I just changed my template.
Searched for a dozen blogskin, but none satisfy me.
Hate the stereotypical skins, with tons of column/table thing. But tiny words.
Isnt the point of blogging, words?
I'll just settle with the simpler one. ;]
Thats why guys with plain, white shirts just always appeals to me.
Casual and sexy.
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I realised my posts are rarely my daily activities. All are just emotions and thoughts.
I WASNT LATE FOR WORK. PETER IS!
I got a feeling he came late on purpose so that I could wait for him just because I
came late on the previous day. Hes a freaking sadist isnt he?
THERES more evidence to that judgemental statement I just made.
1. He likes the feeling of giving happiness to people and causin misery to people; to put it simply, he likes to take control of people's emotions and perhaps actions.
2. He scared me with a fake cockroach for two whole day and enjoyed the process.
3. He likes making fun of other's misery spot; hes favourite spot, fatness and baldness.
Theres more to it. Maybe next time.
After all that's said, hes still a nice man.
Hes caring and thoughtful, he always buy two shares of food.
One for himself and one for me.
And stuffs.
Things I ate the whole day.
1. Instant BeeHoon.
2. Slice of Carrot Cake, slice of steamed Yam Cake.
3. 1 Apple.
4. 1 Octopus stick from Old Chang Kee.
5. A piece of Peter's bread. (Dunno if that was a wise move.)
Nick called twice. Twice when he called, XH and I were just talking about him.
Sometimes I really feel that our hearts are connected. (I know its cheesy -.-)
Whenever I catched a wisp of his perfume from no where, no one, I would hear from him. Or anything like that.
Like a psychic dog, you know?
Dogs would know when their master is coming home. ITS PROVEN YO.
Tomorrow, guitar lesson, cant wait.
Im amused at my previous 10 mins lesson.
I got a feeling that he did it on purpose.
FINGER PLUCKING! Woohoo.
At my first attempt, I really felt like im touching the guitar for the first time.
Im gonna see my Sugar tomorrow too!
Night.
P.S Thank you for the wonderful day.
Friday, April 18, 2008
PsyBlog.
Crimelibrary outdated? No updates?
Its fine.
I got a whole new resources to gratify my interests.
The Psyblog!
Does Semen Have Antidepressant Properties?
No condom = less depression?
Inspired by this, Gallup, Burch and Platek (2002) decided to look for a correlation between condom use and levels of depression in undergraduate women. Their headline results were as follows:
1. Women having sex without condoms (often using alternative methods of contraception) were less depressed than those using condoms.
2. Numbers of reported suicide attempts were proportional to consistency of condom use (less consistent use was associated with fewer suicide attempts).
3. For those not using condoms, depression scores increased with the time since they last had sex.
Weirdest research!
Its fine.
I got a whole new resources to gratify my interests.
The Psyblog!
Does Semen Have Antidepressant Properties?
No condom = less depression?
Inspired by this, Gallup, Burch and Platek (2002) decided to look for a correlation between condom use and levels of depression in undergraduate women. Their headline results were as follows:
1. Women having sex without condoms (often using alternative methods of contraception) were less depressed than those using condoms.
2. Numbers of reported suicide attempts were proportional to consistency of condom use (less consistent use was associated with fewer suicide attempts).
3. For those not using condoms, depression scores increased with the time since they last had sex.
Weirdest research!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
MOS.
Love the mirror.
P.S I miss you. It seems growing and I've never felt like this before.
P.P.S After last Sunday, I just cant stop thinking of you.
And I cant ever explain why.
P.S I miss you. It seems growing and I've never felt like this before.
P.P.S After last Sunday, I just cant stop thinking of you.
And I cant ever explain why.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Future together, life together.
Our dreams together.
Our goal together.
Our growth together.
I can feel and see us getting stronger and stronger.
Lets progress together forward alright!
I was touched from what you've said.
No one had ever treated me this way.
No one had ever said this to me.
Im blessed!
P.S Girls! Lets dance through the night again some day!
Our goal together.
Our growth together.
I can feel and see us getting stronger and stronger.
Lets progress together forward alright!
I was touched from what you've said.
No one had ever treated me this way.
No one had ever said this to me.
Im blessed!
P.S Girls! Lets dance through the night again some day!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Dope.
Fun night. I was having lots of fun.
The whole night I was trying to protect their butts. But it seems somehow I failed.
