I love her.

Cinta Bertahan - Acha Septriasa

Kizuna - Kamenashi Kazuya

Even the keyboard we touched a sec ago, may not be the same keyboard we touch now.

I saw Jie Ming on the way home today.
I can see he hasnt change much physically.
Just grown taller.

We just said hi without stopping our path.
I guess my expression was full of questions and curiousity.
But that doesnt change the fact that we didnt stop to talk.
People dont talk now aye.
The world's gotten colder.
That much for sitting beside me in class.

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I wonder what stays the same.

I wonder...

My mom is currently now a Nan Yang Poly student.

More more Jdrama!

IM IN LOVEEE!
Right now, I sounded like a high school girl having an idol frenzy. ZZZ.

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Absolute boyfriend


Robot maker, Kronos Heaven, finally develops "Night Tenjo", the perfect male humanoid programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to his lover. The company chooses temp worker Izawa Riko to take part in a 5-day free trial. At first, Riko only sees Night as a household appliance. But when she finds out how deep Night's devotion to herself is, Riko finds herself falling in love with him. Joining the love triangle is Asamoto Soshi, a distinguished young executive at her company who has feelings for her.

Jotei


Kato Rosa stars as Tachibana Ayaka, a young woman whose life has been ruined after she lost her boyfriend then her mother became gravely ill. Looking for revenge, she starts out as a hostess with the goal of rising to become the "empress" of the Osaka nightlife scene. Matsuda Shota plays a member of the underworld who becomes Ayaka's ally.

Because of that, i cant stop being obsessed with Kato Rosa.

<3

My happy classic song.

I come home in the morning light
My mother says when you gonna live your life right
Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones
And girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun

The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father yells what you gonna do with your life
Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
But girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have--

That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Girls-- they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun

Some boys take a beautiful girl
And hide her away from the rest of the world
I want to be the one to walk in the sun
Oh girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have

That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Girls--they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun,
They want to have fun,
They want to have fun...

Sadness and Sorrow

Couldnt sleep and bored.
Did a cover on Naruto, Sadness and Sarrow.
A few obvious mistakes here and there, and an awkward pause near the end.
And it was rather soft. So turn up the volume.
Tell me what you think about it. Thanks! =]

Its not auto play btw.

XXX

This is for those who actually find sex embarrassing.
Curious or confused? Heres the link to help.

Sex Guru

Sex actually aids in preventing Coronary heart disease. Suprising.

HE CHANGE MY ROLE!!!!
I was kind of disappointed but relieved actually.
So i'll be organising the bands instead of talking.
But well, if its meant to be, its meant to be.
Im sure God has a path for me.
=)!

Should I or should I not?

Amir: "I have a proposal for you..."
Me: "What?"
Amir: "You know about the concert that coming up this Nov, ya?"
Amir: "I want you to be the host/emcee of the event. You can take your time to think about it, no problem."

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WTF?! In my mind, was like, "host... Host... HOST?!!"

Its gonna be alot of people. 14 bands and all his students performing.
Its a RARE opportunity, but I dont have the courage!
My heart tells me to go for it, but im afraid!

HOWWWWWWWWWWW?! TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

Girl, take care.

When a guy leave for ns, the girl needs more emotional satisfaction and attention from the guy than when hes not in ns.
Demanding?
If your not in that place, I wouldnt be so demanding at all.
If im not waiting out here, I wouldnt be.
Thanks for letting me know your not worth the wait.

I know that when guys book out, they need time to relax, to rest, to have time for themselves.
But its so different on the girl's side, we need YOU since you werent around for us most of the time.
And when I dont get the satisfaction, I feel lost and frustrated.
Theres an article that speak truth.

"But when she knows that you aren’t to be blamed for not being around, (as your physical body has been “legally rented” to the government), she has to find a way to either direct that frustration of helplessness, or to find a permanent solution.

Breaking up looks promising, and tempting."

I am seriously tired and sick of these, 'on off' frustration.
It will never stop until it is solved.

And since I couldnt be understanding enough, since I couldnt give in, lets not waste each other's time. Lets see how it goes.

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I hope your ok, girl.
It pains me a great deal, and lots of anger inside me to see girls suffering, getting hurt like that.
It really reminds me alot of myself in the past.
Why should the happiness of a girl be in a man's palm.
We girls, should be more 'siao sha'.
I had swore not to cry for a man.
Not to sacrifice for a man.
They'd end up hurting you.
It probably takes me more than just courage just to give in and making effort.
And probably, im not 'siao sha' at all.
I have no courage to stand out there giving my all, and get wash down again.
I know its unfair for you.
I cant help it.
Love is a gamble.
And I hate gambling.

There's a quote,

Dont make someone your everything, cause when its gone, you have nothing.

Wish for anything but to wait.

Cry For You - Andy Timmons

DAMN FLASH!


Yes yes, EVERYONE LOOK AT MY DOUBLE CHIN ! HMHP

There is not a need in putting too much feelings, commitments into a relationship right now. I need to start backing off. And retrieve myself back.

I need a fucking job. I need to fucking club. I need to fucking drink.
And I need my soul back.
I guess I was happier back then.

Double O is fuct up boring.
But yes, the shots are the cheaposssss.
But I had fun with the girlies! =]
Sorry the night turned out boring!
But I hope you XH and Joce had fun!
Happy belated birthdays!

TRISHA gambatte!
It doesnt matter if you did not make it,
at least you worked hard during the last week. [What unlikely encouragement]
Well at least I've tried.

I was 24/7 at the desk. MAN its the first time in my life. HAHA.

STUDY NOW, CLUB LATER!
We gonna dance all night ya GIRLIES!

Hungry.

A process of a vicious cycle.
Its always miss you like crazy at first.

Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely Hate you Hate you
Hate you Hate you Hate you Hate you
Hate you Hate you Forget you Forget you..

I should stop having fun now already.
I havent even been practising guitar.
Havent even been preparing for exams.
STOP IT ALREADY TRISH!

P.S//
I miss you.

Cant believe theres such immaturity.

The world has got me speechless.
The humanity is hilarious.
The society is fuct up.
The people are like, "PEOPLE OF RAINBOW COLOURS".

You never know what kind of people you get to meet, it gets you 'shaking your head, tsking.'
So appalling.