I work here.
I rarely have time for my guitar. ;(
Sry for the short post. I will end here.
I love them!
Envy feels like a symphonic orchestra at some point.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008
Its raining cows!
An American couple have survived unscathed after their minivan was crushed - by a falling cow.
Charles and Linda Everson were driving back to their hotel when Michelle, a 600lb rodeo cow, landed on their bonnet.
Amazingly, the beast had fallen 200ft from a cliff.
Chelan County fire chief Arnold Bake said the couple missed being killed by a matter of inches in the accident near Manson in Washington State.
The pair, who were visiting the area to celebrate their first wedding anniversary, were taken to hospital but later released.
Unfortunately, Michelle was not so lucky. She had to be put down.
Mr Everson, 49, said he was in shock as he watched the bovine bounce off his battered bonnet.
He told the Detroit Fee Press: "I'm just glad to be alive. It's raining cows out here, man!"
The chauffeur said he saw something hit his vehicle but amazingly kept on driving for a mile before pulling over.
"Wham! It happened so fast I actually thought it was a deer," he told the paper.
"All of a sudden I'm looking at it, and I tell my wife, 'It's a cow,'" he said.
"I kept saying, 'I don't believe it.' I must have said that 20 or 30 times."
Chelan County Sheriff's Sergeant Mike Harris said the animal was a Professional Bull Rider-registered cow that had escaped its ranch about a month ago.
"It was bred for rodeo," Sgt Harris told the paper. "It was not your normal cow in a field."
Source - Sky News
P.S Ridiculously funny. Car insurance wont cover that. HA.
Charles and Linda Everson were driving back to their hotel when Michelle, a 600lb rodeo cow, landed on their bonnet.
Amazingly, the beast had fallen 200ft from a cliff.
Chelan County fire chief Arnold Bake said the couple missed being killed by a matter of inches in the accident near Manson in Washington State.
The pair, who were visiting the area to celebrate their first wedding anniversary, were taken to hospital but later released.
Unfortunately, Michelle was not so lucky. She had to be put down.
Mr Everson, 49, said he was in shock as he watched the bovine bounce off his battered bonnet.
He told the Detroit Fee Press: "I'm just glad to be alive. It's raining cows out here, man!"
The chauffeur said he saw something hit his vehicle but amazingly kept on driving for a mile before pulling over.
"Wham! It happened so fast I actually thought it was a deer," he told the paper.
"All of a sudden I'm looking at it, and I tell my wife, 'It's a cow,'" he said.
"I kept saying, 'I don't believe it.' I must have said that 20 or 30 times."
Chelan County Sheriff's Sergeant Mike Harris said the animal was a Professional Bull Rider-registered cow that had escaped its ranch about a month ago.
"It was bred for rodeo," Sgt Harris told the paper. "It was not your normal cow in a field."
Source - Sky News
P.S Ridiculously funny. Car insurance wont cover that. HA.
Twins seperated at birth, met and married.
LONDON (Reuters) - A couple discovered after they had married that they were twins who had been split up at birth and adopted by separate families, according to a member of Britain's House of Lords.
British peer David Alton recounted the story to parliament last month to support his argument that artificially conceived children should be told who their biological parents are.
Alton said he had heard the story of the separated twins from a High Court judge who had dealt with the case.
"This did not involve in vitro fertilization: It involved the normal birth of twins who were separated at birth and adopted by separate parents," said Alton, an independent member of the Lords. "They were never told that they were twins."
"They met later in life and felt an inevitable attraction, and the judge had to deal with the consequences of the marriage that they entered into and all the issues of their separation," he said.
"I suspect that it will be a matter of litigation in the future if we do not make information of this kind available to children who have been donor-conceived," he said.
Alton could not immediately be reached for comment and no further information was available about the twins or where they were from.
"I think it's a very tragic story for the people involved," said Pam Hodgkins, head of a group that helps adults affected by adoption.
"It is a lesson that we need to learn and apply to the situation of donor-conceived children," she told Sky News.
"Whilst ... nowadays it would be most unusual for siblings to be separated ... the risk of secrecy affecting the lives of people born as a result of egg and sperm donation is exactly the same as the risks that have affected adopted people in the past," she said.
British peer David Alton recounted the story to parliament last month to support his argument that artificially conceived children should be told who their biological parents are.
Alton said he had heard the story of the separated twins from a High Court judge who had dealt with the case.
"This did not involve in vitro fertilization: It involved the normal birth of twins who were separated at birth and adopted by separate parents," said Alton, an independent member of the Lords. "They were never told that they were twins."
