night as a household appliance. But when she finds out how deep Night's devotion to herself is, Riko finds herself falling in love with him. Joining the love triangle is Asamoto Soshi, a distinguished young executive at her company who has feelings for her.

Jotei


Kato Rosa stars as Tachibana Ayaka, a young woman whose life has been ruined after she lost her boyfriend then her mother became gravely ill. Looking for revenge, she starts out as a hostess with the goal of rising to become the "empress" of the Osaka nightlife scene. Matsuda Shota plays a member of the underworld who becomes Ayaka's ally.

Because of that, i cant stop being obsessed with Kato Rosa.

<3

My happy classic song.

I come home in the morning light
My mother says when you gonna live your life right
Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones
And girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun

The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father yells what you gonna do with your life
Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
But girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have--

That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Girls-- they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun

Some boys take a beautiful girl
And hide her away from the rest of the world
I want to be the one to walk in the sun
Oh girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have

That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Girls--they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun,
They want to have fun,
They want to have fun...

Sadness and Sorrow

Couldnt sleep and bored.
Did a cover on Naruto, Sadness and Sarrow.
A few obvious mistakes here and there, and an awkward pause near the end.
And it was rather soft. So turn up the volume.
Tell me what you think about it. Thanks! =]

Its not auto play btw.

XXX

This is for those who actually find sex embarrassing.
Curious or confused? Heres the link to help.

Sex Guru

Sex actually aids in preventing Coronary heart disease. Suprising.

HE CHANGE MY ROLE!!!!
I was kind of disappointed but relieved actually.
So i'll be organising the bands instead of talking.
But well, if its meant to be, its meant to be.
Im sure God has a path for me.
=)!

Should I or should I not?

Amir: "I have a proposal for you..."
Me: "What?"
Amir: "You know about the concert that coming up this Nov, ya?"
Amir: "I want you to be the host/emcee of the event. You can take your time to think about it, no problem."

-

WTF?! In my mind, was like, "host... Host... HOST?!!"

Its gonna be alot of people. 14 bands and all his students performing.
Its a RARE opportunity, but I dont have the courage!
My heart tells me to go for it, but im afraid!

HOWWWWWWWWWWW?! TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

Girl, take care.

When a guy leave for ns, the girl needs more emotional satisfaction and attention from the guy than when hes not in ns.
Demanding?
If your not in that place, I wouldnt be so demanding at all.
If im not waiting out here, I wouldnt be.
Thanks for letting me know your not worth the wait.

I know that when guys book out, they need time to relax, to rest, to have time for themselves.
But its so different on the girl's side, we need YOU since you werent around for us most of the time.
And when I dont get the satisfaction, I feel lost and frustrated.
Theres an article that speak truth.

"But when she knows that you aren’t to be blamed for not being around, (as your physical body has been “legally rented” to the government), she has to find a way to either direct that frustration of helplessness, or to find a permanent solution.

Breaking up looks promising, and tempting."

I am seriously tired and sick of these, 'on off' frustration.
It will never stop until it is solved.

And since I couldnt be understanding enough, since I couldnt give in, lets not waste each other's time. Lets see how it goes.

-

I hope your ok, girl.
It pains me a great deal, and lots of anger inside me to see girls suffering, getting hurt like that.
It really reminds me alot of myself in the past.
Why should the happiness of a girl be in a man's palm.
We girls, should be more 'siao sha'.
I had swore not to cry for a man.
Not to sacrifice for a man.
They'd end up hurting you.
It probably takes me more than just courage just to give in and making effort.
And probably, im not 'siao sha' at all.
I have no courage to stand out there giving my all, and get wash down again.
I know its unfair for you.
I cant help it.
Love is a gamble.
And I hate gambling.

There's a quote,

Dont make someone your everything, cause when its gone, you have nothing.

Wish for anything but to wait.

Cry For You - Andy Timmons

DAMN FLASH!


Yes yes, EVERYONE LOOK AT MY DOUBLE CHIN ! HMHP

There is not a need in putting too much feelings, commitments into a relationship right now. I need to start backing off. And retrieve myself back.

I need a fucking job. I need to fucking club. I need to fucking drink.
And I need my soul back.
I guess I was happier back then.

Double O is fuct up boring.
But yes, the shots are the cheaposssss.
But I had fun with the girlies! =]
Sorry the night turned out boring!
But I hope you XH and Joce had fun!
Happy belated birthdays!

TRISHA gambatte!
It doesnt matter if you did not make it,
at least you worked hard during the last week. [What unlikely encouragement]
Well at least I've tried.

I was 24/7 at the desk. MAN its the first time in my life. HAHA.

STUDY NOW, CLUB LATER!
We gonna dance all night ya GIRLIES!

Hungry.

A process of a vicious cycle.
Its always miss you like crazy at first.

Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely Hate you Hate you
Hate you Hate you Hate you Hate you
Hate you Hate you Forget you Forget you..

I should stop having fun now already.
I havent even been practising guitar.
Havent even been preparing for exams.
STOP IT ALREADY TRISH!

P.S//
I miss you.

Cant believe theres such immaturity.

The world has got me speechless.
The humanity is hilarious.
The society is fuct up.
The people are like, "PEOPLE OF RAINBOW COLOURS".

