Lovely Nick bought me Guitar Hero W.T

Anyone is invited to come and play. ;D!

The verdict is 'nothing at all you would do'.

Mathematics. It gets frustrating.

I want to get my pride and honour back when I step into Woodgrove.
Those discriminating eyes those hypocrites, take it back.

To honestly tell everyone, no matter how I study, I got a feeling I wouldnt do very well. It just gets more and more challenging. I just want everything to be on progessive mode! Agh.

Cant wait for the adventure trip. :)

Must go lab practical every session.

Laboratory assistant is a hot, sexy Indian.

Sick of people waiting for things to happen.
Theres no such good deals in this world.


Now its my turn to wait.
Tired of initiating.
The word mutual is as important.

Oh and I just had a quarrel with an inconsiderate uncle on the train.

P.S Im selling my modded Pink PSP for $270 with 4GB Lexus.

Gran Torino a must watch.

Okay my blog song just happened to cheered me up with hopes.
Good night everyone.
God bless you.

Its a terror outside, be complacent.

Amazing

"Your CA1 date is set"

HUHHHHHH?! BMC have CA1 and stuffs?!

"The maths test tomorrow is just a simple test and will not be shown on your report card, but the CA1 grades will be shown on the report card."

I dropped my jaws and stared at my partner with eyes wide open in bewilderment. "BMC GOT REPORT CARD HUHHH?! Amazing..."

Flashbacks is great...

Why so sentimental + mushy suddenly? No idea...

Love my baby-face Nick.

Having a goal is important, but do not miss out the good in life.

I have gained alot in the process of this journey towards a fresh start.
But along the way, I seems to have lost something.
Something distant yet important.
I cant discern exactly what have I lost, but I hope to somehow find it back along the way down the path.
Theres still a voidness, a hole... In my life.

I have a humongous diet which I have not tried controlling.

Oh and yes, another set of pictures to brighten up these dark clouds hovering over my blog/life.

















And on the account on my conscience, I have to study now.

P.S I have not been spending quality time with Nick these few weeks, although it seems like we have been spending alot of time, but I'm not satisfied. I want quality rather than quantity. I have been hovering above the emotional dissatisfaction section for awhile now.

Fate is a part of one's life.

My blog is the boriest stuffs you can read online.
The answer is simple.
Because my life right now, is the boriest life you can ever experienced.
Blame my routine.
In fact I had never stop cursing my routine.
I need some pictures to brighten up my gloomy blog/life.









If you noticed, theres sunflower in Liyan's mouth.

The boring walk, the boring lectures.
Pretend to be interested please!

Why am I here?

Is self deception directly link to procrastination?

Is self justification link to procrastination?

Is laziness a source of mental illness concerning the lack of motivation?

Is the sense of urgency man-created?

Why do a person want to avoid doing the top most priority things?

Im bored and late for school.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment   You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Commitment
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Your dating personality profile: Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates. Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously. Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Outgoing 2. Funny 3. Liberal 4. Adventurous 5. Athletic 6. Sensual 7. Big-Hearted 8. Practical 9. Traditional 10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Your date match profile: Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Funny 2. Big-Hearted 3. Adventurous 4. Athletic 5. Traditional 6. Practical 7. Shy 8. Conservative 9. Sensual 10. Intellectual

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What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people!   Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)
You attract models!
You attract Yuppies!
You attract unstable people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
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2 become 1.

2 Become 1 - Spice Girls
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Does anyone remember the Spice Girls?

Right now, im full of passion, no one to share.
As the relationship with Nick, grew longer, I forgot how much he meant to me. I forgot how sweet he was to me. I forgot how he rushed to the toilet in Motorola, to give me a plaster when I hurt my finger. I forgot how he queued up to buy my food and see me loving the food.

I dont want to let these memories dissolves ever again. I dont want to forget how memories bond us close together.

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P.S Life's sick with a routine.

Anyone have unwanted fish tanks???

Hes just not that into you.

And when I thought it was just another chick flick, I was wrong.
It was more sophisticated than a regular chick flick.
Self-honor, self-value, and letting the truth set you free.
This movie, I thought, wasnt the kind of movie to be watching with your significant other.
It would leave a doubt, guiltyness or some mixed emotions in the couple after it ends.

I realised, women love self denial.
After four years, when a relationship finally ended, these thoughts seem more than familiar.
"I should have known it was over when he _________."
Why waited four years to realised that?
The first thought was always right, no point bluffing ourselves.

P.S I wonder why everyone get to see that damn rainbow except me. I have no such luck in good stuffs. Sigh.

Its not about the money, its the balance value of time and money.

Whats there?

Its sad to say certain things happened for a cause.
It actually took people 4 years to realise that it dont work out.
Is it actually sad or a relief?
It really scares me.

Lets work towards a future alright Bii?

Cant get distracted.

Man, I almost forgot how tiring it is to stay focus.
With five years of idling around, no stress no pressure, I feel really tired and frustrated to keep myself on track.
Well the first step is always the hardest, I just have to get use to it.
Going to school everyday, is even harder than picking up the guitar for the first time.
I lost focus on many things this year.
I got so distracted by all the things that is happening around.
And its so tiring to stay focus as well.
I have been wavering for a while now.
But I have to force myself to stay focus this time.
Studies, guitar, as well as handling relationships.

To do these, I need to have tremendous strength from you, my Lord.

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A summary for Valentine's.
A great day for me.
The absolute wonderful Valentine's I had.
The second year of celebrating V's with Nick.
He actually plan the whole trip to Sentosa without me knowing.
We spent the evening there chilling out romantically with candles and all.
Love the ambiance love the music love the companions love the laughters.
And the girls joined us in the night.
Ha ha, the things we do.
We should do this again.

It is so much better than giving gifts itselves.
I am happy at that moment.
Thats all that counts.

OH and the flowers were amazing.
It bring such delights to me.
I vowed to have them in my future house.
I would smile every morning to see those colourful blossoms.

Its only a pity my camera sucks.
Couldnt capture the liveliness of the colours.