"They met later in life and felt an inevitable attraction, and the judge had to deal with the consequences of the marriage that they entered into and all the issues of their separation," he said.
"I suspect that it will be a matter of litigation in the future if we do not make information of this kind available to children who have been donor-conceived," he said.
Alton could not immediately be reached for comment and no further information was available about the twins or where they were from.
"I think it's a very tragic story for the people involved," said Pam Hodgkins, head of a group that helps adults affected by adoption.
"It is a lesson that we need to learn and apply to the situation of donor-conceived children," she told Sky News.
"Whilst ... nowadays it would be most unusual for siblings to be separated ... the risk of secrecy affecting the lives of people born as a result of egg and sperm donation is exactly the same as the risks that have affected adopted people in the past," she said.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Vacation at Sentosa!
Day 1.
The first day was pretty much tiring. Unpacking, exploring the island and stuffs.
Went to Koufu for my first meal.
Went to book in.
Unpack. Napped.
Went to Underwater World, Dolphin Lagoon.
Ate Sakae Sushi.
Went back to the chalet.
Drink. Slept.
Day 2.
Woke up by my sis's call. Shower, met up with them.
Cycled to Tanjong beach. O.M.G The water there is sooo clear and green. Everything just looked perfect. Made me feel like just touching the water, jumping into it.
Cycled back. IT RAINED, AGAIN. Bastard weather. Sent my Sis and her Bugs back.
Nick and I walked to 7-11. On our way there, I was running and fooling around in the rain, and then I slipped and fall into darkness. Seriously, I was scared out of my wits when my head hit the ground. I blacked out. I couldnt see nothing, all I felt was pain. I was groaning and screaming so loudly in pain. Never in my life I was that scare. When I could finally stand up, I felt very dizzy, the world was really spinning around me.
Reached 7-11. Snacked.
Went into the water at Tanjong beach.
There's this dog. So cute. Nick was playing with it in the water. And it keep chasing him in and out of the water. SO BLOODY FUNNY! The dog was barking and chasing and chasing.
Went back.
It was late.
Went to the toilet at the beach on purpose even though theres toilet provided at the chalet. IT was the most awesome feeling I had ever experienced. The toilet was so cozy and relaxing. Showering in the open shower, with the breeze and the music. There is one song I liked. I couldnt find it anywhere. Not even in the 50 first dates soundtrack CD. I swore I heard it in that movie before. This is SO SAD.
Went back.
Nick talked to two foreigners for a few hours and I drank their liquor. Malibu coconut flavour. Never taste it before. Nice.
Slept.
Day 3.
Woke up 5am to watch to sunrise. Enjoying the breeze.
Walked back to the chalet.
Went for a swim at the pool.
Went to Palawan beach.
MY SANDCASTLE WAS SO MAGNIFICENT. Destroyed by the waves.
Showered, went home.
We brought a camera but we didnt took any pictures. WHAT JOKE.
I sincerely miss Sentosa and the nights and the breeze and the beach and the shower and the AMBIANCE.
The first day was pretty much tiring. Unpacking, exploring the island and stuffs.
Went to Koufu for my first meal.
Went to book in.
Unpack. Napped.
Went to Underwater World, Dolphin Lagoon.
Ate Sakae Sushi.
Went back to the chalet.
Drink. Slept.
Day 2.
Woke up by my sis's call. Shower, met up with them.
Cycled to Tanjong beach. O.M.G The water there is sooo clear and green. Everything just looked perfect. Made me feel like just touching the water, jumping into it.
Cycled back. IT RAINED, AGAIN. Bastard weather. Sent my Sis and her Bugs back.
Nick and I walked to 7-11. On our way there, I was running and fooling around in the rain, and then I slipped and fall into darkness. Seriously, I was scared out of my wits when my head hit the ground. I blacked out. I couldnt see nothing, all I felt was pain. I was groaning and screaming so loudly in pain. Never in my life I was that scare. When I could finally stand up, I felt very dizzy, the world was really spinning around me.
Reached 7-11. Snacked.
Went into the water at Tanjong beach.
There's this dog. So cute. Nick was playing with it in the water. And it keep chasing him in and out of the water. SO BLOODY FUNNY! The dog was barking and chasing and chasing.
Went back.
It was late.
Went to the toilet at the beach on purpose even though theres toilet provided at the chalet. IT was the most awesome feeling I had ever experienced. The toilet was so cozy and relaxing. Showering in the open shower, with the breeze and the music. There is one song I liked. I couldnt find it anywhere. Not even in the 50 first dates soundtrack CD. I swore I heard it in that movie before. This is SO SAD.