Next time before I enter into any club, imma get high first.
It cost a nuclear.
Thanks girls!
Ya and please send all photos to all of us! Thanks! =]
P.S Weeds weeds I miss weeds. No seriously.
The whole night I was trying to protect their butts. But it seems somehow I failed.
Next time before I enter into any club, imma get high first.
It cost a nuclear.
Thanks girls!
Ya and please send all photos to all of us! Thanks! =]
P.S Weeds weeds I miss weeds. No seriously.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Trace Bundy.
OMG HES AMAZING! I love he's style.
Sweet Child O Mine. By PURELY harmonics. Its a beauty.
Laurence Juber is love too!
Search more from this guy. Hes great.
Im amused at how I look at acoustic player more than electric.
I saw Xin Chi. I miss her!
Her friend is gorgeous.
They are the crappy bunch.
Let us stay in contact please.
Monday, April 07, 2008
God loves me!
Working's GREAT!
Doesnt feels like im working at all!
Peter and I shared a great deal in common.
We play guitar.
We love Eagles and classics.
We love tea.
Listening to Don Henley during work sure doesnt feels like working.
Imma bring my collection!
Doesnt feels like im working at all!
Peter and I shared a great deal in common.
We play guitar.
We love Eagles and classics.
We love tea.
Listening to Don Henley during work sure doesnt feels like working.
Imma bring my collection!
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Friday, April 04, 2008
kbox
Went Kbox with Sis!
Sang our hearts out.
I had loads of fun going to kbox with her than others.
We share almost the same taste!
Felt happy for her. She is going to be a nurse! Starts work on Monday.
The past few days had been packed with activities. I love it.
Im going to New Creation church with Michelle on Sunday.
What a surprise!
P.S I feel stressful as days drew nearer. I cant stand the one moment happiness.
Sang our hearts out.
I had loads of fun going to kbox with her than others.
We share almost the same taste!
Felt happy for her. She is going to be a nurse! Starts work on Monday.
The past few days had been packed with activities. I love it.
Im going to New Creation church with Michelle on Sunday.
What a surprise!
P.S I feel stressful as days drew nearer. I cant stand the one moment happiness.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Lights.
Went to Mint to get my pay. Seems like they havent got it ready yet!
Havent saw Zachary there either ;(
Went out with Sis and her friend, Shadiq.
Enjoyed my time!
If ever Id go out with them again, I better starve the whole day first!
I realised we three wore specs that looked the same! HA!
Lets hang out again sometimes yea!
Havent saw Zachary there either ;(
Went out with Sis and her friend, Shadiq.
Enjoyed my time!
If ever Id go out with them again, I better starve the whole day first!
I realised we three wore specs that looked the same! HA!
Lets hang out again sometimes yea!
Sunday, March 30, 2008
I need you to be my atmosphere.
The past few days was high on emotions.
It was love.
These two/three days, I was smiling silly, day to night.
Jumping around, chattering bulls and shits away, getting all high with the happiness that your around.
Althought, there are times I was about to start throwing my anger around, but hey I didnt.
You gotta admit my temper is going better. (I gotta wake up early more often)
Just looking at you reading the newspaper, listening to your teases, sniffing a wiff of your natural scent, feeling your body, I feel, different. The world around has been numbed. Its just us.
I accept your everything and embrace your all.
I might say, days are longer and boring.
I just wanted to let you know that without you, even the joy means nothing.
I might act so tough, like a man, like all the badass-rocknroll-tattoo-arnoldschwarzenegger-terminator-gangsta, who acted like they dont love the person they truely care about.
But right now, I just wanna indulge in this precious emotion.
I dont care if your worth the wait.
I dont care if you would reciprocate the love I gave you in the future.
The memories with you would be held so dearly to me.
I can safely say, your the best man I ever had.
Today, my friend asked something and my answer to that was only you.
Though I always say something out of 'conduct' was just to play along.
The sit at Pasir Ris MRT was kind of peaceful.
Its all your beauty I was looking at.
I teared a few times.
I was touched to the heart. I was moved.
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Went to PS and met up with YT and company.
Gleeful dinner. She never fail to make me laugh.
But I really was tired.
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Listened to a testimony from an ITE girl. It was encouraging.
Motivating lessons. It was really obvious to know it but I was oblivious to it.
Brought back a bunch of CDs to listen to.
I am really trying.
From my persistancy of anti-religious to this, you can see that I am doing everything, anything to change myself.