You never know what kind of people you get to meet, it gets you 'shaking your head, tsking.'
So appalling.

Know your limits, know your place.

Coincidence?

Fate is a mysterious thing.
I know im not allow to, but I yearn for it.


Ragnarok Online. I forgot which map was it with this tune, but it rocks.

The unicorn.

I do have a boyfriend, but times like these, when I was just relaxing, having a peace of mind, listening to inspirational music, I really do feel lonely.

Someone to lean on at times like these.
So peaceful so quiet in the mind.
I want to share these, with someone.

There's a saying,
an idle mind is the devil's playground.
I shouldn't get distracted.

I have a great boyfriend that I love so dearly, what more could I've asked for?

I was really glad yesterday's evening was fun with the girls.
I got to see a Unicorn again.
Other than that, it keeps me from degressing away.
Thanks a bunch. You guys are the best.

P.S//
Unicorn, unicorn, what are you doing in a world like this?
What are you? A beautiful magical horned-horse?
Can you appear in my dreams again?

If I had a billion...

I would enroll in more guitar lessons.
I make sure everyday that I pass, is a knowledge learnt.
I would learn the pole dancing and the art of seduction.
All men within your grasp.
I would do the rock-climbing amongst the narrowest valley and the highest abandoned cliffs.
The thrill beneath those small crumbling rocks. The shadows on the far away land.
I would travel elegantly with the flows of the current down the endless river of the Nile.
Listen to the hydraulic flow of the currents, breathing in the sweetness of the air from the greeneries smothering in from the side. The birds, chirping, the crickets, creaking, the tiny fishes, jumping in and out of the water.
I would throw myself in the wilderness of the jungle, in search of a greater meaning to life.
I would take a great photographer with me to capture the beautiful scenes of my life.
I would live in the tallest hotel and view the world from above.
Watch the world passes me by, time wont stop for you.
I would shop in all expensive boutiques and dine in the finest restaurant alone.
With no one to depend on but myself.
I would master the art of language.
And understand the cultures of the world.

Moles.

A mole or birthmark near the nostrils.

This lady is diligent and loves to study, she is especially attracted to the arts and literature. She is an intelligent and charming person, but her life is not totally serious, because she also likes to have fun. During her younger and teenage years, her life will be OK, but when she gets older, she will receive a high honor. Her fortune will grow step-by-step, and she will be happy when she is older. She will marry a man with a good education who is either wealthy or has achieved a high social status.

I LOVE MY NEW PX5D!

Something I learnt and recorded today. COMMENTS PLEASE!

With or without.

Without eyeliner.





With eyeliner.


WITH OR WITHOUT EYELINER?!?! COMMENTS PLEASE

I am getting my PX5D right now, right away.

Been years, still my favourite.

Went MOS with Nick yesterday.
Just the two of us, but hell! We're having fun!
My heart goes back to the first night. Love you!

Wednesday.

I think I lost 1kg overnight.

Lets cuddle together next week.

Thanks I had a wonderful day.

Itazura na kiss.

Jikan Yo Tomare - AZU featuring Seamo

The Green Praying Mantis. Kung fu style!

A huge praying mantis just appeared in my house, on a wall just right behind me.
It was green and 2.5 inch of length.
IT IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE SEEN ONE!
I was fansinated, althought not very willing to chase it away, I had to ask my Dad to do it, its very disturbing to have it right behind me.

I felt very guilty and conscience disturbed after having it in a plastic bag. (Its still alive.) I had to set him free by cutting a small hole on the plastic bag and throw it out the window, it should by then crawl out by itself.

Althought Im not a very superstitious person, as many known me as, I still felt very discomposed by its appearence. I checked the signs on the internet, many had said, its a sign of good luck and fortune, but do not harm it or it will change the wheels of luck.

I did not felt likewise though.
The feeling it gave me was like, like something is gonna change real soon. Something's gonna happen for real. Good or bad happening I do not know. But I do know that something's gonna change forsure. As though telling me something... and surely I regretted chasing it out in a rude mannering.

I had moth and other insects appearing at my house but this is something else.

Lets hope for the best. Gambatte gambatte!

One week of worries free.

I dont take pictures much anymore, I dont know why. But this is it.





Nothing much happened the past few days.
Just that we got quite lucky after a change of mindset.
How lucky, we were able to get the Orange Crush 15w.
How lucky, we got two amp without selling off mine.
How lucky, we were able to jam together at my place.
How lucky, Sensei taught me my favourite tune.
How lucky, Sensei's gonna teach me the Naruto - The Raising Fighting Spirit.
I am gonna improve so much from that song alone.

Im just gonna summarise. Thats all I do these days. Men dok seh =p
Went ice skating with Nick.
Bought three tops from Cortefiel at Raffles. Two for him one for me.
Watched the Sounds of Bells. Ran away during interactive time HAHA.
And some stuffs.

I am determine to get this.

I.Want.More!

MISSES ALL! <3 Hugs hugs loves loves!

S.I.M

Cant get a job anywhere?
Stressing out about your future?
Do not worry, do not fret.

SIM, Singapore Institute of Management.




























































VACANCY DEFINATELY!