Went back.
Nick talked to two foreigners for a few hours and I drank their liquor. Malibu coconut flavour. Never taste it before. Nice.
Slept.
Day 3.
Woke up 5am to watch to sunrise. Enjoying the breeze.
Walked back to the chalet.
Went for a swim at the pool.
Went to Palawan beach.
MY SANDCASTLE WAS SO MAGNIFICENT. Destroyed by the waves.
Showered, went home.
We brought a camera but we didnt took any pictures. WHAT JOKE.
I sincerely miss Sentosa and the nights and the breeze and the beach and the shower and the AMBIANCE.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Monday, January 07, 2008
Job please.
New year's resolution. (Oh finally)
-Reach 52kg.
-Lesser binge eating.
-6 sticks of cigarette a day.
-O levels.
-Guitar guitar guitar!
Five is enough for me. And I need a friggin job.
-Reach 52kg.
-Lesser binge eating.
-6 sticks of cigarette a day.
-O levels.
-Guitar guitar guitar!
Five is enough for me. And I need a friggin job.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Baguio and the puzzle ring.
What happened in Baguio?
"ewan ko kung bkit pero
pagkausap kita masaya ako
gusto ko lagi kita kausap
kung pwede nga lang kasama
pag nimimiss kita pumipikita lang ako
para kahit sa panaginip makasama ka
kahit di ka maniwala
kahit masyado pang maaga
gusto ko pa ding sabuihin
mahal na kita"
"ewan ko kung bkit pero
pagkausap kita masaya ako
gusto ko lagi kita kausap
kung pwede nga lang kasama
pag nimimiss kita pumipikita lang ako
para kahit sa panaginip makasama ka
kahit di ka maniwala
kahit masyado pang maaga
gusto ko pa ding sabuihin
mahal na kita"
Thursday, January 03, 2008
2007 not goodbye yet.
All the beautiful things that happened and the worst. Welcome 2007 again.
1. N level enrollment.
2. SiLing enrollment.
3. Mom threw away my fav blanket.
4. I lost his letters. FUCK. >_>
5. Great Valentine's day.
6. Great CNY at JB. I only meant the food is great.
7. Got to talked to him after the disappearance act from him.
8. The baby.
9. Broke up with Justin.
10. Awesome birthday celebration with the girls.
11. Cut my hair twice.
13. Got Chivas as my birthday present.
14. Bartender is still cute.
15. Acts of desperation to lose weight.
16. I left SiLing.
17. YingTing + Bacardi GOLD = No peace in the world.
18. Ikea and Giant with Mom and Dad.
19. Got in GAP.
20. Went JB with YT and paid 200$ for two packets of cigarette.
21. Missed SINGfest because Lina refused to go with me. =p
22. Too drunk everyday.
23. Saw Fiona Xie at GAP.
24. Many many drunkard nights with GAP.
25. I found Nick.
26. Left GAP.
27. Worked at Motorola.
28. Left Motorola.
Goodbye 2007.
1. N level enrollment.
2. SiLing enrollment.
3. Mom threw away my fav blanket.
4. I lost his letters. FUCK. >_>
5. Great Valentine's day.
6. Great CNY at JB. I only meant the food is great.
7. Got to talked to him after the disappearance act from him.
8. The baby.
9. Broke up with Justin.
10. Awesome birthday celebration with the girls.
11. Cut my hair twice.
13. Got Chivas as my birthday present.
14. Bartender is still cute.
15. Acts of desperation to lose weight.
16. I left SiLing.
17. YingTing + Bacardi GOLD = No peace in the world.
18. Ikea and Giant with Mom and Dad.
19. Got in GAP.
20. Went JB with YT and paid 200$ for two packets of cigarette.
21. Missed SINGfest because Lina refused to go with me. =p
22. Too drunk everyday.
23. Saw Fiona Xie at GAP.
24. Many many drunkard nights with GAP.
25. I found Nick.
26. Left GAP.
27. Worked at Motorola.
28. Left Motorola.
Goodbye 2007.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Merry Christmas!
His gift for me.
My gift for him.
Merry Christmas everyone.
P.S Fill in the details the next time.
My gift for him.
Merry Christmas everyone.
P.S Fill in the details the next time.
Friday, December 21, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Can you feel it? I hope not.
Why do I always get that feeling that I'm living in denial the whole time? I'm running away and hiding and hiding but it never gets away, the problem is still there.