I am willing to give it a try.
I am with open-mind.
I am really trying everything.
As long as theres hope, I would never go back to my old self.
Nights.
(Preparing for a sleepless night.) Ha. NO. NO.
P.S I havent smell that perfume in a while.
The scent that I dreamt of.
It was love.
These two/three days, I was smiling silly, day to night.
Jumping around, chattering bulls and shits away, getting all high with the happiness that your around.
Althought, there are times I was about to start throwing my anger around, but hey I didnt.
You gotta admit my temper is going better. (I gotta wake up early more often)
Just looking at you reading the newspaper, listening to your teases, sniffing a wiff of your natural scent, feeling your body, I feel, different. The world around has been numbed. Its just us.
I accept your everything and embrace your all.
I might say, days are longer and boring.
I just wanted to let you know that without you, even the joy means nothing.
I might act so tough, like a man, like all the badass-rocknroll-tattoo-arnoldschwarzenegger-terminator-gangsta, who acted like they dont love the person they truely care about.
But right now, I just wanna indulge in this precious emotion.
I dont care if your worth the wait.
I dont care if you would reciprocate the love I gave you in the future.
The memories with you would be held so dearly to me.
I can safely say, your the best man I ever had.
Today, my friend asked something and my answer to that was only you.
Though I always say something out of 'conduct' was just to play along.
The sit at Pasir Ris MRT was kind of peaceful.
Its all your beauty I was looking at.
I teared a few times.
I was touched to the heart. I was moved.
-
Went to PS and met up with YT and company.
Gleeful dinner. She never fail to make me laugh.
But I really was tired.
-
Listened to a testimony from an ITE girl. It was encouraging.
Motivating lessons. It was really obvious to know it but I was oblivious to it.
Brought back a bunch of CDs to listen to.
I am really trying.
From my persistancy of anti-religious to this, you can see that I am doing everything, anything to change myself.
I am willing to give it a try.
I am with open-mind.
I am really trying everything.
As long as theres hope, I would never go back to my old self.
Nights.
(Preparing for a sleepless night.) Ha. NO. NO.
P.S I havent smell that perfume in a while.
The scent that I dreamt of.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
iP00d.
I have been awfully misled for a year.
I have been foolishly in love for a year.
YOU! JUST FUCKING BETRAYED ME!
And I hate you with every of my soul.
I hate your guts and your reservoir of blood.
I have always been faithful to you!
I HATE YOU IPOD!
Yes you heard that.
I cant believe this.
I had just lost a thousands of songs just by a mere thought that it had great, wonderful, satisfying FUNCTIONS! NO. NO. Its just a stereotypical assumption.
Now, I have to plug in to just listen to songs.
How would someone create something that allows to syncronise songs into it and not allows to take it out?!?!?!
What campaign awareness are you trying to create?
I tell you what.
I LOVE PIRACY!
AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE PIRACY NOW AND FOREVER!
Fine. You ROCCCCCKKKK IPOD, YOU ROOOOOOOOOOOOOCK. Rot.
I have been foolishly in love for a year.
YOU! JUST FUCKING BETRAYED ME!
And I hate you with every of my soul.
I hate your guts and your reservoir of blood.
I have always been faithful to you!
I HATE YOU IPOD!
Yes you heard that.
I cant believe this.
I had just lost a thousands of songs just by a mere thought that it had great, wonderful, satisfying FUNCTIONS! NO. NO. Its just a stereotypical assumption.
Now, I have to plug in to just listen to songs.
How would someone create something that allows to syncronise songs into it and not allows to take it out?!?!?!
What campaign awareness are you trying to create?
I tell you what.
I LOVE PIRACY!
AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE PIRACY NOW AND FOREVER!
Fine. You ROCCCCCKKKK IPOD, YOU ROOOOOOOOOOOOOCK. Rot.
G for guitar.
I am going to change all my meals to Fruits-THElicious!
I dont care how. Im not gonna jog for an hour without losing a pound.
All my boredom, all my energy, all my time, all the effort.
I have NO, NO tolerance for boredom.
I could spend time on my guitar doing the same thing over and over for more than an hour, but NOT jogging.
Speaking of which.
Guitar had taught me many important "life" lessons.
Well, it increased patient with myself.
Give myself enough time and taking it slowly.
