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HE CHANGE MY ROLE!!!!
I was kind of disappointed but relieved actually.
So i'll be organising the bands instead of talking.
But well, if its meant to be, its meant to be.
Im sure God has a path for me.
=)!

Should I or should I not?

Amir: "I have a proposal for you..."
Me: "What?"
Amir: "You know about the concert that coming up this Nov, ya?"
Amir: "I want you to be the host/emcee of the event. You can take your time to think about it, no problem."

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WTF?! In my mind, was like, "host... Host... HOST?!!"

Its gonna be alot of people. 14 bands and all his students performing.
Its a RARE opportunity, but I dont have the courage!
My heart tells me to go for it, but im afraid!

HOWWWWWWWWWWW?! TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

Girl, take care.

When a guy leave for ns, the girl needs more emotional satisfaction and attention from the guy than when hes not in ns.
Demanding?
If your not in that place, I wouldnt be so demanding at all.
If im not waiting out here, I wouldnt be.
Thanks for letting me know your not worth the wait.

I know that when guys book out, they need time to relax, to rest, to have time for themselves.
But its so different on the girl's side, we need YOU since you werent around for us most of the time.
And when I dont get the satisfaction, I feel lost and frustrated.
Theres an article that speak truth.

"But when she knows that you aren’t to be blamed for not being around, (as your physical body has been “legally rented” to the government), she has to find a way to either direct that frustration of helplessness, or to find a permanent solution.

Breaking up looks promising, and tempting."

I am seriously tired and sick of these, 'on off' frustration.
It will never stop until it is solved.

And since I couldnt be understanding enough, since I couldnt give in, lets not waste each other's time. Lets see how it goes.

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I hope your ok, girl.
It pains me a great deal, and lots of anger inside me to see girls suffering, getting hurt like that.
It really reminds me alot of myself in the past.
Why should the happiness of a girl be in a man's palm.
We girls, should be more 'siao sha'.
I had swore not to cry for a man.
Not to sacrifice for a man.
They'd end up hurting you.
It probably takes me more than just courage just to give in and making effort.
And probably, im not 'siao sha' at all.
I have no courage to stand out there giving my all, and get wash down again.
I know its unfair for you.
I cant help it.
Love is a gamble.
And I hate gambling.

There's a quote,

Dont make someone your everything, cause when its gone, you have nothing.

Wish for anything but to wait.

Cry For You - Andy Timmons

DAMN FLASH!


Yes yes, EVERYONE LOOK AT MY DOUBLE CHIN ! HMHP

There is not a need in putting too much feelings, commitments into a relationship right now. I need to start backing off. And retrieve myself back.

I need a fucking job. I need to fucking club. I need to fucking drink.
And I need my soul back.
I guess I was happier back then.

Double O is fuct up boring.
But yes, the shots are the cheaposssss.
But I had fun with the girlies! =]
Sorry the night turned out boring!
But I hope you XH and Joce had fun!
Happy belated birthdays!

TRISHA gambatte!
It doesnt matter if you did not make it,
at least you worked hard during the last week. [What unlikely encouragement]
Well at least I've tried.

I was 24/7 at the desk. MAN its the first time in my life. HAHA.

STUDY NOW, CLUB LATER!
We gonna dance all night ya GIRLIES!

Hungry.

A process of a vicious cycle.
Its always miss you like crazy at first.

Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you Miss you Miss you
Miss you Miss you So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely
So lonely So lonely Hate you Hate you
Hate you Hate you Hate you Hate you
Hate you Hate you Forget you Forget you..

I should stop having fun now already.
I havent even been practising guitar.
Havent even been preparing for exams.
STOP IT ALREADY TRISH!

P.S//
I miss you.

Cant believe theres such immaturity.

The world has got me speechless.
The humanity is hilarious.
The society is fuct up.
The people are like, "PEOPLE OF RAINBOW COLOURS".

You never know what kind of people you get to meet, it gets you 'shaking your head, tsking.'
So appalling.

Know your limits, know your place.

Coincidence?

Fate is a mysterious thing.
I know im not allow to, but I yearn for it.


Ragnarok Online. I forgot which map was it with this tune, but it rocks.

The unicorn.

I do have a boyfriend, but times like these, when I was just relaxing, having a peace of mind, listening to inspirational music, I really do feel lonely.

Someone to lean on at times like these.
So peaceful so quiet in the mind.
I want to share these, with someone.

There's a saying,
an idle mind is the devil's playground.
I shouldn't get distracted.

I have a great boyfriend that I love so dearly, what more could I've asked for?

I was really glad yesterday's evening was fun with the girls.
I got to see a Unicorn again.
Other than that, it keeps me from degressing away.
Thanks a bunch. You guys are the best.

P.S//
Unicorn, unicorn, what are you doing in a world like this?
What are you? A beautiful magical horned-horse?
Can you appear in my dreams again?

If I had a billion...

I would enroll in more guitar lessons.
I make sure everyday that I pass, is a knowledge learnt.
I would learn the pole dancing and the art of seduction.
All men within your grasp.
I would do the rock-climbing amongst the narrowest valley and the highest abandoned cliffs.
The thrill beneath those small crumbling rocks. The shadows on the far away land.
I would travel elegantly with the flows of the current down the endless river of the Nile.
Listen to the hydraulic flow of the currents, breathing in the sweetness of the air from the greeneries smothering in from the side. The birds, chirping, the crickets, creaking, the tiny fishes, jumping in and out of the water.
I would throw myself in the wilderness of the jungle, in search of a greater meaning to life.
I would take a great photographer with me to capture the beautiful scenes of my life.
I would live in the tallest hotel and view the world from above.
Watch the world passes me by, time wont stop for you.
I would shop in all expensive boutiques and dine in the finest restaurant alone.
With no one to depend on but myself.
I would master the art of language.
And understand the cultures of the world.

Moles.

A mole or birthmark near the nostrils.

This lady is diligent and loves to study, she is especially attracted to the arts and literature. She is an intelligent and charming person, but her life is not totally serious, because she also likes to have fun. During her younger and teenage years, her life will be OK, but when she gets older, she will receive a high honor. Her fortune will grow step-by-step, and she will be happy when she is older. She will marry a man with a good education who is either wealthy or has achieved a high social status.

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