HAIYER! We should have taken a ONE WHOLE group photo ;[ And I meant ONE WHOLE. The whole lot of us including the guys. SAD. Theres would be so many peoples!
Okay, tell me to get over the party. NO I CANT GET OVER IT!

I regretted not taking more pictures. No pictures with the bartender as well. CRYS HAHA! From 1am onwards, I felt that theres like not enough time. IT REALLY LASTED SO SHORT!

Damn pimp yo.

Birthdays.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE YING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Uncle Kenneth came to visit us for the last time before he leave for London again. It will be 2 years before he come back to Singapore. He talked to me. I had the same problems with him. I cried. I didnt want to but im still moved to tears cause its real. What he said was true. I didnt want to elaborate. Im still waking up from my drunken state. I only had one huge problem, and its not a inter-personal problem.
"Change the VICIOUS cycle to a VIRTOUS cycle."

Met up with them at 10.45pm. Yup I was late, I watched Condor of the Heroes before I left my house. I regretted leaving my house late. We opened four bottles of Chivas but I aint as wasted as the last birthday! But still it was fun, tho I felt that the night was very very very short. There are still "Yi han" left there. I didnt get to do what I wanted to.

I really appreciate them celebrating the birthday with me and giving me gifts. I was really touched. The fruit cake was good too, I had two pieces. ;P

The bartender, tho the previous one was cooler since the fight at Disc-cussion. But the new one was okay too. ;P Hee hee. Yi han?
The boss treated me well as well. I DO NOT HAVE A GRUDGE AGAINST HIM OKAY!

Its fun, i enjoyed everything. ;] And yes, I love alcohol, I loses my inhibition to talk and socialize. I love it. I love the feeling of being confident, of being able to talk to people I dont know. I love Chivas!

I still hope to go Disc-cussion as frequently as the past few months. Its the place I feel good in. Well sometimes.

Thank everyone! You are in my heart! Tho I am really sorry to drift too far away because of my personal problems. I AM REALLY HAPPY!

My heart goes out to,
Ying Ting
Pei Yin
Xue Ying
Liyan
Michelle
Jocelyn
Lee Yun
Yu Jia
Xiao hui
Spencer
"Andy lau"
Ben
Darren
"Andy lau's sister"
Two of the waitress (Im sorry but I forgot your names, they even invited me to clubbing after pub. So nice of them, we didnt even talked alot.)
Ah Meng
Boss
Jeremy and her sis.
And the people who didnt came but had their greetings.

THANK YOU ALL for making this joyful night!

Rockstar INXS.

OH AMMM GEE!

Losing my religion by Suzie Mcneil

It was AWESOME! I had my goosebumps when I listened to it. ROCK ON! \M/

Baby one more time by Marty Casey
A pop song by Britney can ROCK too. Hit me baby one more time ;]

With arms wide open
MARTY CASEY! LOVES! Love his performace on this song. So touching, I almost cried!

Shit, theres a black man singing a rock song. THATS SO WEIRD AND FUNNY! I cant concentrate on the song hes singing, i kept smiling. Catch Ty taylor. Lazy to post link. Dont mean to be racist ;x

THANK JEREMY!

Life is like a MMORPG.
Gaming is believing.

Thole stupid fat fucks.

TFB!

Two birthday postponed to Saturday.
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BICTHES! At my work place. Been two days. Gees i say TFB! Two fat beesh.
From now, I DECLARE WARRRRR!
Gotta bring plasters to work tomorrow. >_>
Everyday to Macpherson Rd. God I need my 14 hours sleep. *Eyes black*
I overshot the bus stop and landed myself in Aljunied. >.>
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I wonder if anyone who worked Mc with me 4 years ago remember this old malay guy who works Mc with us. Today, I was looking down from 161, I saw him crossing the same overhead bridge from Compass point, wearing the same Mc uniform. =/

Puked again. What an embarassment. Stood outside the carpark and puked everything I had right there. Err the lady that walked past looked scared. -_-

So.... I guess I was wrong. I was made a fool from the very start. Its still not late to realise. But im okay. I be okay. To know that I dont mean a thing from the very start.

Sorry.

It was a VERY rash decision but since I said it...
Ahh well, I am sorry for hurting you so much for these few months. Cause you dont understand nor try to. I know my words are hurting and straight forward.
Now, I cant look at you or listen to your voice without getting irritated. You reminds me of the anger inside me.
After it ended, I dont feel like I've lost something, maybe I felt that your gone very long ago.
I still can picture your sad face and your back as you walked away.
Maybe I need time away from you.

Havent done any quality writings since the day. Will get on a new story. ;]

>_>

Went to dinner with Alphy. Watched Spidey man 3. I still dont understand why the whole world is so into it. Fucking 1m$ in just one day in Singapore's box office.
The whole movie was boring until the ending part. I sat til my back ache. Boring movie.

I guess I hasnt really change since 2003. Im a huge disappointment to everyone. At this point, Im still not ready to sit down. It seems like I lost directions of what im doing. When can I stop getting into trouble?

From autumn to ashes - Chroloform perfume
Lates.

Vomited after medicine. Bitterness.

NEW SPEAKER!

HAPPEE BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER ERNIES!
HAPPEE BIRTHDAY TO PEIYIN!

Concerning the previous post, no, I seriously dont dare to poop tho I feel it coming out soon.
My speakers, bitched up. Couldnt hear the guitars.
Headphones, bitched up. Wires.
My throat sore and dry from smoking.

From first to last - My heart your hands
P.S Punani for weeds.

Poopeh.

Yelled at my granny twice today. Its only 11am. Guess I do have the anger in me. DONT IRRITATE ME NIGS ;]
Another confession.
I dare not to poop. What? Yes, you heard that right. I dare not to poop.

Dream of colors.

Watched finished the series on Channel U every 10pm.
I first time I watched it, it was boring and "just another show". But I watched it just to waste the time. As I watched it subsequently, I cant stop!
Its a gooood show. Michelle, from no one to someone. The show is full of hopes. ;]
PLUS Nick and Michelle looks so cute together! <333

My wish is to witness a miracle and hope.

Happy mother's day.

Mom sent me an sms after she went off for work. I nearly cried reading it. My Mom is so mushy <3

"Is good that you channel your anger into your blog. Stay positive and revive your love in reading. Take care and we love you because you mean alot to us."

I love you too Mom. You mean alot to me too.

P.A.S.S?

XY, Seth, thanks for calling.

Me: "Why dont I feel any sadness after the op?"
Mom: "But you feel anger. Its just the emotions that is different."
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I got a confession. I think......... the doctors put me to sleep and injured me. I got a bruise under my chin. EVIL DOCTORS! D:

Blood runs free.

I cant run, somehow it hurts.
I cant pee without thinking of that.
It is still bleeding.
The world is spinning.