I remembered the first time I started out, it was like, Im having all sorts of thoughts in my head. "I cant do this." "What? This is absurd. How could I learn this in a week? I cant even move my fingers now. I got finger cramps." "My finger is too fat and short." "Its too complicated." "I want to learn that, but I cant even do this."
It was overwhelming.
I was very impatient and I wanted it done right now.
So the next few days from the first, was a drag. And then it came like WHAM! "E-eh! CAN ALREADY!"
Its just a matter of getting used to the motions.
And now I know, things are not as hard as it seems, its just a matter of time and effort. This applies to all sorts of matter as well.
So what I want to say to the world is,
relax, take your time, enjoy the journey and one day all will come around.
Have faith.
Whether it be work, studies, life crisis.
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I am, SATISFIED with what I saw. HAHA!
I am hot. I am funny. I am ridiculous and I am going to take a damn relaxing shower right now.
Ciao.
P.S Im gonna get GuitarPro soon! And no, I didnt pay for it.
My smart ass friend cracked it HAHA How genious.
I dont care how. Im not gonna jog for an hour without losing a pound.
All my boredom, all my energy, all my time, all the effort.
I have NO, NO tolerance for boredom.
I could spend time on my guitar doing the same thing over and over for more than an hour, but NOT jogging.
Speaking of which.
Guitar had taught me many important "life" lessons.
Well, it increased patient with myself.
Give myself enough time and taking it slowly.
I remembered the first time I started out, it was like, Im having all sorts of thoughts in my head. "I cant do this." "What? This is absurd. How could I learn this in a week? I cant even move my fingers now. I got finger cramps." "My finger is too fat and short." "Its too complicated." "I want to learn that, but I cant even do this."
It was overwhelming.
I was very impatient and I wanted it done right now.
So the next few days from the first, was a drag. And then it came like WHAM! "E-eh! CAN ALREADY!"
Its just a matter of getting used to the motions.
And now I know, things are not as hard as it seems, its just a matter of time and effort. This applies to all sorts of matter as well.
So what I want to say to the world is,
relax, take your time, enjoy the journey and one day all will come around.
Have faith.
Whether it be work, studies, life crisis.
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I am, SATISFIED with what I saw. HAHA!
I am hot. I am funny. I am ridiculous and I am going to take a damn relaxing shower right now.
Ciao.
P.S Im gonna get GuitarPro soon! And no, I didnt pay for it.
My smart ass friend cracked it HAHA How genious.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
I hate this.
Many things can keep you from falling or staying asleep: for example, consuming alcohol or caffeine, or feeling stressed, anxious, or depressed. But insomnia often takes on a life of its own. After a few nights of tossing and turning, what's likely to keep you up is worrying about getting to sleep, says Cote. Eventually, you start associating going to bed with worrying about falling asleep, so instead of easing you into slumber, your nervous system goes on high alert, anticipating--and bringing on--another sleepless night.
Damn right! That is so true.
Take a warm bath just before you go to bed. Bathing will elevate your body temperature, but lying down will make it drop because your muscles relax and produce less heat. Sleep tends to follow a steep decline in body temperature.
I am going to take a shower right now at 2am in the morning you bastards.
Damn right! That is so true.
Take a warm bath just before you go to bed. Bathing will elevate your body temperature, but lying down will make it drop because your muscles relax and produce less heat. Sleep tends to follow a steep decline in body temperature.
I am going to take a shower right now at 2am in the morning you bastards.
Monday, March 24, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
NS
The moment I first set my eyes on him.
I blushed.
The broad shoulders and the near to buff figure in the army uniform, walking towards me.
I couldnt be more proud of him.
Whats bad about having a NS boyfriend?
-You wont be worrying about him fooling around; he's in camp serving his service.
-You have enough space for yourself.
-Your 'uniform fanasty' becomes reality.
Something to worry of.
Changing of perception. Expectations change and evolve towards a more realistic slant.
But then again, I rather spend time having fun than worrying. ;D
Nick, adorable.
I blushed.
The broad shoulders and the near to buff figure in the army uniform, walking towards me.
I couldnt be more proud of him.
Whats bad about having a NS boyfriend?
-You wont be worrying about him fooling around; he's in camp serving his service.
-You have enough space for yourself.
-Your 'uniform fanasty' becomes reality.
Something to worry of.
Changing of perception. Expectations change and evolve towards a more realistic slant.
But then again, I rather spend time having fun than worrying. ;D
Nick, adorable.
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