Being with Nick is a different thing. Being with Nick is something like a vacuum.
1. A region of space in which there is no matter.
2. A region of space having extremely low gas pressure relative to surrounding pressure. The air pump of a vacuum cleaner, for example, drastically reduces the air pressure inside the device, creating a vacuum; the pressure difference causes air to rush into it, carrying dust and debris along with it.
Take the black hole for example, no matter how much matter, how much atmosphere is being sucked into it, its still a vacuum.
I keep sucking and sucking happiness from him and he's giving and giving but it never gets enough. It keeps diminishing from me. And one day, he's gonna stop giving, and me will be nothing but a self-slothing hole of misery. Like constantly I'm asking myself, I'm happy with him, but how long is it gonna last?
My mom said, The root of it is not cured yet. But that's not the point.
I wish it was something else like a sex addict or an alcoholic. At least its like a real problem that have a real solution. Just keep the cigarettes away. But I don't know what depression is. Is like a non-existence resident in my mind that prefabricate negative waves. I cant really keep my mind away from my head, I suppose, can I?
Before my mom even started her medical classes, she is always saying to me, You could be happy if you want to, you could make it happen if you want to. But now, it all started to make sense to her why am I the way I am. I could express freely to her now although not as clearly verbally. She understands, she really do. But often she got these sad look that says I'm sorry but I don't know how to help.
Remembrance and recognition forces me to reconsider
I am seeking to regress and recreating what I've found a new beginning torn away
I'm spiraling spiraling down
Empty hands on the ends of these reaching arms need the touch of something real
Year by year we separate further
We are forgetting how to feel
For at the end of this long rope I hang in wait of fading echoes
Uncertainty haunts my everything
I look into tomorrow and I see nothing...
-Saetia
I gets very tired very easily. Work or no work. I gets tired, just tired, and what seems like an endless amount of sleep just to get away from it all. Tired of dealing with it, dealing with life. I just wanna buried myself out from the world. Maybe that's way I'm such a music junkie. It keeps me out from everything. I could sit for hours, devouring every seemingly magical note from every instrument.
Its not like I don't wanna control myself from feeling this way. I wish could though. Who on earth would want to feel as awful everyday?
When facing people, feels like a cheerful and shy facade naturally built on. When they left, it would linger momentarily and then disinvigorated, sunk into the deep holocaust.
The people, the drinks are just a cock screw, preventing an out-burst of the ocean. The never ending flowing of water. No one knows when is it gonna stop. Maybe its never gonna. It won't, cause the problem is still there.
Sometimes, I get tired of dealing with them. I would shut them out of my senses and hope they would leave me alone for a while. I don't wanna talk or just open my mouth. Cause I don't wanna put on this smile anymore. I'm tired and I'm sick of it. Cause I'm not happy, I don't wanna see them laughing and joking with me. It's not funny. I ain't laughing. I don't wanna see them happy either.
There was a time when I thought it was all over. I thought the negativeness would never return again. I was really happy then. Like a true happiness. As if there's a fake one. Well, yes, to me there is. And then it all sets in again. I wish that kind of happiness would come more often.
These loneliness no one would know.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Look what have we done.
I kept walking and walking, thinking and thinking.
My tears kept flowing and people were staring and staring.
Oh the glorious tears. How did we turn out like that?
I looked beyond the quarrels and everything was nothing but, perfect.
I was on the train, sitting and sitting. Its time for silence.
The mad world spinning around me.
My tears kept flowing and people were staring and staring.
Oh the glorious tears. How did we turn out like that?
I looked beyond the quarrels and everything was nothing but, perfect.
I was on the train, sitting and sitting. Its time for silence.
The mad world spinning around me.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
New found flame.
Emotional and intense. Enjoy... Or try to enjoy.
I was really taken back by the fact that it was a Japanese band and that they did this screamo shit. Really rare, and it came out real good. Sensational.
P.S Do not delete me from your links.
P.P.S I heart "There is no happy here."
I was really taken back by the fact that it was a Japanese band and that they did this screamo shit. Really rare, and it came out real good. Sensational.
P.S Do not delete me from your links.
P.P.S I heart "There is no happy here."
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Line resumed.
Phone line resumed. You can call in, msg in, anytime, anywhere.
Pls do msg your phone number, name, NRIC number and your age, thanks.
Or tag them. Dont worry the whole world dont read my blog, its save to tag.
Pls do msg your phone number, name, NRIC number and your age, thanks.
Or tag them. Dont worry the whole world dont read my blog, its save to tag.
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